Dear Diary,

I think Phil's still worried about me. I can't blame him after I attempted suicide twice in the space of a few weeks, but I'm okay now. I feel a lot more stable and I'm going to be alright. I think things may finally be improving.

In other news, Dillon called me 'Dad' for the first time today!! I could've cried with how happy it made me. It reassures me that if there's one thing I'm doing right in my god damn life, it's being the best parent I can be. I will never be the parents that mine were.

Signing out,

Dan :D