Idk what to do I'm trying to interact with the family and try to be nice everybody even though that they're being mean to me tonight I tried to get some medicine for sleep and for pain and my mom had to get it for me which I can get it on my own and I made me mad because now I think they take them and drug attic Like my order sister is I honestly don't know what to do anymore I'm becoming more and more depressed I feel like my life isn't worth living I'm so scared that I might lose it like my anger will come out and I'll just lose it I'm so lost love Stevi