10/15/15

Dear diary,

WELL JUST KILL ME NOW. I HAVE NEVER FELT SO EMBARRASSED IN MY LIFE. JUST OF ALL THINGS TO HAPPEN!!

Okay, today, Jongdae was walking me to my last class of the day, as he would after our music class. We were just talking about random personal things, which I didn't care about sharing. Somehow, at the end of the conversation, i told him about this really attractive guy in my writing class. I've mentioned that from day one, he had caught my eye, he was "aesthetically pleasing" as I would always call him. The guy's hair looked of perfection every time and his outfits just looked so good. Could I help from not swooning a bit from his good looks?

Sure, Jongdae teased me about it for having a crush on him. But noted that he was curious to who the guy was to have grabbed my attention in such a way. So, I agreed of taking a secret picture through snapchat, because hell would I do it with his knowledge.

BUT THEN IN CLASS, AS I SENT IT, HE TEXTED ME THAT HE WAS LAUGHING SO HARD.

WHY?

BECAUSE JONGDAE HAD KNOWN THE GUY SINCE HIGH SCHOOL. Out of all the damn things that could've happened, Jongdae ends up knowing Oh fucking Sehun, the guy I've been eyeing this whole semester!

AND NOW HE WONT STOP TEASING ME NOR STOP SENDING ME SNAPS OF THE TWO OF THEM HANGING OUT AFTER CLASS.

I AM GONNA KILL THAT BOY THE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM.

Ugh, just someone save me. Please. This boy sometimes.