'Dear diary,

I went to meet with Hoseok again. I... i wanted to surprise him with Disneyland tickets, since we live nearby and i got us some mickey ears to complete the surprise to where i was going to take him. But... There were these guys, they saw me wearing it while I was waiting for him.

They said i was a child, faggot and a baby for liking that. I dont get why people have to be so mean. And i... I don't know what came over me but when they kept saying these things and laughing I just... I threw the glass I held in my hand at them, it hit one of them and made their cheek bleed. It just happened, i never meant to hurt them i just got so angry i started screaming at them and they quickly left.

I feel so strange diary, i never hurt anyone before, i wouldnt even hurt a fly. I didn't mean it really i didn't want to do that i just couldn't control it! Why am I like this diary? I don't know how I am supposed to act. How to talk, how to look, how so smile, how to be me. How to be someone that people will like.

Hoseok is my last chance, I can't ruin this, I can't let him give up on me. I have to keep him as my friend, no matter what. I will everything he likes.

talk to you later,

my friend, my diary'

Jungkook sighed and put the letter down. they were getting shorter, was Jimin in a hurry? his handwriting also got messier the more this went on, like he spent less and less time actually writing these down. Was there more going on than Jimin talked about? Were there other things at home? He didn't know, to have answers to that he will have to wait for the other parts of their parent's questioning to be finished reviewing.

And Jungkook felt a bit bad for Jimin, who was trying so hard to be liked by people. Jungkook feared the worst, he had a suspicion of where this was going and it was not something good. He just hoped he was wrong and it will all be fine in the end, that they will find Jimin unharmed and return him to his parents. That the boy just needed some time to himself, a hope that was uncertain. Just a hope without a lead or base. A hope he shouldn't hold on to.

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Im sorry for updating so late, there is a lot going on right now and i was unable to finish the chapters, i am trying to get back to my daily updates as soon i can.

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