Dear Diary,
                    I got a note from my admirer that he wants to meet me. I'm a little nervous, but calm at the same time. He has hidden behind his notes for so long and I need to know who he actually is.
       I know he goes our school because that is the only way he can get into my locker. So I don't have to worry about him being a psychopath or a rapist.
  
Dan stood outside the school, that was the place that he was told on the letter to meet him.

5 pm. - don't be early.

'Don't be early? Normally it's don't be late.' Dan thought as he stood outside the school at 5:04 pm.

He had just gotten their to see no one waiting. He glanced his eyes around and saw something red out the corner of his eyes. He walked over to it and saw that they were red roses. He picked them up and saw that hey had a note attached to them.

Dan, out of curiosity, flipped open the note. It was the admirers handwriting. They said 2 words that made Dan freeze.

Turn Around...

Slowly, he moved his body. He closed his eyes until he was fully facing the opposite direction. He was nervous. He took a deep breath before finally opening his eyes.

"Turns out you got the real deal." Phil Lester said.

Dan stood their, too shocked to speak. Phil was holding a single pink rose in his hand. He held it out to Dan,  his cheeks the same color as the flower he was holding.

Dan was frozen in a mute shock. Phil just stood their, smiling crookedly. 

"Y-you?" Dan managed to finally splutter out.

Phil nodded and took a step forward. His smile making Dans heart warm. Until he remembered how much Phil bullies him.

"You bully me though... I thought you hated 'fags'" Dan said, looking down.

Phil stepped infront of Dan and took hold of his hand. Placing the rose in Dans palm. He smiled again softly. 

"I was scared." Phil said lightly. "I'll tell you more on our 'date' as you put it."

Dans face instantly turned red. As he held the flowers close to him, he looked down at their feet. He hadn't realised it was Phil when he said that.

He felt a hand lightly on his face, and his chin was lifted to meet Dans. Phil smiled and Dan smiled back.

"Okay let's go pretty boy." Phil said.

"Wait how do I know this isn't a set up?" Dan asked, half joking.

Phil smiled and swiftly grabbed Dans hand.

"Because if it was I wouldn't have bought you that skirt your wearing. Or those pacifiers." Phil said.

He whispered the last part as so not to publicly kink shame Dan. Dan pulled a face and looked down at the floor anyway. Ashamed at himself for having that kink in the first place.

Phil stopped again and pulled Dan closer to him. Phil placed a soft kiss on Dans forehead. He didn't know much, but what he had heard about it, he found adorable.

"Don't be ashamed. I think it's cute." Phil whispered.

Dan looked up, a smile placed on his face and a blush tinting his cheeks. Phil grabbed his hand again and lead him to a nearby Starbucks.

"You like Starbucks right?" Phil asked. "It's a perfect first date."

Dan giggled and nodded in agreement. Dan had waited for years to go on a date with Phil. Now that it is actually happening, he feels as though his life has clicked into place.

As cheesy as it is, Dan feels as though the world makes so much sense. All because of this punk called Phil. 

"So why the sudden change of heart?"Dan asked.

Phil sighed heavily, composing his answer into a proper sentence.

"Baby, I have always had a crush on you. And I have been unsure of my sexuality for a long time and I had no idea what I was feeling so I took it out on you. I'm sorry princess." Phil said.

Dan was yet again taken aback. He had never realised that Phil had liked him. He had fantasies about it, but he could never imagine that something like this would come true. It's like a fan fiction.

"You have always had a crush on me?" Dan asked.

Phil nodded his head and took hold of Dans hand on top of the table. Dan looked down and blushed. He didn't know what to think.

Phil had bullied Dan for years, he didn't just expect to automatically go out with him. Dan was still unsure how much he trusted Phil.

"You bullied me for years. I need you to prove it to me that this isn't a set up." Dan said. 

Phil nodded agreeing. That seemed fair to Phil. After what Phil had done to Dan over the years, he was surprised that the pastel boi would even consider it.

Dan was picking at his food. Looking down at it with yet another blush on his face.

"So Dan... tell me... why the skirts?" Phil asked.

It was a question he had been dying to ask. He had wondered for a while what made Dan want to wear skirts.

"They make me feel more comfortable with my body." Dan answered, softly. "Why do you not like them?"

Dans small smile gave in to worry. He was afraid that Phil didn't like the way he dressed.

"Quite the opposite. I love them." Phil said brightly.

Once again Dans face grew into a smile and a blush. Once again flattered at Phil's words.

Maybe life would get better for Dan....

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