Dear Diary!

I couldn't sleep again. I wanted to read, but my bookshelf hadn't seen a new novel in a long time. I know everything by heart, and I badly needed something new, which would distract me from terrible thoughts. I know I shouldn't have done that; I still don't know why I sniffed without question and behind his back... I'm sure Mr. You Are My Everything would never do such a thing to me. Although, that's not the biggest reason I'm panicking. Look, I know that my darling prefers to watch action movies, and I don't mind. Really. But these books... at first, I thought they were just detective stories. Crime ones, you know. They're not just that. All these cases are described in such a detail. It's so scary for me to imagine it all and then go to bed with those thoughts. I don't know how he does it. Maybe men are more resistant to such scenes. Or I'm too sensitive. I bet it's the latter.