Dear Boy,

Do you ever think of me?

Because I do.

All the time

 .

It's stupid I know

Pathetic.

I should stop.

Move on.

 .

But who doesn't think of the past?

I only wish I had other memories

Simpler memories,

Ones without you

 .

What if I'd stayed in class?

What if I'd sat in a different seat?

If only I could go back in time,

And somehow come back whole

 .

Is it because I wasn't good enough?

What a dumb question.

Of course I wasn't.

.

I could wear the time machine down

Cause it to creak and groan and rust

But I'll never be right for you.

From,

a girl