Once again in Nate's POV! ☺️

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"I-I love you too" I smirked as he sat down next me on the air mattress "c-can we kiss now" I chuckled but then he frowned. 

"Oh Vincent, I didn't mean it that way" he teared up but I wiped away his tears and leaned in "I love you" he smiled and nodded "I love you too" he said as he officially kissed me.

Fireworks! I like to think that this long kiss was like a match lit to then become fireworks. Vincent looked to me as he pulled away  "Nate.."

"Yeah. Vincent?" He put his head against mine "can we do that for a while" I nodded my head as he kissed me. I started to get heated which lead me into putting my arms  around his waist which made him jump.

I took my arms away and scooted a little way "why'd you stop" he whimpered upset "I didn't mean to scare you"

He shook his head "you didn't!" I looked at his eyes "really" he nodded his head. I officially leaned in and kissed him. 

~after the whole ordeal (not sex)~ 

We decided to offically eat the food as we cuddled each other on the air mattress. He was so warm and eventually passed out in my arms. I didn't want this moment to end. 

I kissed his forehead as he peacefully slept. I barely sleep plus I liked watching people sleep. This might be weird but people are so innocent, quiet, and vulnerable  when they sleep. Well most people. 

Vincent did this little purr within his sleep and i thought it was the cutest thing ever. I looked to the time to see 9:00 PM and I realized I forgotten to ask his and my parents to see if that he can come over to mine or his house.

The four of us decided that it should be his moms house since he's still more comfortable there. I loved the dynamic of him and his mom. I wish I was an only child just like him.

Having little siblings is the most annoying this! Luckily enough, my parents can't have any more shitlins. They already made 1 and a half of fuck ups. My sister isn't there yet. 

Although I hear she slept with the entire football team. When my dad heard about this. My dad pinched the glass from our dining table. My dad wasn't abusive or an alcoholic. Well he's a retired alcoholic. But he stopped when I was born. My mom said I was a miracle. 

My sister is an angel though. If my dad were to find out if I was gay, he wouldn't care because It doesn't really affect him. "H-hey"  victor sat up "oh hey. It's early isn-" I looked to the time to see it was 11:00 PM "how in hell did that happen"

"Auth-" he cut me off by a peck on the cheek which led my face a bright red. "Let's get some food" he smirked "hell yeah"

So the both of us went downstairs to grab some crappy juice that we loved when we were kids "why do we like this even though it taste like shit now" he chuckled and took a sip "I don't know" 

I sighed "Is there food in there "I'm sorry, Nate but my mom wants me to go on the schedule" I groaned "I'm sorry trust me this is one of those moments where I wish I was normal"

"But you are no-" he crossed his arms "not mentally" I rolled my eyes

"Oh my gooodnesssss" I tickled him "hey! You know I don't like getting touched without permission" he said between every laugh

I chuckled about to make a dirty joke but then changed my mind "you seem to like it" he then accidentally dropped the juice. I stopped tickling due to worrying about the reaction that I'll get from him. I picked it up as fast as I could and looked to a crying victor.

"Hey! Hey! Hey!" I walked to hug him but I instead got pushed off "get off of me"  I fell to the ground and soon after he ran upstairs. 

I had juice all over me and sighed as I poured it out the sink. I then looked over to my shitty drink of juice and picked it up as I walked to the door and opened it. Thank god it was unlocked. I looked over to see him crying on the bed. 

"Hey you can have mine" he shook his head whimpering "why not" 

"Germs" I chuckled under my breath "haven't we shared a lot of germs then" I then saw him blush and then he sighed "fine" he grabbed ahold of the drink "I didn't want to hear you complain for the 15th hundredth time about the bad drink"

"Eh it's not bad. It's shitty"

"Bad"

"Shitty"

"Bad"

"Shitty"

"Ugh" he facepalmed "fine 'that word'" I chuckled and looked to him "can I kiss you" he looked to me kind of relieved and kissed me without warning. 

After he finished drinking the shitty juice. He kissed me all of a sudden and we made out for a little bit. Soon enough we eased down and I cuddled him. He looked up and we stared into each other's eyes "Nate" I titled my head "yeah?"

He frowned "am I allowed to have intercourse"I blushed very deeply "um" 

"People say that its weird for someone with autism to want and have sex" he said shrugging "I don't see a problem with it. So can we have se-" he cut himself due to being embarrassed of using that word.

I kissed him but then backed out "sorry I didn't ask! Sor-" he kissed me on the lips "does that mean we can ya know" 

"Y-yeah" I smirked "but when you want we can stop"

(Since I'm nice I'm having a smut scene in the same book! I'm not cliffhanging this time) 

SKIP IF YOU DONT LIKE SMUT

"So what do I do" I blushed more red than normal "can I take off your clothes" he nodded his head "as long as I'm able to take off yours" 

I nodded as I took off his shirt afterwards he took off mine "Nate, um do you have protection" I nodded as I ran to my bag and got my wallet with a condom in it "why do you have that"

"Parents" I ran over to him and looked to him "you or me?" He whimpered "Y-you" I nodded my head "here I'll take off my pants" I got up and unbottoned my pants as I watched him take off his my pants I can feel my underwear getting smaller. 

I was about to take off my under when he said "wait!" I looked to him "I watched this thing before we became a thing and I was wondering if I c-" I cut him off with "if you want to just do it already" he nodded his head and I walked over to the bed as fast as I could. 

He soon took off my boxers and he gasped "wow" he looked to me as he pushed my down and took charge. He soon did the unthinkable and put my dick in his mouth which at first you'd think it'd feel weird..but it felt strangely weirder. 

He then grabbed the condom "I'm not being a bottom" I said before he could do anything but I looked down to him almost putting the condom on me. I chuckled "hey don't laugh" I nodded my head as he placed it on. He then got on top of me. 

"S-shit" I heard him mumble. I never heard him cuss so I grabbed the blanket from his bed and pulled it over us as I rolled him over to over dominate him and with every thrust he'd attempt to put a hickey on every part of my neck. "Nath-" He moaned a little loud which I covered his mouth by kissing him. I heard every whimper as I thrusted into him.

"F-faster" he said normal as I picked up the pace and he put his face into my collarbone. He loved to scratch my back...hard and watch me flinch. He took his face away from my collarbone"I love you, Nate"

I smiled and looked into his eyes "I love you too" he kissed my lips and I jumped as I heard the knob of the door twist we stopped and to see his mom walk into the room "hey bo-" she slammed the door shut out of embarrassment. 

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Hey guys sorry for the awkward ending. Bye 😣