'dear diary,

I haven't really spoken to anyone lately... I just feel so angry all the time. Everytime someone asks me something or talks to me i just want to bash their skull in and kill myself. I get this strong anger.
Of course i havent done those things to anyone. I keep cool and try to look kind. Which apparently i no longer am...

People don't like me. So i am not kind.

Im a bad person to them, they hate me, they ALL hate me. Even Hoseok.

He declined my calls today. He doesnt want anything to do with me anymore,  does he? He is regretting it, right? He wants to be away from me, RIGHT???

Well

I wil nOt let him, i will find him. And he will play with me. I brought playing cards, we are going to have fun. We nEeD to.

Ugh, why doesnt he ask me how i was doing the oast few days? Why doesnt anyone ask me that...

Maybe because i don't want them to? No i want them to ask...But...Wait..No i dont? I don't know, i always feel annoyed when they do and want them to stop asking those questions. But i also want them to ask so i can finally talk.

Ugh whatEver, i dont FucKinG caRe anymore. Everyone can go DiE for all i  care.. Fuck EVERYONE.

Fucking Park Jimin, to you the same.

Stupid papers,

My friend,

My diary'