2/23/15

Dear diary,

Minseok made Jongin, Kyungsoo, and I all talk today.

I barely had time to roll out of bed and sneak out as oppa had already called the two to come over. So, still in my pajamas, I was stuck with the three boys in my own damn home.

Jongin was quick to apologize to me, rushing over and hugging me tightly in his arms the moment he saw me. I'll admit, the wall I tried to keep holding up deteriorated the moment I saw the puppy's genuine face. I had to hug him back and told him it was okay, because I swear if I had turned away at that moment, he would've teared up on the spot.

Satansoo was a more difficult case, as he had been the one to nag me the most. Minseok tried to be the bridge, saying possible excuses and reasons as to why were sour with each other. But I knew Kyungsoo knew my reasons, and I knew his as well. It's the fact that we were both stubborn af that we don't want to admit defeat just to be on good terms again.

But it ate me up inside. Kyungsoo was going to move away permanently in a matter of days. I'd feel like shit if we didn't make up beforehand. So, I told him I was sorry for acting the way I did, no matter how much it irritates me to do so... Kyungsoo told me the same thing.

He then said that he just wants to be cautious for my sake... I knew that, Kyungsoo. I know you too well to know that already.

So, we all made up.

Jongin then burst out how hurt he was that I went to the mall yesterday. No, he wasn't referring to hanging out with Jongdae, but to the fact that I knew he needed to do some Christmas shopping and I went without him.

As funny as the moment was, I knew Kyungsoo was a bit annoyed that I was with Jongdae. He didn't say anything about it, and just teased Jongin how idiotic he must be to not do his shopping early.

Minseok (surprisingly with a day off from his internship), Jongin, Kyungsoo, and I ended up going to the mall again today just for Jongin's sake.