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There was a time when i felt so sad. I felt very lonely in this world and like I didn't fit in. On many days I questioned myelf "Am I right? Is my life worthless?". I had some hardships in love and at the university and I was so overwhelmed by my mistakes and failures. I thought that my whole life is a damn failure.

But then I found BTS!

I stambled about their wonderful music and honest lyrics. I gained some healing through the melodies and felt better with every new day.

Now I'm kinda happy. I learned a lot about loving myself and how to accept my mistakes. I suddenly felt home because I found this band and this wonderful family called ARMY!

I'm so incredible happy to have met these 7 unique, valuable boys. I am so glad that every single one of them repaired my heart a bit, gave me strength to breath, to live again.

I'm grateful for Namjoon - who showed me what it means to look after others and keep a family together. And being clumsy has something great about it.

I'm grateful for Jin - who showed me what respect means and how important it is. And that dad jokes make everyone laugh, the worse they are.

I'm grateful for Yoongi - who showed me that you can go through anything, any depth, depression or shadow in life. And that sleeping is incredibly beautiful.

I'm grateful for Hoseok - who showed me what it means to be happy and that a little laugh can help to make others happy too. And that everyone should have something that fulfills him from the ground up.

I'm grateful for Jimin - who showed me what it means to work hard and keep improving. And that a warm hug, from the bottom of your heart, can give a friend a lot of strength and hope.

I'm grateful for Taehyung - who showed me how important it is to have a crazy side to yourself and that it's okay to be different. And how beautiful the color purple is!

I'm grateful for Jungkook - who showed me that you can achieve all your dreams in life and that it's okay to struggle while always fighting for the way to the top.

And yes, I'm so thankful for the whole band! I'm grateful for BTS, who showed me a new world. A world of music that unites everyone, takes pain away and is simply the greatest gift on the earth!

Thanks BTS! Thanks ARMY! Sarangahae! Borahae! I purple you! NOW AND FOREVER