Febuary 3, 2019

I'm trying. Like mentally and physically trying. Its all the pressure trying to fucking get to me and catching up to me at some point and time. I don't even care if they read this or not anymore or delete it for a second time.

I've been keeping thoughts in for a long time so now i'm about to just break. I broke down because of stress on thrusday afternoon in my second block. I hadn't done my work, I was being bullied by twelth graders, I was stressed the fuck out ao I just let it go. I'm not allowed on wattpad, I'm not allowed on Hangouts, I rarely check google docs anyway because I have freaking hell to do and by time i'm through it's time for bed.

I'm stressed ou now and that's not even all of my feelings written out on paper. But know that I'm trying my best and If thats not enough, then fuck my life and yours to when you put yourself in my shoes.

and girls sorry for calling you out like this but I'm upset and pissed off.