Dear crush,

If you don't like me, say it to me face, not to someone else's.
Cause I rather you do that, than pretend you do, so I know it's true

And I don't care that you don't love me back

Cause
I love you

And I don't say that to hear it back, I say it so you know.

Cause you brightened up my world, and that's good enough for me.

What else could I ask for?

*Sigh* It's much harder to write this than say it, but I'm doing it.

I don't care that you don't love me back

Cause I didn't say I love you to hear it back, I said it so you know.

I can't ask for anything else cause you've done enough.

Cause now when I look in the mirror I don't see that ugly girl I now see that beautiful girl that can do anything on her own!

Before I met you all I could see was gray and darkness, now I see brightness and hope in everything.

I know your afraid to love cause of what you've been through- or so I think.

Cause you don't like me... you like her.

And I understand that

And I'm happy that you chose her over me, cause I'm happy that your happy, even if I'm not in your happiness.

I'm not telling you this is pity me, I'm saying this so you know what you did for me.

You did so much for me, and I haven't done anything for you.

Cause in end, I wanna thank you, for making me stronger.

I know I should be saying this to your face and not write it down on a app. But this is good practice isn't it?

[...]

Silence was all I could here, but now it's all you hear

Cause my love hurts you, cause everyday I notice your getting worse, you skin becomes paler, the bags under your eyes darken, your frown deepens, and your mouth stops opening.

If my loves doing that, I'll stop my love, but I'll have you know that I'll never stop loving you. Maybe not in the romantic way, but the friendship way.

So I don't mind you asking me to stop, cause I see every time someone brings up us you frown deeply.

And it's fine that your mad at me, and I don't care. Cause I can't stop loving you. I'll always love you, maybe not in the romantic way but the friendship way.

[...]

Cause I used to only see the person's mouth moving, not their words. I couldn't hear or see how much they cared for me until you came in and opened my eyes and wrote down they do.

Cause now I could hear it and see it.
All thanks to you.

And I understand that you don't love me, cause I didn't say I did you hear it back, and I know I said this before but, I said it so your know.

...
I wonder how many times we forgive,
Just because we don't wanna lose someone. Even if they don't deserve it.

Why should I be sad, I lost someone who didn't love me. You lost someone who did. So what should I be sad?

Hehe, is it because you helped me so much? Or is it simply cause I'm afraid. Afraid of losing another one I love.

Why can't I let you go like I said I would.
I don't deserve you
So go and stop tricking me with your games

Cause the way your acting is confusing me.

Probably you don't even understand.