I hate my so called life I'm not worthy of livening . Everyone in my family hates me all they give a damn about is my eight-year-old niece and how she feels they don't give a damn how I feel. My dad wants me out of the house he said that he's making arrangements for me to move out and he said if I have a Conomo morning and because of my mental onus and I'll never come back to the family again I feel like I want to shoot up and get high I just want to commit suicide  my fucking family doesn't care about me all they give a damn about is Emory I'm lost I don't know what to do all I know is that I just want to get high or shoot up the numb the pain I'm sure that nobody wants me anymore   They don't want her to deal with the piece of shit like me
Love Stevi