Namjoon's pov:

She propose me, I look everywhere there were many students. I smile at her and extend my hand, she slid the ring in my finger. I smile at her and she ran away.

My friends cheer me, it's not like that I was not happy but I don't want to be in a relationship now. I went home, my sister told my parents and they were happy that I found a girl for myself.

But I want to give them a better life. I can't afford another person in my family right now. I was laying on my bed thinking about how to tell her that I don't want to be in a relationship. I like her, her cute cheeks, her pinky lips, her curves. She is a really a good girl.

After thinking for hours,I text her to meet me at the cafe near our college. She immediately reply back that she will come. I stand up and get ready to go. I take my soulmate(bicycle) and ride it to reach the cafe.

Y/N's pov:

Namjoon text me that he wants to meet me. I can't believe today I propose him and now he wants to meet me. I'm feeling so lucky.

I takeout a casual dress from my wardrobe and put some makeup on my face. I look at my reflection. I didn't look that much bad. I'm pretty. I smile and ran outside the house.

I take a bus and went to the cafe. I can go there in a car but I don't want to. I smile at the whole ride thinking about that maybe it's a cafe date.

I enter the cafe and spot him sitting on the table near the window using his phone. I take a deep breath and went towards him. We greeted each other as I sit on the chair.

"You want something?" He asked me politely.

"No" I reply back smiling at him.

"Let's order something" he said handing me the menu which was on the table.

The waiter take our orders and I look everywhere.

The dim lights of the cafe, the table near the window, the boy infront of me whom I love, everything was perfect just like movies. It feels like I'm on a date with him. I smile at him as he began to spoke.

"Actually Y/N, I call you here to tell you that I don't want to be in a relationship" he said without any expression.

"What do you mean Namjoon?" I asked looking at his face.

"I accept your proposal because there were many students in the corridor. And I don't want to insult you" he said simply.

"I can't understand what you want to say?" I asked as I didn't get what he was saying.

He take off the ring from his finger and put it on the table infront of me. I look at him being confused.

"I don't want to be in a relationship with anyone. You know that I'm not financially stable to takecare of another person in my life. I'm sorry,I don't want to hurt you but I have no choice" he said looking at me.

"I don't want money from you. I can make money,I just want you in my life Namjoon" she confess holding back her tears.

"I want to make my career, I want to give a better future to my sister. Try to understand Y/N, you are such a good girl, I can't ruin your life. I don't want any relationship" he said.

"Namjoon..I will never ask for money from you. I don't want anything just live with me. I promise I will lose my weight and I'm trying, I'm on a proper diet" I said with trembling voice.

"I'm sorry Y/N. Don't take me wrong, I'm not saying that your are imperfect. You are beautiful the way you are but try to understand my situation. I didn't mean to hurt you or insult you
Y/N. I'm not rejecting you there are some reasons I can't do this" he said looking at me.

Tears welled up in my eyes but somehow I try to speak
"I-its ok" I said with trembling voice.

"Your coffee" he said with a smile on his face.

I want to poke his dimples.

"I have to go now" I said looking at the ring. I take the ring and went towards the reception. I pay for our coffee. He got up from the chair and ran towards me saying that he will pay the bill.

I come out from the cafe crying.

It hurts..it hurts.

After reaching home I look at myself in mirror and chuckle sadly.

Look at yourself..you are nothing...he is a handsome boy why he will want you as his girlfriend..he must like beautiful girls. You are nothing infront of them.why everyone did this to me.why??why??

I puch in the mirror which cause my hand to bleed but it doesn't hurt. My heart is bleeding more than my hand.

I throw myself on the bed and falls asleep crying.

~i just want to disappear.