14th October, 2023

Dear Diary,

Things went...okay.

I'm still in school. It's just a short break after our test, and our entire class has gone nuts. Mine went pretty well. I hope to score good, probably.

Everyone looks so relieved now, as if they had just walked out of hell and rocketed straight to heaven. I'm good too. I'm just sitting at my place in one corner of the classroom, scribbling down my woes on this diary, while everyone is busy merry making. I looked up and took a quick glance at my classmates. Yah! I'll definitely miss all of you, even if you all weren't that pleasant to me. I'll definitely miss the handsome class president, Yeosang the prince, Jongho the youngest kiddo, Seulgi the princess, Lisa the tomboy, Seokmin the crackhead, Seongcheol the angry guy, Gyu and Woo the clingy couple and...San the badboy. These were probably the handful of people who were good to me at some point of my life...except...Leave! I'll miss them all.

I'm feeling too bad since morning, I don't know why. I feel so weak that I can barely walk. Should I just go home? Probably not...? It's just too early. I want to stay back and look around the school, probably for the last time. 'Cause I feel like...my time has come.

San got detention again for God knows what he did. Class President Kim Taehyung is still screaming at the top of his voice, trying to shut our dumbass mouths. It's so bright and beautiful today. It's pleasant. I feel great...yet sick.

I must stop writing now. I don't feel great...probably I need rest...?

Sometimes I just think...

What if...what if San read this diary? No way. He should never ever read it! But if he does? What will happen? No! He shouldn't be sad. It's not even his fault. And seriously, why the fuck will he be sad? He never loved me!

Foolish me!

I need to sleep now.

Oh moon! Take me to you soon...ლ(◉❥◉ ლ)

~Jung Wooyoung

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