Before we start please keep those things in mind:

- I'm not a native speaker. My English isn't perfect but I will try my best. You can of course point out mistakes, but please don't be hateful about it.

- I have never done something like this before. I have never expressed my true feelings to anyone. This is going to be very hard for me. I know I will learn a lot of things along the way and be able to be more honest, more open about things. I will probably learn to express myself better as well.

- There is going to be a lot of mature, inappropriate and disturbing content as well as language. If you're sensitive to it please don't read this.

Thank you.