Dear Father

I don't know if this habit will ever die haha. This book is my solace for anytime and I was just laughing at the notes I wrote in 2006.
I hope you, mom and Ava are doing good.

This note is important. This is the one I think I'm going to send to you.

I'm going to be a father, papa.
Bella said she was pregnant. We're having this baby.
I don't know what to do. I have never felt so fragile before. I wish I could talk to you about it, papa. I wish you were here to guide me.

Please let me talk to you once.
I need you.

James