I am someone who likes people to respond quickly to her most of the time. I also take critique hard. I'm sorry. That's the least I can give to you. You probably hate me. That's just me being manipulative. I crave pity and the sweet, comforting words that come from it. I'm sorry. Saying sorry helps me more than it does you. I'm sorry about that. I'm hypocritical and self-destructive. I'm sorry. I don't talk to anyone about this. Talking is hard. Testing is easier.