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CHAPTER TWO

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alana had gotten home early that night exhausted by her trip back home , the moment her head hit the pillows she was fast asleep. mood fr

younger alana would of been so proud of the girl she was today , alana was always a beautiful girl but once she wasn't.

at a young age to people she was beautiful but to some she was "ugly" which ruined her perspective on herself.

at 6 she began to stop eating daily meals , eating one meal a day and hardly having a bite of anything.

It got to the point were she had passed out in class with blood running down her nose from the lack of sleep and food.

that day , alana was diagnosed with an eating disorder.

at 12 alana was also diagnosed with adhd and anxiety , she always called herself "broken" from a young age.

a lot of people would always say "lucky your rich" or "your mom can pay to fix that" when the truth was , her mother couldn't pay to fix things alana was born with.

at 13 she was diagnosed with ied which caused her to begin self harming until she was 14 and realised she needed to stop.

( rues pov )

Alana was ten when she moved to our town , her mom was going through
the divorce with her father. Alana never got along with her dad
not for horrible reasons but because she didn't really know him.
She never got along with people she didn't know , that was
Something she inherited from her mother , Cesar her
Brother took it the worst. He turned to drugs almost
Immediately , alana had remained the same though.

The same quite innocent , Cesar- well it took a toll
On him for the worst really. He was still young when
He met fez and a few months later he tried weed ,
Not long after he took his first oxy.

That's when he became best friends with fesco and ash ,
He'd been wondering around and much to his dislike
He'd stumbled across the store picking up a drink when he noticed
A boy around his sisters age ( ash ) he'd questioned the fact
He was sat at the back near a freezer ( with it open )
So he'd seen exactly what was inside. Drugs.

Now , alana knew , of course she knew about her brothers
Antics but did she snitch? Absolutely not. In fact she was quite
Happy he finally found friends he could count on when he
Needed it , for the wrong reasons he's , but at least he wasn't
Alone in the world. Except having his little sister he also had
Friends. Fezco and ash oniel.

Alana had made friends with Maddy when she started high school ,
Maddy had been nice enough to offer to show the girl around- the two
Making friends almost instantly when they realised how much alike
The two were. Until Alana got into a really dark place in life
And turned to drugs ( not that her brother knew )
well at least she didn't think he did ( he most definitely did )
and the two slowly drifted until... they became close again
closer than ever before actually.

( mckays party )

alana had been home a whole day when she got a call from rue inviting her to mckays party which she found out to be Cassie's boyfriend.

» alana? » she was snapped out of her daydream when she heard Maddys voice through the phone who tried her best to conceal her excitement on seeing her best friend again.

  ( back to rues pov )

The thing was , Maddy always loved Alana more than any of her other
Best friends ( Cassie , bb, kat ) and a lot of others.
Simply because Alana understood everything Maddy went through ,
The toxic relationship she completely understood ( from experience )

You see , alana had been in a toxic relationship with a guy called Ethan ,
Who she thought the world of. All until he became abusive and began hitting her
For no reason at all. Nobody knew about this except Maddy and myself which she told everything too. She didn't feel comfortable telling the others and that's understandable , I mean who would? She was 14. It's a pretty young age to go through abuse from your own boyfriend. I mean come on? The guy was a dick anyway.

( mckays party )

alana gotten ready into a plain white dress that showed half of her breasts with some heals.

» maddy » alana asked knocking on each door of the house, she'd lost her best friend around two hours of them being there. Alana felt lost with her being half tipsy after doing a few shots with Cassie.

Alana huffed angrily heals clicking as she made her way downstairs outside.

» yo » she heard, turning to face the voice she became face to face with fezco her brothers best friend. Alana nodded as in a way of greeting towards the man before sitting down.

» cesar gettin outta prison soon? » he asked genuinely concerned for his friend , he missed cesar a lot even if he wouldn't admit it.

» yep » she told him simply popping the p as she spoke. Fez nodded the blunt he was holding coming to his lips. She watched him annoyed.

» want some? » fez asked noticing the girl staring at the blunt that layed in between his fingers. The girl nodded as he passed her the blunt as she took a few drags before carefully handing fez his blunt back.

» your first day back? » he asked her. The girls hair fell in front of her face as she shook her head before muttering a small 'no'.

» have you seen maddy? » she questioned the ginger. Fez raised his eyebrows.

» that Rues friend? » he asked which concealed in alana nodding » nah, i'no where she is ».

the two sat in silence for a while before ash came up beside fez taking a hit of the blunt and sitting down , not even acknowledging the brunette who sat on the sofa opposite the two.

» I'm gonna go look for her , nice to see you fez » alana told him pointing into the house as she seemed to stumble a bit due to the fact she was tipsy.

» no 'nice to see you' to me? » a voice stopped her to which she turned around to reveal a very much grown ashtray. She nodded to him before walking away.

She bumped into Cassie along the way to which the blonde gave her a small hug , alana laughed in greeting before asking simply » have you seen mads?» to which the blonde shook her head and the brunette nodded before walking away on a mission to find her best friend.

» Jesus crist » she shouted coming across her best friend who hugged her tightly , » you had me scared ».

» sorry » Maddy apologiesed as the two made there separate ways , alana going to find rue and Maddy going to get shots.

» aaaaa » alana squealed coming across her best friend who hugged her tightly even though she was high out of her mind.

Soon after the two were doing molly in the bathroom high and drunk out of their minds.

Alana and rue walked outside stumbling into two big figures before she heard an all to familiar voice as she landed right on his chest » ma? » to which she looked up at ash who looked down quite worriedly seeing her in such a state.

» asstray » she muttered sleepily due to the strong effect Molly had over her body. » stop callin me dat » he rolled his eyes scoffing slightly.

» cmon I'll take you home » he most like demanded as he dragged Alana out of the party and to his car. To which the two got in.

Silence filled the air of the car , it was almost awkward how alana sat playing with her fingers while ash glanced at her now and again. Not making it noticiable.

Soon the two arrived at her house , she got out and said a goodbye and thankyou to ash before heading inside to bed.

( authors note )

hope y'all enjoyed!
idk why I'm updating so fast I have sm motivation for this book yall don't understand.
party's = alanas favorite thing to do.
ashtray I see u taking glances at my girl.
Ily all <3