This has mentions of abuse, including sexual abuse. Please don't read if you're uncomfortable with it and if you want, you can ask what it's about in my pms.

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##Miya's POV##
It's dark...
Where am I..?
It's so quiet...
So peaceful...
Like floating around in the ocean...

Beep
Beep
Beep

What's that sound..?
It's annoying...

I felt a strong pull, and suddenly, I was forced to face reality. My eyes fluttered open to the beeping sound of I'm guessing a heart monitor. Immense pain shocked throughout my body. I wanted to scream, but something was down my throat. I wanted to move, but my body felt too weak.

I noticed a familiar scent, one I would never forget. My gaze shifted onto his blond hair. He was asleep beside my bed. Slowly, I managed to move my hand onto his. It was warm...

He sat up all of a sudden, his eyes looked at if he had been crying all night. I guess I made it worse because tears started to stream down his face once he saw me.

The doctors rushed in once he called them, removing the tube down my throat, and boy, that stung like hell. I saw one of the doctors inject something into the tube of my IV bag, which was connected to my left arm. My heart started to calm down and I felt woozy once again.

##Yukine's POV##
I was so happy when Miya opened her eyes. She had been asleep for two days, and I was worried she would never wake up. I'm glad I was wrong. However, I could feel a piece of my heart break seeing her in so much pain.

I overheard the doctors saying that her heart was failing and this wasn't the first time this happened. Why didn't she tell me..? Was she... dying..?

Miya fell asleep again, and the doctors left. I moved my chair closer to her. I placed my hand on hers, holding it gently, and my other hand was playing with her shoulder-length hair. She seemed stable for now, and that made me relieved.

I had barely slept these few days, my thoughts were constant worries so I didn't feel that tired, but now, my head started to feel heavy. I couldn't help but rest my head on my arms right next to Miya. I felt as if I couldn't keep my eyes open, and soon enough, I entered dreamworld.

##Miya's POV##
Hello?
Is anybody there?

It was too dark to see anything. A small dim yellow light appeared in front of my eyes. "Yukine..?" He was standing right in front of me with his head down.

"Don't come any closer."

"Why? What's wrong, Yukine?" I reached out to him, only to have my hand hit by his.

"You. That's what's wrong." He lifted his head, allowing his bangs to cast shadows over his eyes.

I felt a hand grab mine. I turned around only to come face to face with a man I had been very familiar with. My father. "Time to go home..." he whispered into my ear.

I tried to get out of his firm grasp. "Yukine! Help me!" But he just started to fade away.

"You will pay for all those years I was in jail..." I could smell his alcoholic breath as I turned my head the other way.

He grabbed my wrists and pinned me to the ground. The background soon became what I'd known as my worst fear. My old bed. I struggled, tears filling my eyes as he licked his lips.

"Stop! Please!"

"Miya!" That voice...
"Hey, wake up!"

I was pulled back to reality once more. I could feel a pair on arms wrapped around me, and my shoulder felt wet, however, it wasn't from my own tears.

"Y-Yukine?"

He quickly let go, roughly whipping his eyes. "I was so scared..." He tried to force a smile. "You were screaming and-"

I put my finger on his lip, telling him to hush. "I'm okay, Yukine."

He looked at me with his teary eyes. The boy was a complete mess. "No, you're not. Stop lying..." I just stayed quiet. "You have never been 'okay'. Why..." His gaze shifted down. "Why have you never told me about your illness..?"

"I-"

"Do you not trust me at all?" I saw his fists clenched and tears staining his pants.

"Yukine..." I put my hand on his, which made him relax a bit. "I didn't know how to tell you... I'm sorry..." My heart hurt to see him cry. "I... I won't keep anymore secrets, alright?"

His amber eyes looked into mine. "Promise?"

I caught a tear that fell out of his eye with my finger. "I promise."

He laid his head on my chest, I guess listening to my heartbeat made him calm down a bit. Soon enough, he fell right back asleep. That made me wonder though, how little did he sleep for him that be this tired..?

I looked down at him. He always had this innocent look whenever he slept. I smiled knowing how much he cared for me.

"I promise... there will be no more secrets between us..."

Little did I know, I would have to break that promise soon...

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Yeet-
Short chapter cuz I'm running out of inspiration TwT
I also just recently started playing Love and Producer, that's what I like to call it.
The official English version is called "Mr Love- Queen's Choice", but it sounds cringey-
Anyways bai-