January 3rd

Dear Diary,

Today, I finally managed to stand up for the first time in this world. It's amazing, isn't it? I struggled a lot before I could balance myself on my own feet, and I can say that I am a little embarrassed about that matter. I don't think even drunkenness could be this horrible for my body to not be in its full control. And I did feel kind of dizzy as well the moment I took a few steps.

But you wouldn't believe how I really managed to do such thing at all. One of the creatures of this world showed itself to me and helped me walk. I am not going to lie at all, I got terrified seeing it for the first time. I really thought that I was going to die that moment. Though the voice seems innocent, the whole body has such a weird-looking shape, with its "limbs" being able to take positions I didn't know they were possible to make. And I am not going to add anything more on the colouring since it is almost as chaotic as its universe.

Still, the creature showed itself to me as a friendly one. I did accept its help after a bit of time, though I still felt myself being in shock. I also tried to understand what it was trying to say again, but I couldn't manage to decipher a single word. Not even the body movement made sense to me. I would say that it only tried to help me because it saw me struggling alone, trying to get up on my feet while nobody was there to assist me.

It took me for a small walk though, not trying to exhaust me. We walked a bit here and there, even managed to go to some other areas that I didn't manage to see. Still, everything was as chaotic as usual and the creature took me back to where we came from later, helping me lay on the same thing I was laying before. Nothing really happened after that, it left the area for some time and I remained alone again.

Yet after a bit of time, the creature did come back with what it seemed to be... some kind of food? I still don't really know what it was. It looked twisted, still respecting the "no-law" law from around here. I refused the moment it tried to give that thing to me, since I had no kind of courage to find out what that thing truly was. But I also wasn't really that hungry, despite the fact that I stood here for a long time and I didn't eat anything for days.

However, no matter how many times I tried to refuse, the creature still insisted on me taking whatever that thing was. Of course, I didn't accept no matter. So at some point it gave up and left it somewhere close to where I am. After that, since I was still trying to find some answers, I began to question the creature things like "Could you tell me where I am?" or "How did I get here?". Of course, the creature was speaking total nonsense and I couldn't understand a word.

I will try these days to learn their language. Maybe I will be able to talk normally with them and get some of my answers. But I do not think it will be that easy. Just the idea of trying to learn something like this makes me tired. Can't I give the creature the diary? Actually, no. That's not a good idea. Who knows what laws it applies to you after and I will not be able to recognise you as well?