Dear Boy,

You call me from that new life you've just broken in

The one you were so excited to live

.

You tell me it's amazing

wonderful,

perfect.

.

I want to tell you I miss you

badly,

madly.

.

But I don't have the guts to say it

And you don't have the patience to listen

.

Instead I tell you that they cut down the tree

You ask what tree?

Never mind.

You wouldn't remember

.

I was just a pebble in your river

A speck in your cosmos

Insignificant,

Passerby,

Small.

.

I should be happy

that you called me,

that you thought of me.

But I'm not.

You thought of you

And even my heart can't hide that.

.

You tell me to call back,

But I won't dare

I care too much,

And you don't care enough.

From,

a girl