11/07/15

Dear diary,

Today was the geology field trip. Kyungsoo picked me up that early morning (around 5 to be exact), and we drove over to campus. From there, there was a bus that will be taking us to our destinations. I'll admit, that there were some pretty sights.

More than a couple times, we had to hike up hills and such. Honestly, I thought that was fun while as Squishy... Poor thing fell on his butt twice! I couldn't stop laughing. Even when we were walking on flat land, he wouldn't stop clinging onto my arm for support.

We may have gotten extra credit, but I think this trip worn him out too much.

But, I thought it was a good day. I got to have the whole day with Kyungsoo and that's just perfect. It makes me want to go back in time and relive my high school days with him and Jongin, and all my other friends. I miss everyone so much.

I miss Zitao and Luhan. Even though I text them everyday, I still miss seeing the faces of Sulli, Krystal, Luna, Amber, and Victoria. My girls... High school made it so easy to see everyone and hang out with everyone. I know it's a long stretch, but I want our whole group to be together again. I don't care if we all pile in one person's house and watch movies all day. I need it.

Now that I'm writing in here, I couldn't help but bring up Jongdae and my crush on him.

On our way back to campus in the bus, I gathered up the courage to tell Kyungsoo about it and he gave me the worst "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING" face. I kind of saw it coming, since of all the times he told me he didn't like the guy. I tried my best to note his good points.

He was funny.

He was considerate.

His sense of style was on point.

We had the same interests in shows and music.

... He makes me smile.

But Kyungsoo didn't want to hear any more of it. I only confirmed my feelings for him just a few days ago but I was kind of hoping for support on this. Not him telling me flat out that this was a stupid idea and that I should stop liking him.

That there. That right there was the only downside of today. I wanted to defend Jongdae but Kyungsoo barely let me get out another word.

Whatever. I'm going to pretend that conversation didn't happen. I'm just going to remember the outdoorsy fun I had today with my best friend.

I'm also going to leave this photo here, just to remind myself to go back there sometime.