Your child

I know I am not perfect..

I am filled with flaws and faults..

I can best define Imperfect..

But...Why cant you take me as I am..

Why cant you love me for what I am..

You created me this way..

Why cant you ACCEPT it..

You always point my faults ..

You say Am full of flaws..

Every breath I take..

You remind me how useless..

I am made....

I know I am not perfect

But it's the way I am carved..

I know am just..

Waste of space..

Yet..

Another mistake in your eyes...

I am tired of trying now...

To be the child you once dreamed of..

You dont see my efforts for you..

You see only how I fail how badly i fall....

I loved you..

So I tried my all till now..

I scream ..I shout..

Please Stop...

I cry and Cry..

As your words keep pulling my soul apart..

My hand Shed red tears..

And my body has fallen numb ..

I can feel nothing..

I just hear your voices that keeps opening the wounds I just healed..

But I cant feel the pain..

Nor does it hurts anymore..

I can only feel one thing ...

Thats EMPTINESS...

Sorry I could never be the child you dreamed of..

But I love you

And thats all I can do...

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