"dear harry,

thank you for everything.

in the last months you surely noticed that i wasnt ok and whenever we saw each other you hugged me tightly - more than usually.

you always asked how my day was and i told you everything's fine...

i didnt want to disappoint you.

honestly, youre the love of my life.

not in a romantic way though, i mean youre my brother.

but you always understood me. you never left my side.

im sorry that this time i couldnt open up to you, but i hope you wont be too mad at me.

youre my soulmate and youre always going to stay in my heart, even though i will leave you tonight.

i love you."