Ven,                                                                                                   Sept 13, 1941

I know you'll hate me for thinking this but the smile when I Heard THE FUCKER DIED!!!!! I Cheered, I was thrilled, but then I saw you and I realized. You will never love me, no matter what I do or say As Long As That Prick Is In Your Mind I Will Never Be Given The Time Of Day, he takes EVERYTHING FROM ME! It Doesn't Matter What That GOD FORSAKEN WAR DOES! you will never love me. Red, all I see, all I feel, is Red. I HATE HIM,  Why can't you SEE ME! HE DIED! ALL THAT'S LEFT IS ME! YOU HAVE NO ONE BUT ME AND YOU'VE THROWN E AWAY! 

I wish he was still alive so I could kill him myself

Luci