'-footage 1 Jung Hoseok questioning-

Like all the other videos Hoseok sat across the table with two officers in front of him. One asked the questions.

"start at where you first met him after getting in contact again." the officer said after telling hoseok what this was all about.

"well... I uhh. I was the one who wanted to open our contact again. I recently moved back after finishing my study and I came across his contact. I knew we were really good friends in highschool and all so i texted him. Maybe he wanted to meet up. I'd like to see how he was doing. I hoped to hear he made friends and is chasing his dreams. I knew he was always kind of struggling to talk to others." hoseok spoke. Giving as much info to them. "But it went differently than I expected. Jimin was acting a little...Different a bit odd. He looked almost the same but his behavior was strange. Everything he said felt rehearsed until I started asking about him and he started to stress out. I could easily tell he was trying to avoid talking about himself which is what worried me a bit. I hoped he was doing better but i got the feeling he was still the same.... I didn't know that day that he was not better at all, he was worse than ever.
I got to see it first hand.."

Hoseok sighed before he spoke again. "he just. Wasn't  the same. I don't know what was going on that time. Only if i knew sooner, maybe i could have helped him. But i only watched how he got worse and worse as the weeks passed. Oh god, I can't imagine what happened to him, I really hope he will come back and we can talk. I know he didn't mean what he did, i really just want to help him. I can forgive him."

"what exa-'

Suddenly the video was cut off. Jungkook cursed under his breath and tried it again but the footage was unavailable for playing. "damn it, i will have to get another copy" he took out the usb and flopped back in his chair. "I'll do that later" he decided he will read some more diary pages before fixing his crashed video file.

'dear diary,

I have nothing to say.
I'm a disappointment. My parents came to my room again And said it was a big mess, why i never cleaned there, why i always leave behind all that stuff around...

I never really noticed the mess. Yet i got so angry when they said something about it. Well, I know the things are there. I know I have to clean. I just can't make myself to do it.

I just want to be a good person. But how will I ever achieve that when I can't even keep my room clean.
I have to clean more if i want to bring friends over one day. They can't see what a mess I am. Especially Hoseok, for him I have to be perfect.'

I will go now. I should clean my room, I am right. I should keep it clean for my friends,

Talk to you tomorrow,

My friend my diary'