Dear Doctor, Nathaniel has started talking to me again and he asked  to be just friends. But I don't want that. I like him. And I hate the fact he's asking me to repress my feelings. I told him that and he didn't respond well. He left my house soon after. My mother was curious what happened but I I refuse to tell her. 

What would she know? She's married by a man who loves her. Me on the other hand I like a guy that has not a single chance of liking me back. I'm tired of being alone now. He's gone and there's nobody. My mother is constantly around me and making sure if I'm ok when I know I'm fine. I just wish I was born normal and not this. I'm fine! Ok???? 

Sincerely, Victor