03/12/2018

Dear diary,
Remember the one who broke my heart? (First chapter) well he as you know is my best friend. He still is. We have been getting even closer this days! And i love that we talk like old times. But the fact that he is the same and treats me the same and knows me so well hunts me. Cause I still have feelings deep down. I feel that I talked to Jacob to get over him. Jacob was too fast... and

I still like him.. it's something I can't explain and he told me, well he confessed something really deep and private to me and I'm so happy for him but i am confused.

He confessed some well part of the reason why he ended everything. And it's hunting me cause I don't know if he liked somebody else or WHAT?

i just know that I still feel something for him and I'm so mad that I do...

I love him..

I feel something that I can't describe in words.

And the saddest part? It's clearly that he doesn't feel the same.