Forewords

~나무 Our Tree~
He is my angel that came into my life unexpected..
He told me a story that he used to know and made me feel sorrow..
He told me that he will be the one to ease all my pains from the past..
He said he loves me so much that he changed himself for me..
Do I love him the same way? Will I love him the same way? Will I be able to take care of him?
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He has a broke heart..
He used to be the little crying boy I used to know..
He cries at night but fights in the day..
He said he hates me because of what I brought into his life..
But I love him. I love him with all my heart. I changed myself for him. I know it is my mission to make him feel loved and feel cared.. I love him..
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The past:

"I have had enough of you already. You and your gambling habit! Do you know how much of pain I have suffered ever since I got married with you? I thought you loved me! I thought you would change for me, but I was wrong. I was totally wrong about you." A woman yelling across the room madly to her husband, and the loud voice were echoing around the whole house.

A little boy picked out from the little crack of his bedroom door. He was crying, because he was scared.. very scared..

"You slut! You are saying that is all my fault now, but you were cheating on me all this time with that man right? Right? How dare you cheat on me with my college mate?" Her husband yells while trying to grab onto her clothes.

"Yes! You know what? I am divorcing you because of him and he is not only your college mate. He is also my college mate." The woman said and pushed her husband away while reaching over for her suit-cases.

Suddenly, a pair of small arms wrapped from the woman's legs. A little boy's crying voice: "Umma! Umma! Please don't leave Umma.. I love you Umma.. I love you very much.. Umma.. Umma.."

The woman's eyes are now filled with tears. She watched her biological son crawling next to her legs and crying hard. She bents down and hugs onto her one and only son: "Baby, Umma loves you too. Umma promises you, once Umma settle down.. Umma will take you with Umma.. Okay?"

"No.. Umma, don't leave me please.. Umma.." The little boy begs while crying and sobbing hard, but.. he was pushed away.. harshly.. pushed away..

The women ran out from the door quickly. The little boy picked his feet up and ran after his mom. The women got into a taxi and took the driver to speed up fast as she cries hard. The little boy chased after the car and calling: "UMMA.. UMMA.. DON'T LEAVE ME.. UMMA.."

The women never turned around. She covers his face and cries hard but she never turned around..

The little boy fall on his knees and cries and wipes his tears looking at the vanishing sight of the yellow taxi in front of his eyes..
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"I will replace your Umma in your heart. I will always be with you. I will love you like your Umma did." An older boy said to a younger boy lying in his arms and sleeping deeply. The older boy looked up at the tree the are under and says to himself: "This is my promise to you.. please don't cry anymore.."

The younger boy hugs tightly onto the older boy and pushes his body tightly into the older boy's embrace.

The older boy looked at the younger boy's sleeping face, then slowly, he leans over and feeling his heart beating faster and faster. Slowly, the older boy places a light kiss on the younger boy's soft lips.

Quickly, the older boy set up and touches his lips, "This is how kissing feels like? Then, that was my first kiss.."
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A little boy waited under the tree for hours and hours. He has been coming here for a month and he has been waiting here everyday for hours and hours within one whole month.

When the sun began to set down slowly, the little boy let out his tears that he has been holding back for a whole month. He looks up at the sky, "I am not going to cry ever again after this time. Nothing is worth my tears anymore.. NOTHING!"
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Hey Everyone! This is Autumndreamer again! ^^

This story is YAOI (boy-boy love) and may contain Rated scenes, please don't read it if you will get offended! Thank you very much!

Hehe, if you like, you can take a guess at the characters for now, since i introduced no names so far! ^^ 

Chapter 1Back in Korea

Jae's pov.

"JJ ah.. wake up.. JJ.. wake up.." A female's voice calling softly..

I opened my eyes and smiles a little: "Umma.."

Umma smiles back at me and touches my face lightly: "My JJ is getting better looking day by day."

"Umma, what's for breakfast?" I asked in Japanese.

Umma frowning while touching my hair: "What did I say about start to speak in Korean again?"

I sat up from my bed and rubbed my eyes while speaking in Korean: "Sorry Umma, I forgot, I still feel a little dizzy because I just woke up."

Umma smiled at me: "It's okay, now get ready for classes. Here is your car key, and go clean up really good. Okay?"

I nodded my head as Umma walked out from my bedroom. Then I heard, Umma and Appa's voice in the hallway. They always like to show their love to each other. My parents really love me. We just moved back to Korea from Japan, and today is my first day of class.

I stepped out from my bed and walking across my room to the bathroom. Seriously, this house is too big for only three of us, my parents and me. I have to walk a while to get to the front door from my room. I opened the bathroom door and looked at the HUGE, I mean HUGE mirror in front of me.

I smiled at myself, and then frowned: "Why don't I know how to smile?"

I have a pretty face like a girl's face, but my smile always seemed so awkward, so whenever I laugh or smile in front of people I would cover my mouth with my hands, and my friends always said I liked even more girly that way.

I turned the shower on and cleaned myself up and changed. Then I rushed down the stairs to the HUGE dinning room. I saw Appa sitting in front of the table reading a newspaper: "Appa, this house is way too big."

Appa looked up and smiled at me: "Jaejoong ah.. you look nice today.. your first day of school in Korean University.. and this house is not that big. Come on, eat the breakfast Umma prepared for you."

I sat down as Umma placed bunches of food in front of me, I said while laughing out a little: "Umma, are all of these really necessary?"

Umma smiles at me: "Today is your first day stepping into Korean University, so, I made something special for you. Come on, eat up. You don't want to be late."

I smiled back and started to dig into my food. Yeah! This is my perfect family and house-hold. Appa, Umma and me! I am like the prince of the house, Appa is the king and Umma is the queen.

Is my life really that perfect? I got into my new car that Appa bought for me as I started it off. Well.. actually, no.. because Umma is not my biological mother. My mom dead after she gave birth to me, so Umma has been treating me like her own son. She loves me very much, and as I grow older now, I really appreciate how much she loves me and cares for me as a step-mother. So I call her Umma without any doubts in her loving me and my dad just as much as my real mother would. Is just sometimes she still treats me like a kid.. haha.. oh well..

I parked in the student parking lot and stepped out from the car I could hear people whispering about my gender again. I smiled while pulling the shades off my face. Oh well, I always get mistaken for a girl, and girls think I am a really pretty guy. But it doesn't matter, because I know I have a mission to do after coming back to Korea. That would be.. to find my a very important person to me..

I stepped into my classroom as everyone looked over at me. I smiled: "Hey everyone, I am a new student. My name is Kim Jaejoong."

Everyone greeted back at me and I found some very friendly but I found more guys staring at me than girls. I stood at the same spot for a while and tried to search for an empty seat. Then I spotted one in the corner. I always have liked the corner seat.

"If I were you, I wouldn't go sit there." I heard a voice telling me while I was eyeing for that seat.

"Huh?" I questioned and searching for the voice.

A guy with a cute smile walked over to me as he dragged me over to a seat next to his, "Hi, my name is Kim Junsu. This is an empty seat, you can sit here. Erm.. I am sorry to ask this, but.. you are a guy.. right?"

I forced a smile, "Yea.. I am a guy."

Junsu scratches his head: "I am sorry.. your face is so.. erm.. pretty.. so I thought you looked like a girl."

"Don't worry about it. I get that a lot." I put my book beg down, Junsu: "Wow! Isn't this the most expansive brand of book bags?"

I nodded with a firm smile, he gazed over my book beg and flipping it back and forth. I laughed a little: "Do you like it?"

Junsu nodded with widened eyes: "Wow! You are rich!"

I laughed a little as he handed the bag to him: "you can have it. Let me take my books out first."

"No, no, no! I can't accept this." Junsu quickly rejected my offer. I smiled: "It's okay." But he still rejected so then I asked: "Why did you tell me not to sit over there *pointing at the corner*?"

"Well, because that seat is always reserved for the most dangerous guy in our school. You are unlucky to be in-rolled in this class, because "he" is here, but as long as you keep low and don't bother him, he won't do anything to you." Junsu explained with a serious face.

"That's right! Don't ever try to talk to him." A guy behind us added, then he smiled and nodded his head at me, "I mean if you don't do anything to get his notice.. I doubt that he would hurt you. I mean you are just one pretty looking guy, like our Ryeowook here.."

I looked over the guy who was talking and found a shy little boy sitting next to him and smiling at me. I smile back, the guy who was talking said: "By the way, my name is Yesung and he is Ryeowook."

"Hi, nice to meet you!" Ryeowook said shyly. I thought Ryeowook somewhat looked like a little version of me so I smiled back at him sweetly.

Just then there were heavy foot-steps coming from the hallway, Junsu looked over at me: "here he comes!"

I sat down like the other students did and I was so curious to this mysterious guy that they were talking about, so I looked over at the door. When the foot-steps stopped in front of the door, I saw two guys walked in coldly wearing black coats with a book bag seemed to have nothing in there hanged on their backs.

I looked up and trying to see these two guy's faces from side ways, but I couldn't make it too clear I can only tell their expressions. The guy in the front seemed very cold, and the guy in the back had an evil smirk on his face.

Now, I know why these guys around me are so scared. These two guys are so obviously from the gangs. The way they walk and dress totally told everyone that they were fighters. I smiled to myself and feeling no connections with these two guys whatsoever. My life will go on and I will just have to focus on finding the person while studying hard in school.

"Hyung.. Yunho seems so pissed today.." Ryeowook whispered to Yesung.

"Shh.." Yesung responded while put a finger on Ryeowook's mouth.

Yunho? Wait.. what did Ryeowook just say? Yunho? The guy's name is Yunho? Yunho who? And, which one's name is Yunho?
I turned around: "Hey, who are you guys talking about?"

Yesung gave me a look and shakes his head as he pointed to his chest meaning behind him. I turned back and looked over at Junsu as Junsu held a still face as if nothing happened.

Why are these so scared of them? They are just some gang fighters, how scary can they get? But.. I need to figure out what is that Yunho's last name.. Could it be him?

Flash back..

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A little boy sitting under a big tree and crying his heart out everyday..

"Why are you crying?" An older boy asked with a question on his face.

The younger boy ignored him and looked away as he continued sobbing non-stop..

The older boy handed the younger boy some tissues papers: "Here, wipe your tears away."

"GO AWAY!" The younger boy suddenly screamed at the older boy.

The older boy was a little shocked as he dropped the tissues on the ground. The younger boy got up and walked away. But.. he came again the next day..

The younger boy was sitting at the same spot crying hard..

"Hi.. again.." The older boy approached to the younger boy again..

"Go away!" The younger boy said while crying..

"Hey, you are a boy, why are you crying? My Umma said boys shouldn't cry." The older boy said.

But the older boy's words made the younger boy cried even harder, the younger boy looked up at the older boy cries out: "Umma.. I miss my Umma.. Umma.."

The older boy looked at the younger boy as he sat down next to him: "Where is your Umma?"

"She left me.. she said she will come back, but she never did." The younger boy said.

The older boy takes out a scarf and wipes tears off from the younger boy's face: "Don't cry.. What's your name? Tell me what happened okay?"

But the younger boy didn't say anything instead he continued to cry. Soon, the younger boy got tired and fall asleep with tears still rolling out from his eyes. The older boy hugs onto the younger boy under the tree and pats him lightly on the back to make the little boy into sleep.

When he was patting him, the older boy found three words tailored onto the little boy's uniform.. Jung Yunho..
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Flash ended

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Chapter 2Contrast of life styles

Ding.. Dong..

Junsu: "Jaejoong.. wake up.. wake up.."

I slowly opened my eyes and saw Junsu shaking my arm lightly. I sat up: "Did I fall asleep?"

Junsu smiled: "yeah! For the whole class period!"

I yawned: "Ahh.. I guess I am really tired..

Junsu: "huh?"

I smiled at Junsu: "I just came back to Korea from Japan."

Junsu: "You came back from Japan? That's so cool. I have been to Japan before, and I can actually speak a little bit of Japanese!"

I smiled at Junsu, then Yesung pats on my back: "Jaejoong! Let's go get lunch."

I turned around and saw Yesung holding onto Ryeowook's hand. I smiled to myself pov- They look very cute together.. are they dating? Or just good friends?

Yunho's pov.

Beep.. Beep.. Beep..

Ahh.. stupid alarm clock.. Why do I have to go to school anyways when I will obvious become a fighter in the gang? Oh well, it's a promise to my dad who passed away two years ago. My only relative in the world left me too. Haha.. I am already used to this kind of life style. Even though my dad never cared much about me, but his last wish was to have me finish college. Even though, for now, college really doesn't mean much in my live, but I will finish it as he wished, since it was his last wish before he passed away.

I got up and took a cold shower as I got dressed and walked out from my small apartment. Yes, it's very small. But I am living by myself, so it's okay, and even if I bring girls home, they wouldn't mind as long as there is a bed.

I smirked to myself as I was walking.. yes I must admit that I am good in bed, that is what boost my self-esteem and makes me feel that I am still alive. Sex makes me feel like I can hit people harder the next time I get into a gang fight.

"Jung Yunho!" Yoochun called me.

I turned around and saw him in his car, "Why do I have to lo like your face so early in the morning?" I relied.

"What have you been thinking in your naughty mind? Why were you smirking?" Yoochun said.

I smiled and jumped into his car: "None of your business."

"Hey! Who said you can get in?" Yoochun said.

"I said so! Now hurry up and get going!" I said carelessly. Yeah, Park Yoochun, he was my partner in the gang. We have been fighting against many guys together and helped each other to heal the wounds by any kind of weapon you can imagine.

Yoochun: "Tonight! Same place!"

I looked over: "What is it this time?"

Yoochun: "I don't know, boss wants to see us. Maybe another fight?"

I nodded my head and closed my eye as he leaned back on the seat. Another fight? Who cares.. we always fight.. actually, for now, I don't even care about my own life.. I see no hope.. I have nothing in this world anymore.. if I just die from a fight someday then maybe I will go faster into my next life..

I stepped into the school and found everyone started to avoid eye contacts with me as usual. All the guys looked so scared and all the girls were looking at me far away with admiring eyes. I know those girls all want to be with me but are afraid to talk to me. What is up with all of them liking me for? My face? My strength? Stupid girls!

Yoochun walked beside me with a smirking face while I just held my same cold face. I stepped into my class and everyone quiet down. Yoochun and I took our seats at the corner as I looked around the classroom carelessly, but then my eyes stopped on someone next to Junsu.. from his back he looked like that Ryeowook kid, but Ryeowook is sitting next to Yesung.. who is that? Someone new? Is that person a guy or a girl?

"Yunho! Look, we have a new girl next to Junsu. She is really pretty." Yoochun mentioned to me.

"Are you sure that's a girl? He is wearing guy's clothes." I said.

"Oh, you are right. He is a guy I guess.. wow, he is such a pretty guy, I would have mistaken him for a girl if he wasn't wearing guy's clothes." Yoochun said with his eyes glued on the new guy, Jae.

I shrugged and put my head down on the table trying to go back to sleep.. new kid.. another useless pretty boy.. don't we already have enough of those pretty boys in class? Ryeowook.. Junsu.. Yesung.. stupid pretty boys living good lives with no worries..

"Yunho! Wake up!" Yoochun shaking my arm, "Yah! Jung Yunho! Wake up! It's lunch time."

I sat up and rubbed my eyes. Yoochun: "Yunho, I really don't get it, why do you even come to class?"

I gave a light smile: "Come on! Let's go eat."

I walked out from the classroom with Yoochun and walking toward the cafeteria. Everyone is moving away from me as usual, and I am already used to this. They are just afraid that I will get mad and beat them up.

Walking into the lunch room I found an extremely long line, I looked over at Yoochun as Yoochun walked to the front of the line and the student quickly stepped away without a word. I walked over and stood in the front as Yoochun stood behind me.

After getting my lunch, we went to our usual table in the corner to eat. But, something was weird. I felt someone staring at me all the time today. When I look around, I don't see anything looking at me. Why do I feel this way?

End of pov.

Jae's pov.

I was waiting in line with Junsu, Ryeowook and Yesung. We were just chatting happily, till I saw the two guys in my class walked in to the cafeteria and got to the very front of the line. I was so surprised that no one dared to say anything but moved away to let them cut in the front.

"They are always like that." Yesung commented.

"Who exactly are they? I heard Ryeowook said their names but I didn't catch it." Wanting to know more about the name "Yunho" I just heard, I asked again curiously.

"Oh, here.." Junsu pulled me out from the line a little bet so I can get a better look at the two guys. "The one always has an evil smirk on. His name is Park Yoochun. He is part of the biggest gang in this city and he is one of the main fighters in the gang. I heard he isn't too bad, but the other one with no expression on his face, he is the most dangerous one. He is a main fighter in a big gang in this city. I heard that he has joined the gang ever since he was 14. So, within the gang, he is already one of the leaders. Don't ever try to be smart in front of him, because he is not afraid to kill anyone within seconds. His name is Jung Yunho."

Jung Yunho? What? It's really him? I widened my eyes as I heard that name. Jung Yunho? He is the person I was trying to find? I looked over at his back but I could see no resemblance of this big guy with the little boy who used to sleep on my lap every afternoon with teary eyes.

From that moment on, I couldn't take my eyes off him. I kept on wanting to get a straight look at his face, but he never turned my way. Even, when we got our food to eat, he was facing his back to me. But seriously.. will I be able to recognize him even if I take a look at his face?

After a long day of school, the final class bell was ringing happily. I gathered my belongings and was about to walk out from the classroom.

"Jaejoong! What are you doing after school?" Junsu asked happily.

"Erm.. nothing.. I just moved here, so I don't know anywhere fun to go." I replied.

"I want to play games." Yesung said with a pouting face. Ryeowook was smiling at Yesung and didn't say anything.

"Oh.. games? I just bought the most recent video games at my house? You all want to come over?" I said.

Junsu widens his eyes: "Oh! Really? Then let's go! Is your house a far from here? Do we need to walk or take the bus?"

I smiled: "I drove here! We can take my car." With that said, I dragged them out from the classroom and walking toward my new car. All of them had such a surprised expression on their face.

"Wow! Nice car!" Ryeowook who has been shy the whole time commented.

I smiled: "come on! Get in!"

The three of them jumped into the car as I drove back to my houses. Again, they were shocked at the size of my house. I know it is a little too big, but my parents always like big houses. I didn't say anything but holding a smile on my face to reply to their shocking reactions. Walking into my house, they were looking at everything.

"Umma! I am home! I brought friends home too." I said with a happy tone.

Umma walked out with a pretty dress on she smiled and greeted all three of them, as she said: "JJ, how was school? I see you met new friends already, let me go bring some cakes and drinks out for you all. JJ, show your friends to the living room."

"Okay, Umma! Thank you!" I replied with a smile on my face. Then I led all three of them into my living room.
Junsu sat down on the sofa: "Wow! Jaejoong, I didn't know you are so rich."

"And your Umma seems to pretty and nice." Ryeowook said.

"Wow! I am so jealous now!' Yesung said with a very shocked face.

I smiled: "Oh.. it's nothing.. Umma always tries to make herself look nice any second, and my parents wanted to buy this house, I thought it was a little over reacting, but.. it was their idea."

Soon, Umma brought cakes out and some coffee and we started to play video games together, but my mind kept on swinging off to that guy in my class. Jung Yunho.. I want to get a good look at his face.. I want to know if he was really the person I was trying to look for.. but, he is one of the leaders from a gang? Wasn't he the weak little boy who needed my comfort before? Could it really be him?
End of Pov.
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COMMENTS PLEASE! I am trying to make a contrast of Jae and Yunho's lives within these two chapters, so it might seem a little boring! Sorry.. ^^

Chapter 3The night in clubYunho walked out from the school after the last bell rings and Yoochun followed him. Yoochun: "Don't forget about the meeting tonight."

Yunho nodded and walked ahead to go back to his little apartment. When he walked over to his door he found the door opened a little crack. Yunho signed as he kicked the door open. A person with long, blonde hair was sitting on a chair facing back to Yunho, Yunho walked into the house and said: "Kim Heechul! What the hell are you doing in my place again?"

The person called Heechul turned around with a smile on his face. Heechul: "Yunho ah.. long time no see.."

Yunho throws his book bad on the floor and walked over to the kitchen to get some water: "Long time? I thought I just saw you a week ago."

Heechul suddenly hugs onto Yunho from the behind: "yea, but this one week seemed like a year for me." Heechul closed his eyes and whispers into Yunho's ear: "I miss you baby.."

Yunho drinks some water and pushes Heechul off, as he looked at Heechul in the eyes. Heechul smiles and said: "You like my new hair?"

"you look like a girl." Yunho said.

"You are wrong Yunho ah.. I am prettier than a girl.. any girl that you slept with before." Heechul said seductively.

Yunho smiled coldly and didn't reply anything as he pushed Heechul away and walked over to his bed. Heechul smiles at Yunho as he followed him and lays down on Yunho's bed in front of Yunho as he made a sexy pose: "come on baby, how long are you going to keep me waiting?"

Yunho: "Heechul, how many times do I have to tell you.. stop acting stupid in front of me, there is no use."

Heechul reaches his hand out to touch Yunho's stomach as he rubs his hand up and down: "Your aps are getting bigger now." Heechul licks his lips: "I just want you more and more now. Come on Yunho, you know you are this type too."

Yunho: "You are hopeless Kim Heechul.. now get off from my bed.."

Heechul smiled then lightly he jumped off from Yunho's bed: "Someday baby.. someday you will want me.. I can see it from your eyes, you are definitely this type.."

Heechul walked out from Yunho's apartment. Yunho looked at the closed door and said: "That bastard! He is sure getting prettier for a guy. But why in the world would I go for him? My boss's son!"

Yunho smiled and walked into the shower. After he cleaned himself up he was ready for the meeting.

Ring.. Ring..

Yunho: "Yoochun ah.. I will be right out."

Yunho walked out from his apartment and found Yoochun waiting in the car already. Yunho jumped in Yoochun's car as Yoochun sped off to their usual meeting place with their boss, Pinque Club.

"Yunho and Yoochun.. you two are here.." A man facing his back to Yunho and Yoochun when they just walked into a private room of the club..

Yunho and Yoochun: "Boss. What do you need us here for tonight?"

The man who is the boss turned around to face Yunho and Yoochun. The boss is a middle aged man who is always wearing black suits and having a serious face now. He is one of the leader of Korea's biggest and most powerful gang. Yunho and Yoochun are his best fighters and both of them lead a group of gangs under this one man's power.

"You two came just in time." The boss smokes as he said, "Did you two see the left side of our club when you were coming over?"

Yoochun: "Yes I saw. There was a new store opening tonight and it seemed like a club also."

Boss: "That's right. I don't know who opened the club right next to ours, but this is not going to work. Openly stealing my costumers over to their place, who do they think they are? Yunho and Yoochun, can you two handle this for me?"

Yunho: "Don't worry about it boss.. I don't need Yoochun, I will gather my gang."

"No, Yunho, I want you and Yoochun only to handle this without fighters under you two's lead. Only you two! I give you two 15 minutes starting from now. After 15 minute I want to hear what I like to hear from you two in this room." The boss ordered.

Yunho and Yoochun looked at each other then they bowled to the boss as both of them cracked some noises from their hands and headed out from the room.

Heechul walked in after Yunho and Yoochun left, "Appa. You only give them 15 minutes? Isn't that a little short?"
The boss looked over at Heechul: "No, that is more than enough for them."

Heechul looked at the door worriedly as he stood beside his dad. The boss: "Heechul ah.. why are you here again? Didn't I tell you to stay home?"

Heechul: "Why can't I come here? I want to have fun at the club too."

Boss signed: "Look at you, do you know how many guys would mistaken you for a girl in a club like this?"

Heechul smirked: "Good then! I am prettier than a girl."

Boss: "Heechul, I didn't want you to join the gang because I don't want my son to die form a fight, but you don't have to turn feminine just because I let you off the gang."

Heechul: "I don't consider myself feminine actually. I am stronger than most of the guys in your gang if you fight me they will be out within five minutes, but I am prettier than any girl in this club so none of them would actually fight me. I like it this way, plus, you already know my type Appa, why are you still saying that?"

Boss shakes his head: "I should have never spoiled you so much to make you talk back to me whenever I try to talk to you seriously."

Heechul smiled: "Appa, I love you so much."

After fifteen minutes..

Yunho and Yoochun walked back into the room while fixing their clothes. Heechul quickly rushed over to Yunho: "Yunho, are you okay?"

Yunho looked up and ignored Heechul, "We are done. They promised to close down after an hour and move at least five streets down."

Boss clapped a few times: "Alright boys. I am very proud of you two. Now, you two have done enough and soon there will be a big mission. So have fun tonight and get pumped up for our big mission coming soon."

Yunho and Yoochun bowled and stepped out from the room. Heechul looked at Yunho's back, as the boss said: "He is already gone."

Heechul looked back at the boss and smiled: "What are you talking about Appa?"

Boss: "I can tell you are interested in Yunho right? Forget about it, he isn't that type. Plus, don't you have enough boyfriends already?"

"But they are all boring, I have already had enough of them. I like to be challenged." Heechul stepped out from the office.

Heechul walked around the dance floor and trying to find Yunho, soon he spotted Yunho and Yoochun sitting at a corner with girls all over them. Heechul looked at Yunho who is hugging onto a girl sitting on his lap and feeding him alcohol.

Heechul signed: "That son of a bitch!"

Heechul walked over and stopped in front of Yunho and the girl as he stared at them with his arm crossed in front of his chest.

Yoochun looked over: "Heechul, you want a drink?"

Yunho lets go of the girl and looked up at Heechul's mad face, then he looked away and continued to let the girl kissing him on his neck. Heechul grabbed onto the girl's shoulder and suddenly pulled her away from Yunho hardly and slammed her against the table.

"Ahhhh!" The girl screamed in pain. Yunho looked up at Heechul: "Yah! What the fuck are you doing?"

Heechul looked at the girl and pointed at her face: "You whore! Get out from my sight."

The girl got up and rushed away quickly, because she knows Heechul is the son of the owner of this place. The other girls who were sitting there got really scared too as they all stood up.

"Aww! Come on Heechul, you are ruining the party here." Yoochun said and hugging onto one of the girl, "It's okay pretty baby. He won't hurt you, don't be scared."

Yunho: "Yah! What the fuck do you want?"

Heechul: "Yunho! You son of a bitch."

With that said, Heechul pulled Yunho up by his collar. Yunho looked at Heechul's face and smirked: "You disgusting whore. You really want me that bad?"

Heechul: "WHAT DID YOU SAY?"

Yunho: "I SAID YOU DISGUSTING WHORE!"

Heechul got really pissed at Yunho and he punched hardly on Yunho's face and made Yunho fall back on the coach. Heechul is indeed very strong when he is on his mandly side. Yunho looked up and wiped the blood off from the corner of his mouth, Yoochun stepped in between Heechul and Yunho: "Yah! Heechul, what are you doing?"

Yunho pushes Yoochun away and walked over to Heechul as he wipes the blood off from the corner of his mouth and stared at him in the eyes. Heechul: "I.. I am sorry.. I didn't mean to make you bleed.. I was just.. just really pissed.."

Yunho pushed Heechul away and walked out from the club while dragging the girl that was sitting on his lap with him, he said to Heechul: "I will let you off this time, if you ever do that again I am going to beat you up and I don't care if you are the son of my boss.

Heechul: "Oh really? Let's see about that then. Maybe one day you would love me so much that you won't be able to hit me at all."

Yoochun looked at Heechul and walked pass his shoulder said: "Why don't you ever give up?"

Then Yoochun walked out as Heechul crossed his arms in front of his chest, "Why should I give up?"
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Chapter 4The same thoughtYunho and the girl went back to his apartment and they didn't even bother to lock the door as they were already to busy walking into the bedroom.

Girl: "You are so hot, do you know that?"

Yunho smirked: "Oh really? I am not only hot.. I am also good with other things too.."

Girl taking off her shirt with only her bra on and smiled as she leans down toward Yunho to show him her breast lines: "So, what is the other thing that you are good at?"

Yunho kisses on her breast and making her moan as he pushes her down on the bed and starting to kiss her down the stomach. The girl giggled as he felt Yunho's hot tongue licking around on her body.

"Oh gosh! Baby, you are making me so hot right now." The girl said seductively.

Yunho smirked as he took his own clothes off and the girl gasped at the size, then Yunho said: "Let me show you how good I am."

Without any warnings, Yunho harshly took the girl's underwear off with her mini-skirt still on, then he harshly pushed himself in as the girl yelled out in excitement: "AHHH! GOSH, YOU ARE SO BIG!"

Yunho started to thrust hard and fast, as the girl's yelling get louder and louder. Suddenly, Yunho stopped and the girl opened her eyes to stare at him in confusion: "What's wrong baby."

The girl touches Yunho's face as Yunho too his member out and flipped the girl around on the bed while smacked her ass hard, the girl gasps: "AHHH! What was that for?"

"Stop yelling so loud, your voice is making me losing it." Yunho said as he pushed himself in the girl again and thrusts harder and harder. The girl was really confused but she tried to control her moanings and made them lighter.

Soon, Yunho cum inside of the girl, as the girl collapsed on the bed. Yunho on the other hand didn't feel tired at all since he does this everyday with a different girl he was too used to it.

Girl breathing hard: "Baby, you are so good. I want to have sex with you everyday."

Yunho smirked then he kisses the girl on her breast: "If you can keep me interested in you then I will, but I am already losing interest."

Girl: "Aww.. don't say it like that. Hey, stop kissing me on the breast come kiss me on my lips. Let me feel those hot kisses."

Yunho: "I don't kiss people on their lips!"

Girl: "That's weird.. why not?"

Yunho kept silent..

Flash back..

A pretty boy leaning in to a younger boy who was slowly falling asleep, soon the younger boy felt something very soft and sweet touched his lips, but he didn't open his eyes because he liked the feeling so much. He felt so warm and happy inside, and he felt that the scar in his heart is healing little by little by this warm and soft kiss..

Slowly, the pretty boy let go, and the little boy's mouth curved into a smile.. that was the sweetest thing that had happened to him so far..

Flash Ended.

Girl: "Yah! What are you thinking?"

Yunho looked back at the girl, then he got up and throws the clothes on the floor to the girl's face: "You can get out now. I need to sleep."

Girl: "What?"

Yunho: "didn't you not here me? Out of my house! I am showering now, and I want to see you out of my house after I step out from the bathroom."

The girl was so shocked as Yunho stepped into the bathroom and slammed the door shut harshly..

Yunho's pov.

Letting the water dripping down from my hair, I stood in the shower and closed my eyes as I wipes my face with the warm water. What am I doing? Why do I feel so empty inside. I have been having sex with random girls almost everyday, but whenever its done I would feel so empty in my heart.

I kept on remembering "him" these days, but I know I shouldn't, because it would just make me more upset. I have been trying so hard to forget about him ever since when I was 14. I tried to fill my life with fights and blood so I could take my mind off him and that place, but.. I couldn't.. I can forget about him during the day but at night.. all the memories are coming back to me at night.. every night.. it's like a movie playing again and again in my head..

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I screamed really loud in the shower when I felt my eyes were getting sorrow and wet. I looked upwards and turned the water off as I stepped out. Finding the girl already stepped out from my place, I locked the door and went back to my bed. I could still smell the disgusting perform from that girl.

"Aish.." I said to myself and trying to ignore the strong smell. Why am I tutoring myself like this every night?

I looked over at the small window in my room where I could only see a full moon shining in front of my face. Slowly, I felt my eyes started to close by itself, and I could feel a cold tear-drop slides down my face as I drifted into a deep sleep..

Flash back..

"Don't cry anymore. Aren't you happy to see me?" A pretty boy said.

The younger boy wipes his tears away, "Of course I am happy to see you. But I still miss my Umma very much."

"Don't worry, soon I will replace your Umma in your heart. Whenever you feel sad, just come to this tree and I will come here too. You can always lay on my laps and I will hold you tight like your Umma did." The pretty boy said with a smile on his face.

"But you are a guy, how can you replace my Umma?" The younger boy asked innocently.

"How about I try to make myself into a girl then? Look, my hair is pretty long already, and I will just keep it a little longer, and I will try my best to look prettier like your Umma. Okay?" The Pretty boy said.

The younger boy smiled: "You are very pretty actually.."

The pretty boy said: "And I love you very much too, so please don't cry again when you are with me. I love you more than your Umma."

The younger boy smiles sweetly and throws himself into the pretty boy's embrace as he hugs onto the pretty boy tightly, "I love you too. Please don't leave me like my Umma did."

"I won't.. I promise.." The pretty boy hugs onto the younger boy tightly under the big tree that they are shading from the sunlight.

Flash ended

Jae lays on his bed after Junsu, Ryeowook and Yesung were taken home by their driver. Jae looked over at the big window in his room.

Jae's pov.

How come there are no stars in the sky today? I can see is a big and bright moon. It is so pretty but yet lonely..

Ahh.. my head was full of him today, could it really be him? How come he became a gangster.. a fighter? Will he be able to remember me?

I need to make sure he is the person I am looking for first, but everyone is warning me to stay away from him. Kim Jaejoong, you need to be brave. Yes I can do this. I will just have to catch him when he is alone. I am sure he won't hurt me if I just be friendly toward him.

My heart is beating so fast right now thinking about this thought, but.. will he be able to accept me since I broke the promise with him? But I still kept my other promise.. looking at myself right now, I could even hardly recognize that I am a guy and I let my hair grow longer just like I promised.. so I can replace his Umma in his heart..

I hugged onto the teddy bear on my bed and blinked a few times, "Sorry Yunho, my family suddenly decided to leave to Japan.. I really had no control over my parent's saying.. I didn't mean to leave you.. did you wait for me everyday under the tree? I am really sorry.. but I am back, I will make sure I keep my promise this time.."

Thinking about this, I felt my eyes became watery so I closed my eyes lightly and I felt a tear-drop slides down from my face, soon I fall asleep without notice and dreamed about the place we had all our memories stored..
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Chapter 5First close interactionYunho's pov.

I walked down the school's hallway as usual and looking straight without eyeing anyone, but suddenly I felt a pair of eyes staring at me again. I quickly turned around but I didn't see anyone staring at me. What the heck? What is this feeling ever since yesterday, I could be sure that someone is looking at my way all the time..

I walked into the classroom and Yoochun was already sitting there, Yoochun smirked at me: "You had fun last night?"

I didn't reply as he sat down..

"Hey, that girl was hot." Yoochun said.

"Is not like you didn't have fun last night?" I smirked at him and said in a sarcastic voice. "Ahh.. but my face still hurt from Heechul's punch. That guy looks like a girl but he is actually stronger than most of the guys in the gang. How come boss doesn't let him join?"

"You don't know?" Yoochun said: "Boss wouldn't let him join because you know being a fighter is actually really hard and lonely. For us, we have already trained well to be professional fighters and it is very hard to hurt us, but don't you remember our training days? You might get killed anytime during that time. You think our boss is stupid enough to make his own son die?"

Yes, how can I forget those days? It was the worst of my life, but I really didn't care back then because I thought I had nothing in the world to worry about anymore. So I was able to let myself forget about all the pains and fight through those training days till I get to the position in the gang today..

"Hey look! The new guy just walked into the classroom." Yoochun said and I looked over at the door with him. I actually never got to see his face straight up before, and this is the first time I got to see his face. Ahh.. he is.. why is he looking at me?

I quickly looked away, Yoochun: "Hey, he is looking over at us.. no one dared to look at us straight in the eyes.."

I turned my head and looked out from the window, "Whatever.." I said carelessly, but I was wondering if he was the one who kept on staring at me from yesterday till now, because his stares are so strong I can still feel it now.

End of pov.

"Yah! Jae, stop looking over at Yunho and Yoochun. I think Yoochun noticed your stares." Junsu said and pulled Jae down. Jae looked over at Junsu: "Huh? Really? Was it that noticeable?"

"Of course, don't you know you have really big eyes? Your stares are always so deep and strong. Don't get their notice." Junsu whispered.

"Hyung.. Yoochun is looking over at us." Ryeowook whispered to Yesung.

Yesung: "Just don't look that way."

Ryeowook nodded and kept his eyes glued on the table as Yesung did the same. Junsu turned his head a little to see if Yoochun was still looking, but to his surprise Yoochun was just looking over and their eyes locked each other for five seconds, as Junsu quickly broke it off.

Junsu pov- Gosh! He saw me!

Yoochun pov- Haha, they looked so scared, but I wonder why was that new guy kept on looking at us when he came in. Maybe.. haha.. I can have some fun since he is so pretty even prettier than a girl.. I wonder if he is gay..

Lunch time..

Yunho got up after hearing the bell and rushed out from the classroom toward the bathroom. Jae quickly stood up and trying to have a chance to talk to Yunho, but just when he stepped out from the classroom he felt someone pulled him from the behind and dragged him to the opposite direction.

"Wha.." Jae said but his mouth was covered by a hand when he was pushed into a corner down the hallway.

Jae widens his eyes and found the guy named Yoochun standing in front of him smirking at him evilly.

"Hey.. you are the new guy right? So what's your name?" Yoochun asked and smiled at Jae as he let go of Jae's mouth.

Jae: "Kim.. Kim Jaejoong.."

Yoochun smiles: "Oh, I think you already know who I am right? So, I want to ask you something."

Yoochun said while pulling onto Jae's shirt: "So, why were you staring at me this morning?"

"I.. I wasn't staring at you.." Jae replied and strutted a little.

Yoochun: "Oh really? Then what were you staring at?"

"I.. I was.. I wasn't staring at anything.." Jae said.

"You should be smart and don't ever try to be smart in front of me, didn't your friends tell me you this? So, tell me the truth, you know no one dared to look at me or Yunho up in the face straight." Yoochun said and holding out his two arms on the wall with Jae's head in between, so he couldn't escape.

"I.. I.." Jae looked at Yoochun's evil smirk on his face and felt very scared, he was out of words and his voice were so shaky..

Yoochun suddenly laughed so hard: "Hahaha.. are you that scared of me?"

Jae looked away and wets his lips nervously. Yoochun smiles and suddenly he pinches onto Jae's cheek harshly.

Jae: "AHhh.. Let go.."

Yoochun smiles and lets go: "You know, you really look like a girl."

Jae looks away and tries to avoid Yoochun's stares, but Yoochun leans in and whispered in Jae's ears: "Are really a guy?"

Jae: "Of.. Of course I am.. I am.. a guy.."

Yoochun lets go of Jae and said: "Well, nice you meet you Kim Jaejoong. You are a cute one."

Yoochun then started to walk away, but before he left he said without turning back, "Oh, I will let you go this time for staring at me this morning, but don't tell the others.."

Then Yoochun left in the hallway, Jae felt his legs trembling so bad as he collapsed on the ground.

"Jae.. Jae.."

Jae cleared his vision and found Junsu's face in front of him. Junsu: "Jae! Why are you sitting in the corner and blinking out? What happened? Lunch already began ten minutes ago, but you never came."

Jae: "Oh.. I am fine.."

Junsu looked at Jae worriedly: "Did something happen?"

Jae shakes his head: "No, I am really fine! Let's go eat."

Junsu nodded and didn't want to bother Jae too much as both of them walked into the cafeteria and found Yesung and Ryeowook already eating.

Jae ordered some food and sat down next to Junsu, then he saw Yunho's back in front of his eyes pov- Shoot! What am I doing? I was supposed to try to find a way to talk to him. ARGH! I need to talk to him today..

Ding.. Dong..

Junsu: "Ahh.. lunch time is over.. Jae do you like the food here?"

Jae nodded with a smile: "It is very good."

Junsu: "Come on, let's go back."

Jae: "You can go first, I need to use the bathroom."

Junsu nodded: "Okay, then I will see you back in classroom. Come on, Yesung.. stop feeding Ryeowook food.."

Ryeowook blushed and Yesung said: "I just didn't want him to waste all the food he ordered."

Ryeowook: "you are going to make me fat again."

"Haha.. actually I really miss the fat Ryeowook from before." Yesung teased.

"Yah!" Ryeowook stood up and chased after Yesung as Junsu followed them while shaking his head.

Jae's pov

Haha.. I guess they are a couple already. I didn't know Korean colleges are so open with this kind of relationship.

I thought to myself as I walked over to the man's bathroom. I pushed open the door, but when I wasn't looking up so I immediately bumped into someone when I was walking into the bathroom.

"AHHH!" I felt myself falling down backwards, but suddenly a strong hand grabbed onto my arms and pulled me back up quickly.

I opened my eyes and, OH MY GOD!

"Yun.. Yunho.." Without any control, the name slipped out form my mouth.

His cold face suddenly had a very surprised expression, but soon the coldness took over again as he pushed me aside and walked away.

I stood there shocked while staring at his back for a long time till..

ARGH! I MISSED THE CHANCE AGAIN! AND THAT WAS SO CLOSE..

I rushed into the bathroom and took care of my business as I walked back into the classroom grumpy.. Ahh.. when will I get a chance again now? After school.. yea.. that's right.. after school..
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Chapter 6After schoolYunho's pov.

Aish.. I need to go the bathroom again.. drink too much water..

"Yah Yoochun! I need to use the bathroom." I said and got up with trash in my hand.

"Okay, I will finish up the food. See you back in class." Yoochun still stuffing food in his mouth.. Ahh.. his eating image is so ugly, I wonder how can he get all those girls..

I walked into the bathroom and finished my business. Looking in the mirror, I remembered the new guy's face. What? Why am I thinking about him for? But, those stares were so strong when we locked eyes together.

I washed my hand and walked over to the door without looking up.

"AHHH!" I felt my body knocked onto something soft, and then I heard a guy's voice.

I quickly held out my hand and pulled onto him but to my surprise I didn't use much of my strength. The guy was so light.. very light.. I looked over and..

"Yun.. Yunho.." I watched the new guy's face appeared in front of my eyes and calling my name. I looked into his eyes and felt the strong stare again. He is looking at me too and the way he called my name sounded like he knows me. ARGH! I am thinking too much..

Hardly, I pushed him out of my way as I walked down the hallway without turning back. But I could feel his strong stares were following my back the whole time. Yes, it is him.. it is his eyes behind my back all this time.. I could feel it.. but.. why?

I walked back into the classroom and found Yoochun looking around and seemed to be bored, when I walked over to take my seat Yoochun smiled at me.

"Why are you giving me a smile for?" I asked.

"Hey.. I found the new guy very interesting.." Yoochun said still holding a smile.

"Huh?" I asked confusedly.

"You know how he was staring at our direction the whole time this morning. Before lunch, I had a talk with him and when I looked at him closely, he was actually blushing." Yoochun said and touching his chin, "I think he is gay and he is pretty enough to be gay. Haha.."

I looked at Yoochun then suddenly smirked: "What are you trying to say now?"

"Hey, don't get me wrong. I was just saying.." Yoochun quickly explained, but it was too late. He already gave me the reason to poking fun at him, so I quickly said: "Oh saying what? Saying you are going to turn gay now?"

"What? I am straight!" Yoochun said, "I was trying to say. He is actually a very pretty guy when you look at him close."

"Yea.." Without thinking much I confirmed and thought about the event just happened in front of the bathroom, but Yoochun looked at me: "Really? You think so too? When did you get to see him close?"

I looked over: "Aish! Yoochun, I was just trying to go with what you were saying, why are you bringing the question on me? Okay, can we drop this topic now? Why are we having such a long conversation over a guy? As long as he doesn't bother me, I am not going to waste my attention on him."

Yoochun looked away and said: "Fine.."

I looked over at the door and found him walking into the classroom just now. Oh.. he is looking at me again.. Why? Why is he kept on looking at me.. This is getting really annoying. If Yoochun was really right about him being gay, does that mean he is interested in me? Not another Heechul.. I looked away madly holding the thought and ignoring his stares.

End of pov.

Jae walked in and looked over at Yunho hoping that they could have eye contact again, but he found Yunho's face suddenly got mad and looked away from him. Jae felt a little hurt but he shrugged and walked over to his seat.

"Jae, thanks a lot for inviting us to your house yesterday." Junsu said, "Your Umma was so nice and pretty."

Jae smiled, and Ryeowook said: "Yea, your Umma was so pretty. Ahhh.. I wish I had a pretty Umma too."

"Yah! Ryeowook, your Umma is really pretty already. That's where you got the look." Yesung commented while touching Ryeowook's face.

Junsu turned around from them: "Aish.. you two.. Jae, don't mind about them, if you didn't notice.. those two are.."

"Yah!" Ryeowook yelled while blushing and Jae smiled as he turned back: "I got your point Junsu."

Junsu: "So, what are you doing after school today?"

"Erm.. I have something very important to do. I probably can't hang out today." Jae said.

"Oh, okay, then, Yah, Yesung and Ryeowook, you two want to go watch a movie?" Junsu asked.

"Okay!" Both of them agreed.

Jae pov.

Yes, I have to take this time after school to get to talk to him. With that thought, I looked back at him in the corner of my eyes and he was looking somewhere else.

This class is so long, why doesn't the bell ring..

Ring.. Ring..

"Jae! Jae!"

"Huh?" I woke up from my day dream and looked over at Junsu. Junsu: "The bells already ring, why are still day dreaming?"

"Oh really?" I jumped up and looked back. No, he is already gone. When did I miss the bell? I gathered my books and rushed out from the room yelling "bye" to the other three.

"Why is he in such a hurry?" I heard Ryeowook asking Yesung.

Oh Shoot! Where is he? Why do I always day dream and blink out these days. I ran down the hallway and finally I spotted him walking with that other guy called, Yoochun. They were about to walk out from the door.

ARGH! I need him to be alone. I followed them from the behind but kept a little distance, before they walked out from the front door, both of them suddenly stopped. I was a little shocked at their sudden stop and I bumped straight onto their bodies.

"What the.." Yoochun yelled well falling forward a little but he stopped when he saw my face. I quickly backed away from them and bowled: "I am sorry.."

I looked up and saw both of them staring at me. I looked over at Yunho and he had a deathly cold face on and Yoochun was smirking at me.

"Ahh.. so what's the hurry, Kim Jaejoong?" Yoochun asked.

"Erm.. I.. I.." I didn't dare to look up at them. Yoochun walked over to me and patted on my shoulder: "Do you know what happens when people bump into us like this?"

"I am sorry!" I bowled again in fear. For some reason, Yoochun really creep me out.

"Come on Yoochun. We don't have time to waste here." Suddenly, I heard Yunho's voice. I looked over at him and he looked into my eyes this time with a very strong stare. I blushed and looked into his eyes as well. Suddenly, I was so sure that he is the person I am trying to find.

Wait, did just helped me out? "YAH! JUNG YUNHO! WHAT THE HECK?" I heard Yoochun yelled then I saw him dragged Yoochun away as I stood there in shock. Suddenly, a smile appeared on my face.. yes, I finally found him. Jung Yunho!

End of Pov.

Yunho dragging Yoochun with him, Yoochun: "YAH! JUNG YUNHO! WHAT THE HECK?"

Yunho lets go of Yoochun when they arrived to Yoochun's car. Yoochun: "Yah! Yunho! Why did you drag me away? What's the hurry anyways?"

"What were you going to do anyways?" Yunho said.

"The usual thing!" Yoochun said, "Teach him a lesson."

"I thought you just said he is gay. Why do you want to beat up a gay guy anyways?" Yunho asked.

"Yes! I did say that but that's just what it thought, it hasn't been confirmed yet." Yoochun said but then he suddenly looked over at Yunho, "Hey.. Yunho.. you are so weird today.. where you trying to help him?"

Yoochun pokes Yunho a little, as Yunho slapped Yoochun's hand away: "What are you talking about? I just don't want to waste my time."

Yunho turned away and showed a peace sign: "I am going home now."

Yoochun: "You want a ride?"

"Nah.. I am fine.." Yunho flipped his book bag over his shoulder and walked away.

Yoochun pov- Something is weird about him. Usually, he would be the first one to pick him a fight.. hum.. did something good happen to him or is he having good days these day?

Yunho's pov..

I was so shocked when Yoochun said his name. I looked over at his face but he kept on looking down. I tried to look at his face carefully and just then, he looked up when Yoochun was threatening him.. he.. his face is.. so familiar.. Jaejoong? Kim Jaejoong?

I looked over at Yoochun who was smirking evilly. Okay, whoever he is I need to stop Yoochun first.

I told Yoochun that I didn't want to waste time for excuse. Then, I dragged Yoochun away while thinking about his name. Kim Jaejoong? No.. I am just thinking about the past too much these days.. it can't be him..

When walked away from Yoochun when he started to suspect me.. why is he always so sensitive? ARGH! Walking back home I kept on thinking about the name "Jaejoong", when I turned to the alley to take the short cut to my apartment.. suddenly, I heard some foot-steps from the behind..

Haha.. someone is following me? Following me? Jung Yunho? That person must be looking for his way down to hell now.. Haha.. I stopped walking as I smirked to myself and noticed the foot-steps stopped behind me too..
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Chapter 7Disappear in front of my eyesYunho stopped his foot-steps and stood there, he thought it must be a guy from some other gang trying to pick up a fight with him again. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?" Yunho asked coldly.

"Yunho.." A soft voice called..

Yunho widens his eyes and he quickly turned around as he saw a slim guy standing in front of with sad expressions.

"Yunho.. do you remember me?" The pretty guy asked and walked toward Yunho. "Jung Yunho.. I am Kim Jaejoong.. do you not remember me?"

Yunho looked at the pretty boy's face and froze there and the next thing he know, Jae was already standing very close to his face.

"Yunho.." Jae called and slowly reached his hand up toward Yunho's face, "You are all grown up now."

Yunho looked at Jae's hand just when it was about to touch his face, Yunho quickly smacked Jae's hand away.

Jae: "Yunho!"

Yunho: "Who the hell are you?"

"I am Jaejoong! Kim Jaejoong! You don't remember me anymore?" Jae asked with worried face.

Yunho thinks for a second then said with a cold face: "Oh.. the new guy from my school.."

Jae widens his eyes and looks at Yunho with disbelief, "Yunho.."

"SHUT UP! STOP CALLING MY NAME!" Yunho cuts Jae off and then turned away as he walked off. "STOP FOLLOWING ME AND DISAPPEAR IN MY LIFE NOW!"

Jae blinked a few times at Yunho's back pov- What? He doesn't remember me or he doesn't know me? But.. his name is Jung Yunho.. and he should know my name too..

Flash back..

The younger boy lays his head on the pretty boy's shoulder while playing with the pretty boy's long hair.

The pretty boy smiles sweetly at the younger boy and said: "Yunho ah.. you really like my hair?"

"Eung.. it reminds me of my Umma's hair.. so soft.." Little Yunho said with a smile on, "I never asked.. what is your name?"

The pretty boy smiles at the little Yunho: "My name is Kim Jaejoong.. you can just call me Jae.."

"Jae.." The little Yunho smiled and calls the pretty boy by his name for the first time.

Flash ended..

Yunho's pov..

"Yunho.." I heard a soft voice called my name. That is not a gangster's voice, I quickly turned around and saw his face. He looked so sad.. I looked into his eyes and found the same sadness in my eyes when I look into the mirror.. It is the new guy in my school.. the guy whose name is Kim Jaejoong..

I felt time freezes in front of my eyes, and the next thing I know, he was standing so close to my face and looking into my eyes. I felt my heart melting while looking at his pretty face.. Is it him?

"Yunho.. do you remember me?" I heard him asking, "I am Kim Jaejoong.. do you not remember me?"

I felt my mind was going crazy right now. Of course I remember you! I have never forgotten you in my life. I think about you every day and night, and you are standing here to ask me if I remember you or not?? How could you. I looked at his pretty face as I opened my mouth a little and wanting to tell him everything that is going on in my mind, but suddenly I closed my mouth as I felt a sharp pain in my heart.

"Yunho.. you are all grown up now." He said and reaching over to my face with his long fingers.. no.. no.. I can't fall for it.. this is all fake.. no.. he is not Kim Jaejoong.. he is not Jae.. Jae said he will never leave me but he left me.. he will not come back like my Umma.. this is not him..

I smacked his hand away harshly and I closed my eyes then reopened them, as I spitted out the coldest words I can find right now: "Who the hell are you?"

He looked so shocked. He opened his mouth and widened his big eyes as he stared at me. I know this must shocked him because he already recognized me. "Yunho.." I heard him calling my name again and his voice felt like a sharp knife cutting into my heart bringing back all the horrible memories from before into my mind again.

Ahh.. my hear hurts.. it is about to explode, I have to get away from this right now, I have to get away from him right now. He once again told me his name.. no Yunho.. don't fall for him.. he is fake, that is just a name.. my mind is tricking me right now..

"You are the new guy from my school.." I said and trying to hold a cold and calm voice, but he called my name again.. ahhh.. that voice.. he is hurting me so much.. stop calling me.. my heart hurts so much right now, I am about to die from the pain..

"SHUT UP! STOP CALLING MY NAME AND DISAPPEAR IN FRONT OF MY EYES." I yelled and trying to overcome the pain. I quickly turned around and walked away as fast as I could. Don't come after me please.. I don't want to see your face.. Ahhh.. my heart hurts so much, I have to get away from him.. he is hurting me so much.. AHHHH.. PLEASE LET ME FORGET THAT NAME... I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER THAT NAME!!!

I quickly ran back to my apartment as I shut the door really hard and leaned on it with my back.. I was panting so hard but I don't even know why.. it is a nightmare.. yes.. it is just a nightmare Yunho..

"Yunho.." His voice ringing in my mind none stop..

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" I screamed while holding my head as I crawled up like a ball on the floor while laying down and hugging myself tightly. My heart is hurting so much.. Ahhh.. stop it.. stop it..

"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME BACK?" I screamed, "WHY ARE YOU HURTING ME AGAIN? COME INTO MY LIFE AND THEN LEAVE ME.. AM I SO BAD THAT YOU ALL HAVE TO LEAVE ME? AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!"

End of pov.

Jae's pov..

I watched him walking away from my quickly but I didn't chase after him. My feet were glued on the ground and I felt nothing back cold wind blowing onto my body.

"He doesn't remember me?" I said to myself, "No! He remembers me.. I can see it from his eyes.. I can see him missing me in his eyes.. he doesn't want to remember me.. he is afraid that I will hurt him again.. that must have been it!"

I tried to encourage myself as I felt tears rolling around in my eyes. God, I miss him so much and seeing him distancing himself away from me is making me so sad right now. I love him so much that I changed myself into what I am right now, so I am not going to give up right now. I will make him want to remember me again, because I know deep down his heart, he is still the same little crying boy who is looking for love in the world, and I am the only one who can give love to him.

End of pov.

Next day in school..

"AHHH! AHHHHHH!" Jae yelling while covering his body from the kicks and hits coming from a bunches of guys surrounding him and beating him up.

"AHHHHH! STOP! PLEASE!!" Jae cries out and hoping that the guys would stop soon, but none of them seemed want to end this soon till the teachers rushed over and they all ran away quickly.

"Jae.. Jaejoong.. are you okay?" Junsu quickly rushed over with Yesung and Ryeowook pushing through people gathering around to see what is going on.

The teachers helped Jae to stand up, and Junsu looked at Jae bleeding from his mouth, "What happened Jae?"

"I don't know.." Jae said while touching his painful body, "I just wanted into the building and some guys rushed over to me and started hitting me for no reason."

Teacher: "Are you okay to walk?"

Jae nodded as Junsu held Jae on the left side and Yesung held onto Jae from the right said, "I am fine professor. Thank you."

The teachers signed: "Be careful next time, don't mess with the bad people."

Then they walked away and told the other people gathering around to clear away from them.

Ryeowook looked at Jae's swollen mouth, "Omo! Jae, you are bleeding."

"Duh! Ryeowook, he has been beat up badly, of course he is bleeding." Yesung said, "Go call the school nurse and tell her we are going over right now."

Ryeowook nodded and rushed over to the school's medical center, Junsu: "what happened Jae?"

"I really don't know. I am confused too." Jae said while walking slowly with Yesung and Junsu helping him.

When they were walking over toward the medical room, they saw someone stepped in front of them. The three of them looked up and saw Yoochun's face while he crossed his arm.

"Oh Wow! What happened to you?" Yoochun asked with a smirk on his face.

Junsu looked over at Yoochun and felt so scared and Yesung was trying to hang his head as low as possible.

Yoochun walked around Jae and looked at Jae's bruises and swollen face, "Looks like you just got beat up badly."

Jae didn't reply but looked down, Junsu suddenly asked with a shaky voice: "Yoo.. Yoochun shi.. do you know anything about this? Did you do this to Jaejoong?"

Yoochun looked over at the shaking Junsu who was brave enough to ask him a question. Yoochun smiled and pretended that he couldn't hear Junsu: "What.. what?? What did you say?? Your voice is so soft like a mosquito's voice."

Jae looked over at Yoochun and suddenly widened his eyes as he looked past Yoochun, Jae called: "Yunho.."

Yoochun turned around in surprise and saw Yunho standing behind him with a deadly cold face. Yunho had his chin up a little and looking down at Jae like a piece of crap. "SHUT UP!" Suddenly, Yunho yelled. "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO CALL MY NAME, HUH? DID YOU NOT GET BEAT UP ENOUGH THIS MORNING?"

Suddenly, Yunho pushed Yoochun away and grabbed onto Jae's swollen face, "Ahhhh.. you are hurting me.." Jae cried out in pain.

"Shut your mouth! Didn't I tell you to disappear in front of my eyes? If you don't disappear, then things like this would happen to you everyday." Yunho said coldly then walked away..

Yoochun pats on my shoulder: "Good for you, you have just met the well known Yunho. I suggest you to do whatever he said."

Jae stared at their back as he closed his eyes and signed hard. Junsu: "Jae.. When did you get Yunho's notice?"

Yesung: "Big troubles ahead now!"
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Chapter 8Helping.. or not.."Ahhh.. Ahhh.." Jae screams in pain while the nurse was trying to apply medicine on his bruised parts.

"Stop moving around, you are causing yourself more pain." Nurse recommended, "Can you two hold on to him, so he won't move around?"

Junsu signed and holds onto Jae with Yesung: "Jae, stop moving around so much."

Jae: "Ahhh, but it hurts so much."

"Jae, didn't I tell you to stay away from him? What did you do?" Junsu said worriedly.

Yesung: "And, he wants you to disappear in front of his eyes and that means he wants you to drop out from this school."

Junsu signed while nodding his head: "Yeah! He has done that before too. He would force people to drop out from this school and if they don't, he will ask his gang in the school to beat the person up everyday. So many guys who once pissed him off are now all disappeared because they couldn't take the torture."

Jae looked at Junsu and Yesung but he knows Yunho's is forcing him to disappear isn't really what he wants. The situation is so much different from those other guys who were forced to drop out.

Jae: "I am not dropping out no matter what happens."

Junsu: "Jae! Look at you, isn't this enough?"

Ryeowook who was sitting aside and looking at Jae: "I don't want Jae to drop out either."

Yesung: "But he would get beat up everyday if he doesn't, you want to kill him?"

Ryeowook pouted: "but.."

Jae smiled at Ryeowook: "don't worry Ryeowook, I said I am not leaving anywhere! I am gong to stay in this school."

Junsu and Yesung signed at the stubborn Jae and wondering why is he so stubborn as they looked at his swollen face.

After the nurse fixed Jae, the four of them walked back to their classroom. Jae stood in front of the door and took a deep breath as he stepped into the classroom last.

Teacher: "Oh Jaejoong, are you okay now? You can take today off if you are not feeling well."

Jae smiled weakly: "I am fine. I don't want to miss school."

Then Jae looked over at Yunho without any fear in his eyes, Yoochun caught the stare and was so shocked at Jae's brave yet seemingly challenging stare, Yoochun pov- Wow! He still dared to stare over at Yunho and I, if it was the other guys they would avoid any eye-contacts with us at this point. He is so much braver than I thought. I can't believe he is actually very strong under that pretty and angelic face.. wait, what the heck am I thinking about?

Yoochun looked over at Yunho who was staring at Jae as well, but his face looked even worse than before now. Yunho covered his nose and mouth with his hand and only leaving his eyes shown, but those eyes seemed as if they could kill someone right now.

Jae walked back to his seat and sat down while sitting up straight to listen to the lecture as other people were whispering things after learning about what happened to him this morning.

Junsu looked over at Jae worriedly, then he turned around a little and he found Yunho staring at Jae's the back the whole time. Junsu pov- Oh no! Is he thinking about how to hurt Jae again? Why is Jae so stubborn, and how in the world did he get that devil's notice?

Yunho's pov..

I watched him getting beat up right after he entered school under my order by the gangs in my school. I stood a little distant away and watched him crying out in pain and trying to cover his body from the punches. Suddenly, I felt my heart was breaking in half.

If it was before, I would have watched with enjoyment, but this time was different, I felt as if those punches and kicks were thrown onto my body. ARGH! It is all his fault.. he is making my already miserable life even more miserable now.. I thought I was just getting used to my life, but now it is a mess again.. just because he reappeared in my life..

I bits onto my lips and walked away because I couldn't watch the sight anymore. Then, I saw some teachers rushed over and the crying from him stopped. The teachers stopped fight as I figured, but this should be enough to scare him away from me.

Turning around I saw Yoochun standing in front of him, Yoochun was smirking as usual. What is going on in that guy's mind? I looked pass Yoochun and saw his swollen face, and I felt my heart experiencing a sharp pain again. I have to make him go away now.

I walked over and stood behind Yoochun, and he saw me. He looked up at me with surprised eyes.

I held onto my cold face, and hear him calling my name again with his weak yet sounding so sweet name. ARGH.. stop that.. I am going to fall for it again.. I am going to lose it again.. I am going to get hurt again..

"SHUT UP!" I yelled, and I saw Yoochun stared at me weirdly, "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO CALL MY NAME, HUH? DID YOU NOT GET BEAT UP ENOUGH THIS MORNING?" I warned him to disappear otherwise this will happen to him everyday. I am sure this will scare him off.

Then I walked away back to class and Yoochun followed me, as I sat down in my seat, Yoochun asked: "So, what was that for?"

I looked down, "Do I have to give you a reason when I kick people out?"

"But, he just transferred here, what did he ever do to piss you off so far?" Yoochun asked.

"I just can't stand the sight of him in front of my face." I replied.

Yoochun: "What? I thought you think he is pretty too."

"Oh Shut up! Don't tell me you are turning gay." I said.
Yoochun shrugged with a smile on his face without a reply. I ignored him and trying to take my mind off from this topic, but I know I can't anymore. Ever since his reappear in my life, I know things are going to change. Ever since I started to feel the sharp pain in my heart again, I knew that my trained cold-heart is beginning to melt already. I need to stop this.. I need to stop this before its too late..

Just when I was thinking, I heard the teacher said: "Oh Jaejoong, are you okay now? You can take today off if you are not feeling well."

He is back to class? I looked over and I saw him smiling weakly at the teacher and said: "I am fine. I don't want to miss school." Then he looked over at me, our eyes locked to each other again.

His eyes were so bright and clear, and he looked with no fears in his eyes as if he was threatening me or telling me that he is not going to give up. My heart suddenly speeded up very fast. What? What is happening to me? I held my cold face and stared at him as he walked back to his seat and without my control; my eyes were glued onto him for the rest of the class period.

End of pov..

The lunch bell was ringing in the building as everyone got up cheerfully and going to get food.

Yunho stood up and walked out from the classroom without looking at Jae at all. Yoochun saw Yunho hurried out the door, and then he looked at Jae and smiled to himself silently.

Yesung: "Jae! Let's go eat."

Junsu: "yah! Jae can barely walk right now, you want him to hurt more."

Jae smiled at the thoughtful Junsu, as Junsu said: "Jae, you wait here okay? I will go buy some food for you and bring it back to class, so you can eat."

Jae nodded with a smile on, then the tree of them left to the cafeteria. Jae signed out and started to feel his whole body in so much pain, he said to himself while rubbing his swollen parts on his arms and legs, "Ahh.. how am I suppose to take this everyday?"

"Then don't." Suddenly a voice called from the behind. Jae jumped a little, because he thought everyone was gone.

Jae turned around and saw Yoochun walking over to him. Jae quickly turned his face away but Yoochun already stood in front of him while putting his arms down on the table as he leaned in to face Jae straight in the face.

"If you can't take it, then why don't you drop out?" Yoochun said with a smile on his face.

"I am not going to drop out." Jae said back.

"Why not?" Yoochun said.

"Because I don't want to show that I give up, I am not panning to giving in anytime!" Jae said stubbornly.

Yoochun looked at the bruised up Jae, then smiled: "Are you sure? So, many guys were stubborn like you before, but they were all kicked out at the end."

Jae nodded with a confident face. Yoochun smiled, "You are very cute when you are stubborn like this. Why don't I go talk to Yunho so that he will stop beating you and let you stay in this school?"

"Really? You would do that?" Jae asked as he brightened up.

Yoochun smiles at Jae's cute actions, "Under one condition though."

Jae: "What? What is it?"

Yoochun whispered as he leaned over to Jae's ear: "Have sex with me!"

Jae widens his eyes and almost fall off from his chair, pov- What.. what did he just say?
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Chapter 9To the rescueJae staring into space while sitting in the chair by himself, pov- Is he.. crazy?

Flash back..

"What.. What are you talking about? I am a guy!" Jae said with disbelief in what he just heard from Yoochun.

Yoochun laughed: "Haha.. you are so cute when you are arguing with me. Yes, I know you are a guy, and I would like to see your pretty face under me when you are at orgasm.. oh.. it must be very sexy.."

Jae almost choked after hearing this, he looked away: "You are crazy."

Yoochun smiles and leans close toward Jae's face and Jae backs away as far as possible, then Yoochun laughs: "Haha, you are so cute honey, but don't worry I will not force you to do anything. I never like to force people into doing anything."

Yoochun touches Jae's face a little: "So baby, you know the deal is always available for you whenever you need. I will be waiting, but before you answer me I won't mention a word to Yunho about letting you off."

With that, Yoochun walked away slowly and felt the shocking Jae staring into space of what he just said..

Flash ended..

Junsu's pov..

I bought some food for Jae and hurried back to class but I found Jae staring into space with no emotions on his face.

"JAE! KIM JAEJOONG!" I screamed and waved my hand in front of Jae's face. Jae looked over, "Huh?"

I wondered what happened to him, so I asked: "What happened to you? Why are you blinking out?"

Jae looked down and didn't reply..

"Junsu, is.. is.. Yoochun.. gay?" Jae suddenly asked.

I almost choked at Jae's words: "What?"

"Is Yoochun gay?" Jae asked again.

"I.. I don't know.. why are you asking this?" I was a little confused at Jae's question. Jae shakes his head and said: "Just wondering.."

I watched Jae stuffing his mouth with food and I really wanted to ask him more, but I couldn't because I don't want anyone to know my secret. Yes, I have a secret, a very deep secret stored in the deepest place in my heart. I couldn't tell anyone about it. I have always had this secret ever since I met him for the first time.

I have never felt this way toward anyone before, and I never thought that I would feel this way toward a guy. But he changed my thought.. even though, everyone thinks he is bad but I always had a deep believe that he is not bad deep down his heart..

Although, I really want to tell him how I feel.. however, I am really afraid of rejection and I am afraid of him too. I find myself sweating and trembling just by looking at him closely. I can't seem to speak at all in front of him, so all I can do is having this one-sided love in my heart for him.

End of pov.

"Junsu!" Jae called, "Why are you blinking out this time?"

"Oh, nothing!" Junsu said, "Jae.. are you sure you will be okay in this school?"

Jae nodded: "Yes, and I am not going to give in anytime."

Junsu signed pov- Jae is so stubborn, but I really hope he would go easy on Jae, and make it easier for him to stay in this school.

After lunch..

Jae got up and went to the bathroom while the teacher went to a faulty meeting and students were supposed to be studying by themselves.

Junsu: "Jae.. will be fine by yourself?"

Jae smiled: "Yea, I will be back really quick. Don't worry."

After that, Jae walked out from the classroom slowly and trying not to make big movements because his whole body hurts so much right now. He walked toward the man's bathroom around the corner and then got into one of the stalls then closed the door. After Jae took care of his business, he suddenly heard some foot-steps walked into the bathroom and closed the door. Jae quickly fixed his pants and looked through the cracks as he saw at least five strange guys standing outside of his stall and smirking.

Jae pov- Oh Shoot! Not again. What am I going to do?

Jae backed up a few steps and tried not to make many noises, but he heard a guy's voice: "You don't need to hide anymore. We know you are in there, if I were you I would get out right now, or else you might have to stay in there for your life. We already closed the door there is no one that can save you now."

Jae swallows hard, then slowly he opened the door and stepped out looking up at the five guys standing in front of him and smirking. Jae: "What do you all want from me?"

"We want you to get out from this school. If you agree on that, then we will let you off." The guy said.

Jae: "Is it Yunho's order?"

*Slap*

"How dare you calling our leader by his name?" The guy slapped Jae hard on the face.

Jae touches his face and turned back as he said with confident: "I am not quitting school. You guys can do whatever you want with me, but I am not going to quit this school."

Then the guys smiled: "Good then! Our hands are itching so much right now and we want to hit your pretty face till your mom can't even recognize you."

Then the guy pulled onto Jae's shirt and brought him close. Jae closed his eyes and waiting for the hit to come at him..

"Stop!" Suddenly, the door opened and a voice called.

Jae opened his eyes and turned his head to the door, as the other guys let go of Jae said: "Yoochun Shi!"

Jae gasped and saw Yoochun standing by the door and yelled: "Get the hell out of here!"

The other five guys quickly ran out from the bathroom, and Yoochun walked over to the shocked Jae as he smirked at him: "I came just on time right?"

Jae looks at Yoochun: "How did you know.."

"Of course I know, because things like this happened before too. He won't let you off until you get out of this school." Yoochun said, "So, if I were you, I would seriously consider the offer I said earlier. It could make your life so much easier."

Yoochun smiles and pushes Jae against the wall, Jae struggles: "Let me go! I am not going to do it."

Yoochun grabs onto Jae's face and looked into his eyes: "I know that, and I said I am not going to force you into doing anything, but I just saved you, shouldn't you thank me for that?"

Jae stuttered: "H.. how.. how should.. I.. thank you? What do you want? I.. I would buy for you.."

Yoochun laughed hard: "Haha.. what do I want? Hum.. the thing I want is nothing that money can buy."

Jae swallows as he watches Yoochun's face so close to his own face right now, Yoochun then leans in even closer to Jae: "I wonder how does it feel to kiss a guy with such rosy and soft lips.."

Jae widens his eyes and saw Yoochun closed his eyes and pressed both of Jae's hands hard against the wall so Jae couldn't move a bit.

Jae pov- No.. No.. I don't want to kiss him.. no.. please.. someone.. help me..

"YAH!" Just when Yoochun's lips were about to touch Jae's lips, a loud voice ringed over their head and broke the about to happen kiss..

Yoochun and Jae looked over and found Yunho standing by the door with his arms crossed in front of his chest.

"Park Yoochun!" Yunho called out coldly.

Yoochun smiled and moved away from Jae but still pressing Jae against the wall, he said: "What?"

Jae pov- Yunho is here.. I can't believe this! He just saved me? He came here to save me? So, he does care about me after all..

"My gangs just told me you ordered them to go away." Yunho said without even looking at Jae just once or caring about what was going to happen to him. Yunho continued: "So, why are you going against my order?"

"Listen Jung Yunho, I am not part of your gang, so I don't need to follow your order. I can do whatever I want." Yoochun replied, then he grabbed onto Jae's left arm and pulled Jae over with him, "And I don't want you to hurt him."

Yunho stared at Yoochun with fires in his eyes: "I want him out of this school otherwise I will hurt him everyday."

Yoochun: "Fine! Then I will stop you from hurting him everyday!"

"Why are you doing this? We are the best partner in the gang, why are you going against me now?" Yunho asked, then he looked over at Jae who is staring at Yunho's face. Yunho pointed at Jae's face, "Just because of him? Because of him you are against me now?"

Yunho widens his eyes and looked at both Yoochun and Jae with fires in his eyes..
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Chapter 10Warm hugYunho's pov.

"YAH!" I yelled as I stepped into the bathroom after my gangs told me about what happened. I was so shocked, because the first thing I saw in the bathroom was Yoochun pressing Jae against the wall and they were about to kiss.

After hearing my voice, both of them broke apart and looked over at me. I felt that my body was on fire for some reason, yes I was mad at the fact that Yoochun ordered my gangs to disappear, but I wasn't this mad till I see these two in front of my eyes.

I swear I could kill someone right at this moment, but I tried to hold a still face and asked Yoochun's reasons for telling my gangs off, but he just smirked at me and pulled Jae closer to him.

"Listen Jung Yunho, I am not part of your gang, so I don't need to follow your order. I can do whatever I want." Yoochun answered, this made me even more pissed. I looked over at Jae and found him still holding hands with Yoochun.

ARGH! He is such a whore, and why did he have to appear in my life again? Now, even Yoochun is going against me, why is he making my life so miserable again? I have to make him disappear in front of my eyes before he turns the whole world against me.

I stared at Yoochun with fires in his eyes: "I want him out of this school otherwise I will hurt him everyday."

Yoochun: "Fine! Then I will stop you from hurting him everyday!"

I stared at them and yelled: "JUST BECAUSE OF HIM? YOU ARE GOING AGAINST ME NOW?"

I rushed out from the bathroom and I didn't notice someone going my way as I bumped into the person and both of us fall on the ground hard.

"Oww.." I heard a guy's voice then I looked up.

"Yun.. Yunho.." Junsu who was sitting on the ground noticed it was me and he stuttered with his words again. This guy always stutters in front of me and I found it super annoying to hear his high pitched voice.

I pushed myself up and found him trying to help me up, but I pushed him away and rushed down the hallway.

End of pov.

Junsu walked out from the classroom after finding Jae had been gone for a long time. He was a little worried so he walked toward the bathroom, but just then he found Yunho rushing out without looking as they bumped into each other and hitting hard on the ground.

"Yun.. Yunho.." Junsu stuttered like usual when he is in front of Yunho. Junsu quickly got up and walked over to Yunho: "I.. I am.. sorry.. are you okay?"

Junsu held out his hand and wanted to help Yunho up, but Yunho pushed himself up from the ground without saying another word he pushed Junsu away and rushed down the hallway.

Junsu stared at Yunho's back and signed: "When will you know my feelings about you?"

Junsu looked over in the bathroom and suddenly found Jae rushing out and ran after Yunho, and then Yoochun walked out from the behind.

Junsu looked at Yoochun and Yoochun gave him a glare: "What are you looking at?"

Junsu looked away and didn't say anything, as Yoochun walked away. Junsu pov- what happened?

Yunho ran up to the roof top and breathed hard as he looked up at the sky. Suddenly, he heard some foot-steps from the behind. Yunho turned around and found the patting Jae standing behind him.

"Yunho!" Jae called out to him.

"Get away from me." Yunho yelled. "Why are you here?"

"Yunho, it wasn't what you think." Jae explained.

"Why the hell are you explaining this to me?" Yunho yelled back, "Listen, Kim Jaejoong, I hate you so much and I am going to kick you out from this school."

"Yunho.. please let me explain.. Yunho, you do remember me right? You do remember everything that happened in the past between us right? I made a promise to you that I will replace your Umma in your heart and I will love you more than your Umma. I wasn't able to keep my promise before, and I felt very bad about it, but please give me another chance. I still love you very much Yunho." Jae explained and rushed forward to Yunho, but Yunho pushed Jae away hard.

"Don't come hear me!" Yunho yelled, "First above, I already forgot about you. Second, I am not gay I don't need a guy to love me."

Jae cries: "Yunho, please.. I know you do care about me.. please.. let me explain, my family decided to leave for Japan, and I had no saying over that because I was too young back then. I didn't have time to go tell you because my parents told me the day before we had to leave. Please trust me, I would have told you if I knew about it earlier."

Yunho turned around as he felt his eyes started to watery, but he can't let Jae see this. He had already forgotten about Jae and he doesn't want to remember. He can't forgive him just with this stupid explanation.

But to Yunho's surprise, Jae suddenly rushed over to Yunho and hugged him tightly from the behind. Yunho widens his eyes and stared straight, because he suddenly felt a very warm feeling in his heart just like before..

Flash back

"I love it when you hug me, Jae!" Little Yunho said while pushing himself in Jae's hug.

"Then I will hug you like this everyday." Jae said with a smile on and hugs Yunho tightly.

"Your hug is so warm and it feels like my Umma's hug. Jae, I really love you." Yunho said.

"I love you very much too Yunho. Let's stay together forever then." Jae said and held out his little pinky. Yunho looked at Jae's pinky then he held out his own and crossed it with Jae to make a promise.

"Stay with each other.. forever.." Yunho smiled and looked at their hands together.

Flash ended

Jae: "Yunho.. remember our promise? I still remember it, so that's why I came back. I didn't know I was able to be in the same class as you. I think this is fate."

Yunho closes his eyes as memories rushing back into his mind. Yunho pov- No! No! I don't want to remember.. NO! This is not good, my heart is melting by his words again.. his hug.. gosh.. it feels so warm and comfortable.. no!

Yunho pushed Jae away quickly and yelled: "GET AWAY FROM ME! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME?"

Jae looked at Yunho's back: "Yunho.."

Yunho: "Do you know why did I join the gang? Why did I become a fighter? Do you know who caused all these? You said you would never leave me, but you left me and hurt me so much. I lost all my hopes in the world and I wanted to end my life faster that's why I joined the gang hoping that I could just die during a fight one day."

Jae cries hard: "No.. No.. Yunho.. please don't think that.. I am sorry about the past.. but I am back now.. so let me love you like before, let me give you hope like I did before."

Yunho turned around with a cold face: "No, Kim Jaejoong! You can't do that anymore. My heart is already cold like ice, and I am not going to let you stay by me. I hate you, and I am going to make you suffer."

Yunho walked past Jae's shoulder and said coldly: "Don't think that you seduced Yoochun to be on your side then I would give it up. You are going to be out of my life forever and you are going to suffer the pain I once suffered."

Jae turned around and called: "Yunho!"

But Yunho walked away without turning back. Yunho didn't go back to class, instead he walked out from the school and had a very complicated feeling in his heart. He knew that if Jae had hugged him a minute longer he would have given in already.

Yunho opened the door to his apartment and then the throws his bag on the floor hard, when he raised his face and looked over on his bed he found Heechul sitting there staring back at him.

Yunho: "What the hell are you doing here again? I don't have a good mood to deal with you today.'

Heechul smiled: "Oh really? Who made my baby mad? Let me help you to feel better then."

Yunho: "Heechul! I told you I have no interest in you, now, get out from my house and don't ever come here again."

Heechul stood up and walked over to Yunho seductively. Yunho looked away as Heechul pushed Yunho toward the wall and grabbed onto Yunho's hand. "Come on baby. I am not going to bother you, I just want to make you feel better."

Yunho looked away: "Get out!"

Heechul lets go of Yunho: "I am not going anywhere tonight. My car broke down, so I am staying here for the night."

Yunho pushed Heechul out form his way and walked over to the kitchen, "Fine! You are sleeping on the floor then.."

Heechul smirked and whispered: "We will see about that.."
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Hehe, so does everyone know who does Junsu like now?? ^^

Chapter 11Meeting on the street

Yunho was lying on the bed as he heard the bathroom's door opened. Yunho didn't bother to open his eyes knowing it's Heechul who just got out from the shower. Heechul smiled lightly as he saw Yunho turned around to face the wall and refusing to face him. Heechul looked down at himself wearing a towel around the waist only and his hair was pulled back half way with a hair-clip as some parts of the wet hair hanging in the front a little over his face.

Heechul felt very confident with his sexy appearance right as he walked toward the bed slowly. Yunho who had his eyes closed felt someone slowly crawling onto his bed.

"I said you sleep on the floor!" Yunho said without opening his eyes.

Heechul smiled and calls softly: "I will go down to the floor if you look at me.. Yunho.."

Heechul shakes Yunho a little, and Yunho signed as he sat up and opened his eyes. Heechul smiled seductively as he made a sexy pose in front of Yunho after finding Yunho staring at him in shock.

Heechul slowly lays down and touching his own chest softly while staring into Yunho's eyes. Yunho: "What.. THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR WET HAIR LYING ON MY PILLOW?"

Heechul blinked a few times and was a little surprised at what Yunho just said to him. Heechul got up: "Yunho.. don't you feel anything?"

"What am I suppose to feel?" Yunho said.

"Dude! I am half naked!" Heechul yelled and sat up.

"So what? Your body is the exactly same structure as mine, so if I have feelings that means I will get turned on everyday after I shower?" Yunho yelled back, "Now get off from my bed, your hair is still dripping water!"

Heechul: "Aish!"

Yunho was about to turn around but suddenly Heechul got on top of Yunho and pushed him down on the bed, "Yah! Why are you doing this to me? You know how much I want you? No matter what, you are going to be mine tonight!"

With that said, Heechul starting to strip Yunho's shirt. Yunho: "YAH! WHAT THE FUCK?"

Heechul ignored Yunho's struggle as he reached his hand down to Yunho's pants and started to rub onto Yunho's member outside of his pants in circles.

Yunho: "ARGH! STOP THAT! IF YOU CONTINUE I AM NOT GOING TO GO EASY ON YOU ANYMORE!"

Heechul looked at the struggling Yunho as he held onto Yunho's face with another hand and leaned close to Yunho's face. Yunho widens his eyes and before Heechul's lips touched his own, Yunho quickly turned away and made sure Heechul's lips didn't not come near his own.

"AHHHH!" Yunho growled and hardly pushed Heechul off from him and Heechul fall down hard on the floor.

"Oww.. Jung Yunho!" Heechul yelled and feeling the sharp pain on his back where it hit the hard floor really hard.
Yunho got out from the bed too as he grabbed his jacket, "Fine! You can have all the bed to yourself, I am leaving!"

Then Yunho rushed out from the door and left Heechul staring at Yunho with madness in his eyes.

Yunho walked out from the apartment as he looked at his watch, it was 11 p.m. already and the night was so dark with clouds all over the sky and only a very gloomy light from the half hidden moon.

Yunho puts on his jacket and felt a little chill as the wind blows onto his body, then he just picked a random direction and started to walk around on the almost empty street by himself without a destination. He felt so lonely and suddenly he had a place in mind that he really wanted to go, but he was afraid to go there, however his feet had a mind of their own as they dragged him slowly toward the location in his heart.

Jae's pov..

Yunho never came back to class, and I felt so sad sitting there remembering what Yunho said to me. He will not forgive me? He can't even give me another chance? Yea.. it was my fault that I left him before, but I really wanted to make it up to him and I still love him very much..

Ding.. Dong..

The last class bell rings and I gathered all my books as I stepped out from the classroom. "Jaejoong.. Jaejoong.." I heard Junsu's voice from the behind. I turned around and saw Junsu rushed over to me.

"What is it Junsu?" I asked, but I him looking very weird at me.

"What's wrong?" I asked again, and he just looked at me without saying anything else.

"You like Yunho right?" Junsu asked.

"Junsu.. I.." I looked away and didn't know why Junsu asked me this question out of nowhere.

Junsu signed: "I heard you two's conversation at the roof. So, Yunho hates you so much was because you broke the promise with him before? That's what I thought was weird, you never had the chance to get his notice how come he wants to kick you out from this school so much."

I looked down and didn't know what to say, "Junsu.. it is very complicated to explain.. you know.. my parents asked me to leave to Japan and I had no saying over that, so I had to leave and back then, Yunho was very fragile and weak.. so I know I hurt him so much, but I am back here to make it up to him."

Junsu suddenly yelled: "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS THEN? IF YOU HURT HIM BEFORE THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL HURTING HIM BY MAKING HIM TO RECALL ALL THE MEMORIES FROM BEFORE?"

I widened my eyes and was so surprised at Junsu's actions, Junsu looked down and said softly: "I am sorry.."

"Junsu.." I said, "Do you.. like Yunho?"

Junsu looked down and I could tell he was blushing. Oh no, Junsu likes Yunho. I just made friends with Junsu but he likes Yunho.. what should I do? I looked up again and found Junsu ran away quickly. I signed and walked over to my car. I drove home straight and walked into my house.

"JJ! You are back from.. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE?" Umma walked out to welcome my return but she found my swollen face due to the hits from school.

I quickly tried to hid my face: "I am fine Umma."

"Omo! Who did this to you? JJ, did people bully you in school?" Umma asked caringly, "You want to transfer to another school instead, JJ?"

"No!" I quickly said, "I mean no.. I am fine Umma, we were playing basketball and I got hit by the ball. I am really fine Umma. I need to go up and finish my homework now."

Umma: "Are you sure? You want to go to the hospital?"

I shakes my head: "No Umma.. I am fine, the school nurse already fixed it for me. Don't worry."

I rushed into my room and closed the door tightly. Then I signed and walked over to my bed as I took a deep nap that I didn't even know how I fall asleep so quickly. When I opened my eyes again, I found the big clock in front of my face said 10:30 p.m. I yawned and got up.

"When did I fall asleep?" I said to myself and found some food on my table, "It must be Umma who brought this for me."

I had no appetite after thinking about this complicated situation in front of me, and suddenly I thought of a place that I really wanted to go. I quickly got up and rushed out from my house as I stepped into the car. I knew that it would be the only place that I could make clear thinking of the miserable situation.

I drove down the street and finding it so empty and dark. I turned my front light up to the highest so I could be able to see the road better, when I was just about to get to my location I found a figure walking a little ahead of my car on the side walk.

I looked over wondering who it could be during a dark night like this. I looked over and found the person wearing the same jacket as Yunho earlier today. Could it be home?

I quickly parked my car near the street as I stepped out and looked at the figure slowly walking ahead of me.

"Yunho?" I called and walked forward a little.

The figure in front of me stopped and he turned around. I widened my eyes, "Yunho!"

It was him. What is this? Is it fate? I smiled sweetly and rushed over to him, "Yunho!"

I hugged onto him and realized how much I missed him already, and I was hoping that I won't get pushed away, but I did. He pushed me away harshly and glared at me.

"What are you doing here? Are you following me again?" Yunho said coldly.

"No! I am not Yunho.. I wanted to go somewhere, so I drove here.." I explained, "What are you doing here by yourself so late at night?"

Yunho: "It is none of your business."

I looked down: "Yunho.. can you please stop being so stubborn? Please.. give me another chance to make you happy and feel hope again. Please.. I love you very much.."

"I already said, I am not gay!" Yunho yelled.

"I know you said that, but I said I love you it doesn't mean I am gay either. I just want you to be happy and I love you like a family member, like the way your Umma loves you." I explained and hoping that he would understand my feelings.

"You are not my Umma Kim Jaejoong.. and you cannot replace my Umma, do you still think I was the 14 years old little boy? I am all grown up now, and your words cannot trick me anymore." Yunho said and even though I couldn't see his face clearly, but I could hear the shakiness in his voice. Is he tearing up again? How come he can only cry in front of me? Just like before..

Just when we were in silence and I was in a major deep thought, we both hear some noises from the bushes near us. I jumped a little and looked over with Yunho to the bushes.

Yunho walked over to me as he stepped in front of me and blocked me away from the noises. I pecked behind Yunho and suddenly my eyes widened as he saw seven strong looking guys surrounded us.

"Jung Yunho!" One of the most strong looking guy called out Yunho's name with a shinny knife in his hand, "We meet again.."
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Chapter 12The melting heartYunho tensed up his muscles as he continued to block Jae away from the gangsters in front of them. Yunho: "What do you want this time?"

"I want your life." The guy said.

"Oh really? I thought you already said that last time, and look I am still alive." Yunho said with smirk on.

"Last time? That was because Park Yoochun came to help you, but you don't have him this time. Instead, you only have a pretty girl next to you." The guy said evilly.

"YAH! I AM A GUY!" Jae popped out and stated quickly and loudly as he hides behind Yunho again.

"Hahaha.. that was cute.." The guy laughed loudly, "Jung Yunho, you are a dead meat today."

After the sentence ended, the guys surrounding them started to approach to Yunho and Jae slowly. Yunho blocks Jae away from them and looked back at the shaking Jae, then he whispered softly: "Stay behind me, if you have a chance run away!"

Yunho turned back and all the guys started to throw punches and kicks at him. Jae watched and felt so scared and worried about Yunho. But, to Yunho, it was nothing. A punch was thrown at Yunho's face and Yunho quickly bents down then punched the guy hard on the stomach. Then he turned around and kicked another guy in the face. The leader guy watched as Yunho almost knocked out all of his fighters. He growled in anger and ran toward Yunho with the knife in his hand as he yelled: "You are going to DIE!"

Jae widens his eyes: "Omo! Yunho, Behind you!"

But Yunho couldn't turn back on time because he was holding onto another guy's arms, Jae watched the knife getting closer and closer to Yunho and suddenly he rushed over and hugs onto Yunho from the behind..

"AHHHHHH!" Jae screamed in pain while feeling the hard and cold knife cutting into his back.

Jae fall down on the ground, and Yunho kicked the guy that he was holding away hardly as he looked at the bleeding Jae, "JAE!"

Yunho looked up with fires in his eyes at the leader guy who is the only one still up. Yunho then grabbed a thick stick on the ground and the leader guy looked a little scared by Yunho's face. Yunho then ran toward him and hit the guy hard on the head as the guy fall on the ground and fainted with blood running down his head.

Yunho quickly throw the stick away and rushed back to Jae, "Jae! Jae!"

Jae felt blood was running out from his body and wetting his own shirt and floor, but the pain was lesser and lesser for him now. He felt Yunho carried his body up and with his blurry vision he found Yunho's crying face. Jae smiled weakly as he felt his eyes became so heavy and finally shutting them tightly, then he started to feel that his body was lying in the middle of the air..

In the hospital..

"JJ! JJ!" Mrs. Kim running down the hospital with Mr. Kim after they got a call from the hospital.

Doctor walked over: "Mr. and Mrs. Kim don't worry, your son is fine. He lost a lot of blood but the young man who took him here already donated his blood to your son, so he is fine now."

Mrs. Kim crying hard: "Where is JJ? Let me go see him."

Mr. Kim: "What room is my son in?"

Doctor: "He is in the last room down this hallway."

Mrs. Kim quickly rushed down the hallway, and Mr. Kim held onto the doctor: "Who is the person that took our son here?"

Doctor shakes his head: "I don't know. He didn't tell me his name, and he left after donating the blood."

Mr. Kim thinks for a second then said: "Okay. Thank you."

Mr. Kim rushed into the room where Jae was in, and looked at his son's weak face. Mrs. Kim was already sitting next to the bed and crying really hard.

"What happened to him?" Mr. Kim said.

"I don't know, but this is so scary. Good thing he is fine now." Mrs. Kim said and signed, "Otherwise I would have been so sad. Even though he is not my biological son, but I had watched him grow up and if I lost him.. I don't know what to do.."

Mrs. Kim cries hard and holds onto Jae's hand. Mr. Kim looked at his wife so caring about his own son and he felt very happy. "We need to tell Jae to be careful next time, Korea is different from Japan, I didn't know there are so many bad people around."

Mr. Kim then pulls Mrs. Kim up and said: "It is getting late now. Let's go back, I am sure the nurse will take a good care of him. The doctor already said he is fine, we don't need to worry about him much."

Mrs. Kim nodded: "I will go back and cook some healthy food for him and bring it here tomorrow then."

Mr. and Mrs. Kim walked out from the room, and little did they notice, a little figure stepped out from behind the door and pecked out from the window as he watched Jae's parents vanished from his sight.

Slowly, the person walked over to Jae's bed as he held onto his arm where the needle just went in and took his blood out from his body into Jae's. "Jae.." He called out to the pretty body lying on the bed with a bloodless face.

"Why did you do this?" He asked and knowing that he won't get an answer back.

Ring.. Ring..

"Hello?" Hearing his phone ringing he answered.

"Yah! Yunho are you okay?" Yoochun asked from the other side of the phone, "I just heard about our enemy gang approached you tonight. Did you get hurt?"

"Don't worry, I am fine." Yunho hanged up the phone and looked back to Jae's weak face.

Yunho slowly reaches his hand out to touch Jae's soft face, suddenly, Jae's face changed into a very painful expression, and slowly tears were rolling out from his shut eyes. "Yunho.. Yunho.. I am so sorry.. please forgive me.. I don't want to leave either, but my parents.. Yunho.. please don't be sad.. I will be back.. I promise.. Yunho.. Yunho ah.." Jae whispered in his sleep.

Yunho stares at Jae's face as he felt his heart hurting so much right now, and slowly he leans in to Jae's face, but at this time, Jae turned his face toward Yunho's way in his sleep and their lips glued tightly onto each other.

Yunho widens his eyes as he felt his own lips pressed against a pair of soft lips. After, Jae kissed Yunho for the first time under the tree, Yunho has never kissed anyone else on the lips. Yunho felt that his body shakes a little while his heart felt so warm and excited. Yunho closes his eyes and presses down his lips more as he deepens into the kiss and feeling so warm in his heart again.

Yunho pov- This feeling.. this feeling again.. ever since the first time I kissed, I had never felt this way again.. his lips are so soft.. what is happening to me? It seems like I can't let go of him. I knew from this moment that my heart had just totally melted by this pretty boy in front of me again.

After two weeks in the hospital..

Jae's pov..

I finally get to get out from this boring hospital now. I thought I was going to die, actually I woke up after two days and the first person I saw was my worried parents. They looked so worried and Umma was crying a lot. I was happy that I am still alive, but on the other hand.. where is Yunho? How come he never came to visit me?

I thought in my head and hoped that he could change his mind about me after I saved him, but Yunho never showed up, even Junsu, Yesung and Ryeowook came to visit me, but I never see Yunho. I was very disappointed, but oh well, once I am back in school, I will get to see him again.
Umma: "JJ! Are you feeling okay now? Are you still hurt anywhere?"

"Umma.. I am fine.." I smiled big and showing Umma that I am all healthy again.

Appa who was driving the car himself said with a smile: "Jae! Umma and I have a surprise for you."

I opened my eyes: "Surprise? What surprise?"

Umma smiled and pats on my head: "You will see when we get home."

I was a little anxious at the surprise that my parents were going to give me. I stepped out from the car quickly after we got home, Umma: "Slow down JJ. You just recovered."

I smiled at Umma as I hurried to door, and just when I opened it.. "JAEJOONG HYUNG!"

"AHHHH!" I fall backwards on my butt as I felt a body pushed onto me hardly. I opened my eyes and looked at the smiling face in front of my, "Chang.. Changmin.."

"Hyung! I miss you so much." Changmin speaking in Japanese to me..

I looked back at Umma shockingly, Umma smiled: "Changmin heard that you are hurt, so he came over to check on you."

"Not only that, I am going to stay here too. My parents already agreed for me to live with you, Uncle, and Aunty." Changmin said with a cheering voice.

I smiled at Changmin: "Min! I missed you too, but can you get off me so I can stand up right now?"

Changmin backed away from me and dragged me into the kitchen: "Hyung! Come here, there are so many delicious food aunty cooked. Come here.. come here.."

I smiled at Min's cute sighed and pov- I can't believe this is my surprise, actually Min is my cousin from Umma's side, so we are not really blood related, but we are still cousins! He is a very cheerful boy and I am glad he is here with me while I am feeling so upset everyday.
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YAY!! AUTUMNDREAMER CLAPPING NONE STOP FOR MINNIE'S APPEARANCE!! "AHHHHHH!" Autumndreamer got smack by Changmin's one-touch! "What was that for??"

"That was for putting me in the story when its already chapter 12" Min said madly.

"Still.. ahh.. that hurts.." Autumndreamer touches her head. "Fine, i will make your role is important for a return!"

Min nods his head with satification.. *Autumndreamer shakes her head: "kids these days.. so violent"*

Chapter 13JealousyYunho pov- I stood a distant away from the front door of the hospital and watched him stepping out from the hospital with his parents and got into a car. I signed out in relief and was happy that he recovered so fast. He probably never knew about the kiss that we shared, and the fact that I actually came to visit him every night when he falls asleep. I would sit beside him and touch his face lightly watching his rosy lips calling my name every night. It was so strange, he would call my name and apologize to me every night. I started to wonder if he had the same kind of dream of apologizing to me every time he falls asleep. I felt so bad for him when I watched him like this and remembering how bad I had treated him before, so I couldn't face him right now. I don't know how to face him yet.. but I know that my heart had already warmed up to this pretty face.. I know the need of seeing him everyday, so that's why I came at night just to check up on him.. I made a decision on the last night I came to visit him, I am not going to hide anymore.. I am going to face my real feelings.. I am going to make it up to him from now on..

"Hyung.. here eat this, you just recovered and you need to eat more." Changmin stuffed a chicken in Jae's already full mouth. Jae choked, "Aak.. aak.. Min you want to kill me?"

Mrs. Kim: "Min, don't feed Jae too much.. he might get sick."

Min smiled: "Opps, did I feed you too fast? Sorry, Hyung, I just wanted you to eat more. You look even skinner now."

Jae smiles at Min: "Don't worry, I am fine. So, Min, you are going to go to school with me tomorrow?"

"Yeah!" Min stuffing food in his mouth, "I.. *munch* will be.. *munch* one grade.. *munch* lower than you.. *munch munch munch*"

Jae: "-______-' Min, you still eat way too much."

Mrs. Kim: "JJ, just let him eat. Min, you have to go pack up soon, oh and stop speaking in Japanese to much, we are in Korea now."

Min smiled at Jae's Umma: "Al at soh!"

Jae smiled at Min and remembering when he just arrived to Japan and didn't speak any Japanese at all only Min was friendly to him and took care of him in school. So, in Jae's mind, he knows that it is his turn to take care of Min in Korean college now.

Next day..

Yunho got to class extra early knowing Jae will finally be back in class. He walked into the class and went to his seat as he looked over at the door impatiently. After a long time, students were slowly begun to com into class and all of them had a shocking face seeing Yunho in class so early.

Yoochun walked in: "Yunho! You are here already."

"Yea.. so?" Yunho said and looking past Yoochun.

Yoochun smirked: "What's up with you so early today?"

Yunho: "Nothing.. I just woke up really early these days.."

"Did Heechul bother you again?" Yoochun questioned, "talk about Heechul, he had always been showing up in the club these days and he always drink too he is completely wasted."

Yunho: "Really?"

Heechul had never bothered Yunho again till that night, and Yunho was of course glad of it, but after hearing what Yoochun just said made him felt a little bad for Heechul, but knowing Heechul, Yunho knows he will only act like this for a few days till he finds his next target.

At this time, the teacher walked into the class, Yunho looked over and saw Jae followed the teacher in. A small smile came across Yunho's face as he looked at Jae's healthy body standing next to the teacher.

Yoochun: "Jaejoong is back.. hum.. I wonder what happened to him for missing so many days of school.."

Yoochun never knew about the instant the other night. All he knew was Yunho got into a fight with their enemy's gang again, and the teacher only said to class was Jae got sick and had to take off for a while.

Yunho kept silence and just kept on staring at Jae. Jae looked around the class and found Yunho staring at him which made him so happy. Jae smiled a little at Yunho. Yunho looked at Jae's smiling face and knew that he is finally going to face his real feelings, but he will just have to say it out in a matter of time.

"Class, Jaejoong has fully recovered and he is finally back together with us." The teacher said to class and Jae bowled as he said, "Thank you for everyone's concerns about my health, I have fully recovered now, and thanks for my friends who went to visit me."

*Clap* *Clap* Ryeowook who was smiling so big and clapped a few times knowing he was the only one clapping as he quickly stopped and hanged his head low. Yesung smiled and looked over at Ryeowook as he holds onto his hand.

"Yes Ryeowook, the claps were very much appreciated." The teacher said with a smile on her face, "Jae, please take a seat and we will begin class now."

Jae nodded and walked over to Junsu. Junsu looked at Jae and gave a smile, actually, after the day Jae figured out his secret he had always been feeling awkward around Jae.
"Yah! Jae, you are finally back. Are you feeling better now?" Yesung asked.

"Yeah! I am fine." Jae said and turned around, "Junsu.. you are not looking so good, are you okay?"

Junsu shakes his head with a smile, then he looked over at Jae: "Jae.. please don't be mad at me for yelling at you the other day.. I was.."

Jae: "No, Junsu.. it's fine.. I understand.. because love is selfish.."

"No, Jae, I am wrong!" Junsu said, "I don't think it is possible for Yunho and me anyways, so I am not going to step in the middle. Just don't worry about me, and forget about what I said okay?"

Jae: "Junsu.. you.."

Junsu had a serious face and said: "Jae, I meant it.. I don't want to lose you as a friend anyways.."

Jae smiled warmly at Jae and felt very touched but yet feeling back for Junsu. Then all of them turned to the teacher as the boring lecture begins.

Lunch bell rings a few times..

"Jae!"

Jae who was gathering his belongings suddenly heard a voice calling him, he looked up and saw Yunho standing in front of him. Junsu, Yesung and Ryeowook were all shocked and they had their eyes opened up so big with their jaws dropped open.

Jae looks at Yunho's face and suddenly Yunho pulled onto Jae and rushed out from the classroom.

"Omo! Is he going to hit Jae again? He just recovered!" Ryeowook said.

Yesung: "Let's follow them."

Junsu nodded and the three of them followed behind Yunho and Jae. Yunho led Jae up to the roof again, and he stopped as he looked behind him find Jae panting a little and staring at his face.

"Jae!" Yunho called again and suddenly hugged Jae tightly.
"Yun.. Yunho.." Jae was so shocked, "You are calling me Jae? You are calling me Jae again. Yunho.. you forgive me?"

"How can I not when I hear you apologizing to me every night?" Yunho said.

"Huh?" Jae said confusedly.

Yunho slowly pushes Jae out from his hug and looked deeply into Jae's eyes, but just when he was about to explain to Jae..

"JJ HYUNG!" A voice called out which almost made Yunho and Jae fall down at the shocking loud voice.

Jae turned around: "Min!"

Changmin rushed over to Jae: "JJ Hyung, what are you doing at the roof top during lunch time?"

Jae: "Min, how did you know I am here?"

"Because I saw you running up here, so I followed!" Changmin said and suddenly hugged onto Jae, "Hyung, I am so hungry, let's go eat lunch!"

"Min.." But not till Jae finished his sentence, Changmin already dragged onto him.

"Wait!" Yunho shouted and pulled onto Jae's other hand, Jae looked back at Yunho who had a confused yet mad face, "YAH! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?"

Changmin stopped and looked behind Jae: "Hyung! Who is this cold face guy?"

"Min!" Jae said, "don't say it like that!"

Changmin: "yah! Why did you take my Hyung to the roof? Are you looking for trouble now? You know, I am not afraid of you!"

Jae holds Changmin back: "Min! Stop it! You misunderstood!"

Yunho stared at Changmin's face: "How dare you talking to me like this? Do you know who I am?"

"No! Because you are not important enough!" Changmin shouted, "Don't bother my Hyung okay? And, for your information I am JJ Hyung's Dongseng, I am Shin Changmin!"

Yunho grabbed onto Changmin's shirt and was about to punch him, "YAH YOU!"

Jae holds onto Yunho's arm, "Yunho, don't hurt him!"

Jae grabs Changmin out from Yunho and hugged onto Changmin tightly, "Min are you okay?"

Yunho pointed at Jae: "YAH!"

Jae looked at Yunho: "Yunho, what are you doing? Why are you hitting people for no reason?"

Then Jae turned back to Changmin, "Min! Are you okay? Are you hurt?"

Yunho stared at Jae looking at Changmin with tenderness in his eyes, and he felt jealousy building up in his entire body.
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Chapter 14warnings"YAH!" Yunho yelled, but Jae turned to Yunho: "Yunho! I don't care if you hit me, hurt me or ignore me, but don't hurt Changmin. He is still a kid."

"Hyung, I am not a kid anymore." Changmin did a cartoon-ish fighting pose, "Bring it on! I am not afraid of you. You dare to hit my Hyung? Is that way my Hyung was in the hospital? Yah! Don't ever go near him again or else I will seriously punch you."

Yunho: "-________-"

Jae pulls Changmin back: "Min! Stop it! Come on let's go eat."

Yunho was speechless and he watched Jae pulled Changmin away, but this made him feel even more jealous. He doesn't understand how can Jae be so caring to Changmin.. Isn't Jae suppose to care only for himself, but why is there a Changmin?

Yesung, Ryeowook and Junsu all formed an "o" with their mouth, Junsu: "Wow! Who was the Changmin guy?"

"He is just like Jae.. not afraid of Yunho.." Yesung added.
"Yea, and he is really handsome." Ryeowook said innocently.
Yesung: "YAH!"

Ryeowook looked over at Yesung: "What?"

Changmin and Jae walked over to them, Jae: "What are you guys doing here?"

Changmin looked at them and smiled, Jae: "Min, this is Yesung, Ryeowook and Junsu, they are my friends. Let's all go eat together."

In the lunchroom..

Changmin was stuffing himself with food over the whole table, and the others watched him in amazement. Jae: "Min.. Min.. aren't you eating too much?"

Changmin stuffing food: "Hyung, this food is really good. You have some too."

Changmin then took a sandwich and stuffed it into Jae's mouth, Junsu: "Omo! Changmin shi.. you really eat a lot.."

"You can just call me min! Junsu right? And you are.." Changmin looked at Ryeowook, and Ryeowook smiled cutely: "Hey, I am Ryeowook."

Yesung looked over at Ryeowook who is totally staring this new comer and ignoring his presence. Yesung coughed a few times, but Ryeowook still was staring at the guy called Changmin.

Changmin noticed Yesung's cough and he looked over: "Then you must be Yesung Hyung right?"

Yesung nodded: "Changmin? So, what is your relation with Jae?"

Jae: "Min is my cousin, but we are not blood related."

All three nodded: "Oh.."

Yunho walked into the cafeteria, and found Jae feeding Changmin while Changmin was stuffing food in Jae's mouth too. Yunho glowed and walked over to Yoochun's table.

"Where did you go? Did you see the new guy next to Jaejoong?" Yoochun said. "Who the hell is he? Look at them, they seem so close.. just like a couple.."

Yunho felt his heart sinks and he sat down madly, "I don't know!"

Yoochun looked over at Yunho: "Aish.. I need to warn this guy to stay away from my Jaejoong.."

"Your Jaejoong?" Yunho looked over..

Yoochun smiles: "yeah! I am going to make him mine."

Yunho rolled his eyes and he go up: "I am done eating."

"You didn't even eat anything." Yoochun said.

"I am not hungry!" Yunho walked away and stepped out from the cafeteria.

Jae watched Yunho stepping out madly, and he felt that he needs to talk to Yunho before Yunho misunderstands more. Jae then got up and said: "Min, I am going to use the bathroom."

Changmin nodded: "okay.. munch.. munch.."

Jae walked out from the cafeteria and found Yunho leaning against the wall not far down the hallway. Jae quickly rushed over and Yunho looked over at Jae.

Yunho: "What are you doing here? Go back to your new guy!"

Jae looked at Yunho's mad face and suddenly smiled: "Are you jealous?"

Yunho: "Haha.. you are funny.. why would I be jealous?"

Jae: "Fine! You are not jealous. Then, can you finish your sentence from earlier?"

Yunho looked away: "I have.. nothing to say.."

Jae looked at Yunho and said: "Yunho.. you changed.."

Yunho looked back at Jae's pretty face with his bright eyes blinking in front of his face, he felt that he was glued into those pair of beautiful eyes of Jae's. Slowly, Yunho felt his body leaning closer and closer to Jae.

Jae widens his eyes and stared at Yunho's slowly moving closer face. They stared at each other with just inches away from each other. Slowly, Jae closes his eyes and waiting for Yunho to kiss him. But suddenly..

"YAH! STOP RUNING! GET BACK HERE!"

Jae and Yunho quickly breaks apart and looked at the directional of the yelling. Jae found Changmin running toward his direction as some people chasing behind him.

Jae yelled: "MIN!"

Changmin saw Jae and runs over to him: "HYUNG! HELP! THESE PEOPLE ARE CRAZY!"

Jae looked at the people behind Changmin and found them to look very gangster like, Jae quickly turned back to Yunho and said madly: "did you do this? Yunho, I can't believe you are hurting innocent people like that!"

Without said, Jae rushed over to Changmin and grabs onto Changmin as they ran down the hallway. Yunho was shocked and also hurt by Jae's words. He knows that these people are not his fighters.. why are they chasing Changmin?

Then Yunho looked over at the direction of the cafeteria as Yoochun stepped out with a smirk on his face. Yunho: "YAH!"

Yoochun walked over to Yunho: "What?"

Yunho: "Were those your people?"

Yoochun: "ahh.. just wanted to give him a warning.."

Yunho: "What the hell? Park Yoochun you.."

"Min! Keep on running!"

Yunho looked over and found Jae pulling onto Changmin and running back to this direction again. Yunho quickly rushed over and pulls Jae and Changmin behind him as the other fighters who chased after them stopped immediately when they saw Yunho. Yunho yelled: "THAT'S ENOUGH!"

The fighters all froze and looked over at Yoochun. Yoochun smiled and nodded his head: "That's enough for now."

Then all the fighters walked away, Changmin looked at Jae: "Hyung, what was that all about?"

Jae looked over at Yunho and felt very confused, "Yunho.. you.."

Yunho turned back to Jae: "Those are Yoochun's fighters."

Yoochun smiles and walked over to Jae as he touches Jae's face: "Long time no see!"

Changmin: "YAH! WHY DID YOU ASK THEM TO HIT ME?"

Yoochun looks over at Changmin: "That was your first warning! Now, stay away from my Jaejoong."

"What? Why? I live with JJ Hyung. How can I stay away from him?" Changmin said confused.

Yunho and Yoochun jumped: "WHAT? YOU TWO LIVE TOGETHER ALREADY?"

Jae rolled his eyes: "Of course, because he is my cousin!"

Changmin nodded and hugs onto Jae. Jae: "Yoochun shi.. please don't hurt him again, he is still a kid, why are you guys hurting him like this?"

Yunho widens his eyes, and Yoochun: "Wow.. that was a waste of my time.."

Yoochun then winked at Jae and said: "As long as you don't have a boyfriend, then I won't hurt anyone."

Yoochun then pulls Jae out from Changmin's hug. Jae: "Yoochun shi.."

Jae looked over at Yunho and found his face looking very bad right now, Yunho: "YAH PARK YOOCHUN! Why did you turn gay?"

Yoochun: "I never said I turned gay. I just want this beauty in front of me."

Ding.. Dong..

Jae struggles out from Yoochun's hold: "I am going back to class now!"

Jae walked away quickly, and Changmin called: "HYUNG! WAIT, WE HAVE THE SAME CLASS NOW!"

Yunho looked over at Yoochun with a very angry face. When Yoochun started to walk away, Yunho suddenly called: "Yah! You better stay away from Jae."

Yoochun turned back: "Jae?"

Yunho: "You heard what I said.."

Yoochun laughed: "Haha.. don't tell me you turned gay too.."

"I don't want to argue with you Park Yoochun!" Yunho walked over to Yoochun, "I meant it.. if you do anything to hurt him, you will be answering to me.."

Yunho then hits Yoochun's shoulder with his own shoulder as he walked away, Yoochun looked Yunho's back and was a little confused at Yunho's actions.

"YAH! WHAT WAS THAT?" Yesung pulled Ryeowook to the bathroom and yelled.

Ryeowook looked up at Yesung and felt very scared at Yesung's mad face: "What.. what are you talking about?"

Yesung: "You were paying all your attention to Changmin, Jae's cousin! Do you think I can't see that?"

Ryeowook looks down: "No.. I didn't.."

Yesung: "Stop act all innocent with me now! I know exactly what you are thinking.. you think he is hot huh?"

Ryeowook looks up at Yesung and hugs onto him: "No Yesung.. you know I love you.. please don't be mad.."

Yesung looks away and signed out heavily, because he suddenly felt that Changmin was such a big threat to him. Ryeowook was definitely paying too much attention to Changmin just on the first day they met each other.
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Chapter 15The threat"Hyung!" Changmin chased after Jae into the classroom. Jae: "Min, how come you come into my math class?"

Changmin: "because I skipped a grade for math after taking a test before I entered school. Hyung, did you forget how good I am with math?"

Jae: "Yea.. that's right.. ahh.. man I can't believe you are in the same class as me when I am order than you, this is so embarrassing.."

Changmin smirked: "Hyung, where do you sit?"

"I sit next to Junsu." Jae walked over to his seat, "I think the seat in front of me is empty, you can sit there."

Changmin looked around and pulled over an empty chair next to Jae, Jae: "Min, what are you doing? This table is only for two people."

Changmin smiles and sits down: "I won't take much space Hyung."

Just then, Yunho walked into the class and saw Changmin sitting next to Jae. Yunho pov- How come he is in this class? Oh well, since they are cousins I shouldn't think too much, but how I hope I am the only one who gets Jae's attention just like before.

Yunho signed and walked over to his seat. Junsu stepped in and his eyes was on Yunho the whole time, even though he had promised Jae that he will stay out of this, but he couldn't control his heart. He still has this deep feeling of Yunho and seeing Yunho and Yoochun fighting and yelling at each other like that, Junsu was deeply worried about him. Junsu pov- I hope everything will be okay.. for now, I can only pray for him in my heart..

"YAH! WHAT IS HE DOING HERE?" Yesung yelled while pulling onto Ryeowook.

Jae and Changmin looked back and saw Yesung's face turning green. Changmin smiles: "Yesung Hyung, I am here just for math class. I skipped a grade for math after taking the test."

"Why must he sit here?" Yesung whispered underneath his breath as he took Ryeowook with him to their seat and since Changmin was sitting on the side of the table, he is right in front of Ryeowook. Ryeowook smiles and said: "I skipped a grade too, that's why I am in the class. I think we are around the same age."

"Oh Really?" Changmin turned his head a little and smiled sweetly at Ryeowook. Yesung looked over at Ryeowook and found him blushing. Yesung then grabbed onto his pants hardly and feeling so jealous.

Yoochun walked in: "YAH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN HERE?"

Changmin: "Aish! Why is everyone yelling the same sentence?"

Yoochun: "Dude listen, even though you are Jaejoong's cousin, why must you sit right there?"

Changmin sticks out his tongue: "It's none of your business."

"Yoochun shi.." Jae said, "Changmin just got back from Japan his Korean is not as good yet, it's better for him to sit here."

Yoochun looked at Changmin and felt jealous pov- even though they are cousins, but Jaejoong seems to take too much extra care for him.

Teacher walked in and saw Changmin sitting at an odd place next to Jaejoong, "Erm.. are you the new student?"

Changmin stood up: "Yes, I am Shin Changmin."

"Why are you sitting next to Jaejoong shi?" Teacher questioned.

"Because he is my cousin, and I just transferred back from Japan, so he will help me to understand the lecture in Korean.." Changmin explained.

Teacher looked at him a few times: "Okay.. but try not to block the other students.."

Changmin nodded and sat down, Jae whispers: "You are such a trouble."

Changmin smiles and sticks out his tongue: "Hyung.. you know you like you too much to think I am a trouble.."

Jae rolls his eyes and looks over at Junsu, but he found Junsu staring over at Yunho the whole time. Jae looks back and frowned pov- It seems like that Junsu still likes Yunho a lot..

"Yah Jung Yunho!" Yoochun whispered.

"What?" Yunho whispered back.

"So tell me, why do you care about Jaejoong so much? I thought I disliked him." Yoochun asked.

"Why do you care?" Yunho said.

"I just want to know, what will you do if I do touch him? Huh?" Yoochun looks over at Yunho and Yunho looks at Yoochun's smirking face, "you know, we have always been partners in the gang.. you are going to turn your back on me because of a guy? And, I am just confused at your sudden change. Do you like him?"

Yunho didn't say anything, and Yoochun smiled: "I am right? You fall for him? This is so funny Jung Yunho. No matter how many times Heechul try to seduce you, you would tell me it's gross, but you turned gay for Jaejoong?"

"Shut up!" Yunho whispered loudly.

"So, I am right!" Yoochun said.

Yunho bits on his lips and doesn't know what to say because he doesn't even know. He had always been with girls, and he find it really disturbing when Heechul trying everything to seduce him. But Jae is different, they share the same memory, and Yunho feels safe with he is with Jae while the childhood memories coming back into his heart.

Yunho pov- But could this be love? He said he loves me very much, but did he mean love in that way? He always mentioned that he loves me as an Umma, so could it be that he only loves me like a kid?

Yunho looks over at Jae and Changmin, Yunho pov- Does he mean he loves me and cares about me the same way as he cares for Changmin? Also, do I only have the feeling of him as an Umma also? He is so feminine, and in my memories, he was just like an Umma taking care of me. I cry in his embrace till I fall asleep.. but could this be love? Maybe I was wrong.. I shouldn't have confess to him about my feeling.. yes, I think I am right.. I am not gay.. I still like girls and I just see him as an Umma or a brother..

Yunho felt his heart sinks down deeply upon getting this conclusion in his mind. He felt as if he was just trying to stay away from this complicated problem and getting into the simplest solution.

After school..

"Yunho.." Jae called from the behind and watching Yunho walking out without saying anything to him.

"Yunho!" Jae called again and caught up with Yunho.

Yunho turned back and Jae pulls onto Yunho's arm and panted hard: "Why are you walking so fast?"

"What do you want?" Yunho asked.

"I.. I want to apologize to you.." Jae said.

"About what?" Yunho asked confusedly.

Jae smiles: "Well, you know when people were chasing Changmin around, I blamed it on you because I thought you were the one who did that but I didn't know it was Yoochun.. I am sorry.."

Yunho: "Oh, It's okay.."

Jae looks down and said: "Yunho, now you know Changmin is only my cousin, so you are not jealous anymore right?"

Yunho: "Why would I be jealous?"

Jae: "But earlier today.. you.."

Yunho: "Oh.. you are talking about the thing I never got to finish.. I wanted to say, how can I not forgive you when you saved me.. so, I already forgive your leaving when we were young, and we should be friends again."

Jae looks at Yunho: "Friend.. again.."

Yunho nodded and gave a little smile: "yea.. I figured it would be weird if I call you Umma right? So, we are friends or brothers."

Jae holds onto Yunho's hand: "But Yunho.. I.. I.."

Jae swallows hard and he knows that his feeling already changed from the past, but he doesn't know how to begin.

"Jaejoong.." Yoochun's voice called from the behind, and he walked over as he holds onto Jae around the shoulder: "So are you free tonight?"

"Yoochun shi.. please let go of me.." Jae said and trying to struggle out of his hold.

"Aww.. you look even prettier when you are struggling.." Yoochun said and looked over at Yunho. Yunho looked away and feeling very weird and disturbed, but he couldn't quiet capture what this feeling is.. it is the same feeling as when he first saw Jae and Changmin together..

Yoochun drags onto Jae: "Jaejoong ah.. come home with me tonight.."

"Yah! Let go.. please.." Jae yelled.

Yunho rushed over and took a hold of Jae's arm as he pulled Jae out from Yoochun, "Park Yoochun! I told you to stay away from him."

Yoochun looks at Yunho: "Why should I? Is not like he is your boyfriend, why can't I touch him? Jung Yunho, don't think I am scared of you."

Yunho looks at Yoochun and said: "I already warned you Park Yoochun. Don't touch him!"

Yoochun: "Jung Yunho! You stay out of this, he is mine for tonight and I want him back now! You should know me by now right? No matter the person want or not at the beginning, they will always come sleep with me at the end.. guy or girl.."

Yunho stared at Yoochun, of course he knows, Yoochun always say that he doesn't force people to have sex with him, but he way he ended up getting them was worse than force. Yunho doesn't really know how, but Yoochun always have some ways to get the person he want the end and they all come to him for it, but he knows he will have to protect Jae: "Not this time Yoochun!"

Jae stared at Yoochun was shocked at what he said, Jae pov- he will get whoever he wants to sleep with him? But earlier he said he doesn't like to force it.. what does he mean?

Changmin: "Ryeowook!"

Ryeowook and Yesung found Changmin standing outside of their classroom with a smile on his face. Ryeowook smiles: "Changmin! Are you looking for Jae Hyung?"

"Yea, is he here?" Changmin asked.

"No, he left when Yunho stepped out." Ryeowook replied.

Yesung: "Go to the parking lot, he might be there."

Changmin: "Oh, hey you guys wanna play games in my and Jae Hyung's place today?"

Ryeowook smiles: "Okay!"

Yesung coughed a few times and Ryeowook looked back: "Erm.. can we?"

Yesung: "You already agreed, why are you asking me?"

Ryeowook smiles and grabs onto Yesung: "Come on let's go find Jae Hyung with Changmin."

Yoochun smiles at Yunho and then stepped away: "Jung Yunho! What do you think will happen if Kim Heechul knows about Jaejoong?"

Yunho widens his eyes as a chill runs down from his whole body. Yunho: "Don't you dare.."

Yoochun smiles: "Let Jaejoong spend a night with me and I promise I won't tell.."

Yunho pov- God damn you Yoochun! How can you threaten me like this? Heechul.. gosh.. if he knows about Jae, then he will probably kill him.. Heechul seems a little easy on the girls I sleep with, but if a guy appears who is prettier than him, he could do anything as bad as you can image to get them away from me even if they are nothing to me..

Yunho stared at Yoochun and Jae looked back at Yunho confused, "What is he talking about?"
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Chapter 16Close to youYunho stared at Yoochun and holding onto Jae tightly and took a deep breath: "Fine! Tell him all you want, I am going to protect Jae."

Yoochun: "Jung Yunho, you don't even care about your own safety?"

Yunho: "I worry about Jae's safety more than anything."

Jae looked over at Yunho and felt very touched by Yunho's words, and then Yunho dragged Jae away from Yoochun without looking back. Yoochun yelled from the back: "Jung Yunho! Are you out of your mind?"

"I AM NOT, YOU ARE IF YOU THINK I WOULD HAND JAE TO YOU!" Yunho yelled back and continued to pulling onto Jae.

Jae walking out from the school with Yunho and he stopped: "Yunho! Where are you taking me?"

Yunho stops and turns around: "I don't even know."

"Huh?" Jae widens his eyes.

"Did you not hear Yoochun's threat? Your safety is in danger if Yoochun dares to do what he just said. So, it would be safe if you stay with me for a few days, so Yoochun won't find out where you live." Yunho said.
Jae widens his eyes: "But my parents would be worried!"

Ring.. Ring..

Jae looked down at his cell phone and it was Changmin's number. Jae picks up the call, "JAE HYUNG! WHERE ARE YOU? DID YOU LEAVE WITHOUT ME?"

Jae pulls the phone away from his ear, "Ahhh, min calm down, I am still around school."

"OH! THEN LET'S GO HOME!" Changmin who is still yelling into the phone..

"Ahh.. stop yelling in the phone.. Changmin ah, I can't go home right now. Call the driver and tell him to pick you up in school. I have.. some plans.." Jae replied.

"WHAT? YOU ARE NOT GOING HOME? BUT I INVITED RYEOWOOK AND YESUNG!" Changmin who continues to yell..

"Oww.. my ear.. just ask the driver to drive you guys back, and tell Umma don't worry about me. I am old enough." Jae answers and hangs up.

Yunho looks at Jae while covering his ears, "is.. is he done?"

Jae: "Yes!"

Yunho takes his hands off from his ear: "Gosh! He was loud."

Jae nodded, "so, how long am I going to stay there?"

Yunho: "Not too long, because it is not safe at my place either, but I will need to protect you, so I will try to figure something out later."

Jae: "protect me from what?"

Yunho signed and dragged Jae: "You have too many questions.. just go.."

Changmin looks at the phone and dialed the home number, "Hello? This is Shin Changmin, get me a driver and pick me up in school. Okay, bye!"

Ryeowook: "Wow! You guys have personal drivers too?"

Changmin nodded: "Yeah! But we barely use them, since Jae Hyung drivers himself, and I can drive by myself in Japan too."

Ryeowook looked at Changmin with admiring eyes, Yesung pov- Argh! Why did I ever agree to come with them? I feel like a third wheel now, doesn't Ryeowook know that he is being so obvious to have an affection on this Changmin guy? What is so good about him?

Yunho and Jae stopped in front of Yunho's apartment. Jae looked at the apartment so little that he thought was some kind of storage rooms. Yunho looked back at Jae and found him looking around for the door.

Yunho signed and walked around to the side where some stairs were shown and it leads to underground. Jae followed Yunho, "oh, the door is underground wonder why I couldn't find it."

Jae stepped down the stairs and, "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

"Are you okay? I guess I forgot to tell you there was a missing stair." Yunho rushed down and found Jae lying on the ground and rubbing his head.

Yunho pulls Jae up: "Sorry.. my place is.. really small.."

"No, it's okay.." Jae stands up and bombs his head on the ceiling, "Ahhh.."

Yunho: "Jae!"

"Oww.." Jae touches his head. Yunho pats on Jae's head, "Are you okay?"

Yunho opens the door and pulls Jae in, Jae: "Ahh.. I hurt my head twice."

"I see my life style doesn't suit you very well." Yunho said.

"No, it's just.. I haven't really got used to it.." Jae said and looked around the house and found everyone was basically lying on the floor and it is so small. Too small!

"Yunho.. you seriously live here?" Jae asked, Yunho walked over to the kitchen, "What? You think is impossible in live in this kind place right?"

Jae: "No, I didn't mean it that way."

Yunho: "My dad passed away, and I don't have enough money to get anywhere better to live. I earn some money for my boss for fighting for him and I paid most of my money for college."

Jae looks at Yunho and felt very sorry for Yunho. Jae: "Yunho.. I am so sorry.."

Yunho grabs some water for Jae, "Why are you apologizing?"

Jae looks sad: "I never knew you.. you lived like this after I left.. I don't know it makes me feel so sad.."

Yunho touches Jae's head: "Pabo, don't worry, I am not the little kid anymore. I can live by myself now."

Jae: "Yunho, you told Yoochun that you care about my safety more than you care about yourself.. is that true?"

Yunho looks at Jae in the eyes: "Yes.. it is true.."

Jae smiles sweetly, "Yunho, I am so glad you finally forgave me and let me come back into your life, but why are you working as a gangster now? That is so dangerous. Please stop!"

Yunho: "I can't.."

Jae: "Is it about money? I can pay for you!"

Yunho: "No.. not only that.. I.. I can't get out from the gang once I got to the position now days."

Jae: "what do you mean?"

Yunho: "You won't understand Jae. Just don't worry about it, it is my own business anyways."

"But, I care about you a lot! And I don't want you to get hurt!" Jae begged, but Yunho's face suddenly turned really mad, "Who do you think you are to care about me and butt into my business? I told you I can't quit what I am doing now, and period!"

Jae looks down as tears rolled out from his eyes. Yunho looks over at Jae and felt bad for yelling, "Hey.. I am sorry for yelling at you.. I am hungry, do you want something to eat?"

Jae looks up and wipes his tears away: "I will go cook something for you then! I am pretty good at cooking!"

Jae walked into the kitchen, Yunho: "Wait.. Jae.."

BANG.. DONG.. DING..

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" Yunho closes his eyes as he hears Jae yelling in the kitchen with sounds of everything dropping on the floor.

Yunho: "Erm.. I kinda.. pushed everything into the closet in the kitchen.."

"OMG! I AM LOSING! NO!" Ryeowook yelling and Changmin was smiling at him, "I am so going to win again this time."

Yesung was sitting on the coach and trying to stuff everything in his eat that he can find in his sight. Yesung pov- ARGH! THAT STUPID RYEOWOOK! HE IS TOTALLY IGNORING MY EXISTENCE NOW! ARGH!

"Minnie!" Mrs. Kim calls and walks over as he placed some fruits on the table.

Changmin paused the game and turned around: "yes?"

"So, where did Jae go?" Mrs. Kim asked and was a little worried.

Changmin: "Oh, he said he is with a friend for today. Don't worry aunty, Jae Hyung will be fine."

"Ah.. after what happened last time I am really worried about him now." Mrs. Kim said, "Oh, I have to tell you something, I am leaving with uncle back to Japan to handle some business, and we will be back in about half a month or so."

"Aunty, when are you leaving?" Changmin asked with surprises on his face.

Mrs. Kim looks at her watch, "Around 8 p.m. tonight. Don't worry min, I already hired some maids and they can cook food and do the chorus around the house. If you are scared, why don't you invite these two of your friends to stay with you for tonight since Jae is not home!"

Changmin nodded and Mrs. Kim looked at Ryeowook and Yesung, "So, can you guys stay with Minnie for tonight? He might get scared in such a big house."

Ryeowook smiles: "Okay, aunty, I will call my parents and tell them later. Plus, I am having too much fun playing with Changmin anyways."

Changmin smiles at Ryeowook and Yesung rolled his eyes at them, Mrs. Kim turned to Yesung: "So, can you stay too?"

Yesung: "I guess so.."

Ryeowook turned around and gave Yesung a look, then Yesung looks back up: "I think I should stay here too. I will call my parents."

Mrs. Kim: "Good! Well, you three have fun playing, don't fight okay?"

The three of them nodded as Mrs. Kim went to pack up and find Mr. Kim. Yesung pov- great! Now, we are going to stay here for tonight. I better watch these two and make sure they don't do anything bad behind my back. For some reason, I don't trust Ryeowook around Changmin at all.

"Here! Dinner!" Jae wipes the sweats and some sauces off from his face.

Yunho walked over to the table and looked at Jae's face, "Erm.. so what did you cook?"

"Pasta minus some things and add some new things." Jae explained and pointed at the dish that looked nothing like Pasta. Yunho looks over at his kitchen and found everything randomly playing on the floor, "Okay, let's eat now, and make sure to stuff everything back into the closet!"

Jae widens his eyes: "What? That is impossible!"

Yunho ignored Jae's sentence and stuffs himself with food, and to his surprise it actually tasted pretty good. Yunho: "This is pretty good!"

Jae smiles: "I told you I am good at cooking!"

Yunho nods: "I am impressed."

Jae looks at Yunho's eating face and he looks just like a little kid, and Jae smiles to himself as memories rushing back into his mind again. Jae pov- Yunho.. you are still so innocent looking just like before, but why can't you just quit from the gang? I really don't want you to get hurt, but you are right, I have no position to butt into your business.

Jae signed and looked down while thinking about his relationship with Yunho and felt very upset, Yunho: "Why did you make a deep sign and not eating?"

Jae looks up: "Yunho.. I.. I wish.. I can get close to you.."
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Chapter 17Hurt"Em.. this is really good.." Changmin said while stuffing himself while Ryeowook and Yesung watching Changmin with their mouth open as if Changmin is some kind of animal.

"Chang.. Changmin.. you already ate for two hours, I think you can stop now." Ryeowook said worriedly.

"Yea, and you already asked the maids to add five more dishes already. Doesn't your stomach hurt at all?" Yesung asked.

Changmin looks up and after he just finishes his food in his plate and he drinks some water, "What are you guys talking about? I usually eat more than this when Jae Hyung cooks for me. He is such a good cooker."

Changmin stands up and walked over to Ryeowook as he grabbed him on the arms: "Hey, you want some ice-cream? Come with me, Jae Hyung hides the best ice-cream in a freezer down at the basement, let me show you.."

Ryeowook suddenly blushed when he felt Changmin's hold and Yesung looked over as he felt anger building up in his body. Yesung pov- I so have had enough with these two. I need a serious talk with Ryeowook!

Changmin dragged Ryeowook down to the basement as he turned on the lights, and the basement seemed even bigger than the house. Changmin walked over to the big freezer and asked: "What flavor do you like?"

Ryeowook was admiring the big size of the basement and he turned over to Changmin: "Wow, this is such a big basement."

Changmin smiles: "your face seems shocked."

"Because I am.. I never knew Jae Hyung was this rich.." Ryeowook said.

"Well, our families are about the same. This house is about the same size as my house in Japan." Changmin shrugged as he took out Lemon and Strawberry flavored ice-cream out from the freezer. "OMG! So cold!"

Changmin placed them on the table and asked: "Come on! Eat up before it melts. Jae Hyung would kill me if he knows he took two out at the same time, but seriously these are the best I have ever had."

Ryeowook smiles as he took a spoon from Changmin and digs in with Changmin and the ice-cream was so cold. "Ahh.. this.. this.. is.. so.. ahh.. cold.." Ryeowook stuttered as he took the spoon out from his mouth.

Changmin laughs: "Hahaha, your lips are turning purple, here.."

Suddenly Changmin approached over to Ryeowook and placed his fingers on Ryeowook's frozen lips while trying to warm it up a little. Ryeowook widens his eyes as he stares at Changmin in the eyes. Yesung who slowly approached down the stairs were just on time to watch this scene in front of his eyes. Yesung: "RYEOWOOK!"

Ryeowook quickly stepped back and looked up at Yesung's mad face, Ryeowook walked over: "Yesung.."

But Yesung already ran up the stairs, and Ryeowook quickly followed him up leaving Changmin standing there confused, "Where are they going? Oh well.."

Changmin digs into the ice-cream a little more and smiled to himself: "Ahh.. this is the best ice-cream ever.."

Yunho stared at Jae in the eyes and he wanted to hold this man in his arms tightly right now, but something seemed to hold him back and made him said something that he couldn't even believe that came out from his mouth. "Are you out of your mind?"

Jae widens his eyes and couldn't say anything due to Yunho's words. Yunho: "I mean I care about you and I want to protect you is because we are friends and what you did for me when we were little.. do you think I am gay?"

Jae looks down and bits his lips: "I.. I didn't mean it.. that way.."

Yunho: "Whatever! I will try to forget about it, and we won't mention it again okay?"

Jae nods and looks down at the food he made for Yunho suddenly he felt very sad and something seemed to be stuck in his throat. Yunho digs in on the food, but he felt his heart suddenly skipped a beat and now hurting.

Yunho pov- what is wrong with me?

After the dinner..

Jae walked into the kitchen and wishing the dishes while hanging his head really low. Yunho turned the TV on and was trying to focus on the TV, but he kept on looking over at Jae's body moving in his own kitchen. Yunho pov- why is he so slim? He has a curve that I had never seen on most girls.. wait.. what am I thinking?

Jae turned around and found Yunho quickly looked away from him, Jae then walked out from the kitchen and approached to the coach where Yunho was sitting.

Jae sits himself on the edge of the coach and stared at the TV without saying anything. Yunho looked at Jae, "You are going to fall off if you sit there."

Yunho reached out his hand and pulled Jae closer to him so Jae wouldn't fall. Jae gasps quietly but covered his mouth and continued to look at the TV. Jae pov- Maybe I am wrong.. he isn't the type that would like me.. I shouldn't think of him as anything more other than the little boy I used to comfort.. and I shouldn't blame him either, because who would expect me to fall for that little crying boy under the tree?

Jae bits on his lips while looking down at his long fingers, pov- The little boy is now a very attractive man, and I am sure there are so many girls who would go crazy for him. Of course, he wouldn't like someone like me.
Yunho: "What are you thinking?"

Jae looks up and shakes his head..

Yunho: "Are you still thinking about the thing happened during dinner?"

Jae kept quiet..

Yunho: "So.. you are gay?"

Jae: "Well.. I wasn't.. I had girlfriends before.."

Yunho: "Oh.."

That was all Yunho's answer, somehow, he felt his heart hurt a little when he heard Jae said that he dated girls before. He knows that Jae must have held those girls in his arms, kiss them and maybe more.. some where deep down his heart, Yunho hoped that he could have been the only one to kiss him and have him hold in the arms.. Yunho closes his eyes as he remembered the kiss he gave Jae in the hospital.. could that be out of love or was it only pity and sorry?

Ryeowook rushed into the living room and found Yesung staring out from the window. Ryeowook: "Yesung, it wasn't what you think.."

Yesung turned around and looked at Ryeowook: "What? What did I think?"

Ryeowook: "Yesung.."

Yesung: "Ever since you met Changmin, you have been acting weird. You are always with him and you look at him as if he is the greatest man on earth. Ryeowook, you stop lying to me with your innocent appearance.. admit it you fall for him right? You are such a whore.. you fall for any handsome man that you see.. I was wrong about you.."

Ryeowook felt tears building up in his eyes.. how could Yesung call him a whore? Yes, he did think Changmin was handsome, but.. he was sure that he didn't fall for him.. in his heart he still loved Yesung but Yesung has totally misunderstood him.

Ryeowook covers his face as he cries silent, but seeing this made Yesung think Ryeowook was confirming to what he just said and made him even more pissed. Yesung yelled: "Stop crying! Do you know I get annoyed when you cry? You are such a cry baby, maybe your Changmin could comfort you on this.. go find him.."

"How could you say that Yesung?" Ryeowook said as he took his hands off from his face. "Why don't you trust me?"

Yesung: "Trust you? I trust my own eyes. You know what? I am out of here, I am leaving you two alone now!"

Yesung walked over to the door as he pushed Ryeowook out of the way. Ryeowook lost his balance as he fall down on the ground and watched Yesung stepping out from the front door. Ryeowook quickly got up and rushed over to Yesung and hoping to hold him back, but Yesung pushed Ryeowook away again as he rushed out from the front door. Ryeowook cries: "YESUNG! DON'T LEAVE! PLEASE!"

Ryeowook bents down on the ground and cries hard as Yesung disappears in front of his eyes. Ryeowook pov- Yesung, how could you misunderstand me like this? Don't you know how much I love you?

Jae walked over to the bed and thought that it would be weird if Yunho and him slept on the same bed after what Yunho said to him. Jae then grabbed a pillow and placed it on the coach as he lies down and tries to get comfortable. Yunho walked out from the bathroom and found Jae crawling into a ball on the coach, "What are you doing on the coach?"

Jae opens his eyes a little: "Sleep.."

Yunho: "I only have one blanket, you can't sleep there.. we will have to share it.."

Jae: "Then I won't use the blanket.."

"What are you talking about?" Yunho said, "You will get sick if you sleep there."

Jae: "But.."

Yunho pulled Jae up and dragged him to the bed as he pushed Jae down: "You are going to sleep here, and don't be stubborn."

Jae looks down and said softly: "How can I sleep on the same bed as you after what you said.."

Yunho heard what Jae said, but he didn't know how to answer so he pretended that he didn't hear anything as he placed the pillow back and lies on the outside of the bed while facing his back to Jae: "Go to sleep now! Good night!"

Jae looked at Yunho's back as he signed and lays down on the other side far away from Yunho feeling his eyes tearing up slowly while he closes his eyes..
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Chapter 18Just friendsJae's pov..

I am lying on the same bed as Yunho and yet it is already.. 3 a.m. in the morning, but my eyes are still wide open. I couldn't fall asleep, maybe it's because I am not used to the hardness of this bed comparing to my own bed, or maybe because I am still very upset of Yunho's attitude. Either ways, I can't fall asleep at all. I turned to my other side where Yunho was lying and he had already turned his body toward me.

I looked at his face closely.. he looks so cute just like before, the unique heart shaped lips that looked as if they are always pouting which was what made me lose control and kissed them for the first time..

Slowly, I found myself leaning closer to those lips again, but I suddenly stopped.. what am I doing? He would feel disgusted if I knew what I was doing. I should only see him as a friend from now on, and he is all grown up no longer the little boy who needed my care and comfort anymore.

I closed my eyes and pulled back as I lay back on the pillow, maybe I should just let him off and go back to his normal life. But this thought quickly vanished because I wanted to at least get him out from the gang life. I would do anything for him to get out from the gang and risk his life everyday.

I turned away facing the ceiling, and slowly did I know I fall asleep after thinking about a few random thoughts of mine. The next thing I know was the sun shinning at my face and the alarm clock was beeping off. I opened my eyes and found the bed empty as I moved my arm to the side. I quickly sat up and heard the water was turned off in the shower. Then my eyes popped open when I saw Yunho walking out from the shower with a towel on only.

"You are up?" Yunho asked while drying his hair with another towel in his hand, "Go wash up and get ready for school."

I nodded and avoiding looking up at his body as he stepped into the bathroom, but when I passed him I glanced quickly up at him. I would say he has the best body I had ever seen, although I had been working out a little too, but compare to him my body type is so slim and tiny. I took off my clothes as I looked at myself in the mirror and remembered his perfectly built muscles, then I shake my head really hard as I whispered while stepping into the shower: "What am I thinking?"

Yunho's pov..

I woke up before the alarm clock even went off and found Jae sleeping next to me. I looked at him and didn't move much because I didn't want to wake him up, and I looked closely at his face. How can a guy look so pretty? His big eyes, his tall nose and his rosy red lips that are parted a little.

Slowly, I felt myself leaning toward him again just like that time in the hospital, but I controlled myself this time. I can't.. and I know I shouldn't.. I already told him that I only want to be friends with him, so I shouldn't do anything more than friends should be. But is this what I really wanted?

I don't know.. I could feel my heart beating so much faster when I kiss him, but could this really be love or just a secured feeling that he provided for me ever since I was little? I never thought that I would like guys even when Heechul tried to seduce me in many ways, but I felt so different with Jae. I am so confused right now, because if I like guys then how come I am not attracted to Heechul at all? If I only like girls, then how come I feel special when I am with Jae?

I didn't want to think anymore, so got up softly and walked into the bathroom as I took a hot shower and trying to wash away all these confusing feelings and questions in my mind. When I stepped out from the shower, I used a towel to wrap around my waist like usual and was drying my hair with another towel. When I opened my eyes I found Jae already up and sitting there staring at me..

"You are up?" I asked, and I found him looking away while his face turned red. I just realized that I am shirtless in front of him for the first time. I looked away as well and felt a little awkward, so I said: "Go wash up and get ready for school."

He jumped up and rushed into the bathroom, but I found him glancing at me a little before he stepped in. I smiled to myself and finding the little glance and his red face really cute. Wait, am I thinking too much again?

End of pov..

Jae stepped out from the shower and walked over to the kitchen and found Yunho placing a bowl on the table. Yunho: "Come sit here, I cooked noodles for breakfast."

Jae widens his eyes: "You cooked?"

Yunho nods his head: "What? I think I can't cook? Umma left me and Appa, so I had to learn how to cook by myself."

Jae was so surprised as he looked at Yunho and sat down on the chair, Yunho: "Eat up! This is the first time I cooked for anyone other than my Appa. Hope you like it!"

Jae smiles at Yunho as he digs in the food, "This is good.."

Yunho smiles at Jae as both of them eat from the same bowl since Yunho only had one bowl to serve noodles. Jae felt so sweet and warm in his heart while eating from the same bowl as Yunho, but suddenly..

BANG

The door opened as Yunho and Jae turned over, Yunho widens his eyes and Jae looked confused at the guy who walked in holding an angry face with death glares at them.

"JUNG YUNHO!" The guy yelled as he kicked really hard on the door and made it shut. "So.. do you want to say something to me?"

Yunho stands up and steps in front of Jae: "What should I say to you? Heechul!"

Heechul: "At first I thought Yoochun was joking, because I already figured you wouldn't like guys, but what is going on right now huh?"

Heechul looked over at Jae who is hiding behind Yunho, "You!" Heechul points at Jae, "Step out!"

Yunho pulls Jae back: "Who do you think you are to give out orders in my house? I already told you Heechul, don't ever come into my house without my permission again!"

Heechul stares at Yunho: "Jung Yunho! Don't you think I won't hurt you just because I like you! You should know my strength even without my father's help right?"

Heechul then approached to Yunho and his face was only inches away from Yunho's as he stared at Yunho in the eyes, "You better explain to me before I hurt someone!"

"You are not going to hurt anyone!" Yunho said back with a harsh tone.

Heechul smiled coldly: "You really think so? Jung Yunho, what is so good at him anyways? How did he turn you into gay?"

Yunho: "What are you talking about? Jaejoong is my friend, and you are not going to hurt him."

Heechul looked at Jae: "Friend?"

Jae looked up at Heechul for the first time, and they stared at each other for a long time. Jae pov- Heechul? This is the person Yunho said that would hurt me? He did seem very scary, but he isn't very strong looking, how come Yunho is afraid of him? He is in fact very pretty, and girly, but his glares are so scary. He seems to come from a very strong background just like me by the way he dresses, and from his conversation with Yunho, I could tell he likes Yunho.

Heechul pov- So this is Jaejoong.. Yoochun said Yunho turned gay because of him, but Yunho said they are only friends. God damn it, why is he so pretty? Wait, what am I thinking? I am pettier, but he has prettier eyes.. NO! My eyes are prettier.. ARGH! I AM SO MUCH MORE PRETTIER THAN HIM! But, he has this other thing I am lacking.. what is it?

Yunho steps in between of Heechul and Jae to break their eye contact, because Heechul's face was getting madder the more he stares at Jae. Yunho: "Kim Heechul! You step out from my house right now, if you get me late for school, then I will make you pay later."

Heechul steps back as he smiles at Yunho: "Well, since you two are only friends, then I am going to take my leave now."

Heechul puts his hand on Yunho's shoulder as he slowly slides his hand down on Yunho's chest to his stomach and feeling Yunho's body up while looking at Yunho in the eyes seductively.

Yunho backs away: "ARGH!"

Heechul blows Yunho a kiss as he stepped out from the house pov- Jung Yunho, do you really think I am stupid? I am not getting you off with this so easily.

Yunho signed deeply and he turned around to look at Jae, but he found Jae staring at the door without blinking.

Yunho waves his hand in front of Jae: "Yah.. are you okay?"

Jae looks over at Yunho as he looks down: "Yea.. I am fine.. let's go to school.."

Yunho pov- what is wrong with him?"

Jae pov- He is really pretty, but he was feeling up Yunho's body at the end. Why is he like this with Yunho? Yunho rejected me was it because of him? But Yunho had really bad manners toward him and was protecting me.. oh well, who cares.. I am only friends with Yunho anyways..

Changmin and Ryeowook came to school and Ryeowook quickly got out from the car and rushed into the building. Ryeowook pov- Yesung turned his phone off after he ran out last night, I wonder what happened to him?

Ryeowook rushed into the class and found Yesung sitting at his usual seat, but to his surprised there was someone sitting at his own seat. Ryeowook: "Yesung.."

Yesung looked over at Ryeowook and he looked way as he puts his arm around the girl beside him, "Hey, Ga-young, come over to my house tonight okay?"

The girl named Ga-young smiled: "Okay Oppa!"

Ryeowook dropped his jaw and he walked to an empty seat as he sat down and looking at Yesung and Ga-young flirting with each other. Just then, Junsu stepped into the class and was shocked at what is happening with the Yewook couple..

Junsu walked over to Ryeowook: "What is going on Ryeowook?"

Ryeowook kept his eyes glued on Yesung and shakes his head with no words coming out. Ryeowook pov- Yesung! Are you trying to make me jealous or take revenge? I am not going to be mad at you, I will just talk to you and explain to you after class.. I will make you trust me again..
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Chapter 19WelcomeYunho and Jae walked into the classroom together and Junsu looked up at them as he signed softly and walked back to his usual seat. Jae looked over at Yunho and was about to take the seat next to Junsu, but Yunho suddenly pulled Jae up and said: "You are going to sit with me from now on."

Jae: "Huh? Why?"

Yunho pulled Jae to his seat and said: "I don't want you to get hurt, you know there are Yoochun's gangs in this class also."

Jae looked over at Yunho pov- Yunho, you really confused me.. if you only see me as a friend, then why are you always giving me hopes like this..

Just then, Yoochun walked into the class and was a little shocked finding Jae sitting at his seat. Yoochun looked at Yunho as Yunho stared at Yoochun too, both of them didn't need to say a thing, then Yoochun walked over to Jae's usual seat and sat next to Junsu.

Junsu widens his eyes as he looked down at the ground pov- OMG! Why is he sitting next to me? ARGH! He is so scary, what if I do something that he doesn't like and decide to kill me? AHHHH! I am going to die.. I am going die..

Yoochun: "Yah! Why are you shaking?"

Junsu looked over: "Huh?"

Yoochun looked at Junsu and found Junsu had a really scary expression on his face, "What's up with that face? Stop shaking! You are making the table shaking and making me dizzy!"

"S.. S.. S.. S.." Junsu stuttered, Yoochun: "Sorry!" Junsu nodded: "Yea.. I wanted to say that.."

Yoochun suddenly smiled: "Are you that scared of me?"

Junsu nods his head but quickly shakes his head, pov- OMG! I am going to die!

Yoochun pov- Haha.. he sure is scared of me, haha.. this is so cute..

Junsu pov- OMG! OMG! HE KEPT ON SMIRKING! I AM GOING TO DIEEEEE!

Jae looked over at Junsu pov- Oh gosh.. Junsu looks scared, what if Yoochun hurts him?

Jae: "Yunho! Maybe I should go back t my seat.."

"No! You stay here! What if you get hurt? Yoochun can do anything!" Yunho said.

Jae nods his head and looks back, but a surprising sight caught his eyes, from a little distance, Jae found Ryeowook holding an about to cry face and looking at Yesung.. Yesung, on the other hand, was flirting with a girl..

Jae pov- What is going on with those two?

During break..

Ryeowook walked over to Yesung: "Yesung.. Can I talk to you please?"

Yesung looked up at Ryeowook: "You want to talk to me? Did I hear that wrong?"

Ryeowook felt his eyes wets: "Yesung.. please don't be like this.."

Ryeowook felt so insulted with Yesung's words especially in front of this girl, since almost everyone knows about his relationship with Yesung, so this girl must know too. Yesung signed and looked at the tearing up Ryeowook: "Fine! Let's talk outside!"

Yesung walked out from the classroom without looking at Ryeowook, and Ryeowook quickly followed him out.

Yoochun looked over at Junsu who kept himself busy reading the textbook, "Yah! It is break already, why are you still reading?"

Junsu looked up: "Huh? Erm.. I.. I.."

Yoochun: "Do you naturally stutter or something?"

Junsu: "Erm.. I.. I.."

Yoochun laughs as Junsu looks down and thought he was going to die really soon, Yoochun: "You are pretty cute!"

Junsu suddenly looks up: "Huh?"

Yoochun: "Do you have problem with hearing? Why do you always question my words?"

Junsu: "No.. I.."

Junsu looked down suddenly felt his heart beating really fast and blushing a lot, Junsu pov- Oh Gosh! What is this feeling? Why did he just say that? ARGH, I can't think correctly anymore!

"Yesung.." Ryeowook called as Yesung stopped walking and turned around, Ryeowook rushed over and hugs into Yesung: "Yesung.."

Yesung quickly pushed Ryeowook away: "Get away from me!"

Ryeowook: "Yesung, why are you like this? I already told you it was a misunderstanding? It wasn't what you think at all.. and I don't like Changmin, I only like you.."

Yesung: "Ryeowook! Stop acting innocent with me anymore, like you can see, I am dating someone else already. We already broke up last night!"

Ryeowook: "But Yesung, I never agreed.."

Yesung: "Well, I am already dating another girl now, so I don't need your agreement!"

Ryeowook: "But you don't even like girls.."

Yesung: "I.. I.. I never said I don't like girls.."

Ryeowook looks down at his hands: "But Yesung, I love you so much, I can't let you go.."

Yesung: "Ryeowook, I am not here to make up with you, like I said we are over!"

Yesung then walked back into the classroom and leaving Ryeowook standing there with tears rolling out from his eyes. Ryeowook pov- No Yesung, you only said that to make me mad and jealous.. I know deep down your heart you still love me..

Jae stood up from his seat, Yunho looked up: "Were are you going?"

Jae: "I am going to the bathroom!"

Yunho: "Oh.."

Yunho pov- somehow I had a really bad feeling ever since Heechul came over to my house right morning, and I pulled Jae to sit next to me so I could watch him every minute and nothing bad would happen to him. Just then, he stood up and I got nervous again.. I could feel that something is not going right, but bathroom is just a short trip and plus we are still in school, so it should be okay..

Yunho: "Come back quickly.."

Jae nodded and walked out from the classroom. Jae stepped into the bathroom and took care of his business, but just when he opened the stall he heard the bathroom door opened and closed. Jae didn't think much as he walked over to the sink to wash his hands, suddenly.. BANG.. and everything goes black in front of his eyes..

Yunho looked over at the door and waiting for Jae to get back, but he never did for a long time. Yunho stood up pov- Why isn't Jae back yet?

Ring.. Ring..

The class bell was already ringing in the building, and Yunho jumped up as the rushed out from the classroom, he knows that something must have happened to Jae. Yunho rushed into the bathroom and checked every stall, but all of them were empty. Yunho cursed: "SHIT!"

Yunho then rushed back into the classroom, teacher: "So.. the ecological footprint of.."

"PARK YOOCHUN!" Yunho yelled and cut the teacher off.
Yoochun looked up at Yunho and the teacher paused while staring at them in shock, "What?"

Yunho rushed over and pulled Yoochun up: "WHERE DID YOU TAKE JAE TO?"

Junsu looked over at them and Yoochun said: "What are you talking about?"

"YOU DON'T KNOW? WE ARE IN SCHOOL, ONLY YOUR GANGS CAN DO SOMETHING TO JAE!" Yunho yelled.

Yoochun pulled himself out from Yunho's hold: "Jung Yunho! You are out of your mind!"

Yoochun thinks for a second then pulls Yunho out from the classroom, and the rest of the students stared at those two as the teacher paused for a while and: "Cough.. Cough.. erm.. yea.. so the ecological footprint of human.. blah.. blah.."

Junsu pov- Did something happen to Jae? I hope he didn't get into trouble with the gangs, but Yunho is with him, so nothing bad should happen to Jae.

"PARK YOOCHUN! WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME?" Yunho yelled as Yoochun pushed Yunho into his car.

"Yunho.. did Heechul go to your place this morning?" Yoochun asked.

Yunho stared at Yoochun: "All thanks to you!"

Yoochun: "Actually, I didn't say anything.."

Yunho: "Yea right!"

Yoochun signed: "You are under-estimating Heechul! There are his people in both of yours and mine gangs. Why do you think he can always find out who is close to you and chase them away?"

Yunho thinks for a second, and Yoochun continues: "Go to Heechul's place, I bet Jaejoong is there!"

Yoochun started the car as he speeds off and Yunho looked straight pov- Heechul! You better not do anything back to Jae. Otherwise, I will never forgive you!

Jae slowly opens his eyes and he found himself lying on a bed but his arms and legs were tied up. Jae looks around the room and wondered how did he get here and where is he?
Jae calls: "Yunho.. Yunho.."

But there was no respond, Jae suddenly had a scary thought in his mind pov- Am I at that Heechul's place now?

With that thought, Jae tries to sit up a little and look at the door, as expected, the door opened slowly and Heechul stepped into the room looking straight at Jae's face. Heechul: "Welcome.. Kim Jaejoong.."
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Chapter 20Saving JaeYunho and Yoochun arrived to Heechul's place, and they jumped out from the car. Some gangsters were standing at the front door, "Yunho shi.. Yoochun shi.."

Yoochun: "Is Heechul in there?"

Yunho looked up at the big house and the guys looked at each other, Yunho: "Let us in!"

The gangs bowed and moved away from the door as Yunho and Yoochun rushed in to the house. Yunho called: "HEECHUL! HEECHUL! YOU COME OUT HERE RIGHT NOW! I KNOW YOU ARE IN THERE!"

Yunho and Yoochun were running around the house, and just then Yunho looked up and found Heechul standing at the top of the stairs. Heechul smirked at Yunho as Yunho and Yoochun stopped at their spot. Heechul: "I knew you would be here Yunho.. and Yoochun.. you are here too.."

Yunho yelled: "KIM HEECHUL! WHERE IS JAEJOONG?"

Heechul: "How would I know where he is?"

Yoochun: "Kim Heechul! You think we are stupid huh? I know there are your people in mine and Yunho's gang, so anything happens around any of us would be delivered into your ears. So, you used me to make Yunho misunderstand me and take away Jaejoong, so Yunho would think I took him away right?"

Heechul smirked evilly: "Good! You are smarter than I thought, well, come up stairs, there is a good show to watch!"

Yunho and Yoochun rushed up the stairs and stood in front of Heechul, Yunho opened his mouth but Heechul quickly said: "Before you say anything, I want to show you something."

Heechul then turned around and walking toward his room. Yunho and Yoochun followed him, and Heechul slowly opened his door then looked at Yunho and Yoochun: "Go in!"

Yunho rolled his eyes at Heechul and hating every bit of Heechul's smile and smirk like a winner looking at a loser. Yunho stepped in and looked around the room suddenly he widens his eyes.

Yoochun stepped in behind Yunho and was also shocked also. Both of them looked over at the bed and widen their eyes. Heechul stepped in and said: "How do you all like it?"

Yunho pointed at the bed: "KIM HEECHUL YOU.."

"Stop yelling before I give out any orders!" Heechul said and covered his ears, "You wanted to see Jaejoong right? He is over there. Don't worry, no one has touched off or hurt him yet other than taking his clothes off for him."

Yunho looked over and swallows hard as he widens his eyes. Jae was kneeling down in the bed with his hands tied up from the back and attached to the top of the bed, and his mouth was covered with a towel. Jae was pushed to bent forward, and with no clothes on his body except a blanket covering his private part. Jae's big eyes were blanking with tears rolling out and staring at Yunho. There was a guy with mask on his face standing behind Jae with a knife in his hand.

Heechul smiles: "Aren't I nice to him? I placed him on my own bed. You should thank me for that Yunho.."

Yunho: "KIM HEECHUL, YOU SICK MINDED BASTARD!"

Heechul frowned and walked over to Jae as he turned around to look at Yunho: "Jung Yunho! I already said don't yell at me. I guess I will have to do something to make you remember that.."

Heechul raised his hand and the guy with a mask nodded his head as he walked over to Jae and runs his hand on Jae's bare chest. Jae shakes his head and trying to say no, but nothing came out from his mouth but the sound, "Mmmm.."

Yunho: "Don't touch him!"

Heechul: "Then don't yell at me again!"

Yunho: "Okay. I won't yell again! Get those dirty hands off from him!"

Heechul smiled and raised his hand away as the guy backed away, Yoochun: "Heechul, are you mentally sick? What the hell do you think you are doing?"

Heechul looked at Jae who is crying hard, and said: "Well, I always play games with pretty boys like this, because no one should be prettier than me, but.. this time, our Jaejoongie actually brought you two, unwelcome guests, over to watch the show, so that means I never invited you two to watch right?"

Yoochun: "What the fuck are you talking about? You know we would come because he is Jaejoong!"

Heechul: "Seems like you too care about this Kim Jaejoong huh? What is so good about him?"

Yunho: "Heechul, I already said, we are just friends, why the heck are you doing this?"

Heechul: "Just friends? So, it would be okay if I do anything with him right?"

Yunho: "What? Of course not, he is my friend, so you can't do anything to him!"

Heechul smiles: "He is your friend, not your lover, what if he enjoys people fucking him huh? What if he enjoys guys on guys? You can't stop him! Unless you are his lover.."

Yunho looked at Jae who is crying his heart out but couldn't say a thing, he then said: "FINE! HEECHUL! JAE IS MY LOVER! HE IS MY BOYFRIEND! YOU GIVE HIM BACK TO ME RIGHT NOW! DON'T HURT HIM!"

Heechul suddenly laughed out: "Oh My God! Did I hear that right? You just admitted that you are gay? I thought you said you will never turn gay even if the world ends!"

Yunho looks away and bits onto his lips, Jae at the same time widened his eyes too and stared at Yunho. Yunho: "No! I love him! He is my lover!"

Looking back at Heechul with a death stare, Yunho: "You let him go right now, or else, you know what I can do Heechul!"

Heechul smirked and walked over to Yunho slowly: "So, now that you are gay, I am going to take my chance."

Heechul hugs onto Yunho around the neck and leans over wanting to kiss him, but Yunho pushed Heechul away: "What the fuck?"

Heechul: "You are gay right? Then what's wrong with kissing a guy?"

"I am not going to kiss you! I only kiss Jaejoong!" Yunho shouted.

Heechul stared at Yunho with madness in his eyes: "Only kiss Jaejoong? Then I will kill him and you will kiss me! Only me!"

Heechul rushed over to the guy and took the knife as he pointed at Jae's neck, Yunho: "Heechul!"

Heechul smirked at Yunho: "If you love me, I will let him go!"

Yoochun: "Heechul! Why are you so stubborn about Yunho anyways? You already know he has no interest in you. Just let Jaejoong go!"

Heechul ignored Yoochun and looked at Yunho: "So, what do you say?"

Yunho: "No!"

Heechul stared at Yunho and grabbed onto the knife tightly as he points the knife at Jae's face but Yunho quickly rushed over and grabbed onto Heechul's arm. Heechul: "Yah! Jung Yunho! What the hell are you doing?"

Yunho grabbed onto Heechul's arm tightly and made Heechul drop the knife, Yunho: "You are good at fighting, but do you think you are better than me?"

Heechul's gangs rushed into the room and Yoochun snapped his finger as his gangs surrounded Heechul's gangs and they began to fight. Yoochun punched hard on the stomach of the guy wearing a mask as he fall down on the ground, then Yoochun quickly grabbed the knife and cuts the rope tied onto Jae's body.

Heechul groans in anger as he punched Yunho hard on the face, "DON'T LET ANY OF THEM GO!"

Yunho got back up and grabbed onto Heechul's arm who was about to give another punch, Yunho yelled: "KIM HEECHUL! WAKE UP NOW! YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO GET ME!"

Then Yunho pushes Heechul hard on the ground, when Heechul was about to get up a voice called loudly: "STOP!"

Everyone freezes at the moment, and they all looked over at the voice and realized it was the boss, Heechul's father. Heechul looked over and widened his eyes: "Appa!"

Boss: "Everyone out except for Yoochun, Yunho, and Heechul!"

All the gangs stepped out quickly, the boss walked over and looked at Heechul, suddenly he raised his hand and slapped Heechul hard across the face.

Heechul's head turned to the direction of the slap and blood dripped out from the corner of his mouth. Heechul widened his eyes and was shocked as he touches his face, Yunho and Yoochun widened their eyes.

Heechul turned around: "Appa.. you.. you slapped me?"

Boss: "Heechul! You are making too big of a joke here! You know, we are going to have a big mission soon, and you want my gangs to kill each other before the mission?"

Heechul looked down: "But.. But.."

Boss: "No buts! Come out with me, and Yoochun, Yunho, I already know everything, you two better not have any misunderstandings with each other because you two are partners as my left and right hands."

Yoochun and Yunho nodded: "Yes, boss!"

The boss looked over at the shaking Jae trying to cover himself, he said: "Kill him!"

Yunho and Yoochun widened their eyes, Yunho: "No! I can't do that!"

Boss looked at Yunho: "You want him to take the message of Heechul's address to the police? Kill him!"

Yoochun: "Boss! Please, we can figure something out about this.. how about we let him join the gang, so he will be one of us, and he won't let the message to the police!"

Yunho widens his eyes and looked at Yoochun, but Yoochun had a confident look and the boss nodded: "Okay, just do it as what you two said."

Then the boss dragged Heechul out from the room, and Yunho quickly rushed over to Jae, "Jae! Are you okay?"

Jae looked up at Yunho with puffy eyes and suddenly he fainted in Yunho's arms..
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Chapter 21The true feeling

Jae's pov..

I heard some noises as I opened my eyes and I found myself lying on the back seat of a car while the car was speeding off. Slowly, I looked over at the front and found Yoochun driving and Yunho sitting next to him.

I didn't say anything but kept quiet because I heard them arguing loudly in the car..

"What do you mean that was a bad idea? So you want boss to kill Jae instead?" Yoochun yelled.

"Of course not, but letting Jae joining the gang is the same thing as killing him." Yunho said with a red face, "Just look at him, do you think he can fight?"

"At least his life is saved right now. That was the best thing I can came up with at that second." Yoochun replied and stopped at a red light.

Yunho signed: "How are we going to let him in the gang anyways? We are fighting almost everyday, and you want him to fight with some other man with knifes or sticks in their hands."

"Why don't you protect him? Since he is your boyfriend!" Yoochun said with a little jealousy in his voice.

Yunho looked over: "Stop using that tone to talk to me!"

"What tone? Are you denying it then? You said it out in front of everyone including Heechul! You just admitted that you are gay and you are in love with Jae. So, why don't you protect him?" Yoochun said and I could feel that his voice was filled with anger and jealousy.

I closed my eyes and waiting for Yunho's answer. In fact, I was really shocked when I heard his confession in front of Heechul to me, but when I thought about it, he could only have said that to save me from Heechul.

"What are you talking about?" Yunho said and his voice was softer than before, "I only said that to save Jae from being hurt by Heechul!"

Hearing those words, I bit my lips and felt my heart breaking into pieces. Okay, so I was right, he only said that to protect me from harm. He doesn't love me and he was never my lover. He isn't gay and at this moment I knew that I could never make him feel the same way as I do for him. Never!

I felt tears rolling around in my eyes, but I shut my eyes really tightly so they wouldn't roll out. Slowly, I hugged myself and felt my body shaking a little from holding the crying.

End of pov..

Yoochun's voice: "Oh! Is that it?"

Yunho nods his head and didn't say a thing, Yoochun coughed a few times: "Okay, whatever.. like I care.. so where are we going now?"

Yunho: "Take Jae back home! It is not safe to stay at my place anymore."

Yoochun: "Where does he live though?"

"I live on XXX street!" Jae's voice suddenly breaks out from the back.

Both Yoochun and Yunho jumped a little, and Yunho turned around looked at Jae: "You are awake!"

Jae nods his head and looked at Yunho, and Yunho looked down remembering what he just said, he hoped that Jae didn't hear it. Yunho: "Erm.. when did you wake up?"

"Just now!" Jae lied and looked normal except for the fact that he couldn't hide the sadness in his eyes. So, Jae looked away from Yunho's face.

Yunho nods: "Oh.."

Then there were just silence in the car, till Jae was finally back home. Jae's clothes were ripped apart, so Yunho took his own jacket off and puts it around Jae. Jae stepped out from the car and looked at Yunho: "Are you going home now?"

Yunho nods, and Jae said: "What if Heechul go bother you again?"

Yunho: "Don't worry, I can handle it."

Jae nods then he walks toward his mansion without turning his head back, but tears were rolling out from his eyes down to his face, though Yunho couldn't see it. Yunho stared at Jae's back and looked up at the big mansion.

"Wow! He is rich!" Yoochun said as he looked at the mansion too.

Yunho pov- Totally different from my life-style.. I didn't even know about this and I brought him to my little apartment, how did he bare with it for the night? He must felt really bad staying at such a place, but there were no complains at all.

Yunho felt his heart warmed a little, but realizing what he told Yoochun he wondered if Jae had heard any of it.

Yoochun: "Yunho!"

Yunho turned back and got back into Yoochun's car, Yoochun said: "Jae was gone for 2 minutes already and you are still staring, are you sure you don't like him at all?"

Yunho kept silence again pov- I don't like him at all? I don't even know, if I don't like him, how come I was so worried when I found him missing? How come I felt so warm when I look at his sleepy face? How come I can't kiss anyone else but him? How come I felt hurt seeing him crying?

Yoochun signed: "Yunho! Face it, you are just lying to yourself.."

Jae walked into the house and the maids quickly rushed over: "Jaejoong shi, you are back! Are you okay?"

Jae looked at the maid: "Who are you all?"

"Hyung!" Changmin yelled as he rushed over, "Hyung! Where have you been? I was so worried about you! What happened to your clothes?"

Jae: "Erm.. nothing Min, where's Umma and Appa? Who are these people?"

Changmin: "Oh, Aunty and Uncle went back to Japan for business, they said that they will be gone for a few months till everything is settled, so they hired maids to take care of us in the house."

Maid: "Jaejoong shi, do you want to take a bath? I will go prepare the water for you."

Jae nods: "Okay, thank you!"

Changmin looked at Jae: "Hyung! Where have you been?"

Jae: "Don't worry about it Min! I am really tired, I will go take a bath really quick."

Jae walked up to his room and took his dirty clothes off as he walked into the bathroom and got into the warm water. Jae closes his eyes and rethinking about everything that had happened to him ever since the night he spent with Yunho. He smiled a little and remembering seeing Yunho's face so close to his. Maybe that will never happen again. Jae pov- Yoochun told the boss for me to join the gang, but what should I do? I know nothing about fighting and I probably can't kill anyone. What am I going to do?

After the bath, Jae stepped out from the bath as he changed into some clean clothes and walked down to find Min. Jae walked into the living room and found Min comforting another guy.

Jae looked closer: "Ryeowook?"

Changmin turned around and saw Jae, then Ryeowook's face showed up in front of Jae's eyes. Ryeowook had red eyes and he is still crying hard. Jae: "Ryeowook! What's wrong?"

Ryeowook cries and wipes his tears off from his face: "Yesung! Yesung doesn't want me anymore."

Changmin looked over at Jae: "Hyung! Yesung misunderstood Ryeowook and me, so he got mad.. and he broke up with Ryeowook for some other girl.."

Ryeowook nods and still crying: "I found him making out with the girl at club today, and I don't know what to do."

Changmin puts his arm around Ryeowook's shoulder and trying to comfort Ryeowook, Jae felt really sad seeing Ryeowook crying like this, and at the same time he felt very sad for himself too. Seems like everyone is having a bad time now..

Jae: "Ryeowook ah.. don't cry, did you try to explain to Yesung?"

Ryeowook: "I did, but he wouldn't listen to me."

Jae signed: "stupid people these days. Ryeowook, don't cry, it is getting late, why don't you stay here with Changmin for tonight and let him comfort you. I know you love Yesung very much, maybe I will talk to him some time for you okay?"

Ryeowook looked at Jae: "Really? You would do that for me?"

Jae nods: "Yeah! I will talk to him."

Changmin: "Come on! Ryeowook, dinner is ready, you know food is the best medicine for anything!"

Changmin pulled Ryeowook into the dinning room and Jae shakes his head, pov- Changmin thinks food is the best thing in the world, but, seriously, I really wonder if Changmin ever dated anyone before..

Yunho walked back to his apartment but something didn't feel right. Something is missing.. yes.. something important is missing.. the room although very small but seemed so empty now.. what is it?

Yunho walked around the apartment and trying to figure out what exactly it is that is making him feel so wrong. Yunho stopped in front of bed and suddenly remembered Jae's pretty face inches away from his own face.

Yunho widens his eyes pov- Is it that I am missing Jae? This strong feeling in my heart that I am unable to control is because of Jae? Am I really falling for him? Yoochun is right, maybe I have been lying to myself too much.. I miss Jae.. I want to see his pretty face right now..

Yunho sits down on the bed and touching the side of the bed where Jae slept last night as he closes his eyes, but all he could see was Jae's pretty face. Yunho pov- I am falling for him already..
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Chapter 22New studentNext day..

Jae, Changmin and Ryeowook got to school and walked out from Jae cars. Just when Ryeowook stepped out, Yesung and his girlfriend were right in front of the car walking toward the school building. Ryeowook widens his eyes as Yesung looked over at Ryeowook stepping out with Changmin.

Yesung turned his head away and pretended that Ryeowook didn't even exist. Ryeowook looks down and feels upset. Jae looks over at Ryeowook, then he rushed over to Yesung: "Yesung.."

Yesung turned over and still hugged onto the girl, "What?"

"Yesung! Can I talk with you for a second? Alone!" Jae said.

Yesung nodded and told the girl to go to class first, Jae said: "Let's go to the back of the building, so I can talk to you."

Yesung and Jae walked around to the back and Yesung turned around: "What is it?"

Jae: "Yesung, why are you treating Ryeowook like this? He went to my house crying really hard and said that you are dating someone else. Yesung, I know you still love him. Why are you doing this to him and yourself?"

Yesung looked away: "What are you talking about? I already moved on, and plus he likes Changmin better."

"You are such a Pabo! Ryeowook doesn't like Changmin, plus Changmin doesn't even like guys. He is my cousin you think I don't know which gender he prefers better? Ryeowook and he are only friends; just because of your jealousy you broke Ryeowook's heart into pieces." Jae said, but he actually wasn't sure if Changmin likes guys or girls. For now, Jae just wants Yesung to get his senses back and trust Ryeowook.

Yesung looks down: "But I saw them flirting and everything.. Ryeowook always talk about Changmin ever since he showed up, I just.. it hurts me a lot, so I.."

"So you just give up on Ryeowook and go date a girl that you obviously don't like?" Jae said and feeling very angry with Yesung, "If you are smart enough then go back to Ryeowook, because he still loves you and he is crying everyday because of you."

After Jae said that, he signed and left Yesung there alone and thinking to himself.. Jae walked into the class and Ryeowook quickly rushed over and pulled him out..

Ryeowook: "Jae.. what did he say?"

"Ryeowook ah.. I told Yesung everything, and if he is smart enough he will come back to you. I believe he still loves you because he said he feels hurt seeing you with Changmin. So maybe in the future, you should pay more attention to him so he would feel secure. I hope everything will go back to normal now." Jae explained, and Ryeowook nods his head as tears rolled out from his eyes.

Jae: "Stop crying.. it will be okay soon.."

Jae and Ryeowook walled into the class, and Jae widens his eyes as he saw Yoochun in his seat again with Junsu looking down at the floor.

Jae: "Yoochun shi.."

Yoochun: "Oh Jaejoong, are you feeling better now?"

Jae nods: "Yoochun shi.. you are.. you are in my seat.."

Yoochun looked around: "Oh really? I thought this is going to be my seat from now on."

Jae looked over at Junsu looked up at him with a please-help-me face, and Jae looked back at Yoochun: "erm.. that was just for that day, I think we should switch back."

Yoochun thinks for a second: "Erm.. no! I like this seat better."

Junsu pov- OMG! Why does he like this seat better? Gosh! I am so going to die.. he is going to kill me.. hey, I will just pretend that I am a rock or a tree.. I won't move, so he won't pick on me.. yes, I will just pretend I can't see, and can't hear and can't sense anything..

Jae signed and looked over and found that Yunho isn't here yet. Jae actually felt very awkward around Yunho right now, but he walked over and sat there looking down.

Yoochun: "Yah! Yah! Kim Junsu!"

Junsu pov- Don't look.. don't turn over Junsu.. don't do anything.. just sit there..

Suddenly, Junsu felt a hard smack on the head. Junsu: "Owwh!"

Junsu opened his eyes and found Yoochun holding a book: "Are you deaf? I called you five times already."

Junsu looked down: "W.. w.. w.. what?"

Yoochun smiled at Junsu's cuteness: "W.. w.. w.. w.. why do you stutter?"

Junsu: "I.. I didn't do it on purpose.."

Yoochun: "You are so cute, do you know that?"

Junsu blushed, and Yoochun whispered: "Do you want to go out with me?"

Junsu looked over and widened his eyes: "WHAT?"

Yoochun smiled: "You finally said something loud enough for me to hear. Come clubbing with me tonight.. I will go pick you up!"

Junsu: "But.."

Yoochun blocked Junsu's mouth with a finger: "Shhh.. I don't want to hear any buts from you, I will go pick you up so get ready and dress nicely okay?"

Junsu stared at Yoochun and is blushing madly, "O.. Okay.."

Jae kept his head low and when the class bell rings, he heard someone hurried into the classroom and walked over to his seat as he sit down next to him. Jae pov- that must be Yunho..

Jae looked over but widened his eyes. "Hey, I am Hankyung! Is there anyone sitting here? I only see this one empty seat." The guy said with a smile on his face. Jae looked at the door and said: "Well, there is someone sitting here.."

"Oh, then I will go look for another seat then." Hankyung grabbed his bag, but Jae stopped him, "No, you can sit here. That person didn't show up yet.. just sit here for now.. the class already started.."

Hankyung smiled and sat down next to Jae. Jae looked over at this new guy in front of him pov- Somehow, I am glad he came sit here, so I don't have to face Yunho even if he comes in.

Hankyung rolled up his sleeves as he took out his notebooks to take notes. Jae was a little shocked as he found a tattoo on Hankyung's arm. Jae kept on staring at it and couldn't concentrate on what the teacher was talking about. Hankyung noticed Jae's stare, he looked over and smiled, "Are you that interested in this tattoo?"

"Huh?" Jae was a little shocked at Hankyung's sudden question. "No.. I.."

Hankyung: "I had this tattoo ever since when I was little, and it helps me to get through my hardships, because I believe with this tattoo on me, it can protect me and my pride."

Jae nods and wonders why does Hankyung needs a tattoo to protect him. Jae looked over at the door and actually was worried about how Yunho never showed up.

Lunch bell rings around the building and the teacher quickly finished her last sentence and stepped out from the classroom..

Hankyung stood up: "Hey, I never asked, what's your name?"

Jae: "Jaejoong.."

Hankyung: "Well, want to each lunch together?"

"Hankyung!" Yoochun called and walked over, "What are you doing here?"

Jae was shocked at how Yoochun knew Hankyung, Hankyung smiled: "I wanted to finish school, so I decided to come back. You know I dropped out because I was forced by boss."

Jae just realized that Hankyung is just one of them, Yoochun nods: "Yea, you are smart enough to finish within a year, but we do have a big mission coming up."

Hankyung coughed a few times, and gave Yoochun a look. Yoochun looked over at Jae who is staring at them, "Don't worry, Jaejoong is already one of us."

Hankyung looked at Jae in disbelief, "Really?"

Jae: "Erm.. yea.. I guess.."

"So, you are coming to the meeting tonight also?" Hankyung asked.

"Huh?" Jae was confused because no one told him anything about a meeting.

"Didn't Yunho tell you? We have a meeting tonight at the usual club, and that's why Yunho didn't come to class today, because he is with the boss right now." Yoochun said.

Jae suddenly felt very nervous for the thought that he will have to go to the place where the boss is and Heechul is. Hankyung: "So, you are new.. I see, it's okay, I will come pick you up and take you to the club tonight."

Jae looked at Hankyung and nodded, somehow, Hankyung seemed different from Yunho and Yoochun. Hankyung gave people a warm feeling, if it wasn't for the tattoo, Jae would never thought that a person like Hankyung would belong to the gang also.

Yesung has been thinking about what Jae told him, even with his girlfriend sitting next to him he would still think about Ryeowook.

During lunch..

"Oppa!"

Yesung looked over, "Huh?"

"Are you okay? You have been in deep thoughts the whole time.." The girl asked.

Yesung: "I am fine.. I am done eating, I will go to the bathroom for a second.."

Yesung then stood up and walked out from the cafeteria, but when he got to the door of the bathroom, he heard someone talking and laughing..

"What's wrong Ryeowookie? Your Yesung doesn't want you anymore?"

"It's okay, we are here! You know I have had a crush on you for such a long time. I want to get into your pants so badly.. Haha.."

Yesung felt his fits tensed up as he stepped into the bathroom, and found Ryeowook standing in the corner crying.

Yesung: "YAH!"

The other two guys turned around and was shocked to see Yesung, Ryeowook cries: "Yesung.."

Yesung: "You two get away form him before I hurt any of you."

The two guys quickly ran out and Yesung looked at Ryeowook's crying face. Ryeowook hides his face as he backed to the corner, but suddenly Yesung grabbed onto Ryeowook's arm and pulled him into his embrace. Ryeowook widens his eyes, as Yesung hugs onto him tightly, "I am sorry Wookie.. I love you.."
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Chapter 23Being drunkYesung holds onto Ryeowook's hand then he lifts Ryeowook's face up, "I am sorry! I should have trusted you more."

Then Yesung leans in and kisses lightly on Ryeowook's lips, Ryeowook closes his eyes and kisses Yesung back. Yesung depends the kiss and slides his tongue into Ryeowook's mouth, and Ryeowook parted his mouth as his tongue plays with Yesung's tongue. After a while of a passionate kiss, both of them pulled apart, Yesung looked at Ryeowook's blushing mad face.

Yesung smiled: "You are so cute!"

Ryeowook looked up: "Yesung, but what about your girlfriend? Are you.. are you.."

Ryeowook's voice started to shake as he thought about Yesung's girlfriend and tears were rolling around in his eyes, "Are you going to stay with her?"

"Of course not Ryeowook!" Yesung said, "I am talk to her and tell her the truth, okay?"

"But.. that's so mean.. it's like you were using her.." Ryeowook said.

"Don't worry, as long as you are back with me then I don't care about anything else." Yesung said and holds onto Ryeowook's hand as he pulls Ryeowook back into the class.

Ga-young, Yesung's girlfriend, looked over at Yesung and Ryeowook, "Oppa?"

Yesung looked at Ga-young: "What?"

"What do you mean what?" Ga-young said and she walked over as she stepped in between of Yesung and Ryeowook, then she turned to Yesung: "I thought you said you and him are over that's why we started dating."

Yesung: "Well, I thought wrong."

Ga-young: "But Oppa.. how can you do this to me? I liked you so much."

"Look Ga-young, you were the one who asked me out first, so that's why I agreed, I never meant to hurt you or use you okay?" Yesung said, and Ryeowook pulled onto Yesung's shirt: "Yesung, don't be so mean."

Ga-young turned around to Ryeowook and yelled: "I HATE YOU SO MUCH!"

Then she ran out from the classroom, and Ryeowook looked down as he felt guilty even though he was Yesung's boyfriend first. Yesung hugs onto Ryeowook: "Come on! Let's sit down! She will get over it."

Ryeowook sat down unsurely, but for some reason he knows that this isn't going to be over so easily.

After school..

"Jaejoong!" Hankyung turned over to Jae with a smile, "So, where do you live? I will go pick you up around 8 p.m."

Jae wrote down his address, "Here is my address, and thank you a lot for driving me."

"Don't worry, you are new!" Hankyung smiled and then he looked over Yoochun: "Yoochun!"

Hankyung called Yoochun and ran out from the classroom with him, Jae stared at Hankyung's back and suddenly had a really warm feeling in his heart. Hankyung is so different from the rest, he is so easily approachable and he seems so nice for a gangster. Jae can hardly imagine Hankyung would hurt anyone, and he always had this sweet smile on his face.

"Hyung!" Changmin called and walked over to Jae, "Let's go home!"

Jae nodded and stood up as he walked out with Changmin, Changmin: "So, are Yesung and Ryeowook okay now?"

Jae: "I think so! They left as soon as the bell ring, and I think Yesung was holding Ryeowook's hand just like before."

Changmin nodded with a smile: "That's good! I was feeling bad about it.."

"So, Changmin ah.." Jae looked over while he got into the car and started to drive home, "I never asked, but have you ever dated anyone before?"

Changmin paused for a second: "Erm.. of course Hyung.. of course!"

Jae looked over and smiled: "Why are you looking so nervous?"

Changmin: "No I am not! You look at the road and stop looking at me!"

Jae laughed: "Okay.. okay.. I will stop asking you about it.."

Jae shakes his head but he really wondered if Changmin liked girls or guys. To him, Changmin seemed that he would be interested in girls more, but Jae never asked.

Jae and Changmin got home, and Changmin started to stuff himself again as Jae walked up to his room to take a shower.

Around 8 p.m.

Jae walked down stairs and dressed in dark colored clothes because he wanted to blind in on the first meeting. Changmin who was watching TV looked over at Jae, "Hyung! Are you going out?"

Jae: "Erm.. yea.. Minnie ah.. just go to sleep first, don't wait for me okay?"

Changmin nodded and said: "stay safe okay? I heard Korea is not very safe at night either."

"Haha, you sound like my mom! Don't worry, I will take care of myself." Jae replied and just then he heard a beep from the car. Jae pov- That must be Hankyung!

Jae then walked out and saw a car parked in front of his mansion, Jae waved and got into the car, Hankyung looked at the mansion: "Nice house!"

Jae smiled a little, "Thanks!"

"You seem rich, so why did you join the gang?" Hankyung asked.

"I was forced to. It's a long story." Jae replied and didn't want to go too deep into the topic.

"So, have you ever killed anyone?" Hankyung suddenly asked while driving.

"No!" Jae almost choked over his word, "No.. of course not.."

Hankyung smiled: "Haha, okay, I thought so. Don't worry, just stay with me and I will make sure no one hurts you."

Jae pov- how come he is so confident in the gang? I thought Yunho and Yoochun were the leader, and Heechul is the son of the boss, then what is his position in the gang? Is he not afraid of Heechul? I am getting so nervous right now, because I have never been in any kind of gang meetings and knowing that probably everyone there had killed someone at some point makes me what to throw up so badly. But, I think it is a good idea for to join the gang so maybe I can get to know more about it and try to get Yunho out from it.

Thinking about Yunho, Jae suddenly felt really hurt inside, he doesn't know why does he still care about Yunho so much, since Yunho clearly said he doesn't like Jae at all. Jae got a little pissed while thinking about all these, so he kept quiet and looked out from the window.

After they arrived, Hankyung lead Jae into the club and walking through the dancing crowds Jae was being leaded to walk down a hallway. Hankyung walked down with Jae behind him, and Jae felt really scared and nervous at the moment. Hankyung stopped in front of the last door on the left, "This is the usual meeting room." Turning around Hankyung found Jae shaking a little.

Hankyung smiled and pats on Jae's shoulder: "Don't worry, no one will hurt you. Calm down and just stay with me.."

Somehow, Jae felt comfort from this man in front of him that he just met today. Hankyung's warm smile is warming Jae's whole heart in a cold place like this. Hankyung opened the door and everyone in the room turned their face, then some at the door stood up to bowl at Hankyung, "Hankyung Hyung!"

Hankyung nodded and grabbed onto Jae's arm as he dragged Jae with him to a corner so Jae would feel secure. Jae kept his head low but in the corner of his eyes he spotted Yunho standing in the very middle and Yunho was staring at him at the moment. Jae looked away and just followed Hankyung to the corner.

Hankyung leaned on the wall and sit Jae down on a chair next to him, then he whispered, "Just act normal!"

Jae nodded and looked over at Yunho, and Yunho was staring at him too. They made the eye-contact for a while, as the door closed while Heechul walked in and closed the door said: "That's everyone!"

Yunho nodded and looked away from Jae as he started to make a speech about some kind of mission coming up soon, and Jae couldn't understand half of it because he had no idea about the words Yunho was using with the gang. Hankyung periodically would whisper into Jae's ear to make Jae less lost.

Hankyung: "So basically, we are going to have a big fight with another gang soon! This is the biggest fight ever going to be, because the other gang is gaining a lot of power and taking over too much of our space."

Jae nodded and looked over at Yunho and finding him so leader-like and so attractive at the moment. Jae pov- Wonder why Heechul is allover him?

Jae looked over at Heechul, but to his surprise, Heechul was staring at Hankyung. Jae looked up at Hankyung and he seemed not to notice at all.

"Okay! That is all for now, we will have a meeting again soon when the day is coming up! Now, you all can go!" Yunho announced and everyone got up as they walked out from the room.

Jae stood up too and Hankyung said, "That wasn't too bad, was it?"

Jae shakes and smiled: "Thank you!"

Hankyung held onto Jae's hand: "Come on! Let's go have fun at the club then! That's what everyone does after the meeting anyways."

Jae looked at their hands and suddenly blushed, Jae pov- AHHH! Why am I blushing? What is going on with me?

Yunho walked over: "Jae!"

Jae looked at Yunho and quickly pulled away from Hankyung. Yunho looked over at Hankyung and to Jae's surprise, Yunho bowled and said: "Hyung!"

Hankyung smiled: "Hey Yunho! You did good today. Want to go grab a drink?"

Yunho: "Sure! Can I have a work with Jaejoong first?"

Hankyung: "Of course!"

Hankyung then left the room and Yunho looked at Jae as Jae looked back at him. Yunho opened his mouth but nothing came out.. he had so much to say to Jae at the moment but nothing was coming out..

Yoochun rushed out from the room and he found Junsu staring at the dancing floor. Yoochun smiled and walked over to Junsu as he said: "BOO!"

Junsu jumped out from his chair, and Yoochun laughed: "You are so cute! So, were you bored without me? Sorry it took me kind of long!"

Junsu looked away: "Erm.. can I go home now?"

Yoochun: "What? The fun is just beginning! Come on, let's go dance!"

Yoochun dragged Junsu to the dance floor and Junsu was so shocked that he couldn't react anything out.

Yunho: "Jae.. I.."

"No! Don't say anything, I already got it! I heard what you said in the car, and I know you said that you love me and stuff was just trying to help me out." Jae cuts Yunho off, "I totally understand, and I want to thank you on that!"

Jae walked out from the door and Yunho was so shocked to react anything out, and before he knows anything Jae was already out from the room. Jae walked over to the bar and asked for a very dry drink, then he took it all down his throat by one shot.

Jae: "Another one please!"

Just like that, Jae had three of them, and he was already getting very drunk. Jae: "Another.. Another.. one!"

"No! That's enough!" Hankyung told the bartender, then he grabbed onto Jae as he pulled him to a coach near the corner, "What is wrong with you? You are already too drunk! This club is not very safe, you are new here, so don't try to cause any trouble."

Jae looked at Hankyung with a very blur mind, he smiled and said: "Why are you so caring for me? Do you like me?"

Hankyung opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but suddenly Jae leaned over and kissed Hankyung on the lips. Yunho who rushed out from the room and trying to find Jae was standing right in front of the two man who were kissing. Yunho widens his eyes and he felt as if he was glued on the floor and he couldn't move at all.
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Chapter 24Tears

Hankyung widens his eyes but he didn't push Jae away because he knows Jae is drunk but he didn't kiss back either. Slowly, Jae falls asleep as his head slides down on Hankyung's shoulder. Hankyung lifts Jae's body up and lies him down on the coach as he turned around and found Yunho staring at them.

Hankyung stands up and smiles at Yunho: "Yunho.. want a drink?"

Yunho looked away: "No.. it's okay.. I won't bother you two anymore.."

Yunho turned away from them but Hankyung stood up and blocked his way, "Wait.. wait, I think you misunderstood. It wasn't what you thought, he is drunk."

Hankyung pulled an arm out and tried to turn Yunho back, but Yunho smacked Hankyung's arm away. Hankyung: "Yunho!"

Yunho looked down: "Sorry.. Hyung.. I don't really want to hear anything right now, just let me alone."

Yunho rushed away and Hankyung signed, then he turned back as he looked at Jae's sleeping face. Hankyung pov- I should take him home first, it is not safe for him to stay here drunk.

Hankyung carried Jae up and hardly got through the door, when Hankyung was walking over to his car, a voice called from the back, "Hankyung!"

Hankyung turned around and he found Heechul rushing over to him. Hankyung: "Oh Heechul ah.."

Heechul looked at Hankyung then at the sleeping Jae, "Hankyung! Where are you going with him (pointing at Jae)?"

"I am taking him home." Hankyung answered, "He is drunk. Why are you out here? Yunho is inside.. go find him.."

Hankyung smiled and turned away, Heechul rushed over to stand in front of Hankyung, "Why are you always walking away from me and disappearing in front of me?"

Hankyung opens his car door as he slowly sits Jae inside, then he looked over at Heechul, "What are you talking about? Heechul ah?"

Hankyung smiled and touches Heechul's cheek, "Why would I turn away from you? I have always seen you as my brother, I would never run away from you. Well, Jaejoong is really drunk I need to take him home. I will see you later, okay?"

Hankyung then got into the car and drove away, Heechul stared at the disappearing car and pov- Hankyung! You always seen me as your brother? Do you ever care about my feeling? You and Appa are all the same, you all always treat me like the kid or the weak one! You two never care about what do I want to do and how do I feel. Am I really that useless?

Flash back..

When Heechul was 10 years old and Hankyung was 11 years old..

Heechul: "Appa! I want to learn how to fight too! Why can't I be in the gang?"

"Heechul, I already told you why! I am not answering the same question again, just stay out from here!" Boss said and turned to Hankyung, "Hankyung, you take Heechul out!"

Hankyung nodded and walked over to Heechul, "Heechul ah.. come on, let's get out from here, before your dad gets mad."

Hankyung dragged onto Heechul and pulled him out to a park, Heechul sat down on the bench and signed: "I want to be part of the gang too!"

Hankyung sat down next to Heechul: "Why do you want to be in the gang so badly? It is not as fun as it looks and it is very dangerous."

"Then why are you in the gang?" Heechul turned to Hankyung.
Hankyung signed: "I had no choice, because I needed to survive."

Heechul looked down: "but I still want to fight just like the others."

Hankyung thinks for a second, "How about this? I will teach you how to fight but you have to keep it a secret from your dad okay?"

Heechul lightens up: "Really?"

Hankyung nodded: "Yeah!"

Heechul: "When do we start?"

Hankyung looked around and said: "How about right now?"

Flash ended..

Heechul pov- Hankyung, you were the one who taught me how to fight, but when I finally learned everything, you were the one to tell me that all the things I have learned were to protect myself. I cannot fight like you and I cannot let my Appa know anything about you teaching me. You were the one that gave me hope but you took it away also. Do you know that I was there on the mission you fail a while back? Do you know how much I wanted to help you but I couldn't show my face? After that, Appa sent you away to heal because he has always seen you as his son and he didn't want you to die, but.. do you know how much I missed you during that time? Did you ever know my feelings for you?

A tear rolls down from Heechul's face, Heechul said to the empty air softly: "I have fall in love with you ever since that day you decided to teach me, but how come you never looked over at my way?"

Yoochun pulls Junsu over to the bar after dancing, Junsu was breathing hard and Yoochun smiles: "You were pretty good."

Junsu: "I am really tired, can you go home now? These people look scary in here."

"Don't worry! No one will hurt you when I am by your side." Yoochun said and smiled at Junsu, "So, are you still scared of me?"

Junsu looked at Yoochun and then looked away: "Yeah.. you are the most scary one in here.."

"Haha! That's cute!" Yoochun said and hands Junsu a drink, "Here, have a drink."

"No! I.. I don't drink.." Junsu said back and looked at Yoochun, but when he looked past Yoochun he found Yunho rushing out from the club looking very pissed.

Yoochun: "Why not?"

"Huh?" Junsu's attention was being pulled back to Yoochun, and Junsu said: "I.. I don't want to get drunk.."

Yoochun was about to say something else, but a guy walked over and whispered something in Yoochun's ears. Yoochun nodded then he turned to Junsu, "Hey, boss wants to see me for a second, will you be okay sitting here by yourself?"

Junsu nodded and Yoochun walked away. Junsu took the chance to follow Yunho out from the club. Junsu stepped out and found Yunho hitting wall really hard with his hand. Junsu quickly rushed over and called: "Y.. Yunho.. Stop! Stop!"

Junsu held onto Yunho's hand, and Yunho looked over but he was surprised to see Junsu's face. Yunho: "Junsu? Why are you here?"

Junsu: "That's not important! But what happened to you? Why are you hitting the wall with your hand?"

Junsu looked down at Yunho's hand and it was swollen up already. Junsu: "Gosh! Your hand is bleeding. What happened?"

Yunho looked away and took his hand out from Junsu's hold: "I am fine!"

"No you are not!" Junsu said and looked up at Yunho with hurtful eyes, "What happened Yunho?"

"Why do you care anyways? Get out from here!" Yunho said harshly as he pushed Junsu away and walking away leaving the hurtful Junsu standing alone.

Yunho walked pass the front door and just wanted to get away from everything, but suddenly he heard Junsu called his name again. "Yunho! Yunho!"

Yunho turned around and found Junsu standing behind him, "Do you want to know why do I care?" Junsu swallows hard, "Because I like you!"

Yunho widens his eyes, "What.. what did you say?"

Junsu cries out: "Jung Yunho! I like you! I have always liked you, but you never looked my way. I know Jaejoong likes you too, but.. but if you were hurt because of him.. I just want to let you know.. I am still here.. I like you!"

Yunho stared at Junsu and looked away: "I will pretend I didn't hear that.."

Yunho walked away and left Junsu standing there sobbing really hard. Junsu pov- why doesn't he give me a chance at all?

"So.. is it true?" Suddenly, Yoochun appeared from the back. Junsu turned around shockingly, Yoochun looked at Junsu with sadness in his eyes, "So you like Yunho?"

Junsu looked away and didn't say anything, Yoochun suddenly grabbed onto Junsu's shirt and pulled him toward a corner on the street. Harshly, Yoochun pushed Junsu on the wall, "TELL ME!! IS IT TRUE?"

Junsu widens his eyes: "Yah! Stop it! You are hurting my back!"

Yoochun stared at Junsu in the eyes, "Why does everyone like Yunho, huh?"

Junsu: "Why do you care? You are nothing to me anyways."

Yoochun stared at Junsu then slowly he nods his head, "Fine! Go to him then.. I am nothing to you anyways.. NOTHING!"

Yoochun yelled as he ran away, and Junsu stared at the back of Yoochun pov- why do I feel so sad right now? Not because of Yunho's rejection but because of Yoochun's sad expression. No! I like Yunho.. I saw Jae kissing the new guy when I was dancing with Yoochun, and Yunho must have been hurt by Jae, then it is my chance to make Yunho notice me.. I won't give up..

Hankyung decided to take Jae back to his house, because he didn't want to bring the drunk Jae back to his house so his parents would worry. Hankyung opened the door to his apartment then he turned on the light and carried Jae toward his bedroom.

Lying Jae down on the bed, Hankyung looked at Jae's face as Jae continuously calling one name ever since Hankyung has gotten into the car, "Yunho". Hankyung shakes his head, "If Yunho is so important to you, why did you have to do something to make him misunderstand?"

Hankyung then walked into the shower after pulling a blanket to cover Jae's body so he wouldn't catch a cold.

Yunho didn't even know how did he get home, he is so hurt and confused right now. He doesn't know what to do anything. Yunho pov- I thought I was going to tell him about my feelings today, but then I ended up seeing him kiss Hankyung. Then Junsu confessed his feeling to me.. AHHH! How come wrong things always happen at the wrong time? But one thing for sure, he left me again.. he came back to me but left me again.. I knew I would have gotten hurt again, why was I so stupid to even have any feelings for him?

Yunho cries silently as he sit on the bed that once both Jae and him slept on, but now it is so empty with only his own body lying on there..
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Chapter 25Trying to explain

Slowly, Jae opened his eyes and when he turned his face as a sharp pain occurred in his head. "Ahhh.." Jae groans softly and holds onto his head as he closes his eye with a painful expression. Jae pov- I must have drink too much last night, wait.. where am I? This bed.. is rather small compare to my bed..

Jae opened his eyes again and looked around the room, then he spotted someone sleeping on the coach not far from the bed. Jae stands up slowly and trying to control the pain of his head while he walked over to the coach. Jae gasps as he saw Hankyung's face appeared in front of his face.

Jae stood there in shock and wondered how did he came to Hankyung's house last night, and his movements made some noises that woke Hankyung up. Hankyung slowly opened his eyes and saw Jae standing in front of him looking shocked.
Hankyung smiled as he sits up: "Good morning."

Jae: "Erm.. Hankyung.. how did I get here?"

"Oh, you were too drunk last night, so I didn't want to scare your parents, and I decided to take you to my house." Hankyung explained as he yawns and got out from the bed.

"I.. I don't remember anything from last night.." Jae tries to think, and then he remembers what he said to Yunho.. after that he started to drink none stop.. but nothing else..

Jae looked down and signed while thinking about Yunho, and Hankyung looked at Jae: "So.. aren't you going to put your clothes on?"

Jae gasps as he looked at himself in boxer only, and he quickly ran over to the bed and jumped inside of the blanket. Hankyung smiled, "Why do you look so nervous? We are both guys anyways, I ask you to put clothes on is because I didn't want you to catch a cold."

Hankyung stands up and changed in front of Jae as he walked into the bathroom, Jae was staring at Hankyung with his jaw dropped down. Jae pov- He really doesn't care I see him half naked at all? But.. ahhh.. how stupid! How can I not realize I was in my boxers only?

Jae hits his head a few times and whispering "stupid" to himself, just then Hankyung walked out, Hankyung, "Erm.. do you have a habit of hitting your head like that?"

Jae: "Huh?"

Hankyung smiles as he throws a towel at Jae: "Go wash up! We are going to be late for school."

"Eh.. school.." Jae seemed a little slowly for now, and Hankyung pushed Jae into the bathroom as he said loudly, "Yes school! Now wash up!"

Hankyung shakes his head pov- Argh.. I feel like I am having a son or something. Should I tell him about the kiss and him calling Yunho's name all night long so I could only get three hours of sleep?

Hankyung chuckled a little at Jae's cuteness and the feeling of having a little Dongseng as he walked into the kitchen to prepare breakfast. Jae walked out from the bathroom and put his clothes back on, then he smelled something really good from the kitchen. Jae walked out from the bedroom and found Hankyung placing Beijing noodles on the table. Jae: "Wow! This is so good for breakfast."

Hankyung smiled: "Eat up then! I have always lived by myself, so I heard how to cook off from a menu, I hope you like it."

Jae sat down and started to dig in, but suddenly, he stopped as he recalled the morning at Yunho's house where Yunho cooked for him. Even though it was nothing compared to Hankyung's cooking, but Jae felt that was the sweetest moment of his life. Right now, he doesn't have Yunho anymore because Yunho had clearly stated his rejection to Jae in the car. Jae felt his eyes wets a little as he started to sob softly.

"Erm.. Jaejoong.. are you okay?" Hankyung asked.

Jae wipes his tears away: "Yea.. I am fine.."

Hankyung: "Erm.. let me guess, is it about.. Yunho?"

Jae looked up suddenly, "How.. how did you know?"

"Well, you have been whispering his name all night long." Hankyung said, then he digs in some of the noodles as he continued, "Well, I can tell you like Yunho right?"

Jae looked away as he wets his lips nervously, then Hankyung smiles: "There is nothing to be ashamed of. Guy likes another guy, people often thing its abnormal and weird, but I think if there is love then it could happen too. If you like Yunho then why don't you tell him, why are you hurting yourself like this?"

Jae: "Well.. I would.. but.. he doesn't like me!"

Hankyung: "Really? Didn't seem like it last night, he was pretty pissed when he saw us kissing!"

"Oh.." Jae said calmly, but suddenly he jumped up as he grabbed Hankyung's shirt, "You said what?? we did what?"

Hankyung: "Ahh.. let go!"

"Erm.. sorry.." Jae lets go and tries to smooth out Hankyung's clothes, then Jae asked: "We.. kissed?"

Jae opens his eyes huge to look at Hankyung, and Hankyung said, "Hey! Don't stare at me with those big eyes, you were the one who kissed me, I didn't even say anything, why are you yelling?"

Jae cover his face, "AHHHH! I did what? And in front of Yunho? AHHHH!'

Hankyung finishes up his food, "You were drunk! Just explain to him if you care so much.."

Jae slowly lets go of his hand, then he signed softly, "Why should I care anyways? He doesn't even care! What's the point of explaining when it means nothing to him."

Hankyung grabbed his book bag, "I don't think it means nothing to him, because he looked really pissed.. and I mean.. really pissed.."

Jae looks up: "really?"

Hankyung nodded and pulled Jae up: "Come on! We are running late already, I will drive you to school, and you can think about whether he likes you or not on the way."
Hankyung pulled Jae out from his apartment as he stuffed Jae into the passenger seat and he went to the driver's seat while speeding off fast.

In school..

Junsu was hesitating outside of the classroom and wondering if Yoochun was in there, because he was afraid to face him right now after what happened last night. Junsu was trying to steal peeks in the room while hiding himself from being by others.

Junsu pov- ARGH! I can't see anything..

When he was thinking, Hankyung pulled Jae toward Junsu as they walked past him and got into the classroom. Junsu stared at Hankyung holding onto Jae's hand, and he suddenly felt very painful in his heart. Junsu pov- how can Jae do this? What about Yunho?

"Aren't you going to go in?" A cold voice said from the back, and Junsu jumped up as he saw Yoochun's face and walked past him coldly, "You are blocking the door." Yoochun said without looking at Junsu.

Junsu signed out deeply and took a long breath as he stepped into the room. Junsu looked up and found Yoochun sitting at another empty table, while Hankyung was still in Yunho's seat with Jae beside him. Junsu took his own seat and looked down feeling a little disappointed that Yoochun moved away from his seat.

"Junsu!" Yesung called, and Junsu turned around, then Yesung asked, "What is going on with the seating lately? How come everyone is moving around so much?"

Junsu looked down and didn't know how to answer, just then, Yunho walked in and he paused a little when he saw Jae sitting with Hankyung. Yunho looks away hurtfully then he saw the seat next to Junsu was empty so he took the seat. Jae looked over at Yunho and he found Yunho looking away from himself then sat beside Junsu. Jae pov- He must be mad at me.. or is he? AHHH.. I want to explain to him so badly, but will he care?

Junsu kept his head down after remembering the rejection from last night, and he took out his book but suddenly he felt Yunho grabbed onto his hand.

"I didn't bring my book, can I share it with you?" Yunho asked and still holding onto Junsu's hand..

Junsu looked up and blinked a few times then he nodded slowly and blushing madly. Junsu hanged his head low so no one could see his blushing red face, but from the side, Yoochun could still see the redness on those pretty cheeks. Yoochun bits on his lips then kept his head down on the table as he closed his eyes. Yoochun pov- why should I care? ARGH!

Jae kept on looking over at Yunho and Junsu during the whole lecture. In the middle of the lecture, Yunho suddenly holds onto Junsu around the waist with his arm. Jae widens his eyes, pov- What are they doing?

Junsu looked over at Yunho but Yunho was just pretending as if nothing happened. Junsu pov- ahhh.. my heart is beating so fast right now.. I have never been so close to him before. This is the first time, I feel that I am going to stop breath any second.. ahh.. my heart.. I can't think right anymore.. but didn't he just rejected me last night, what is he doing right now?

Ring.. Ring..

The lunch bell rings, and Jae quickly stood up as he walked over to Yunho and Junsu's table. Jae: "Yunho.. can I talk to you?"

Yunho looked up and then looked away. Yunho: "Junsu! Do you want to eat lunch together?"

Junsu looked at Jae, then back at Yunho: "Eh?"

Yunho pulled Junsu up and held onto Junsu's hand, then he looked back at Jae: "What did you want to tell me? You can say it right now."

Jae looked away: "Erm.. I.. I.."

Yunho: "If you have nothing to say, then I am going to eat now."

Yunho dragged Junsu toward the door, and Jae yelled: "I was drunk last night and I couldn't remember what I did."

Yunho didn't turn around as he answered: "Oh!"

Then Yunho pulled Junsu out together, Jae bits on his lips pov- I knew it! I am so stupid.. he doesn't care.. he doesn't care at all..

"Don't feel sad.. he is just stubborn!" Hankyung tried to make Jae feel better, and Jae shakes his head as he said, "Why should I care anyways? He never once said he likes me. He had always wanted just to be my friend. He just doesn't see me that way."

Hankyung: "Oh really? How come I sense pure jealousy only?"
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Chapter 26The first aware kiss"Yun.. Yunho.. I thought.. last time.." Junsu stutters while sitting beside Yunho in the cafeteria. Yunho had kept his head down and just eating, but Junsu felt as if he was going to have a heart-attack soon.

After hearing Junsu's shaky voice, Yunho looked up and found Junsu blushing like mad and when he looked over at the door, he saw Yoochun stepped in with his gang. Yoochun stared at Yunho and Junsu then went to another table to sit down with his gangs.

Followed Yoochun, Jae and Hankyung stepped in and Yunho looked away pretending not to care, but he felt his heart hurt so much seeing Hankyung so close to Jae.

"Y.. Yunho.. Yunho?" Junsu called away, and Yunho turned over: "Huh?"

"I thought you said.. last night.. why did you pull me to sit with you right now." Junsu asked and looked down feeling sad.

Yunho paused for a second, and just then he saw Jae leaning on Hankyung's shoulder in the lunch line. Yunho turned over to Junsu, "I changed my mind. Would you go out with me Junsu?"

Junsu gasps, "Yunho.. I.."

Yunho looked over at the lunch line and found Jae and Hankyung got food and walked over to the seats, then Yunho grabbed Junsu's arm as he pulled him over. Junsu widens his eyes and stared at Yunho, and suddenly, Yunho held onto Junsu by the neck and pulled him in for a kiss just when Jae passed by their table.

Bang..

Junsu pushed Yunho away, and looked over at Jae who just dropped his tray full of food on the floor hard. Yunho looked at the shocking Jae standing in front of him as he touched his own lips pov- Oh my gosh! What am I doing? I never kissed anyone else other than Jae before. Why did I make such a stupid movement?

Everyone was quiet in the cafeteria right now by the shocking action Yunho just made. Suddenly, Yoochun rushed over and pulled the shocking Junsu up as he cursed: "FUCK YOU JUNG YUNHO! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU WERE DOING?"

Yunho was about to look over to Yoochun, but not till he turned his face, Yoochun delivered a hard punch on Yunho's face. Yunho touches the corner of his mouth and turned to Yoochun as he stood up: "What the fuck was that for?"

Yoochun glared at Yunho: "Jung Yunho! Don't you think you can just go around kissing anyone you want!"

"I wasn't just kissing random people. Junsu is my boyfriend." Yunho said, and right after that he bits on his lips. Yunho pov- Gosh! What am I saying? I am just making it worse and worse now.

Jae looked down as tears rolling around in his eyes, and he wanted to run away right now.. he wanted to just avoid everything that is happening in front of him.. Jae turned away and wanted to get away from Yunho but Hankyung held onto Jae's arm and pulled him back.

Yoochun shocked: "You said what?"

Yunho swallows hard and didn't know what to say, then he looked over at Jae who is looking away and crying silently, Jae pov- So he likes Junsu? I should really stop thinking too much anymore. I am happy to Junsu, he finally I together with the person that he has liked for a long time.

Jae sobs really hard, and Hankyung: "Yunho! Do you even know what you are saying now? Do you know how much you are hurting the one that you actually like?"

At this time, everyone except for the gang people rushed out from the cafeteria because they didn't want to get hurt. The gangs of Yunho's and Yoochun's were standing behind their masters, the gangs from Yunho all powered up and wanted to beat Yoochun but Yunho pulled them back.

Yoochun wanted to throw another punch, but Hankyung holds onto Yoochun's arm. Hankyung: "Yoochun! Stop! You already punched him once, that is enough. We are all good brothers and friends right? Stop fighting with each other."

Hankyung looked over at Yunho: "Yunho! Stop lying to yourself, are you just mad because Jae kissed me when he was drunk? Then why don't you listen to his explanation? Why are you hurting him and yourself like this?"

Yunho looks over at Jae who is sobbing really hard right now, and harshly Jae pulled his arm out from Hankyung's held and he looked at Yunho then rushed out from the cafeteria.

Junsu looked at Jae's back and he pushed Yunho away from him: "Yunho! Jae ran away, aren't you going to go after him?"

Yunho looked at Junsu, and Junsu said hurtfully: "Yunho! Stop lying to yourself, you don't like me, you like Jae. You have always liked him and I know you do. Go after him!"

Yunho: "I am sorry Junsu!"

Then Yunho rushed out from the cafeteria. Junsu signed sadly and looked down, but then Yoochun pulled onto Junsu's arm. Junsu looked up at Yoochun: "What do you want?"

Hankyung looked around and signaled the gangs to step out with him, then the cafeteria was left with Yoochun and Junsu only. Yoochun: "How do you feel like to be rejected again?"

"What are you talking about?" Junsu said, "You are rejected too. You like Jaejoong right?"

Yoochun: "What? You still think that after all these happened?"

Junsu looked down: "You were just trying to use me to forget about Jaejoong, that's what I think."

Yoochun hugged onto Junsu from the back, "No! Junsu, I don't like Jaejoong! I like you!"

Junsu wiggles himself out from Yoochun's hold, and he stepped away: "Stop acting Yoochun! How can you like me? I have always been in this school and you never showed anything to me, but just when Jae stepped into the classroom you only had your eyes on him."

Yoochun: "No Junsu! I do admit I never really noticed you before, but when I finally set my eyes on you, I know I couldn't take my eyes off from you anymore. Your cuteness was always replaying over and over again in my mind."

Junsu looked up at Yoochun with tears in his eyes, and Yoochun slowly pulls Junsu into a hug, "I know I am from the gang and everyone is scared of me, but you are the only person I want to protect forever."

Junsu cries silently and this time he didn't try to push himself out from Yoochun, after losing Yunho twice, Junsu felt that he could really get some warmth in this man's arms. Yoochun kisses Junsu's head lightly, "Don't cry.. I will not let you cry every again.."

"Jaejoong! Jaejoong!" Yunho called at the running Jae in front of him, but Yunho was faster so soon he caught up with Jae. Yunho grabbed onto Jae's arm hardly and blocked Jae from running away from him.

Yunho: "Jae! Stop running please!"

Jae looked away from Yunho: "Why are you chasing after me now?"

Yunho hugs onto Jae tightly, "Jae.."

Jae pushes Yunho away: "Yunho, why are you hugging me like this? We are just friends right?"

Yunho: "No! Jae, you know we are more than just friends. Why would we kiss if we are just friends?"

Jae: "What kiss?"

Yunho suddenly covered his mouth knowing that Jae didn't know anything about the kiss in the hospital. Yunho: "Jae, I am sorry that I should have listened to you explain and trust you more. I just want to tell you, what I said in Yoochun's car was not true. I was lying to myself and everyone else because I was afraid that I will get hurt again. I like you Jae! I really do like you!"

Jae looks up into Yunho's eyes, "Are you telling the truth now Yunho?"

Yunho nodded, but Jae pushed Yunho away: "But you just kissed Junsu!"

"That was because I am jealous." Yunho said, "Jealous of you and Hankyung! You two were kissing in front of my eyes in the club and did you know how upset I was that night? But then I realized how much I liked you and missed you. I like you Jaejoong! I really do."

Jae sobs: "Really? Then you are not mad at me anymore?"

Yunho holds onto Jae's shoulders and turns Jae to face himself, "Only if you don't go around kiss other people ever again."

Jae smiles as he wipes his tears away, "You too!"

Yunho nods and hugs onto Jae, "Jae, from now on let me hug you to sleep and protect you from any harm."

Jae suddenly pushes Yunho away, "Okay, so, when did you kiss me?"

Yunho was a little shocked, "Huh?"

Jae: "You just said if we are just friend then why would we kiss right? So, when was this?"

Yunho coughs and turns his head away, "Erm.. I said that? I don't remember.. erm.."

Jae looks at Yunho, and Yunho: "Erm.. when you were in the hospital.. I went to visit you at night.. and.. and.."

Suddenly, Jae leaned in and packs on Yunho's lips, "Then you did this right?"

Yunho widens his eyes and looks at Jae. Jae smiles and slowly, Yunho leans in to Jae closer and closer, and for the first time, they shared a kiss that both of them were aware of.
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Chapter 27Being with youA few days have passed by peacefully with the two couples started to feel the love from each other. They were all very happy and none was ever troubled by anything again.. Heechul has been awfully quiet these days and never caused any trouble to Yunho again.. Hankyung jumped a grade and is now a class higher than all of them.. Jae would see him during lunch, and Hankyung would join Yunho and Yoochun's table with Jae and Junsu. They were all doing really good with Yesung and Ryeowook enjoying their couple life also, but still keeping a little distance away from the gangs, Yunho and Yoochun..

"Yesung, where are you taking me? Why are you in such a hurry?" Ryeowook asked while being dragged by Yesung right after the end of the school bell just started to ring. Ryeowook, "Yesung! Yesung! Tell me first, or else.."

Ryeowook dragged himself out from Yesung's hold, "Or else, I am not going with you!"

Yesung: "Yah! Why are you like this? Have I ever done anything to harm you? Just come with me okay?"

Ryeowook looked down and blushed a little, "No, you have never done anything to hurt me, but.. but yesterday.. you.. you wanted to.. and I didn't even know what to do.."

Yesung rolled his eyes, "Okay.. okay.. I am not going to be asking for that today, just come.. I have a surprise for you.."

Yesung winked and packed Ryeowook on the cheeks. Ryeowook blushed and handed his hand to Yesung, but his hand was suddenly slapped away by someone. Both Ryeowook and Yesung looked up and saw Ga-young's mad face starting at Ryeowook.

"Ga-young!" Yesung yelled, "What are you doing?"

Ga-young: "Oppa! How can you treat me like this? Am I just your toy? How can you totally forget about me right now. Oppa, I have been waiting for you to come back to me, but you never did and you are always with this disgusting looking guy right here. What is so good about him anyways?"

Ryeowook looked down and feeling very hurt by Ga-young's words. Yesung drags Ryeowook behind him and said: "Yah! Don't talk about him that way. You should know that I like guys before you even wanted to date me, so you should know what's good with him right? He has something that you don't and you should know what it is! So face it Ga-young, I never liked you."

Ga-young looked away with tears in her eyes, then she turned back to Yesung and Ryeowook with a rotten smile: "Okay, Yesung Oppa! I guess you asked for it."

Ga-young looked behind her and called, "Oppa!"

Yesung and Ryeowook looked over and widen their eyes, "Ga-young! You.."

"That's my brother. So YOU didn't know my brother is in the gang of Yoochun and Yunho's! You should know how gangsters like to handle problems right?" Ga-young said with a smirk on her face, "If you dump him right now, then I will let go of you but he will have to pay for the pain I had felt for the past few days."

Yesung: "Ga-young! I can't believe you are this kind of person."

Ga-young: "Well, you should have known that I am this kind of person before you even wanted to date me. Now you know how I am, then face it Yesung Oppa!"

The tough and gangster looking guy who is Ga-young's brother stepped forward as he held onto Ga-young to step back a little, "Don't worry, I can handle these two for you."

Ga-young stops her brother a little, and turned to Yesung: "So, what do you say?"

Ryeowook cries: "Yesung.."

Yesung holds onto Ryeowook: "I will not ever leave Ryeowook again, I already promised to myself."

The guy grabbed onto Yesung's shirt and pulled him forward: "Good then! I haven't beat anyone in such a long time, and our gang fight is not happening in a month, so let me practice with you."

Ryeowook cries and held onto Yesung: "No, please let him go."

The guy raised his hand and was about to punch Yesung as Ga-young covered her eyes, but a voice called from the back loudly: "STOP!"

The guy paused for a second and he rolled his eyes as he turned around: "Now, who the fuck is looking for trouble?"

But just then, a punch was thrown onto the guy's face. The guy turned around and cursed without looking, "What the fu.. oh.. Yunho shi.. and Yoochun shi.."

Junsu widens his eyes and rushed over to Yesung: "Are you two okay?"

Yunho raised his eye-brown and looked at the guy: "I was looking for trouble, so what are you going to say next?"

The guy quickly stood up and bowled: "Yunho shi.. I am sorry.. I didn't know it was you."

Yunho: "Yoochun! Isn't this guy under your gang?"

Yoochun looked at him and smiled: "Hey! Hey! Don't try to push any guy that is useless into my gang? He is obvious from yours."

"What are you talking about? I don't recognize him at all." Yunho argued back, "If he is from my gang I would know his fucking face."

"Hey! You have at least 400 people under your gang, how are you going to memorize all of their faces?" Yoochun yelled back.

Jae pokes Yunho: "Erm.. Yunho.. can you two stop arguing? Let's try to help Yesung and Ryeowook first okay?"

Jae walked over to the crying Ryeowook and tries to comfort him. Jae: "Don't cry, they will handle it.."

Yoochun grabbed onto the guy: "Okay! You tell me, which gang are you from?"

The guy stared at Yoochun with fear and didn't say anything, Yoochun: "ANSWER ME! STOP STARING AT ME, A GUY WITH YOUR FACE STARING AT ME LIKE THIS WILL MAKE ME HAVE NIGHTMARES!"

The guy: "I.. I am sorry.. I am.. I am under.. under.. Yunho's."

"YOU SAID WHAT?" Yunho screamed and Yoochun burst out laughing, "Hahah! Told you, told you, I knew my man wouldn't be such an ass like him."

Yunho throws another punch at the man's face, "ARGH! You are making me so mad, now. How dare you use my power to bully other people around?"

Jae holds onto Yunho's arm: "Yunho, stop it, you are going to kill him if you keep on hitting him like this. Just let him go. Abundant him from the gang!

Yunho looked at Jae and slowly he dropped his fist, and everyone was so surprised at Yunho's action. If it was the old Yunho, he would have killed the man in front of him, but this time he listened to Jae and he stopped his fist from swinging around to hit whoever is in front of him.

Yunho turned to the man: "You! Take your sister, and get out from this school. If I ever catch you bully any of them around, you are going to die. Understand?"

The man bowled and dragged onto Ga-young as they flee from the scene. Yesung walked over to Ryeowook and hugs him tightly, "Wookie, don't cry, it's okay now."

Yesung turned to Yunho and for the first time he spoke to Yunho: "Thank you for your help."

Yunho looked at Yesung and smiled, "No problem."

Yoochun whispers to Junsu: "Yunho really changed."

Junsu nodded: "I think so too."

Jae: "Yesung ah.. I will ask my driver to take you and Ryeowook home okay? Ryeowook seems to not have calm down now."

Yesung nodded: "Thank you."

Just then, Changmin rushed over: "JJ Hyung! Are you waiting for me? Let's go home now."

Jae turned to Changmin: "Oh.. Changmin ah.. why don't you go together with Yesung and Ryeowook, and make sure the driver takes them home first."

Changmin: "Where are you going then?"

Jae smiled and looked over at Yunho as he took Yunho's hand, "Don't worry about it."

Changmin looked at Jae and Yunho locking hands. He then nodded and took Yesung and Ryeowook to their driver.

Jae looked back at Yunho with a smile on his face, and Yoochun cut their eye-contacts: "Yah! You two can stop looking at each other like that, so, when is our next meeting?"

Yunho broke the eye-contact with Jae: "Oh, this Friday night same time and same place. We are going to have to practice using the weapons with the new ones."

Jae frowned after hearing the words, and Yoochun looked at Jae as he shakes his head: "Phew.. tough times for you Jae, but I am sure Yunho can take care of you. Well, Su, let's go I am hungry."

Junsu looked worriedly at Jae and Yoochun dragged him away. Jae looked down and was frightened at the thought of being in a gang fight. Yunho held onto Jae's hand: "Jae, don't worry, I won't let anyone hurt you."

Jae nodded and looked up at Yunho, then Yunho suddenly smiled: "So, where do you want to go now?"

Jae thinks for a second: "You know, I have always wanted to go to one place."

Yunho looks at Jae when Jae was about to say it out, but Yunho suddenly placed a finger on Jae's mouth: "Don't say it. I know where you want to go. Come on, let's go there together."

Jae smiled as Yunho dragged him out from school toward their destiny.

Yoochun pushed Junsu into the car and got into the driver's seat himself, Junsu: "Yah! You could have been gentler with me."

Yoochun smiled at Junsu: "Good! Now you are talking back to me."

Junsu: "Huh?"

Yoochun: "How come you don't stutter anymore? You know.. I kind of liked that stutter Junsu back then.."

"Yah! Yoo.. mmm.." Junsu's sentence was stopped by Yoochun's suddenly kiss. Junsu fought back for a little, but soon he started to accept Yoochun's passionate kiss and pleasure of sweetness took over his whole body.

Junsu closed his eyes as he felt Yoochun moving his hands all over his body, slowly, Yoochun lets go of Junsu and stared at him, "You are such a bad kisser, Su."

Junsu blushed: "Yea.. yea.. of.. of course.. I am not a big player like you.."

Yoochun pulled Junsu's face back to face him: "Well, I like you better this way."

Jae smiled at the sight of the place that he had dreamed of every night ever since he left. Yunho looked up with Jae and signed at the beautiful place full of memories with both of them.

Jae walked toward it and looked up: "It seemed bigger than the one in my dream. Yunho, do you think it grow bigger?"

"Of course it did!" Yunho looked up with Jae, "I haven't came here for so long."

Jae looked over at Yunho as Yunho pulled him down to where they used to sit under the shades of the tree. Jae: "Why didn't you ever come back again? I always wanted to come back, but I was in Japan, so I couldn't."

Yunho signed and looked up at the big tree: "Because I have always feared to come here alone without you beside me.."
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Chapter 28Being together again(rated)Jae's pov..

I looked at Yunho's sad face and felt the pain that he had been through for the past few years after I moved away. This Yunho looked so fragile and weak in front of him as if they were back in the old days again.

I slowly wrapped my arm around Yunho's body and watched he closed his eyes. I pulled Yunho toward me and lies his head down on my laps and touches his hair softly with my hand.

Yunho signed: "It feels like I am going back to childhood again. Jae, will you leave me again when I open my eyes?"

I smiled and ran my finger down Yunho's pretty jaw line and lowered my face to Yunho's as I whispered softly: "Of course now. I will never leave you again."

Yunho smiled and opened his eyes, then he turned his face toward me and our faces were just inches away from each other. I felt his warm breath on my face and my heart was beating so fast as if it was going pop out from my mouth. Yunho whispered: "Jaejoong ah.. I love you.."

"I love you too, Yunho." I replied and leaned down toward Yunho's face. Slowly, our lips met each other again. Even though, this wasn't the first time I kissed him, but I still felt very nervous and I felt my heart beating so fast. Slowly, I felt his tongue licking my lips and I begin to suck onto his bottom lip also. I felt he raised his head up a little so he could deepen his tongue into my mouth. I parted my lips and accepting his entire tongue.. licking.. sucking.. we were trying to feel every little bit of sweetness from each other and the warmth that we are providing for each other..

Slowly, we broke apart and stared at each other. Yunho whispered: "Let's go to back to my place."

I nodded and we got up from the ground, then Yunho grabbed onto my hand and pulled me along with him. We were running down the street so fast and flying by everything and everyone that passed us. I wanted to get back to Yunho's house as soon as possible, and I know my heart and my body cannot hold it any longer so does Yunho's.

But before they stepped into the house, Jae stopped near the stairs as he remembered how he trapped the last time. Yunho looked over at Jae and smiled, "Don't worry, just walk with me."

Jae took Yunho's hand and slowly walked down the stairs, when he had a feeling that the broken stair was going to come he closed his eyes a little, but then he felt his feet not on air instead he was stepping onto something hard. Jae opened his eyes when they got to the door, and Yunho smiled as Jae looked back: "You fixed it?"

Yunho nodded: "Yeah! Not only that.."

Yunho then held onto Jae's hand and led him to the closet where everything came flying to Jae the last time when Jae opened it. Jae widens his eyes and Yunho said: "Open it!"

"But.. but.." Jae stuttered and didn't want to get hit again.

Yunho smiled and took Jae's hand then they both held onto the knob as it turned, and Jae backed away closing one eye a little but then he suddenly widened his eyes and stared at the neatness in the closet.

Jae: "Wow!"

Yunho smiled as he hugs onto Jae from the behind, "Jae.. ever since you left my apartment the next time, I started to miss everything about you. By then I already knew my true feelings, because I started to remember everything about you. So fixed the stairs and then cleaned up my house as I remember you. I didn't want to admit my feelings because I was afraid that I will get hurt again, but when I really got hurt I realized how much I don't want to be hurt anymore and I want to be with you. Only you!"

Jae turned around and slowly packs Yunho on the lips, then Jae looked at Yunho: "I want to be with you, and only you too!"

Yunho smiles and then they kissed each other passionately. Jae sucks onto Yunho's bottom lips and slowly bits onto it softly. Yunho moans Jae's name none stop as his hands moving around on Jae's slim body and feeling him up. Slowly, they kissed their way to the bed and Yunho breaks away from Jae as he blushed a little, "Jae.. you are such a good kisser.."

Jae smiles: "Hey, after all, I am order than you."

Yunho looks away: "Oh.."

Jae then turns Yunho's face back, "But you are my first kiss and last one too."

"Jae, have you dated other people before?" Yunho asked.
"Have you?" Jae asked back.

Yunho shakes his head, "I never really dated anyone and I never kissed anyone other than you, but.. I did have one night stands before.. with girls.."

Jae looked at Yunho and whispers: "I never kissed anyone other than you either.."

Yunho smiles and hugs onto Jae as he pushes him down on the bed. Yunho crawls on top of Jae and pins Jae's hands down on the bed. Jae smiled at Yunho and raises his head up to kiss Yunho on the neck. Both of them know well enough that none of them can wait any longer.

Yunho seemed a little nervous, "Jae.. I have never done it with a guy before.. what if I hurt you.."

Jae: "Don't worry Yun.. just take it slowly.. I will tell you if I am in pain.."

Yunho nodded and then he started to kiss Jae down his neck, as Jae closes his eyes and moans softly, "Ahhh.. uhhh.."

Yunho then reaches his hand into Jae's shirt and rubbing onto Jae's nipples. Jae moans hard: "Ahhh.. Yunho ah.."

Jae opened his eyes and realized his left hand from Yunho's hold as he touches into Yunho's shirt also while touching Yunho's muscular chest and rubbing onto Yunho's stomach. Yunho: "Ahhh.. Jae ah.."

Yunho felt his member hardened by Jae's sensitive touch and he knows that he cannot hold it any longer. Yunho took Jae's shirt off and sucks onto Jae's left nipple then moved to the right. Jae closes his eyes and felt the pleasure as he pre-cum leaked out onto his own boxer. Yunho slowly kisses around Jae's waist, and Jae moans hard with the ticklish feelings, "Ahhh.. Yunho ahh.."

Slowly, Yunho took of Jae's pants and started to rub Jae's member outside of his boxer. Jae was going crazy from the heat that Yunho is providing him and he sat up and quickly took off Yunho's pants too. Both of them rubs each other's member and staring at each other in the eyes. Yunho: "Jae.. I.. I can't hold it anymore.."

Jae smiles and takes off Yunho's boxer then he leaned over as he licks the tip of Yunho's member. Yunho closes his eyes while kneeling down, "Ahhh.."

Slowly, Jae took Yunho's member into his mouth and started to lick the tip in circles. Yunho moans: "Ahhh.. Jae.. Jae.."

Jae then took Yunho's member in and out from his mouth hard and fast, Yunho closed his eyes and felt the pleasure all over his body when he was about to come he stops Jae. Jae took it out from his mouth and lied back down, then Jae pulls out his arms to Yunho: "Yun.. take me.."

Yunho smiles and took Jae's boxers down then slowly spreads Jae's legs. Yunho looked at Jae's tight whole and felt his body heat up. Slowly, Yunho places his finger in front of the hole and rubs it in circles. Jae moans: "Ahhh.."

Inserting the first finger, Jae felt pleasure and no pain at all. He jerked his body a little to do the sudden entrance but he was moaning out of pleasure. Yunho then inserted another finger, Jae felt his body heat up a little and he moaned louder. Yunho then took his fingers out as he wets his hand with his own saliva. Then Yunho placed three fingers into Jae's hold slowly, Jae's face expression turned painful: "Ahhh.. it hurts.."

Yunho: "Jae.. should I stop?"

"No.. don't! Move it.. move it in and out of my slowly please.." Jae begged with his eyes closed. Yunho then started to move his fingers in and out of Jae's hole as Jae told him to do. Slowly, pleasure took over Jae and he started to moan with a very high and seductive voice. "Ahhh.. uhhh.. Yunho ah.."

Yunho knows that his body cannot hold it any longer, so he positioned himself in front of Jae. Slowly, he entered the tip into Jae. Jae moans: "Ahhh.. Yunho ah.."

Then Yunho pushes it in a little more, and Jae was getting used to the size a little already. Yunho pushes himself all the way in and Jae adjusted his body position to make Yunho move in him easier. Yunho lifts Jae's legs up and started to thrust in him slowly. Jae moans: "Ahhh.. Yunho ah.."

Yunho placed his hand on Jae's hard and hot member then stroked it for him while thrusting in and out of Jae. Speeding up, both of them moaned loudly. Yunho had never felt so much pleasure when he was with any girl in the past. He looked down at Jae's pretty face and cannot believe that pretty boy in his dreams is under him and that he is moving himself in and out of him. Soon, both of them started to moan really loud and they knew that both were at the top of pleasurable feelings.

Jae's stomach tightens as he cum on Yunho's hand and Yunho cum all inside of Jae. Both of them gasped for air while lying down on the bed breathless. Yunho sweated crazily and he turned his head to look at Jae who is also trying to catch his breath.

Slowly, Jae opened his eyes but his lips were still parted for air. Yunho smiled and kisses Jae on the cheek, "You are so pretty.."

"I am guy Yunho!" Jae said.

"Still pretty.." Yunho whispered.

Jae smiled and moved over to lie inside Yunho's hug, and slowly he fall asleep. Watching Jae sleeping, Yunho smiled to himself but when he looked up at the ceiling he remembered about the meeting, Yunho pov- That weapon training meeting isn't an easy as it seems to be. People get freaked out especially the new members. ARGH! It was so stupid of me to get Jae into this mess too. But I know I will protect him no matter what happens.

Yunho got out from the bed softly and walked into the shower to wash up and Jae was still sleeping deeply on the bed.

Hankyung went home after school and he got out from the car there he saw someone sitting in front of his house hugging onto himself. Hankyung fixed his vision a little and he walked over, then he whispered, "Heechul?"

The guy slowly looks up and rubs his eyes, "Oh.. Hankyung ah.. I must fall asleep.."

"What are you doing here Heechul?" Hankyung asked and looked around.

"Don't worry, I am the only one here." Heechul said.
Hankyung, "Heechul ah.. you shouldn't be here.."

Heechul: "But I want to see you."

"What if your dad finds out?" Hankyung whispered, but Heechul argued back, "So what? I don't care! My dad already knows that I like guys, so who cares?"

"You what?" Hankyung was shocked, because he knows Heechul had liked him but he never knew Heechul's dad already know about it.

Heechul: "Yes! I like guys and I like you! So, don't just treat me like a little kid anymore."

Hankyung looked at Heechul shockingly and Heechul suddenly hugged around Hankyung's neck and kissed him on the lips.
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I am sorry for not updating, we had a strom in the city and my electricity broke down so i am at my mom's office right to update. I prolly can't really update in a few days till the electricity came back on again. Sorry again and thanks for da understanding! ^^

Chapter 29Praticing

Slowly, Heechul pulled away feeling no reactions from Hankyung's side at all. Heechul, still hugging around Hankyung's neck, blinked his eyes at in front of Hankyung's face for a few times, "How come you are not doing or saying anything?"

Hankyung looked at Heechul and sniffed a few times, then said: "Because you are drunk."

"I am not drunk Hankyung!" Heechul replied and stumped his feet hard on the ground as he pushed himself away from Hankyung.

Hankyung smiled and held onto Heechul's arms, "Then why do I smile alcohol all over your body just now? Come on Chullie, I will take you home."

"I hate it when you call me that!" Heechul yelled and jerked his arms out form Hankyung's hold as he yelled, "I HATE IT WHEN YOU TREAT ME LIKE A KID! I HATE IT WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN LOOK AT ME IN MY EYES! I HATE EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE DOING TO ME RIGHT NOW! I HATE YOU HANKYUNG!"

Heechul breathed in and out hardly as he felt himself out of breath, slowly, tears started to roll out from his eyes and he felt his knees trembling. Hankyung slowly sits his hands on Heechul's shoulders, "I am sorry Heechul ah.. please don't cry.."

Heechul suddenly fell forward onto Hankyung and Hankyung held tightly onto Heechul's body and shakes his head, pov- Why do you always tell me you are not drunk when you obvious are?

Hankyung carried Heechul up bridal style into his house and set himself on his bed. Looking at Heechul's face, Hankyung signed to himself pov- Heechul ah.. I am not stupid! I know your feelings for me ever since when we were little. I knew you didn't only look up to me as a Hyung but something else.. very special that you felt for me.. and me too Heechul.. but I can't accept your feelings nor show anything my feelings..

Hankyung closed his eyes and turned his head away from Heechul's sleeping face, but he couldn't help but to think about Heechul's beautiful figures and face in his mind.
"WHAT? WHAT DID YOU SAY?" Jae yelled next to Yunho's ear when both of them were still in bed.

Yunho covered his ears, "Oww! Jae! Don't yell right into my ears."

"YOU MEAN! I HAVE TO KILL PEOPLE?" Jae is still yelling. Yunho rubbing his ears and moving away from Jae, said "Yes! I thought you already figured when you joined the gang. Weapon practicing for the new members means they will have to fight each other during the training, but not necessarily kill each other off, but getting hurt is guaranteed."

Jae looked up at the ceiling and blinking none stop not believing what is happening to him. Yunho sat up from the bed and turned over to Jae: "Don't worry, I will protect you. I won't let anyone hurt you, and in fact, I will help you with the practice, so you can at least be better than the others during the training so you won't get hurt at all."

Jae looked over at Yunho: "So you mean we will practice beforehand?"

Yunho nodded: "Yeah! I will teach you starting from today."

Jae slowly nodded his head and looked away from Yunho, then Yunho: "But Jae, you have to try to get over the pain, because getting hurt is a must. So, I hope you can bare with it."

Jae looked at Yunho's face and he then nodded his head as he held out his arms to show Yunho his muscle, "Yah! I am a man too okay? I can bare with the tiny little pain! Don't treat me like a girl."

Forgetting about the activity from last night, Jae sat up suddenly and a sharp pain came through his entire body made Jae scream out very loud, "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! UMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"

Yunho looked at the yelling Jae, pov- I don't think he can bare with the pain..

After school, Yunho led Jae to a private place for practice..

Yunho: "Jae! Have you ever used a gun before?"

Jae: "You think I look like the type who would have a gun at home?"

"Okay.. okay.. I will show you how to use a gun first then." Yunho said. Then he took out a gun from one of the closet as he took out all the bullets.

"First! You have to know how to place the bullets back in there. I will show you." Yunho did it once, and handed the gun to Jae. Jae looked at it and felt very nervous holding a gun like that but he did exactly what Yunho just showed him.

Yunho nodded, "Okay, good, we will practice on shooting now!"

Jae nodded and Yunho let Jae to a room with targets far away from the shooting position. Yunho then held out the gun and shoot at the target. BANG! Jae covered his ears but he saw the bullet got to a place near the middle. Jae blinked his eyes a few times and Yunho said: "You try it! Guns are a very important weapon during a gang fight, but not everyone get a gun but I will make sure you get one."

Jae nodded and held out the gun like Yunho did, then he placed his finger on the trigger. BANG! Jae closed his eyes due to the loud noise. Yunho looked at where Jae shoot and shakes his head..

Jae opened his eyes and looked at the target, "Omo! Where is the place I shoot?"

Yunho pointed at the wall far away from the target, "Right there!"

Jae looked at the place where Yunho pointed and saw a tiny hole on the wall. Jae: "Oh.. Opps.. sorry, I broke the wall."

Yunho signed: "It's okay.. it's your first time, but next time, don't close your eyes."

Jae nodded and looked over at Yunho, "Yunho.. this is making me really nervous right now.. tell me, what is the big mission about?"

"Well.." Yunho paused for a second, "Basically, our gang is the biggest in our city, but another gang is getting more power and support from the other cities because the boss of that other gang has a brother ruling in another city. They are getting more people and money. If they keep on growing like this, then they will come after us sooner or later. So boss decided to fight them first, but it is going to very hard because they are a very strong gang too."

Jae: "Are the other guy who were trying to kill you the other night from that gang?"

Yunho remembers the night where Jae had saved him, and he nodded his head, "They are always after Yoochun and me because we are the best fighters, but don't worry, I am not that easy to kill. Especially, I have you with me now.. I have you to take care.. I need to stay safe and alive right?"

Jae looked up at Yunho: "Yun.. let's get out from the gang together then.. I don't want to fight and I don't want you to fight either. Let's just go back to our ordinary life, I promise I will never leave you again, so let's live our lives safely together okay?"

"Jae.. it is not as easy as you thought. If you can quit whenever you want to then I would let you quit a long time ago." Yunho answered, "Once you are in the gang, then you are always in the gang. If you want to get out, then you are going to be killed by the other members, because we are afraid of the quitting people to carry out information to the police. Jae.. it is impossible for me to get out anymore.. but I will try to get you out after our mission.. no matter what I do, I will get you out of here.."

"No Yunho! If you are not coming with me, then I am not getting out from here either." Jae replied.

Ring.. Ring..

Jae looked down at his phone, and he saw Changmin's number on there. Jae answered, "Min ah.."

"Hyung! Where are you? You haven't come home for so many days. I am worried about you. Are you coming home tonight?" Changmin asked worriedly.

"Min ah! Oh.. I am sorry for leaving you home for so many days.. okay, I will be home tonight.. I will cook for you okay?" Jae answered.

"Okay, then I will be waiting for you." Changmin said cheerfully.

Jae hangs up the phone and turned around to see Yunho having a frowning face. Jae: "What's wrong?"

Yunho: "You are going back home tonight?"

Jae giggles at Yunho's face, and then he walked over to Yunho: "Yes! I am.."

Yunho looked away, "Oh.."

"You are going back with me." Jae suddenly said and hugged onto Yunho.

"What?" Yunho was a little shocked.

"I said you are going over to my place tonight." Jae repeated himself..

"No, I can't.." Yunho quickly said, but he doesn't really know himself why he couldn't go but he just feels so nervous.

"Why not? My parents are not home. I went to your places so many times before, why can't you go to mine?" Jae looked up at Yunho with a somewhat disappointing face.

Yunho thinks for a second, and Jae nudges Yunho's arm, "Please! Just go.. I don't want you to stay at your place alone, who knows if you are going to bring anyone with you."

"What? You don't trust me?" Yunho said.

"Of course not!" Jae made a funny face at Yunho and Yunho smiled, "You little.."

Then Jae started to run away from Yunho and Yunho chasing after Jae all around the room. Yunho smiling at Jae: "YAH! YOU COME BACK HERE RIGHT NOW!"

Yunho catches Jae and hugs onto him around the back as he sniffs Jae's hair. Jae smiles, "So, are you coming?" Jae asked and feeling Yunho's tongue circling around on his neck. Yunho signed out deeply on Jae's neck and making Jae feel an unbearable pleasure rushing through his whole body.

"Eung.." Yunho answered deeply and kissing his way over to Jae's back and shoulders. Jae moans: "Ahh.. Yun ah.. not here.."

Yunho stops his kissing and turns Jae around. Jae blushed a lot and looked up at Yunho's face, "You are so naughty Yunho.. when did you become like this? Huh?"

Yunho smiles: "I am not that innocent little boy anymore Jae. For you leaving me last time, I am going to be the one punishing you now."

Jae giggles and took Yunho's hand, "Stop joking around! Come on, let's go back, Changmin is still waiting for me."

They walked out from the practice place, and Jae suggested, "Do you think we should ask some friends over to my house tonight? Since, we are together.. Yoochun and Junsu are together.. Yesung and Ryeowook are back together too, maybe we should celebrate a little.."

Yunho looked up at the cheerful Jae and felt his heart warming up to this whole world so much with Jae beside him, then he nodded, "Maybe a little party isn't a bad idea for now."

Jae nodded with a smile and both of them started to call people for the plan for the night..

Heechul woke up and found himself sleeping in Hankyung's room and when he looked to his left he was surprised to see Hankyung sleeping next to him on the same bed. Heechul sat up a little to look at Hankyung's face and he is sleeping so deep and peaceful now. Heechul lies his head down on Hankyung's shoulder and hugs him from the waist as he whispers, "Hankyung ah.. do you not feel anything for me? Huh?"
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Chapter 30Fighting like kids

"It's me! Jaejoong! Come pick me up at XXX Street.. okay.. see you.." Jae called his personal driver and hanged up the phone as he looked over at Yunho.

"Do you have to call the driver? We can just take the bus or something." Yunho seemed uneasy with Jae's wealthy family background. Compared to himself, Yunho was such a low statues in the society and Jae is just too good for him to have.

"Oh I always call the driver to pick me up, if you like the bus better, then let's take a bus instead, I will call my driver and tell him not to come anymore." Jae said and took out his phone but Yunho stopped him, "No! It's okay."

"What's wrong?" Jae sensed something was not right with Yunho, but Yunho didn't say anything. He just shakes his head and looks away.

Jae and Yunho arrived back to Jae's house and they both made calls for their friends about the gathering at Jae's house tonight. Yunho looked up at the size of Jae's house, once again, he felt very uneasy.

Jae looked back at Yunho: "Yunho.. what are you doing? Come on!"

Jae held onto Yunho's hand and dragged him into the house, as soon as they stepped in, Changmin immediately rushed out: "HYUNG! I AM STARVING! COOK ME SOME FOOD!"

But then Changmin looked past Jae and saw Yunho standing there. "YAH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" Changmin screamed and walked over to Yunho.

Jae pulls onto Changmin: "Min! Don't be mean, Yunho is staying with us and we invited Yoochun, Junsu, Yesung and Ryeowook over for a small gathering tonight."

Changmin looked at Yunho and Yunho stared at Changmin back. Jae noticed that both of them were giving each other unfriendly glances, "Minnie ah.. You and Yunho have a lot of misunderstandings together, but like I said, they are just misunderstanding. Min, Yunho isn't as bad as you think, and Yunho ah.. Min is just a kid so don't get mad at him with his straight forwardness, okay?"

Jae then holds onto both of them by the hands and smiled at each of them. "Well, I will go cook right now. Minnie ah.. please lead Yunho to the living room and you two can watch some TV right now." Jae said and holding a smile on his face and walked into the kitchen leaving Changmin and Yunho staring at each other.

Yunho staring at this stubborn kid named Changmin in front of him pov- What the heck is wrong with him? Why is he staring at me like I am his worst enemy on earth? What is so good about himself anyways? Why does he even deserve Jae to be so nice to him.. Aish..

Changmin staring at this guy in front of him that he never liked, pov- ARGH! Why is he here? Why is JJ Hyung even with him? This cold faced dude.. why does he deserve JJ Hyung to be so nice to him? Plus he has hurt JJ Hyung before too, I know I will never like him.. Aish..

Then, Changmin and Yunho at the same time said: "YAH!"
"You call me 'Yah'? DO YOU KNOW I AM ORDER THAN YOU!" Yunho yelled at Changmin.

Changmin: "SO? THAT DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE TO CALL HIM HYUNG? I CALL PEOPLE HYUNG WHO I TREAT AS A HYUNG! YOU ARE JUST A COLD FACED AIJISHI (Old people)!"

"AIJISHI? YAH! YOU LITTLE BRAT! DO YOU KNOW KILLING YOU IS AS EASY AS KILLING AN ANT? IF IT'S NOT FOR JAE, THEN I WOULD HAVE KILLED YOU WITH THE SLOWEST METHOD!" Yunho yelled back and totally out of control and pissed with Changmin's attitude.

"Oh yea! Only people with no brains would always think about killing people. I seriously don't see what JJ Hyung see in you! I am going to tell him to break up with you. I don't approve you with him!" Changmin walked up to Yunho's face and argued back.

Yunho: "YAH! WHY THE HELL DO I NEED YOUR APPROVAL? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?"

"YAH! YOU TWO!" Jae yelled while coming out from the kitchen with flours over his hands, "Stop yelling at each other! Why are you two always arguing when you see each other in person? Minnie! Please, bring Yunho to the living room and just watch TV peacefully on the coach for a second before I finish cooking for everyone okay? Everyone is going to get here soon and you don't want them to starve right? Min! If you don't do as I said I am not going to cook your food because I will run out of time."

"JJ Hyung! How can you threaten me with food? I said you can do anything but take food away form me!" Changmin pouted at Jae, and Jae smiled as he walked over to Changmin, "Aww.. don't pout like that Min! I will cook your food if you listen to me okay? Now bring Yunho to the living room and try to get along with him. He is not that bad."

Jae then turned over to Yunho: "Yun ah.. please don't argue with Min.. he just young and arrogant that's all.. okay?"

Then Jae packs Yunho on the lips lightly, Jae pov- That should stop them from arguing for a second.. ahh.. I better get back to work now..

Then Jae went back to the kitchen, but he was wrong. The silent only leased five minutes when Jae was cutting meat, he heard..

"YAH! GIVE THE REMOTE CONTROL BACK!"

"HAHA! THE OLD AIJISHI CAN'T RUN! WOOHOO! COME GET ME IF YOU CAN! OH OOPS.. I FORGOT.. YOU ARE TOO SLOW TO CATCH ME!"

"YAH! YOU! SHUT UP BEFORE I KILL YOU!"

"OMO! THAT'S MY CHIPS! GIVE ME BACK!"

"NO WAY! YOU GIVE ME THE REMOTE FIRST! YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOOK THE REMOTE AWAY FORM ME!"

"THAT'S BECAUSE YOU ARE STUPID AND SLOW AND OLD AND UGLY!"

Jae rolled his eyes and dropped the knife as he rushed over to the living room, but when he opened the door what in front of his eyes was really shocking. Changmin was on top of a book shelf and Yunho was jumping up and down trying to get the remote from Changmin while holding onto Changmin's beg of chips threatening Changmin that he will eat it all if he didn't get the remote back.

"YAH! YOU TWO! WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING?" Jae yelled and staring at them in a shocking expression. "YAH! SHIN CHANGMIN! HOW DID YOU GET ON TOP OF THAT BOOK SHELF! Okay, nevermind about what I asked, I don't really want to know how did you get up there, but GET DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU WEIGHT? YOU ARE GOING TO BREAK IT!"

"Yunho ah! Stop throwing the beg around while jumping, the chips are getting all over the floor already." Jae said to Yunho and trying to get those two stop fighting, "Aish! Why are you two always fighting? I feel like I am the baby sitter here! Even though both of you two are younger than me, but please, you two are grown ups already, stop behaving like kids! CHANGMIN STOP KICKING GET OFF HERE RIGHT NOW!"

Seeing Jae yelling like that, Yunho and Changmin both stopped but they both pointed at each other and said at the same time: "HE STARTED IT!"

Jae rolled his eyes: "Please! Let me finish cooking, I don't care who started it! Changmin, give the remote control back to Yunho and let him watch TV, and you go get some ice-cream to eat so you can be quiet and calm down!"

Changmin pouts and handed the remote back to Yunho then rushed out the living room to get some ice-cream like Jae said. Jae looked over at Yunho and Yunho had a very pissed face on right now.

"Aish! Why is that kid being so rude to me?" Yunho said, and Jae walked over: "Yunho ah.. Changmin has always been very protective over me ever since when we were young, so please be understanding okay?"

"I hate it the most when he is being so protective over you. I am here now, so I should be the one protecting you, why is he always butting in?" Yunho said with a pout like a little kid getting mad.

Jae smiles at the cute face that is on Yunho right now, and he hugs Yunho around the waist, "Yunho ah.. do you know how much I love your cute faces? You look so different from the first time I saw you in school after I came back to Korea. I thought I would never see this side of you anymore.. I want to thank you a lot for giving me another chance to love and stay by your side.."

Yunho smiles and hugs Jae back: "I know I have made the right decision and I can finally open up my heart for you now. I love you Jae, and even though I am the younger one in our relationship, but I want you to know that I will protect you no matter what happens and always stay by your side. You gave me so much comfort before and it is my turn to comfort you with anything that is ahead of you."

"Then Yun ah.. after the big mission.. can you get out from the gang?" Jae suddenly asked and looked up at Yunho's face.

Yunho paused for a second at Jae's question, and Jae continued: "I don't want to see you get hurt in any way and being in the gang is so dangerous as it is, so.. let's get out together.. please.."

Yunho looked at Jae and then slowly he nodded his head, "Okay Jae! I promise you, after the big mission, I will do whatever I can to try to get out from the gang. No matter what I have to do, I will get out with you.. together.. okay?"

Jae smiled and nodded as he hugged onto Yunho tightly. Jae smiled: "Yunho ah.. I love you so much."

"Me too!" Yunho smiled and kisses Jae on the forehead.
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Chapter 31The gathering night

"YAH! YOU! TAKE YOUR HANDS OFF FROM MY HYUNG!" Changmin yelled at Yunho who is hugging onto Jae right now, "If you don't, then I am going to through this ice-cream box at you!"

Jae: "Min! Stop that!"

Jae gets out from Yunho's hold and walks over to Changmin: "Min! Can you please behave yourself for a second? I am seriously going to abundant you from food if you don't quiet down and let me go cook."

Changmin pouts: "Fine!"

Then Jae signed and pats on Changmin's head as he walked into the kitchen to finish cooking. Slowly, everyone started to arrive to Jae's mansion and they all seated comfortably in the living room and coupled up with each other. Yunho and Changmin were still staring at each other with death glares while Jae working hard in the kitchen.

"Maybe I should go help Jaejoong Hyung." Ryeowook suggested and looked over at Yesung who nodded.

Junsu looked over at Yunho and Changmin then whispered to Yoochun: "What is going on with those two?"

"I don't think they are getting along too well." Yoochun responded.

Junsu nodded: "I will go help Jaejoong then!"

Then Junsu got up and went to the kitchen with Ryeowook, and then Yunho, Changmin, Yoochun and Yesung were left there sitting in the living room. It was quiet, till suddenly, both Yunho and Changmin reached for the snack on the table.

Both of them grabbed onto it and not letting go. "Yah! Let go! I got it first!" Changmin said.

"What? Which eye did you see that you got it first? I was the one who grabbed onto it first." Yunho argued.

"This is my food! JJ Hyung bought it for me, so let go!" Changmin said.

"You already ate enough and Jae told you to be nice to me, so you let go!" Yunho said.

"Yah! You two! There are so many more on the table.. why are you two fighting over that one snack?" Yoochun pointed at least other ten snack bars lying in a tray on the table. Yesung grabs on and opened it as he started to eat it, and then he handed one to Yoochun too.

"I DON'T CARE! I GOT THIS ONE FIRST!" Changmin started to yell.

"YAH! WHY ARE YOU SO STUBBORN? I GOT THIS FIRST! LET GO!" Yunho yelled back.

Just then, Jae walked out from the kitchen: "Stop yelling! Dinner is ready."

Hearing that, Changmin lets go of the snack bar and rushed over to the kitchen, but since Yunho was pulling onto it so hard, so when Changmin lets go Yunho fall hard on the ground and landing on his back.

"Owwwh! God damn that kid! My back!" Yunho cursed and tried to sit up.

Yoochun helps Yunho to get up and Jae rushed over: "Yunho are you okay?"

Yunho stands up: "I seriously cannot stand that kid, it's like he has something against me."

Yoochun looked over at Jae: "Yea Jaejoong! I think Changmin is acting really weird.. even if Yunho didn't leave him a good impression first, but he doesn't have to be so rude.. I mean for your sake.. you are dating Yunho right now.. he should be more nice to Yunho right now."

Jae looked at Yoochun and then Yunho, pov- Yea! Changmin isn't usually like this. What happened to him? I feel very weird too.

But Jae didn't say anything and walked into the kitchen with everyone else. Yesung: "yah.. this seems so nice.."

Yoochun smells the food: "Wow! I haven't ate home cooked food for so long too."

Junsu: "Really Chun? I can cook for you next time then."

Yoochun: "Aww.. my Su is the best."

"Get a room you two!" Changmin said coldly and digging in his food..

Everyone felt chills by Changmin's cold words, then Ryeowook sat down next to Yesung and placed some food in Yesung's plate for him. Yesung smiles and picks the food up as he feeds Ryeowook.

Jae smiles at all the cute couples having actions with each other and then he looked over at Yunho who is eating like a pig. Jae: "Yunho! You like my cooking?"

Yunho looks over: "Yeah! Jae.. it's really good.."

"I am done Hyung!" Changmin suddenly said and got up from his seat while walking out from the kitchen. Jae looked up at Changmin and he felt the need to have a talk with him.
Jae stood up: "I will be back."

Then Jae rushed out from the kitchen. Finding Changmin sitting outside in the yard, Jae walked over and sat down next to Changmin.

Changmin looked over at Jae and then back at the sky, then Jae asked: "Minnie ah.. what's wrong?"

Changmin shakes his head: "Nothing!"

"Don't lie to me! Min, I know something is wrong with you. You have been acting so weird lately, and you have been so rude to the guests.. are you okay?" Jae asked caringly.

"Hyung!" Changmin looked over at Jae, "Are you happy now? Does that Yunho guy treat you well? He seems so cold and mean at the beginning, are you sure he is not hurting you right now?"

Jae stared at Changmin's serious face: "Min.. are you worried about me? I am fine Min.. don't worry, Yunho is a very nice guy if you really get to know him, and he is very sweet to me too. I am not hurt at all.. in fact I am very happy right now.. I have finally got together with him and I wish that I could always be with him.."

"But how come he made you join the gang?" Changmin suddenly asked and Jae was shocked, because he thought Changmin didn't know about it.

"Min.. how.. how did you know?" Jae stuttered.

"Hyung, you always treat me like a kid, but I am not one anymore. I am grown up and I know things when I should. I know when you don't come home then you would stay at his place.. and sometimes you would go to gang practice and meetings with him.." Changmin said and sounding very mature, "I don't know why are you doing these for him but I don't think uncle and aunty would be happy to know any of these right?"

Jae looked down: "Min! I know what I am doing is wrong, but I have my reasons. I promise you that I will not get myself into trouble okay? I will watch out for danger and I will protect myself well. Min, please, don't mention these to my parents, and I will stop what I am doing very soon.. I promise you.."

Changmin looked at Jae and suddenly he stood up while pulls Jae into a tight hug. Jae freezes and called: "Min.. what's wrong?"

"Jaejoong ah.." Changmin calling Jae by the name instead of saying Hyung, "I don't want to see you get hurt.. ever.."

Jae: "Min.."

Slowly, Changmin lets Jae go and looks at Jae in the eyes, "Jaejoong Hyung.. I want to let you know, if anyone ever hurts then.. I will always protect you.. and I mean anyone.."

Jae nods and looks at Changmin's serious face, suddenly, he felt that this boy in front of him is not just a boy anymore.. he has grown up so much and he is a very tough man right now.. how come he never realized that before..

Then Changmin walked back into the living room to watch TV. Jae looks at Changmin pov- Min.. what is on your mind right now? Should I really stop treating you like a kid? I really know too little about you..

After dinner, everyone gathered around the living room to play video games. Jae was sitting on Yunho's lap and watching Junsu, Yoochun, Yesung and Changmin playing games. Ryeowook was beside Yesung and helping him by telling him what to do at times.

Yunho hugs Jae tightly and touching Jae's long legs with his hands, and Jae was smiling to himself while watching the others.

Yunho whispers: "Jae.. I am hard.."

Jae looks over at Yunho and giggles: "You are so bad? How did you get hard just yet?"

Yunho smiles: "Because you are sitting on top of me."

"We can't do it now? They are still in my house. Let's wait till they leaves okay?" Jae whispers back.

"No! Let's do it now, and let's do it again after they leave." Yunho said and grabbed onto Jae's hand as he pulled Jae up.

Jae looked over at the others who don't really seem to notice what is going on, so Jae followed Yunho and rushed up stairs to Jae's room.

Closing the door behind him, Jae leaned on the door and felt Yunho's lips pressing against his own. Then Yunho pins Jae's hands on the wall above his head, and sucking in on Jae's lower lips softly. Slowly, kissing over to Jae's neck Yunho began to travel his other hand inside of Jae's shirt. Moaning, Jae closed his eyes and letting Yunho to take control over his body.

"YES! WE WON AGAIN!" Junsu yelled with his dolphin voice and high five Yoochun.

Changmin and Yesung both signed, "ARGH! Why do they always win?"

"Because I am good at playing video games.. haha.." Junsu said proudly.

"What? You are good? I am good too okay? Remember at that place where you always got killed, I was the one who saved you." Yoochun complained.

"What? Then how about those so many times you always got shot? I saved you so many times and wasted so much of my weapon!" Junsu argued back.

Yesung: "Erm.. you two already won why are you two arguing?"

Ryeowook smiles: "But I think it's so cute when they argue!"

Junsu and Yoochun turned to them and scream: "NO! IT'S NOT!"

Changmin looks around: "Where is Jae Hyung and Yunho?"

Then everyone looked around and wondering where they went as they started to hear moans coming from up stairs. Ryeowook blushed, Yesung dropped his jaw open, Junsu covers his ears and Yoochun shakes his head.

Changmin looked up the stairs and then looked away as he felt pain in his heart..
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Chapter 32Story of the pastPatting hard and lying next to Yunho, Jae looked up at the ceiling and could still feel the pleasure Yunho had just brought to him over his entire body. Looked over at Yunho who was also patting hard, Jae smiled and moved his hands over to lock fingers with Yunho's hand.

"Jae.." Yunho looked over and whispered softly, "I love you so much."

Jae smiles and looks over: "Me too Yun.. I am so happy that we are back together again.."

Yunho sits up a little and said: "How come it's so quiet outside? When did they stop playing games?"

Jae noticed that it was really quiet too, so he sat up and put on clothes that were thrown randomly on the ground. Yunho also put back on his clothes and both of them walked over to the door.

"I wonder if they had already stopped playing, maybe they are eating again.. or.." Jae said and smiled at Yunho while turning the knob of the door. But after opening the door, two bodies immediately fell on the ground in front of his eyes.

"Omo!" Jae jumped a little and Yunho walked over found Yoochun and Junsu lying on the ground.

"Yah! Get off! You are so heavy!" Junsu yelled and trying to get out while lying under Yoochun.

"Owwh! My face! I just hit my face on the ground." Yoochun screamed and ignoring Junsu's struggle.

"Aish! Get off! Get off!" Junsu struggled to get up.

"Yah! What are you two doing leaning on the door like that?" Yunho yelled.

Junsu and Yoochun looked up found Yunho and Jae standing in front of them. They quickly got up, and Junsu pointed at Yoochun: "It's all his fault!"

Turned to Yoochun, Junsu said: "I told you to step away! See what happened? I already told you they stopped moaning a long time ago."

"What? You were the one who enjoyed listening to it at the beginning, why are you blaming me?" Yoochun said back.

"WHAT? IT WAS SO NOT ME! WHO WAS THE ONE SAID JAEJOONG'S MOANING WAS BEAUITFUL? HUH? HUH? I HAVEN'T EVEN GET YOU BACK ONT HAT YET!" Junsu started to yell with his dolphin voice.

"OH YEA? THEN WHO WAS THE ONE SAYING THAT YUNHO WAS SO GOOD TO MAKE JAEJOONG MOAN LIKE THAT? HUH? HUH? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO SAY NOW?" Yoochun argued back.

"YAH! YOU TWO!" Yunho yelled in an embarrassing way and Jae blushing like a red tomato.

Yoochun and Junsu looked over, and Yunho: "YAH! WHO TOLD YOU GUYS TO LISTNE TO US? THIS IS CALLED INVADING OUR PERSONAL PRIVACY!"

"Then who told you guys to do that when we are still in the house huh? Gosh! If you want personal privacy then get a room!" Yoochun said.

"We were in a room! But, no one told you to lean on the door to listen!" Yunho said.

"Well, it's because you two are so freaken out that the whole house could hear you two!" Yoochun still arguing..

Jae held onto Yunho while Junsu held onto Yoochun, Jae: "Yun.. stop arguing.. this is getting more and more embarrassing.."

Junsu: "Yah! Yoochun! Stop yelling, this is pointless anyways."

Yunho and Yoochun looked at each other, then back at their own boyfriend and said: "Fine.."

Junsu smiled at Jae: "Well! I see that you two just had fine, we are going to go home now."

Yoochun pats on Yunho's shoulder: "Yeah! Don't have too much fun tonight."

Yunho slaps Yoochun's hand away: "Yah! I should be the one to tell you that."

Yoochun smiles and looks over to their left as he rolled his eyes, "Yesung, Ryeowook, if you guys want a ride home then stop what you are doing right now."

Jae and Yunho were surprised because they didn't see Yesung and Ryeowook, but when they looked to the left of the door both of them were shocked. Yesung pushed Ryeowook on the wall and was currently making out with Ryeowook madly.

"YESUNG! GET YOUR HANDS OUT FROM RYEOWOOK'S PANTS AND YOUR TONGUE IN YOUR OWN MOUTH SO WE CAN GO HOME RIGHT NOW!" Junsu yelled with his dolphin voice to get their notice.

Yesung turned over and found everyone staring at them as Ryeowook pushed Yesung away quickly and blushed madly, "Yah.. I told you to stop.."

Yesung: "Who told you guys to look over? Aish.."

"If you want to do anything to Ryeowook, then do it at home okay? No one wants to see a live show right after a radio show (looking over at YunJae)." Yoochun rolled his eyes and said. "Come on! I will give you two a ride home."

Yoochun, Junsu, Yesung and Ryeowook walked out from Jae's house and Jae waved "good-bye" to both couples. Jae looked over at Yunho: "They all look so sweet, aren't they?"

Yunho smiles: "Not as sweet as us."

"Where is Min?" Jae looked around and suddenly noticed that Changmin was nowhere in sight.

Walking toward the kitchen, Jae heard munching sounds inside then walked over to the door, Jae found Changmin sitting at the dinning table alone eating the leftover food that he cooked for all today.

Jae looked back and whispered to Yunho: "Yun.. can you wait for me in my room? I need to talk to Min."

"What do you have to talk to him about?" Yunho was a little confused.

"Don't worry, it is nothing big. Just wait for me okay?" Jae said and Yunho nodded as he walked away.

Jae slowly walked into the kitchen and pulled a chair out while sitting across from Changmin who was still eating and not looking up.

"You are here now.." Changmin suddenly said and still not looking up, "Did the rest go home already?"

"Yea.." Jae replied, "Min.. why are you eating those cold food? Let me go reheat them for you. You will get sick.."

Jae reached his hand out for the plate but Min held it back and said: "No.. it's okay.. I will never get sick eating your cooking.."

"Min.." Jae said, but Changmin cuts him off and looked up at Jae in the eyes, "Hyung.. do you know when did I start to eat so much?"

"Huh?" Jae was a little confused at the question, "When?"

"I remember the first time I ate your cooking was when I was crying." Changmin looked up a little and trying to remember, "I was crying because Umma scolded me for breaking something not on purpose. I felt very upset and I cried aloud, but you came over and said you will make me food if I stop crying. Then I watched you over at the kitchen to make me some spaghetti. Honestly, those spaghetti tasted horrible but I still ate them all because I was crying so much and I didn't eat anything the whole day. Ever since then, you would always cook me food when I get upset or when I cry. I would always finish everything you make me because when I am upset my whole body feels so empty, only when I ate your cooking I would feel full and filled with something again. That is when my stomach started to grow bigger and bigger.. that is why I always eat so much nowadays.."

Jae looked surprised at Changmin, and Changmin smiled at Jae: "You know.. your cooking sucked at the beginning, but I was the little experience mice of yours, so whenever you are done cooking.. I am always the one to taste it and tell you how to fix it to make it better.. I didn't mind taking this role and I enjoyed seeing you cook for me also.. but after you came to Korea.. no one was there to cook for me, so my parents hired a chief just for me because I complained too much, but something wasn't right.. even though that chief cooked so much better than you, but something was missing and I couldn't quite figure it out.. then later after days and days have passed I finally knew that it is that I was really missing.. so I appeared in front of your eyes again.. here in Korea.."

Jae stared at Changmin and was a little shocked at Changmin's words, because he had never thought that his cooking would have such a big influence on Changmin's life.

"Hyung.." Changmin said, "I have always called you that, and I really respect you as my Hyung.. but do you know.. after you were gone, I realized that the sight of you cooking in front of me was what made all the things I ate so tasteful and sweet.. Jaejoong.. it was you whom I really missed.. Jaejoong ah.. Jaejoong ah.."

"Min!" Jae called out and couldn't stand the hear Changmin calling him by his name so passionately anymore, "Min.. you are just confused Min.. I am your Hyung.. and you are my cousin.. I have never seen you as anything else other than that.."

Jae looked away: "Min.. I am sorry, and I never meant for you to feel this way about me, and I am sure you are just confused.. that's it.. I am not the one for you Min. My parents and your parents would never agree with this either, also.. I love Yunho, and you should know that by now.. I know I sound very harsh.. but I cannot accept you that way.. Min.. I am sorry.."

Changmin looked at Jae and slowly he smiled: "I know.. I know you would say that Hyung, don't worry about me.. I just wanted to confess to you about my feeling. Don't worry Hyung, I will forever be your cousin but I just want to let you know that I won't let anyone hurt you in anyway."

Jae stood up and walked over to Changmin as he hugged Changmin lightly, "Thank you Min! Thank you for the understanding, and I am sure you will find someone better in the future. I am sure."
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Chapter 33Making plansChangmin smiled at Jae and said: "Thank you Hyung. Don't worry about me, you should go take a rest now."

Jae nodded and felt happy that Changmin was not feeling very sad after the rejection, because Jae knows that he only loves Yunho.. to Changmin.. Jae has never seen him more than a little brother..

Jae walked back to his bedroom and was happy that he finally settled things with Changmin, then he found Yunho sitting on the bed and staring out from the window. Jae smiled to himself as he walked behind Yunho and suddenly jumped on him.

"WHO ARE YOU THINKING?" Jae said.

Yunho was a little shocked and he turned around saw Jae: "Jae, you are back, what were you talking with Changmin?"

"Oh, it's nothing! Don't worry about it." Jae didn't want to tell Yunho.

"Seriously, that kid doesn't like me. It seems to me that he is being over protective over you. Are you sure there is nothing that I need to know?" Yunho asked curiously.
"No! It's fine!" Jae replied, "Min is always like that.. plus he is still a kid, so there are times his words can be very straightforward and hurtful."

Yunho nodded then leaned closer to Jae, Jae: "Wait Yunho! We just did.."

"So?" Yunho kisses onto Jae's neck, "I said we will do it again tonight."

"Yunho.." Jae whines, but Yunho pushes Jae down on the bed. Jae signed: "You are such a naughty kid."

Yunho grins then kisses Jae's lips passionately while his hands moving freely on Jae's body..

Yoochun and Junsu took Yesung and Ryeowook home, but when they stopped the car they didn't hear Yesung and Ryeowook get out from the car..

Junsu looked over at Yoochun: "They fall asleep?"

Then, when Junsu turned around he quickly turned back: "ARGH! MY INNOCENT EYES!"

"What's wrong?" Yoochun looked at Junsu's reaction and turned around as he rolled his eyes, "YAH! ARE YOU TWO GOING TO DO IT IN MY CAR? GET OUT! YOU ARE HOME!"

Ryeowook yells: "STOP!"

Yesung looks up: "Aish! We are already home?"

"YES! YOU TWO ARE HOME! NOW GO INTO THE HOUSE AND DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE. YESUNG PUT RYEOWOOK'S PANTS ON FOR HIM! AND YOU PUT YOUR SHIRT BACK ON, DO YOU THINK MY CAR IS A HOTEL ROOM OR SOMETHING?" Yoochun yelled.

"Sorry.." Ryeowook apologizes softly, and quickly he was dragged out from the car by Yesung and pushed into the house.

Junsu uncovers his eyes and turns over to Yoochun: "Geez.. they really can't wait.."

"They are not the only one." Yoochun murmured.

"Huh?" Junsu looked over at Yoochun.

"Nothing!" Yoochun started the car and drove back to his house.

Getting out from the car, Yoochun held onto Junsu's hand but Junsu pulled back: "erm.. I think I should go back to my place tonight."

"Why?" Yoochun looked over.

"It's just.. I have been staying with you for so many days.. I don't want my parents to get worried.." Junsu said.

"Didn't you tell them you are staying with friends for a few days?" Yoochun questioned.

"I did.. but.." Junsu looked down.

Then Yoochun stepped back a few steps, "Look Junsu! I know exactly what you are thinking.. it's Yunho again right? You are still thinking about Yunho right?"

Junsu looked up: "What? No I am not!"

"Yes you are! Ever since tonight, your eyes have always been on Yunho.." Yoochun said, "You think I didn't notice, and now you don't think you can stay with me for tonight because you want to think about Yunho. You still love him, after all these days you never forget about him in your heart.."

"NO! THAT'S NOT IT!" Junsu yells: "I am not the one who thinks about Yunho okay? YOU ARE THE ONE WHO STILL LIKES JAEJOONG! JUST THEN, YOU WERE TELLING ME HOW JAE SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN HE MOANS! YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING?"

Yoochun signed and looked at Junsu: "So you were jealous?"

Junsu looked away and his face was flushing with red color, then Yoochun walked closer to Junsu: "I am jealous too."

Slowly, Yoochun hugs Junsu into his arms: "I am always afraid that I am not good enough in your heart, since you loved Yunho before, and I know I don't want to and cannot be Yunho's replacement."

"You are not Chun!" Junsu looked up at Yoochun, "I love you.. and you were my final choice, so please don't think that way."

Yoochun smiles and packs on Junsu's lips: "Then you should not worry about Jaejoong either, because I only love you Su.. only you.."

Junsu smiles and kisses Yoochun back passionately..

After a few days..

Jae watching Yunho ordering all the new members to learn the weapons, and Jae was already well trained with the weapons with Yunho, so he was just sitting aside and looking at everyone else. Jae felt really scared all of the sudden, because for practicing, everyone already started to look so scary.. and Yunho was always telling everyone that if they don't train well then they WILL die..

"What are you thinking?" A voice called from the back and Jae turned around. It was Hankyung..

"Oh.. I am just looking at everyone training." Jae replied and Hankyung sat down beside him.

"So, are you done training with weapons?" Hankyung said.

Jae nodded: "I think so.. Yunho helped me to learn and he said I am okay with everything now."

"You know.." Hankyung paused for a second, "Yunho is really good at fighting. I think he is a really smart guy only if he wasn't in the gang."

"Huh?" Jae was a little confused at Hankyung's words.
Hankyung shakes his head: "Nothing.. the big missions is up soon, I hope you are ready for it."

Jae nodded: "I will try my best.."

Hankyung nods to Jae: "Don't worry, I will look after you."

Then Hankyung stood up and walked out from the training room, but when he just made to the door he saw Heechul standing at the door way staring at him.

"Heechul ah.." Hankyung called, "What are you doing here?"

"So, you like him?" Heechul asked and sounded very jealous.

"What are you talking about? Jaejoong?" Hankyung said, "No.. I just think he is a very innocent and nice kid."

"Don't lie to me!" Heechul yelled.

"Heechul ah.. I am not lying.." Hankyung said and walked over to Heechul.

Heechul turned around: "Hankyung ah.. that night.. I remembered everything I said to you.. do you remember?"

Of course Hankyung remembers, but he pretended he didn't: "Which night?"

Heechul felt tears rolling around in his eyes: "The night when I confess my feelings for you."

Hankyung bits onto his lips: "Heechul ah.. let's not talk about that anymore okay? I will forget about it. You are always and will always be my brother."

Heechul closes his eyes and felt tears dropped onto his hands, then he felt Hankyung walked past him and said: "Let's just.. stay this way.."

Then Hankyung walked away, and Heechul opened his eyes looking at the blurry vision of Hankyung's figure..

Yunho walked over to Jae: "Jae.."

Jae looked up at Yunho: "Oh! Are you done training them now?"

Yunho signed: "They are not really getting good, but the mission is up soon. I am afraid that they will not be able to face the real fight."

"I think you are putting too much pressure on yourself." Jae said and held onto Yunho's hand, "Yunho.. you remember your promise to me?"

"Of course!" Yunho looked over: "I will talk to boss about it tonight. Don't worry.."

Jae nodded with a smile: "I trust you.."

Yunho kisses Jae on the forehead: "I want to live a normal life too."

The night..

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? JUNG YUNHO! YOU KNOW THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO DO! YOU KNOW THE RULES, ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?" Yoochun yelled at Yunho who just told him that he was going to quit the gang.

"Boss will kill you. I mean really kill you." Yoochun added.

"I know.. but I don't want to be in the gang anymore either.. now I have Jae, and I want to live a normal life with him." Yunho said. Then he looked over the door to boss's office, "I know I will have to talk to him about it sooner or later.."

Yunho walked over to the door, but Yoochun held him back: "Wait Yunho.. don't do it today.. do it after the mission! Maybe that would be better.."

Yunho looked back at Yoochun, then Yoochun said: "Trust me, I have been thinking about getting out from the gang too, then let's both do it after the mission."

Yunho stared at Yoochun then slowly nodded his head, "I hope we will become normal people again.. after this big mission.."

"If we are still alive.." Yoochun laughed coldly.

"Yes.. if we are still alive after it.." Yunho said with a serious tone.
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Chapter 34The actual mission

The big mission's night..

Everyone was gathering in the same club again and this time Jae was very impressed because there were actually more people than he would usually see.

Boss walked in from the door with Yunho and Yoochun followed behind him. Jae looks up and saw the boss stood in the very middle and said: "Guys! Tonight is the night and I hope none of you all will make me disappointed. We will have to use this fight to reassure our status. I have faith in all of you."

Everyone: "YES SIR!"

Jae looked around and found everyone were all getting ready and held very scary faces on. Jae felt very nervous at everyone's cheering around him and he looked around trying to find Hankyung, because usually Hankyung would be by his side, but he didn't see Hankyung this time.

Jae pov- Where did he go? He doesn't seem to be in this room.

"Who are you looking for?" Suddenly a voice called from the back and Jae turned around. It was Hankyung.
Hankyung smiled: "Don't worry, no one will hurt you tonight."

Jae: "Hankyung shi.. how come you are not scared at all?"

Hankyung just smiled but didn't say anything. The boss walked out from the room and Yunho stepped forward: "Okay everyone! To your places right now, we are moving out."

Then everyone walked out from the room, and Yunho walked over to Jae: "Jae.. come on! Let' go!"

"Yunho.." Hankyung looked at Yunho and Yunho looked over, then Hankyung said: "Be careful.."

"You too.." Yunho said and pulled onto Jae as he walked out. Hankyung stood at the same spot and whispered: "Tonight is the night.. Jung Yunho.. and Park Yoochun.."

Yunho and Jae got into the car, and Jae was shaking a little as he asked: "So, where are we going now?"

Yunho: "Tonight is the gang gathering time for the other gangs, and they usually meet in a park that has been abandoned a long time ago."

Jae: "Yunho ah.. please be careful tonight.. something doesn't feel right.."

"Don't worry Jae!" Yunho turned over to Jae and said: "I will protect you tonight, just stand beside me.."

Jae nodded and held his hand on Yunho's, then Yunho started to drive to their destination..

It was dark outside, and all the gangs from Yunho's and Yoochun's got out from the car. Slowly, they sneaked into the park and started to hide around the bushes.

Jae stayed next to Yunho and then they could hear the voices from the other gangs.. it seems as if someone is giving a speech and the crowd was all cheering.

Yunho looked around his gang, "Gangs.. break into two, the first group come with me and the second group stay hidden. Jaejoong ah.. you stay with the second group for now okay?"

"Yunho ah.." Jae sounded worried..

"Don't worry, my gang will look after you if anything happens." Yunho replied and did a hand single with Yoochun while Yoochun nodded.

Yunho then walked out from the bushes with the first group of his gang and Yoochun did the same. Jae felt his breath getting faster and his heart beating really fast too.. then slowly, he took out the gun Yunho gave him and held it tight in his hands..

Leader of the other gang: "SO! WE ARE GETTING BIGGER AND WE SHOULD BE PREPARED TO THE OTHER GANGS ATTACKING US! MORE IMPORTANTLY, JUNG YUNHO AND PARK YOOCHUN ARE THE MOST TROUBLESOME GANG, IF YOU HAVE A CHANCE BRING THOSE TWO DOWN."

"Oh yea?" Yunho said from the back and all the other gangs turned around to look at him, "I didn't really catch that. Can you say that again?"

Yoochun walked over beside Yunho: "I think.. he just said he wants to bring us down Yunho."

Yunho laughed hard and then he snapped his finger as the gangs walked out from the shadows behind him. "So.. I think you thought it was easy to catch me huh?"

"How about this? We come attack you first." Yoochun added and snapped his finger too as his gangs walked out from the shadow.

The leader pushed his gangs out of his way and walked over in front of Yunho and Yoochun, "I knew you two would come."

Yunho looked at the leader, and the leader held a rotten smile said: "You think I am stupid enough to just wait here for you two to attack my gang anytime? Don't forget.. we are more powerful than you and your little gangs."

All the guys behind the leader started to laugh loudly, and the leader snapped his finger in the air. Yunho and Yoochun looked around as more guys from the other gang walked out from the back.

Jae widens his eyes and watched the other gangs getting bigger and bigger. "Oh gosh! They have more people." Jae said softly.

Yunho smiled at the other gangs: "Okay? Then let's see whose gang has the real power then."

The leader frowned and yelled: "YOU TWO ARE GOING TO DIE!"

The two gangs broke out in a fight and Jae never kept his eyes off from Yunho. He was so worried that Yunho would get hurt, but Yunho was so good he would avoid from all the kicks and punches. Jae watched carefully and both the gangs were getting smaller and smaller as people were injured and dead on the ground.

The leader grabbed a knife from the ground and ran toward Yunho, Jae covers his mouth: "NO YUNHO AH.."

Yunho move away from the knife but he fall down on the ground. The leader then stabbed toward Yunho hard, then Yunho rolled over but the leader kept on stabbing over to Yunho.

Jae rushed out from the bush: "Yunho ah.."

Jae held up the gun at the leader and yelled: "LET HIM GO OR I WILL SHOT YOU!"

"Jae.. why did you get out?" Yunho yelled and was backed in a corner already.

Yoochun looked over and he kicked up a knife as he throws it over toward the leader, but the leader avoids the knife and yelled: "DAMN YOU!"

Yunho took the chance to kick the leader on the leg and he fall down hard on the ground. Yoochun snapped his finger as more of his gangs came out from the bushes. Yoochun smiled evilly: "HAHA! LOOK WHO IS GOING TO LOSE NOW?"

The leader looked around him and suddenly he took out a gun from his pocket and rushed over to Jae while wrapping his arms around Jae's neck and pointed the gun at Jae's head. "STOP EVERYTHING OR ELSE I WILL BLOW HIS BRAIN OUT!"

Yunho: "Jaejoong ah.. YOU LET HIM GO! RIGHT NOW!"

Everyone freezes at the point and no one dared to make a move..

But suddenly a loud announcement went off, "EVERYONE FREEZE INSIDE THE PARK RIGHT NOW! YOU ALL HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY THE POLICE! STOP ALL THE FIGHTING RIGHT NOW!"
Leader: "GOD DAMN IT! WHO CALLED THE POLICE?"

Yunho and Yoochun were very confused too, but they know that they will have to get away from the police also.
Slowly, a figure walked out from the shadow holding a gun wearing police uniform, Jae widens his eyes and fixed his vision on the person.

Yunho and Yoochun turned around pov: "Hankyung?"

Hankyung walked over with polices behind him all holding guns and he said: "EVERYONE FREEZE RIGHT NOW! AND STOP THE KILLING! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DIE, PUT YOUR HANDS OVER YOUR HEAD AND GET FACE BACKWARDS!"

All of the gangs did what Hankyung said, but Yunho, Yoochun and the leader. Hankyung pointed the gun at the leader: "YOU! DO AS I SAID, OR I WILL REALY KILL YOU!"

The leader slowly lets go of Jae and did as Hankyung said. Hankyung looked at Jae: "Do as I said!"

Jae stared at Hankyung, but Hankyung pointed his gun at Jae. Then slowly Jae turned around and puts his hands on the back of his head. Yunho and Yoochun looked at each other and did the same.

Yunho whispers: "What the fuck?"

"I guess we all have been tricked by Hankyung!" Yoochun said and signed hard, "Damn it!"

Hankyung then pressed his finger on the ear-piece and said: "NUMBER 2667, DO YOU COPY ME! DO YOU COPY ME! THE SITUATION IS SETLLED INSIDE! THE SITUATION IS SETLLED INSIDE!"

Hankyung then said: "Now! Walk out from the park one after another."

All the gangs followed out from the park including Jae, Yunho and Yoochun. Hankyung then walked out at the last but before he did he looked around the park.

Hankyung got into his police car and knowing that the club is empty by now since all the gangs are out for the fight. He the presses onto his ear-piece: "Number 2667 is on action to the club right now."

Driving as fast as he could, Hankyung stopped in front of the club. Hankyung looked up at the club and singled the gangs to go inside, because for his mission tonight, he has to catch the boss alive.. and his son.. Heechul..

Hankyung pov- Heechul ah.. now you should know.. we could never be together..
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Chapter 35Begging

Hankyung touches his earpiece and whispers: "First group, follow me.. second group, stay where you are.. move only after hearing my call. Understand?"

The other polices behind Hankyung all answered: "Yes Sir!"

Hankyung slowly walks into the club and obviously it was not open for the night, but Hankyung was sure the boss is now sitting in his office waiting for the gang's reply. Maybe he is a little anxious right now for not hearing an answer from Yunho and Yoochun for such a long time. Hankyung pov- Hopefully Heechul is not here with him..

Hankyung held onto his gun and walked toward the door of the office, then he signaled the others to come after him.

"Kick the door open." Hankyung ordered, "Then back off from the door as soon as possible."

A police man nodded and moved toward the door and suddenly kicked it open then jumped away from the door in case there were any harm. But there was nothing, and the whole room was silence. Hankyung who leaned against the wall then slowly he turned to the room and tried to take a peck inside..

"You don't have to hide around anymore." The boss's voice echoed in the room, "Hankyung!"

Hankyung felt his heart beats really fast, then the other polices looked at him. Hankyung whispered: "I will go in first, don't worry, if anything goes wrong I will make a signal."

The others nodded and whispered: "Be careful."

Hankyung slowly turned to the door while pointing the gun inside the room, and he slowly walked into the room. Hankyung looked straight and found the boss sitting on the chair facing his back to him.

"Hankyung ah.." The boss said with a deep sign, "How could it be you?"

Hankyung looked at the boss and said: "You have been surrounded by the police. Also, all of your gangs failed and are now in jail. Only you are left here."

The boss turned around with a smile on his face: "Yes, you are very smart Hankyung. You knew tonight was the big mission so I will draw out all of my gangs and there would be so less to product me in this club. You knew I would stay in the club also to wait for the respond from Yunho and Yoochun. Hankyung, you really give me a big surprise."

Hankyung still pointed his gun at the boss: "Whatever you say. I have been an undercover cop ever since when I was a teenager, and all was because we want to take you to jail one day. Do you know how much money you have taken? Do you know how many people you have killed? You deserve this day."

"I have treated you like a son. Hankyung ah.. but I don't regret it. You have always completed my missions so nice and complete. That one time when you was hurt I tried my best to get you to the best hospital outside of Korea to cure your wounds. I am still very proud of you being my son. But, Hankyung ah.. have you ever treated me as your Appa? If I didn't treat you like my son I wouldn't have trusted you so much and the event tonight would have never happened." The boss said, "You know.. I trusted you so much, and I never thought you would be the one to betray me."

The boss shakes his head: "I guess I was wrong from the very start.. Hankyung ah.. can I ask for a favor? My one last favor."

Hankyung looked at the boss and suddenly felt a little upset knowing that he was so nice to himself before. But it was his job to take the boss in jail from the very start, and Hankyung knows it from the very start.

Hankyung: "What is it?"

"Now, my gang will not exist in Korea anymore. I will not have anything else to pass down anymore. But.. Heechul.." Boss said and when he said Heechul's name his voice became very shaky..

Hankyung looked down after hearing Heechul's name also. Boss: "Heechul ah.. he is my one and only son.. he will not have anything else in this world anymore. He was never part of the gang, because I never let him join or learn any fighting skills. Please.. take care of him.."

Hankyung looked down and slowly nodded his head, but suddenly..

BANG

Hankyung widens his eyes and saw the boss shoot himself on the head and fall down on the desk in front of his body. Hankyung freezes at the same spot and the other polices quickly ran inside. Hankyung widens his eyes and stared at this old man who once took so much care of him.. this old man that treated him so nice before..

"Heechul ah.. I will take care of you for the rest of my life. That is my promise." Hankyung whispered as tears ran out from his eyes.

In jail..

"Kim Jaejoong!" A police walked in and called.

Jae looked up and walked over: "Here!"

The police opened the door and said: "you can leave now."

Jae: "What?"

"I said you can leave now." The man repeated.

"What about the others?" Jae asked. He has been put into this one cell and he was separated from Yunho and Yoochun. So he has no clue what happened to them at all.

"I don't know." The man said then said, "Just get out right now. We don't have all day."

Jae pov- Maybe they all got out already..

Jae walked out from the cell with his stuff and walked down the hallway. Walking out from the door, Jae found a car stopped in front of him. Then the door opened and Changmin jumped out, "Hyung!"

Jae: "Min! What are you doing here?"

"I am here to take you home. I was so worried about you. What happened to you?" Changmin asked and hugged onto Jae.

"Min.. how did you know I am here?" Jae asked.

"You were gone for so many days and I was so worried about you. So I asked the guards to search for you, then I found out that you were put in jail because you participated in a gang fight." Changmin said, "So I called Aunty and Uncle and they hired lawyers to take you out from the jail."

"WHAT? YOU TOLD APPA AND UMMA?" Jae almost fall down on the ground.

"Then why else do you think you are out from the jail already and the others still in there? Come on, let's go home. You seriously need to clean up." Changmin said and pushed Jae into the car, "Oh by the way, aunty and uncle are came home last night and they are waiting for you right now. I think they are really mad right now, but don't worry, I already tried to defend for you."

Jae pov- Appa and Umma are mad.. I watched the drivers took us home, but I didn't want to go home at all knowing that Yunho is still in jail. I have to get him out.. no matter what do I have to do.. I will have to get him out.. I have to..

Reaching home..

Changmin yelled: "Uncle.. Aunty, Jae Hyung is home!"

Jae walked in the house and Mrs. Kim rushed over as she hugged onto Jae: "JJ! What happened to you? Why were you in jail? Gosh! We were only gone for so long.. I was so scared when I heard about it.."

Jae hugs Mrs. Kim back: "Don't worry Umma.. I am fine.."

Jae then looked over at his Appa, and he had a very pissed face on: "JJ! Go take a shower right now, then come to my room."

Jae nodded and walked toward the bathroom pov- I have to beg Appa to get Yunho out.. I have to..

After taking a long and warm shower, Jae changed into clean clothes and signed deeply. He walked out from the room.

"Hyung! Listen, no matter what you do, don't say it was your will to join the gang. Also, if uncle is really pissed then just yell loudly and I will break into the door." Changmin stopped Jae and said.

Jae smiled at Changmin: "Thanks min! Don't worry about me. I will be fine."

Jae then walked into the door and looked at his Appa: "Appa! I am here."

"JJ ah.. can you tell me what happened? Why were you involved in the Korean gangs? Do you know how hard it was for me to get you out from the jail?" Mr. Kim said.

"Appa! It is a really long story." Jae answered, "If I tell you everything, then can you please do me a favor?"

"What is it?" Mr. Kim asked.

"Can you please help me to get someone else out from the jail?" Jae asked.

Mr. Kim signed: "Someone in your gang? Why do you want to get a gangster out from the jail? They are supposed to all stay in the jail. Then our society will stay in piece. Gangsters are very dangerous people, do you know that JJ?"

"But Appa.. that person is my classroom.. I joined the gang was because of him." Jae quickly explained, "Appa.. he is a very important person to me. I really need to get him out from the jail. Appa.. I have never begged you to do anything for me, this is the first time I have begged you. Please.. help me on this! He is not a bad person, and he already promised me to get out from the gang. Plus, the gang doesn't even exist anymore.. so he won't do anything else that's bad again. Please Appa.."

Mr. Kim: "Wait.. slowly down JJ.. tell me who is this person? Why is he so important to you?"

Jae bits onto his lips: "I don't want to lie to you Appa.. that person is.. my boyfriend.. and I love him very much!"

Mr. Kim: "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?"
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Chapter 36coming home"You are kidding right JJ? You are my only son. How can you say that you love a guy?" Mr. Kim asked in disbelief.

"But Appa.. he is very important and special to me.." Jae argued innocently.

"I know he must be very important to you, but JJ.. how can you like a guy?" Mr. Kim said with a deep sigh, "Oh well, we will talk about this later. I will help you to get the boy out from jail first, since you never begged me before."

"Oh! Thank you Appa. I love you so much." Jae said with a wide smile.

"Don't be too happy now, I never said I am approved of you liking your same gender." Mr. Kim said then took out his cell phone and dialed the lawyer's name, "Hello? Yes, this is Mr. Kim. Come to my place as soon as possible, I have another case for you."

Then Mr. Kim hanged up and looked over at Jae, "Jae, when the lawyer comes over you can tell him everything about this boy's name and case. But I think he already has a pretty good idea about this case. After you get him out, I want you to come back to the house and we will talk about this later."

"Appa.. you are the best.. can I bring him over? I don't want him to go back to his place because I am afraid the other gangs might try to hurt him right now." Jae asked.

Mr. Kim: "JJ, don't be too much.. how can you bring a gangster over to the house?"

Jae pouts and looks down, Mr. Kim: "ARGH! Stop pouting.. okay.. okay.. you can bring him back here before we solve the problem. I think the lawyer is about to get here, just go down stairs and have a talk with him."

Jae smiled and walked out from the office happily. "Hyung!" Changmin jumped over, "Are you okay?"

"Of course Min!" Jae said, "Min, I have to talk to the lawyer now. I need to get Yunho out."

Changmin: "Oh.. okay.."

"I will cook you something good later okay?" Jae said.

"Great!" Changmin smiled.

Mrs. Kim called: "JJ! The lawyer is here to see you."

"Okay Umma!" Jae said and rushed down stairs.

Yunho sitting in a cell with some other scary looking guys, but he was not scared. Yunho just sat there with his eyes closed.

"Hey kid! Why are you looking so cold?" A guy called out.

Yunho kept silent and didn't say anything. "Looks like someone needs a lesson from us." The other guy said with a smirk on his face.

Yunho still didn't say anything, and the first guy said: "So why did you come in here?"

Yunho: "You guys are too noisy!"

"AISH! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SAYING?" The first guy rushed over and pulled Yunho up. Yunho opened his eyes and stared at the guy, before the guy did anything, Yunho kicked the guy hard between the legs.

"Ughh.." The guy growled, "You little.."

Yunho cuts him off by throwing a punch at the guy, "Think before you talk to Jung Yunho!"

"Jung Yunho?" All the guys in the cell called the name, and they all knew who is Jung Yunho, "the best fighter in Korea?"

The guy lying on the ground got up and slowly moved to a corner. Yunho then sat back down and closed his eyes pov- Jae.. are you okay now? Where are you? Why are being bullied by all these guys? Without me with you, will you be okay?

"Jung Yunho!" A police called after opening the door.

Yunho opened his eyes: "What?"

"GET UP!" The police said, but Yunho ignored the police. "AISH! YOU.."

The police really wanted to punch Yunho but someone already closed his case and set him free from the jail, so he can't hit Yunho, "You.. you can go now.."

Yunho opened his eyes: "WHAT?"

"I said, you are free to go now." The police said.

Yunho stood up and puzzled in his head pov- What is going on? I am free to go now? Why helped me?

Yunho walked out from the hallway and then he widened his eyes when he saw Jae's big smile in front of his face. "Yunho ah.." Jae rushed over and hugged onto Yunho, "You are out!"

Yunho hugged Jae back but was still confused, "Jaejoong? Wait.. how did you get out? How come I get out too?"

"I begged my dad to get you out after my dad got me out from the jail." Jae said and looked at Yunho's face, "look at you, you look so dirty, come on.."

Jae pulled onto Yunho, and Yunho said: "Wait.. where are we going?"

"Home!" Jae said.

"What home?" Yunho said.

"My home.. Appa is waiting for us.." Jae said.

"Us? What do you mean?" Yunho said, "Wait, what about Yoochun?"

"Don't worry, I already asked the lawyer to release him too, and the lawyer said he wouldn't let Appa now. Junsu already took Yoochun home." Jae said with a smile on his face, then Jae dragged Yunho to the car.

Yunho looked over at Jae: "Wait Jae, so your parents are home now? Maybe you should take me back to my place."

"No Yunho.. Appa already agreed for me to take you home, and I told him about us already. Even though he didn't say that he agreed, but I am sure he will understand soon." Jae said, "Appa loves me so much, and he can never take my pout.. oh.. Umma is a really nice person too.. so don't worry.."

"But.." Yunho said.

Jae cuts Yunho off, "No buts! Plus.. how can you go back to your place now? What if some other gangs come find you and beat you or force you to join some other gang?"

Yunho looked at Jae and slowly nodded: "Okay.. but I.. I am a gangster Jae.. will your parents accept me?"

Jae quickly packs Yunho on the lips, "You WERE a gangster and you are the Jung Yunho that I love very much."

"Jae.." Yunho looks into Jae's eyes, "I love you so much."

"I do too Yunho." Jae said and slowly he moves closer and closer to Yunho as they shared a passionate kiss.

Hankyung stopped his car in front of Heechul's place, and he knew that Heechul already knew everything. Slowly, he stepped out from the car and knocked onto the door. There was no sound.

Hankyung sighed pov- I have been so afraid to face Heechul for a few days, but I know I will have to face him someday, because I promised his Appa that I will take care of him. He is not part of the gang, and he never really killed anyone.. plus.. I have always loved Heechul more than just a brother.. now, it is my time to take care of him and return his love..

Hankyung then knocked on the door again with encouragement, "Heechul ah! Open up the door please!"

Just then, the door opened and it was a maid. Hankyung asked: "Is Kim Heechul in there?"

The maid nodded, and Hankyung walked into the house. Slowly, Hankyung walked up the stairs and toward Heechul's room. He could hear little sobs coming from inside of his room.

Hankyung slowly pushed the door open, and then he could see Heechul laying on the bed facing the window and sobbing really hard. Heechul's slim waist and shoulder shaking a little..

"Heechul ah.." Hankyung called softly.

"Go away!" Heechul said with a cracked voice.

"Heechul ah.. please don't be like this.." Hankyung stepped forward a little.

Heechul suddenly sat up and turned around as he pointed a gun at Hankyung. Heechul widened his eyes: "YOU STAY AWAY NOW! YOU KILLED APPA DIDN'T YOU? YOU TRADER!"

"No Heechul.. put the gun down.. listen to me.. I.." Hankyung said and he gulps hard, "I know I betrayed the gang, but I was a police ever since the beginning. That's why I could never return your love.. and I swear I didn't kill your Appa.. he shot himself!"

Heechul: "IF YOU WEREN'T AN UNDERCOVER, MY APPA WOULD NEVER DIE! APPA AND I TRUSTED YOU SO MUCH, BUT WHAT DID YOU DO TO RETURN US?"

Hankyung: "Heechul ah.. I am really sorry, but your Appa killed so many people I couldn't help but to arrest him. Heechul ah.. gangster is not something to be proud of.. if you want to, I can take care of you from now on.. and I will make you go to school and get well educated.. then you will live a life of a normal person without people killing and hurting each other. You will earn your respect in the society instead of hiding around from the public all the time."

Heechul cries: "YOU LAIR! YOU WANT TO ARREST ME!"

"No Heechul.. I love you.. I would never lie to you.." Hankyung explained.

"But you did.." Heechul's voice gets soft, "I lied to me from the very beginning Hankyung.. how could you?"

Slowly, Heechul looks down and cries hard as his arm lowered the gun down. Hankyung took the chance to rush over to Heechul and successfully knock the gun out from Heechul's hand.

"YAH! YOU.." Heechul managed to yell, but his voice was stopped by Hanykung's lips. Hankyung kisses Heechul suddenly and Heechul widens his eyes. Heechul walked to push Hankyung away, but Hankyung holds onto Heechul tightly. Slowly, Heechul returns the kiss..

After a few minutes, Hankyung pulls away: "Chullie.. I love you.. please forgive me and let me take care of you.. I know your Appa means a lot to you, but you should know that he was a gangster and that is against the law. I know you hate me for having him killed, but I am willing to repay the rest of my life to you. Let me love you Chullie."

"Hanie!" Heechul whispered and hugged onto Hankyung tightly as he cried, "I love you too.. very much.."

Jae pulled Yunho happily out from the car and rushed into the house, "Appa.. Umma.. I am home!"

Yunho felt very nervous, because he was never accepted into a family before, and Jae is so wealthy and himself is homeless and was in a gang before. Yunho pov- I have nothing right now, how can I be accepted in here?

Mrs. Kim walked down from the stairs: "Oh JJ.. you are home.. and is that your friend?"

"Umma.. this is Jung Yunho!" Jae said happily, but suddenly Mrs. Kim dropped the cup that she was holding in her eyes and stared straight at Yunho.

Yunho looked up after hearing the cup dropped on the ground and he looked up at this beautiful Korean lady in front of him..
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Chapter 37Accept in the family

Jae's pov..

I watched Umma fall down on the ground, "Umma!" I rushed over quickly and to help her up. She didn't say anything, instead she just stared at Yunho. I saw her mouth opened a little but closed again without anything coming out.

"What's wrong Umma? Are you sick? I asked clueless.

"Yunho.." I heard Umma whisper.

"Yes Umma.. he is Jung Yunho.. what's wrong?" I asked.

But Umma just stared at Yunho, I looked over at Yunho and he was staring at Umma also. Why do I have a feeling that they know each other? How can Yunho know my Umma?

"Yunho ah.. you are out huh?" I heard Changmin's voice from the back, "What a troublemaker!"

"Min!" I said and tried to stop Changmin's bitter words.
Then I looked over at Yunho and thought he was going to get mad at Changmin, but Yunho just stood there blankly looking at Umma.

"Umma.. Yunho.. do you two know each other?" I asked confusedly, and Changmin widened his eyes also.

"Yunho ah!" Umma suddenly yelled and rushed over to Yunho as she hugged onto him, "Yunho ah.. Yunho ah.. my Yunho ah.. do you not remember Umma? I am your Umma Yunho ah.."

Yunho who freezes at the spot just stared into space, slowly, he whispered with a shaky voice: "Umma?"

I stared at them, and I could see tears pouring out from Yunho's eyes: "Umma? Is that you Umma?"

Umma hugged onto Yunho tightly still and cries hard: "Yunho ah.. my son.. Umma is so sorry.. I am really sorry Yunho ah.."

Changmin and I stood at our spot dumbfounded with our jaws dropped open. Umma is Yunho's Umma? Yunho is her son? Just then, I heard feet steps walking down from the stairs. I looked up and it was Appa.

"What is going on down here?" Appa said. I looked over at Umma and she finally breaks apart from Yunho then she turned around and cried hard.

Appa walked over to Umma and hugged onto her tightly, "What's wrong? Why are you crying so hard?"

But suddenly, Yunho rushed over and dragged onto Appa's shirt: "YAH YOU! YOU STAY AWAY FROM MY UMMA? YOU TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME BEFORE, I AM NOT GOING TO LET YOU TAKE HER AWAY AGAIN!"

"Yunho ah.." I yelled and rushed over to Yunho and held onto him so he wouldn't hit Appa. "Yunho ah.. stop it.. what are you doing?"

Yunho turned around and stared at me, but it seemed more like a death glare: "AND YOU KIM JAEJOONG! YOU STOLE MY UMMA! SHE IS MY UMMA, HOW DARE YOU CALLING HER UMMA? YOU STOLE MY UMMA AWAY FROM ME! YOU LET GO OF ME RIGHT NOW!"

I was so scared to see Yunho screaming like this, "What are you talking about Yunho? I sobbed and Changmin rushed over to pull Yunho away from me.

"YAH! YOU STOP IT! IF YOU DARE TO HURT JJ HYUNG, I WILL KILL YOU!" Changmin yelled at Yunho.

I cried hard and didn't know what to do, and just then, Umma said loudly: "STOP IT EVERYONE!"

Umma got out from Appa's hold and said to Appa: "Can I have some time alone with Yunho? I need to talk to him."

Appa nodded his head, and I knew he would because he really loves Umma. Then Umma walked over to Yunho, she held onto Yunho's arm: "Yunho ah.. come with Umma.."

Yunho looked at Umma and his stare became soft again, slowly, Yunho nodded his head and walked toward the office with Umma.

"What is wrong with him?" Changmin said.

"Min.. stop that.. I think Umma is Yunho's real mother.." I said softly, "But she left him when he was little. He was really upset and felt really hopeless before."

Changmin sighed and looked up at the office with me. I felt happy because Yunho finally found his Umma, and I didn't know Umma is Yunho's real mother all this time. If I knew before, I would have brought him back a long time ago. Wait.. stop it right there.. if Yunho is Umma's real son.. then he is my.. STEP-BROTHER! WHAT? THEN.. WHAT ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM?

"Hyung.. I am hungry.." Changmin whispered, and I sighed, "Okay, I will go make you food now."

After a while..

Yunho and Umma finally walked out from the office and Appa walked out with them too, because he walked in there a while ago..

I stood up and looked up at them, then Appa said: "Let's have dinner together then.."

Yunho nodded and I watched Umma held onto Yunho's arm and walked him into the kitchen, Umma said: "JJ, come on! Aren't you hungry?"

I paused for a second, then I nodded my head and followed. Changmin was at the dinner table already and he started to stuff himself when the food are out, but none of the other people ate at all.

"So.. as you all probably already know.. Yunho is your Umma's real son." Appa cleared his throat and said, "I am of course more than happy to accept him in this family."
Yunho looked down, and I looked over at Appa, "JJ.. Yunho will be your step-brother from now on."

I widened my eyes: "Step-brother? Then what about.."

"Stop that JJ!" Appa said, "I was not going to accept you liking a guy anyways, and plus, Yunho is your brother now. So, there is no one you can date your brother right?"

Umma: "JJ.. I have heard everything about you and Yunho from Yunho already. I am sure it was just a misunderstanding. You and Yunho met so little, but you two became so close under the hardship that Yunho went through and I really had to thank you on that. But.. it couldn't be love JJ and Yunho.. you two are still too young to know what is love yet.. you two were forced to separate when you two were the most close, so of course, you will miss each other a lot, but it was just the feeling of missing each other to cause you two to like each other more."

Appa nodded: "That's right. Right now, you two can see each other everyday, and you two can live under the same house. I am sure the feeling will disappear.. you two are brothers from now on, and just act normal.. I am sure there are better girls for both of you in the future. Don't forget, we are the Kim's, and both of you are my son, so you two will both marry girls from wealthy family and with great background."

I looked down at my hands and felt my muscles in my body tensed up so hardly. How can this be? I lost Yunho after he met his Umma.. then what am I now? His brother? I need to love him like a brother? But what about my feelings for him?

I felt tears wet my eyes, then I looked up at Yunho and he was looking down also. I stared at him and maybe he saw my stares so he looked up at me also. We stared at each other and I could tell he is very sad too.

After dinner, Umma took Yunho to her room and she wanted to spend more time with him. Of course, I understand that because they haven't seen each other for a long time.

"Hyung.." I heard Changmin's voice from the back.

I turned around and Changmin said: "Hyung.. if you want to cry, I can lend you my shoulder."

I smiled weakly at Changmin, and shake my head: "Min.. did I do the right thing? I brought Yunho back to his Umma. I should be happy right?"

"But Hyung, you love Yunho don't you?" Changmin said, "Yunho got his Umma back, but what about you?"

"But from the very start, I promised Yunho that I will replace his Umma in his heart." I said, "Right now, his Umma is back to his side, then I don't need to stay in his heart anymore right? It is time for both of us to move on. Our love is wrong to begin with anyways.. plus he is my brother now.. I.. I.." I said and tears poured out from my eyes.

Changmin sighed and I felt his arms hugged onto me, "Hyung.. if you love Yunho, then tell Appa and Umma about it. Tell them you love Yunho.."

I cried for a while and felt tired, then I said: "Min, I want to go rest now. I will see you tomorrow okay?"

"Sweet dreams Hyung." Changmin greeted and I walked up the stairs, when I turned to the hall toward my bedroom I saw Yunho standing in front of me.

"Yunho.." I said and rushed over to him.

Yunho: "Jae.. so.. is this it? We are brothers from now on?"

"Yunho ah.. I am sorry that in your mind maybe I stole your Umma away, but at least she is back to you now." I said and tried to smile.

"Yes.. she is back to me now.. but you left me.." Yunho said with a low voice and he suddenly pushed me into a hug, "I love you Jae.. how can we be brothers?"

I sighed and hugged him back, "I love you too Yunho ah.."
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Chapter 38Running away

Jae's pov..

I hugged tightly onto Yunho and suddenly Yunho pushed me out from his hug and held onto my arms as he dragged me toward my bedroom.

"Yunho?" I whispered, but Yunho didn't say anything instead he swings me into the room, and before I realized anything he already shut the door and pushed me onto the wall behind me.

"Yunho.." I whispered, "What are you.."

My sentence was stopped by a pair of soft lips. I felt Yunho sucking onto my lips teasingly and I let him take me away from the seductive kiss. I haven't kissed him for such a long time, and I missed his touch so much. Closing my eyes, I felt Yunho sliding his hands into my shirt.

"Uh.." A small moan escaped from my mouth from the little breaks between the long kiss we were sharing. I felt Yunho pinching my soft nipples and making them hard. Uhh.. why does it feel so good whenever he touches me? Gosh, I can't believe we are going to be brothers from now on.. Wait! We are brothers already.. we shouldn't be doing this..

"No Yunho!" I stopped the kiss and pushed him away, "Yunho ah.. we are brothers now. We shouldn't be doing this."

Yunho stared at me and came close to me again. He pushed me against the wall and pinned my hands as he leaned his face over to mind really closely. I felt his breath on my face, "Oh really? So, we are brothers now? You really want this?"

"But Yunho.. we should obey our parents right? You got your Umma back and that is the most important thing right?" I said with a soft voice.

"No Jae. If the cost of having Umma back is losing you then I don't want Umma anymore." Yunho said and sounding like a kid.

"Don't say that Yunho.. your Umma is more important to you than I am to you. She gave you birth and took care of you.. and.." I said, but Yunho cut me off, "And left me.. she was the one who chose to left me when I was little, and now she decided to come back to me when I can already replace her in my heart with you. Jae.. she is my Umma, but you are the one I love. I want you and only you.. you were the one who took care of me.. and you were the one who encouraged me.. loved me.."

Yunho took my hand: "Let's run away Jae.. let's go somewhere that's just us and I promise I will take care of you.."

I stared at Yunho: "Yunho ah.. I love you.."

I kisses Yunho on the lips and pulled away with a smile: "Let's run away then.."

Yunho smiled at me and nodded..

Packing up some clothes for Yunho and myself, I looked up at Yunho and smiled. I know this will only be a short running away time, but at least I will get to spend a few days with Yunho and only Yunho.

Yunho pats my head and whispered: "Are you ready?"

I nodded and he opened the door the bedroom a little. We both walked quietly down the stairs and making toward the front door, but..

"Hyung!" Changmin's voice.

I turned around with Yunho and Changmin walked over a few steps, "Hyung.. you.."

I gave the suit case to Yunho and walked over to Changmin, "Min.. please don't tell Appa and Umma where I am going, but don't worry, I will be fine."

Changmin: "Why are you doing this Hyung?"

I looked over at Yunho and Changmin looked with me, Changmin sighed: "Hyung.. I guess I will never be as important as Yunho to you, but please take care of yourself, and I will miss your cooking a lot. Don't worry, I will keep my mouth shut. But I think your parents will find you soon."

"I know too, they have the power to find me anywhere, but I just want to get away from here for a few days." I said.

"Hyung.. go up to the mountains." Changmin said, "Uncle and Aunty will not think of that place easily."

I nodded and hugged Changmin: "Okay Min.. thank you for your suggestion."

Then I turned over to Yunho and stepped out from the house. I am really sorry Min, and I know there is someone waiting for you but it is not me. I love you as much as a Dongseng but my heart is forever Yunho's..

I got into the car with Yunho and Yunho said: "So, where are we going?"

"Changmin gave me a really good suggestion. Yunho, let's go up to the mountains. We have a house up there, it is very comfortable too." I said, "Plus.. Appa and Umma will not think of that place first.."

Yunho nodded and started the car.. yeah.. we are off to our little trip with only two of us now.. I know this won't lease long but I just want to be with Yunho.. for a while..

End of pov..

"What? Where did they go?" Mr. Kim yelled and walking around the house.

Mrs. Kim sighed and cried: "Oh Yunho ah.. why did you leave Umma again?"

Changmin looked at Mr. and Mrs. Kim but he knows he can't say anything. Changmin sighed pov- I hope Jae Hyung is okay now. He should enjoy his time with Yunho..

Mr. Kim hugs Mrs. Kim: "Don't cry, we will find them.. trust me.. don't worry.."

Mr. Kim then sighed and took out his cell phone: "Hello? Yes.. it's me.. I want you to find Jaejoong and Jung Yunho as soon as possible. After you find where they are then tell me the address and don't do anything to them."

Then Mr. Kim hanged up the phone and looked over at Mrs. Kim: "Don't worry, they will find them."

"Do you think we were too harsh on them?" Mrs. Kim said and looked up crying, "They said they love each other. Is it because we were trying to break them up, so they run away?"

Mr. Kim: "But how can we allow those two kids turn gay?"

Mrs. Kim cries: "I don't care anymore.. I was so over whelmed with happiness that I finally found Yunho back. I tried to search for him and you know about it, but they moved so I couldn't find them.. also, Yunho has changed so much and I don't have any pictures of him.. now, he is finally back. As long as he is with me then I don't care what is his choice of sexuality."

Mr. Kim sighed hard and didn't say anything..

"Jaejoong ah.. Jaejoong ah.." Yunho shaking Jae a little, "Jaejoong ah.. we are here already, is this the place?"

Jae wakes up and rubs his eyes, "Yunho ah.. we are here?"

Jae looked up at the house in the middle of all the woods and nodded: "yeah.. this is the place.. I haven't been here for such a long time."

Jae walked out from the car and breathes hard, "It smells so nice here." Jae looked back at Yunho who got the suit-case out, "Yunho ah.. you have be tired.. you have been driving for the whole night. Go take a rest.. and I will do the cleaning right now.."

Yunho and Jae walked into the house but Yunho hugged Jae from the back and whispered: "I am not tired at all right now.."

Jae whines with a smile: "Yunho.. you are so bad.. you should rest.."

"No Jae.. I am not tired at all.." Yunho hugs onto Jae tighter, "Jae.. if you really want to clean up, then let's clean up the bed together."

Jae giggles and hits Yunho on the head: "You are such a naught boy Yunho!"

Yunho smiles and pulls Jae toward the bedroom. Jae walked over to the closet and took some bed-sheets and blankets out. Yunho took over the bed-sheets and changed the sheets on the bed, and Jae placed the blankets on the bed making it very neat.

"Why are you making it so neat? It will get messy again soon." Yunho gave a perverted grin but a pillow flied straight to his face.

"Owwh.." Yunho said, "Why did you hit me with a pillow?"

Jae holds up another pillow, "I am going to hit you with another too if you don't stop acting so perverted."

Yunho smiles at Jae and rushes over to him: "Jae.. you know.. you were the one who made me this way.."

"Oh really? How many girls have you slept with before me?" Jae said and poked Yunho on the chest.

"Aww.. you know I never had any interest in them.." Yunho pouted.

Jae smiled and kisses Yunho on the cheek: "I know.."

Yunho took the chance and carried Jae up bridal style. Jae: "Yah! Yunho.. what are you doing?"

"What does it look like I am doing?" Yunho smiled and carried Jae over to the bed, slowly, Yunho placed Jae down on the bed softly. "Jae.. I love you.."

Jae looked up at Yunho: "Yun ah.. it is finally only the two of us alone now.."

Jae puts his arms around Yunho's neck as Yunho lowered his face and kisses Jae softly on the lips. Smelling Jae's sweetness, Yunho felt that his whole body is filled with energy and he is not tired form driving the whole night at all.

Slowly, Yunho took Jae's shirt off and licking around on Jae's ear-lobs. Jae moans: "Ahhh.. Yunho ah.."

Yunho turns Jae around and kisses Jae on the neck and all the way from his back to Jae's waist. Jae felt his whole body started to feel so sensitive because of Jae's little kisses, "Yunho ah.."

Yunho: "Jae.. you are beautiful.."

Jae smiles: "Then take me to be yours.."
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Chapter 39Living together (rated)

Jae smiles: "Then take me to be yours.."

Yunho sighed deeply into Jae's ears, and Jae moans uncontrollably upon feeling the hot breeze, "Uhh.. Yun ah.."

Yunho quickly moving his hands on Jae's bare chest. Jae felt Yunho's finger brushing through his nipples and moaned louder: "Uhh.. Yunho ah.. don't tease me anymore.. please.. Uhh.."

Yunho smiled: "Jaejoong ah.. why can you never take my tease?"

Jae opened his eyes and looked at Yunho: "What about you? Can you take my tease then?"

Jae smirked and suddenly flipped on top of Yunho and pushed Yunho down on the bed under his body. Yunho looked up at Jae: "Jae.. I didn't except this coming.."

Jae smiled: "Don't forget I am a man too and I am older than you."

Yunho: "What are you suggesting?"

"I want to top.." Jae whispered in Yunho's ears.

"What?" Yunho jerked his head up a little but Jae quickly pressed his lips on top of Yunho's. "Mmm.."

A soft moan escaped from Yunho's mouth as Jae started to move his hands around and around on Yunho's already hardened member. Jae kissed down Yunho's neck and sucking on parts of it softly. Letting Jae take control, Yunho closed his eyes and feeling a soft sting on his neck.

"Uhh.. Jae.." Yunho looked over and Jae smiled, said, "Yun ah.. you have my mark on you now. You are mine, and if you ever cheat on me with other girls, then they will see that you are marked by me."

"Whatever Jae.. I will never cheat on you." Yunho said with a smile.

Jae: "Are you ready for me Yun?"

"Are you sure about this Jae?" Yunho said and felt a little nervous because he has never done it before and he can't imagine how much it will hurt.

Jae smiled and touches Yunho's hair: "Yun ah.. don't worry.. I will go gentle on you and the pain will go away very fast.. trust me.. you will like it.."

Yunho nodded and gulps softly, "I trust you.. Jae ah.."

Yunho lies back down and closes his eyes, then he felt Jae loses his pants and softly he felt Jae's lips on his hard member. Jae's lips felt so warm and wet, Yunho could feel Jae licking all around his cock and making it super hard. Pre-cum licked out from the little hole of Yunho's, Yunho moans: "Uhh.. Jaejoong ah.."

Jae smiled at Yunho and holds out his fingers in front of Yunho's mouth: "Yun ah.. lick it.."

Yunho licks Jae's every finger as Jae ordered, and Jae sucked on Yunho's stomach where the abs were. Slowly, Yunho spites out Jae's last finger and Jae smiled: "Yun ah.. you will like it.."

Yunho closed his eyes again and Jae pushes one finger into his hole softly and slowly. Yunho didn't feel any pain at all, and it was very enjoyable as Jae said. Slowly, Jae inserted another finger, "Uhh.." Yunho moaned.

"Does it hurt Yun?" Jae asked and a little worried.

"No.. keep on going Jae.. it feels so good.." Yunho said with his eyes closed.

Jae smiled and then inserted the third finger, "Uhh.. god.." Yunho moaned out loudly, "Jae.. I want you.. I want you in me.. please.."

Yunho never thought he would be in the position of begging but this is really driving him crazy. Everything Jae is doing and everywhere Jae has touched him, Yunho felt more pleasure than ever. Jae smiled and spites on his hands as he rubbed around his own cock, "Yunho ah.. I love you so much.."

Slowly, Jae lifted Yunho's legs a little and positioned his cock in front of Yunho's hole. Jae moved his hips forward a little and the head entered Yunho slowly.

"Uhhh.. Jaejoong ah.." Yunho moaned, "Gosh.. I feel heated now.."

"Does it hurt Yun?" Jae asked.

"A little.. but I like it Jae.. more.. I want more.." Yunho moaned none stop, "Jae.. I have never felt this way before. Gosh.."

Jae smiled and kisses Yunho on his lips as his hips moving forward little by little, Yunho moans louder and louder: "Uhh.. Jaejoong ah.. Ahhh.."

Jae stopped when his own member was in Yunho and Yunho opened his eyes while touching Jae's face, "Jae.. I love you. You are the only and the first one to make me feel this way. I love you.."

Jae smiled and kisses Yunho on the lips as he said: "You too Yunho.. I love you.."

Jae then started to move slowly in Yunho and moans: "Ahh.. Yunho ah.. you feel so good."

Then speeding up, Jae felt so good as if he was in heaven and grabbed onto Yunho's cock, Jae started to moving his hands up and down on Yunho's cock at the same time. Sweats were dripping down from Jae's face onto Yunho's chest. Both of them moaned loudly into each other's ears. Soon, both reached their orgasm.

Yunho moaned: "Jaejoong ah.. I am coming.."

Jae: "Me too.. Yunho ah.. let's come together.."

Jae thrusts in Yunho fast and hard for a few times and shooting his hot sperm all inside of Yunho. Yunho shoots out his sperm onto Jae's stomach. Jae patted hard and collapses on top of Yunho's body, "Yunho ah.."

Jae breathing in and out hard, and Yunho flipped on top of Jae as he dipped his finger into his own sperm and wipes it on top of Jae's mouth. Jae opened his eyes and kisses deeply on Yunho's lips. They shared a passionate kiss for a long time and breaks apart smiling and patting while looking at each other..

"Yunho ah.. I hope to stay like this with you forever.." Jae said.

"We have a while to stay like this, Jae." Yunho replied.
"Then I hope this time will never end." Jae packs on Yunho's lips, and Yunho closed his eyes, "me too Jae.."

Slowly, both of them fall asleep in each other's arms, but not knowing..

Mr. Kim at home: "Okay.. you think you have a clue on where they went? Okay.. continue with the searching until you are sure about it. Yes.. try not to make a move until I get there.."

Hanging up the phone, Mrs. Kim looked over at Mr. Kim: "Did you find Yunho and JJ?"

"Yes.. I think they are at the house up in the mountains, but the guards aren't so sure yet. They will report back to me once they are sure of it." Mr. Kim said with a deep sign.

"Honey.. can you promise me you won't give them a hard time once we find them back?" Mrs. Kim sniffs, "It was so hard to live all these years worrying about Yunho, and now he is finally back, I don't want him to run away anymore."

Mr. Kim: "I just don't want them to mistaken friendly love for true love.. I want them to make sure their feelings for each other before I can make a decision on their relationship.."

Mrs. Kim nodded with a deep sigh pov- I just hope Yunho will come back.. I really misses him now.. and JJ too.. I have always loved JJ like my own son also.. gosh, I hope these two kids are okay by themselves.. it is kind of cold on the mountain.. do they have enough blankets and jackets up there?

Thinking about all of these, Mrs. Kim started to cry silently again and Mr. Kim sighed then hugged onto his wife tightly.

"Yunnie.." Jae called cheeringly at the sleeping Yunho.
Yunho didn't move nor make a sound..

Jae crossed his arms, "Aish.. you pig.. YAH!"

*Slap*

"Owwwhh!" Yunho jumped up and touching his butt, "Aish.. why did you slap my butt?"

"To wake you up, you sleepy head!" Jae said.

"But.. my butt hurts so much already from yesterday.." Yunho whined.

"Oh opps.. I forgot.." Jae smiled and touches Yunho's pouting face.

"You don't care about me at all.." Yunho pretends to cry..

"Come on! Stop acting like a baby.. we need to go buy some food, or else we would starve.." Jae said.

"Food? Is there any grocery stores around here?" Yunho asked.

"Nope, but there is a farm place near by, and I believe it is very cheap too and healthy.." Jae smiled widely.

Yunho nodded then paused, "Wait.. farm as in.. no meat?"

Jae looked at Yunho and nodded slowly..

"WHAT?" Yunho yelled.

Jae laughed: "Haha.. don't worry, there are meat, just not as much.. but don't worry, I will make tasty meals even without the best materials. Trust me! At least Changmin likes everything I make.."

"He likes everything that can be eaten by human beings okay?" Yunho said and rolled his eyes..

"Aww.. don't say min like that.. okay.. get up and we are going to shop soon!" Jae said and pulled Yunho up then pushed him into the bathroom.

Jae smiled at himself pov- This is the most prefect life ever.. with only Yunho and me.. I want this life forever.. I really felt as if we are a married couple..

After both of them cleaned up..

"Jae ah.. is this the place?" Yunho looking at a small wooden house in front of him, "You call this a farm?"

"Erm.. I don't remember it was this small before.." Jae said and felt confused too, "Maybe when I was little I thought this house was big, but now I am all grown up so it became little. Oh well, as long as there are food in the house it is good enough."

Jae and Yunho walked out from the car and stepped into the house, Jae asked: "Is anyone here?"

There was silence for a while, then the back door opened and a guy around Jae and Yunho's age stepped out from the door. "Oh Hi! How are you guys doing today?"

Jae smiled at the guy: "Hey, we are good. We are here to buy some food."

The guy nodded: "Feel free to take anything and I will be waiting at the counter for check out."

Yunho looked around the store and it was full of vegetables.. all kinds of vegetables, and he was really amazed at such a small house can have so much stuff inside. Looking at Jae carefully picking out food, Yunho smiled..

"Are you two together?" The guy asked and Yunho turned over, "Huh?"

The guy smiled: "Sorry, but you two look very cute together, so I thought you two are dating. I am Kibum by the way."

Yunho: "Why do you work here? You seem to be around my age too, and you dress very modern like too.."

Kibum smiled: "Oh.. I am just temporarily working here for money.. but I do study in the city.."

Yunho nodded, and Jae walked over: "I am done. Can we check these out?"

Kibum smiled and nodded: "sure.. I will give you two a discount since not many people come shop here anyways."

Jae smiled: "Oh thank you.."

Jae and Yunho stepped out from the store with bunches of food in hands. Kibum looked at them and dropped the smile as he took out his ear-piece: "They just left.. okay.. I got it.."
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Chapter 40Threat

"Food is ready!" Jae yelled cheerfully and rushed into the bedroom seeing Yunho sleeping soundly on the bed. "Aigoo.. why is he still sleeping?"

Jae smiled a little and suddenly jumped on the bed and shaking Yunho none stop, "Yunho.. Yunho.. food is ready.. wake up.."

"Ugh.." Yunho groans and pushed Jae off from him as he turned on his side.

Jae fall on the other side of the bed and sighed: "Aish.."

Jae got up and looked over at Yunho's face then he smiled: "I know how to wake you up.."

Slowly, Jae leaned over and kisses Yunho on the lips while sucking onto his lips. Slowly, Yunho started to kiss Jae back and sucking back onto Jae's lips also. Jae smiled a little and started to kiss Yunho deeper by sliding his tongue into Yunho's mouth and Yunho wrapped his hands around Jae's waist as he pulled Jae down..

"Mmm.." Yunho moaned out lightly while feeling Jae's slim body and Jae touching Yunho's chest also, but suddenly Jae pulled away.

Yunho opened his eyes: "What's wrong?"

Jae pouted: "Who said I am going to do it with you? I just wanted to wake you up!"

Yunho: "Aww.. you are so bad!"

Jae smiled: "Come on! Let's go eat."

"Jaejoong ah.." Yunho pouted and held out his arms, "Bobo.."

Jae throws a pillow at Yunho's face: "If you don't get up now, I am going to finish all the food."

Then Jae laughed and rushed out from the room before Yunho could catch him..

Yunho sat down at the kitchen table and smelled the food Jae prepared: "It smells so nice Jae.."

Jae smiled: "I am glad you like it."

"Aww.. for reward, I will give you a Bobo!" Yunho reached his arms out for Jae but Jae pushed Yunho away, "Yunho.. eat your food.."

Yunho pouted and turned back to his plates and starts to eat, but suddenly they started to hear really harsh knocking sounds at the door..

Yunho and Jae looked up at each other. Jae: "Yunho.. do you think it's our parents?"

"I don't know.. should we go get the door?" Yunho whispered back.

*KNOCK.. KNOCK.. KNOCK*

"Yunho.. why are they knocking so harshly?" Jae said and felt scared as he cuddled near Yunho.

Yunho: "Jae.. stay here.. I will go get the door okay? No matter what happens, don't come out!"

"Yunho! No! I will go with you!" Jae held onto Yunho's arms, but Yunho pushed Jae back: "No Jae.. listen.. I don't think from the knocking sound it would be our parents, I am afraid.. *pauses* just stay here okay?"

Jae slowly lets go of Yunho's arm and stared at Yunho, then Yunho nodded his head at Jae as he closed the kitchen door and approached toward the front door.

Yunho slowly opened the front door as he widened his eyes..

"Jung Yunho.."

*BANG*

"Ahhh.."

Jae pov- I heard a loud sound at the front door and then I heard someone fall down hard on the ground. I knew Yunho must be in danger, but he told me not to come out. No! I have to go out.. I have to, even if I die I want to be with Yunho. I promised Yunho that I won't leave his side again..

Jae quickly rushed out from the kitchen and widened his eyes as he saw a bunches of guys seemingly like to be from another gang dragging an unconscious Yunho out from the front door.

"Stop!" Jae yelled, "Yah! Who are you guys? What do you want him for?"

"Kim Jaejoong right? Good!" A guy said with a smirk on his face that Jae thought he looked very familiar..

"Wait.. you.." Jae pointed at the guy, "You are the guy at the grocery store."

"We will leave the chatting for later.." The guy smirked and snapped his finger.

Then Jae widened his eyes as a bunches of buff guys rushed over to him with sticks in their head, but the guy said: "Don't hurt him too bad.."

Jae widened his eyes as he felt a hard hit on the head, then he blacked out and couldn't remember anything..

Then next thing when Jae wakes up, he found himself laying on a bed but his arms and hands were all tight up. Jae looked around and he didn't see anyone else in the room. Jae tried to sit up a little but he couldn't move at all.

"What is going on?" Jae asked himself and still could feel the sharp pain on his head.

Suddenly, the door opened and Jae looked over. It was the same guy that he had been seeing.

"Who are you? What do you want? Let me go!" Jae yelled at the guy, but the guy approached to him with a smile on his face.

"Aren't I nice? I actually tight you on a bed instead of having my guys beat the crap out of you." The guy said, "well, let's have our chat that you wanted right here and right now. My name is Kim Kibum.. and as you probably have predicted already, I am from another gang."

"What? Yunho's gang had already collapsed and he already quit being a gangster." Jae said, "Why are you still after him anyways?"

"Well.. his gang collapsed doesn't mean he can get out from being a gangster!" Kibum said and suddenly his smile disappeared, "Like me.. I was forced to be in the gang also.. how many times have I dreamed of getting out. Even if one gang collapses but I will immediately join another gang for survival. Maybe, Jung Yunho forgot to tell you.. once you get yourself into this gang thing, you will never get out till you die."

Kibum sighed: "I am not the boss behind this.. actually I am just part of the cheese piece in the game also.. boss wants Jung Yunho.. and I will have to obey his order.."

"Do you not have any thoughts of your own?" Jae yelled at the thick headed person in front of him. "Yah! Why don't you try to get away from this? You like this kind of life?"

"No matter what you say. Yunho will have to join the gang, you don't know how scary boss is and if he doesn't get Yunho then he will destroy him. With such a good fighter outside of his gang, boss felt threatened.. that's why he wants Yunho no matter what!" Kibum said.

"Where is Yunho?" Jae asked and tried to get up.

"Don't move around so much, you can't get out from these ropes. Yunho is safe and I know about you two. You must be worried about him, so boss told us to get both of you in here." Kibum said, "For you.. Yunho will have to join the gang.."

Jae widened his eyes pov- Oh no! They are going to threaten Yunho with me? What should I do? I need to get out from here.

Kibum: "If I were you, I would save some energy and just lay here.."

Yunho opened his eyes and looked around, he was not tied up or anything instead he was just laying on the floor with some gangsters standing around.

Yunho quickly got up and looked around: "Yah! Where am I?"

But no one answered him, Yunho then rushed over to the door but was pushed back, "Where am I? Let me go!"

"Jung Yunho.." A voice called and Yunho turned around.

"We met again, but not as enemies this time." A middle aged man smiled as he stepped into the room with bunches of guards behind him.

"You.." Yunho said, "You are the boss from the ranked number three gang in Korea."

"Yes.. and we have met each other before, but last time.. we were enemies, but that's okay.. I don't want to talk about the past as long as you work for me now." The boss lighted up a cigarette, "You are the best fighter I have seen so far, as long as you join my gang, I will get up to number one in no time. Of course.. with Park Yoochun also.."

"Yoochun.." Yunho said.

"Yeah.. he is on the way to get here too.." The boss said with a smile on his face.

"What? You kidnapped him also?" Yunho asked, "Listen! I already quit the gang and I don't want to join any gangs either. I just want to live a life of a normal person. I have the people that I love and that love me.. I just want to live a live that every ordinary person lives.."

*Slap*

Yunho touches his cheek and turned his back to face the boss, then the boss stepped forward: "You know.. if you weren't the best fighter I would have killed you already.. do you know how many guys you have killed in my gang?"

The boss sighed deeply then snapped his finger: "Bring him out!"

Yunho felt confused and didn't know what the boss was talking about, but slowly, the door opened and Yunho widened his eyes.

"Yunho ah.." Jae called and was being pushed inside by Kibum.

"YAH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH HIM ALL TIED UP? LET ME GO OKAY? THE PERSON YOU WANT IS ME!" Yunho shouted and tried to rush over to Jae but was held down by the other gangs in the room.

"Yunho ah.. don't hurt yourself because of me.." Jae said and looked at Jae worriedly.

Yunho looked up at Jae: "Pabo! I told you not to come out, why did you come out?"

"Yunho ah.. how can I let these guys bring you away from me? I promised myself that I will never leave your side again!" Jae cried, "Yunho ah.. promise me, no matter what you do, just don't hurt yourself!"

"Bring him out now!" The boss said.

Yunho looked over at Jae: "Jae.. Jae.."

But Kibum already brought Jae out from the room, the boss smiled: "Look at you two love birds, if you join my gang then I will let you two love birds be together without any worries!"

"NO!" Yunho shouted.

The boss then snapped his finger again and one of the gang handed him a remote control, the boss opened the TV and Yunho looked over seeing Jae showed up in the TV.

Yunho widened his eyes: "What are you doing to Jae?"

"Listen, I am a fair person. I give you as long as you want to make your decision by staying in this room." The boss said, "And you can talk to your lover throw this phone also, but remember, your lover will not get anything to eat or drink as long as you didn't give me a reply. If you want to take your whole life to make up the decision, then we will see if your lover cannot live without food and water for a while life.. maybe he will make it to the world record.."

Yunho widened his eyes as the boss throws a phone at Yunho and signaled everyone to move out from the room. Yunho quickly grabbed the phone and looked at the TV as he said: "Jaejoong ah.. Jaejoong ah.."

Jae: "Yunho ah.. don't hurt yourself.. no matter what you do.. don't worry about me.. I will be fine.."

Yunho felt his eyes filled with tears and he was so helpless that he couldn't do anything to help Jae! Yunho hit his hands on the floor hard and cursed: "GOD DAMN IT!"

Jae cries: "Yunho ah.."
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Chapter 41agreed

Yoochun wakes up and found his head having a sharp pain, and then he looked around pov- Where am I? Where is Su?

"Park Yoochun! Nice to meet you again." A voice called and Yoochun looked around but didn't see anything. "Turn around Park Yoochun!"

Yoochun quickly got up and turned around with tightened fist, but he didn't see anyone instead it was a big screened TV.

Yoochun stared at the TV and it was himself, "YAH! WHY ARE YOU? WHY ARE YOU SHOOTING ME WITH A SECRET CAMERA!"

"If I were you, I wouldn't be shouting right now." The voice said, "Let me show you something then decide more on your attitude."

Yoochun looked at the TV and suddenly it to a blue color but suddenly it turned on again, and Yoochun widened his eyes: "Yunho.. Jaejoong.."

The TV was shown in two Columbus and one of them was Yunho then the other one was Jaejoong. There were no sounds and Yoochun could tell that Yunho was crying, he had never seen Yunho cried before and it seemed that his whole face is sinking with tears.

"What is going on?" Yoochun said and the TV turned back to himself.

"Are you happy to see your friends?" The voice then said, "Well, now let me show you someone else you might want to look at right now."

Then the TV switched to another room, and this time Yoochun screamed out: "WHAT DID YOU DO TO JUNSU?"

Junsu was unconscious and laying in a chair, then the TV went off, Yoochun yelled: "JUNSU AH.."

"Haha.." The voice echoed in the room, "Seems like I would win this game with both you and Yoochun of the lovers of each of you. You two seemed to value your lovers a lot huh?"

"WHO ARE YOU? WHAT DO YOU WANT? JUST SHOW YOUR FACE!" Yoochun yelled, and suddenly the door opened. Yoochun stared at the door as bunches of gangsters walked in and he finally realized where he is right now. At last, the boss walked into the room and smiled at Yoochun, "Park Yoochun! I hope you are not going to be like your friend now."

"What do you want?" Yoochun asked and stared up at the boss. Then boss smiled a little, "I want you and Yunho to become my left and right hands. If either one of you do not agree, then both of you will watch your lovers die slowly in front of your eyes."

Yoochun widened his eyes: "WHAT? wait.. you just want me to join your gang? That's easy, why do you have to threaten me like this?"

"Because your friend doesn't want to agree.. maybe you can help me to convince him, or else, I can't help you either." The boss shrugged.

"Yunho doesn't want to? Even if Jae is in danger?" Yoochun was a little confused, "let me see him!"

"You can't go see him in person, but you can always talk to him through this TV. I do hope that you can persuade him!" The boss said and throws Yoochun a phone that he can use to call Yunho. "Like I already told Yunho shi, you two have as long as you want to make the decision, but within the time that you are deciding your lover will not be given food or water."

Yoochun widens his eyes, and stared at the boss: "What.. but.."

"I would hurry up if I were you." The boss smirked and walked from the room. Yoochun quickly grabbed the phone and called the only number that it was stored which is to Yunho's phone.

Ring.. Ring..

Yunho was watching Jae and crying silently and feeling totally helpless, then he heard the phone next to him started to ring. Yunho quickly grabbed onto the phone, "HELLO?"

Yunho almost yelled because he thought it was the boss, but Yoochun's voice was heard from the other side of the phone, "Yunho ah.."

"Yoochun?" Yunho said, "You are really here. God damn it, that bastard was serious."

"Yunho, what is wrong with you? Why didn't you agree?" Yoochun almost yelled, "so would you rather watch Jae die then? Do you know Su is here too. He is going to die too if either of us don't agree."

Yunho looked down and then Yoochun yelled, "I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY CAN'T YOU AGREE, BUT WHATEVER IT IS IF SU DIES I AM GOING TO KILL YOU ALSO."

"I already promised Jae that I won't get into the gangs anymore.. I can't break my promise." Yunho said.

"WHAT IS THE PROMISE TO YOU IF JAE DIES?" Yoochun sounded like he is totally out of control.

Yunho thinks: "But Yoochun, are we just going to give in like this?"

"Do we have another choice?" Yoochun asked, "they might look okay now, but think about it, after three days without water, do you think we are going to watch Jae and Su like that in front of our eyes?"

Yunho wanted to cry because he really doesn't know what to do now, and he looked up at Jae in the TV. Yoochun asked, "So what do you say Yunho?"

Yunho slowly sad: "Okay.. I agree.."

Yoochun sighed out in relief as he hanged up the phone. Yunho looked up at Jae and whispered to him, "I am sorry Jae.. I am sorry.."

Jae cries silently, "No.. Yunho.. I know it is not your fault.."

Back in the Kim's mansion..

Mr. Kim: "WHAT? THEY ARE MISSING? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?? THE KIDS ARE MISSING? WHERE ARE THEY? DIDN'T I TELL YOU GUYS TO WATCH THEM CAREFULLY? HOW CAN YOU MISS TH TRACE OF THM?"

Mrs. Kim looked up at her husband worriedly, then she saw him hanging the phone up. "So where are they?" Mrs. Kim asked.

"They lost the trace of them, but when they walk into the house they found that Jae and Yunho didn't take their stuff with them, so it might means that somebody has gotten them." Mr. Kim said, "Maybe a kidnap.."

"WHAT? OH MY GOSH! PLEASE YOU HAVE TO HELP THESE KIDS." Ms. Kim said.

"Actually, I have asked my man to research on Yunho's background. He didn't tell you everything about him honey." Mr. Kim said to his wife.

Mrs. Kim looked up, "What did he not tell me?"

"He was the best fighter in his past gang and the leader of the gang valued him a lot. A lot of the other gangs have been looking for him after he disappeared. They all want him to be part of their gang after he has been gone." Mr. Kim said, "I don't think this kidnap is simple.. ahhh.. give me some time.. I need to really look into all these gang activities since I haven't get in touch with the gangs in such a long time. After I have started to focus on my business and knowing that I have a few friends in the gang field, I never worried about any of us will have to deal with the gang again."

Mrs. Kim nodded and held her hands together as she really prayed for her son and Jae to be alright..

Boss walked into Yunho's room and Yunho immediately stood up and stared at him. Yunho looked past the boss and found Yoochun standing behind the boss.

"Yoochun.." Yunho called.

Boss smirked: "I heard that you agreed to our deal huh?"

Yunho looked away, and the boss turn back to Yoochun: "What happened to him? Why isn't he answering?"

Yoochun: "Yunho! You agreed right now?"

Yoochun pov- gosh Yunho! Please say you agreed, do you know Su and Jae are still unsafe right now.

Yunho looked up at Yoochun and Yoochun stared straight into Yunho's eyes, then slowly Yunho nodded his head.

"I WANT AN ANSWER!" The boss yelled and Yunho looked up at the boss with hatred in his eyes, "YES I AGREED!"

Boss stared at Yunho and walked over to him, but suddenly he delivered a hard slap onto Yunho's face, "WHO TOLD YOU YELL AT ME LIKE THAT?"

Yunho looked up and touched his cheek where being slapped. Yunho was on the urge of snapping and punching the boss in the face but he know he couldn't. Yunho sighed out and tightened his fist, "Y.. yes.. I agreed.."

Boss: "Good!"

"Now let Jae and Junsu god!" Yunho quickly said.

"Oh.. this attitude is not good Yunho shi.. being a fighter should be cold hearted how can you think about your lover all the time. You want to see your lover?" The boss said and then snapped his finger as a guy nodded and walked away. The boss turned back to Yunho, "He is on his way to see you right now."

Yunho looked anxiously at the door, Yoochun pov- why do I have a bad feeling?

Then they could hear some food steps coming this way, Yunho looked at the door and finally Jae's face showed up in front of his eyes, but he was being held by two strong guys.

"Yunho ah.." Jae called but was being slapped on the face hardly.

"DON'T TOUCH HIM!" Yunho yelled and wanted to protest, but the boss took out a gun as he pointed toward Yunho.

"What do you want?" Yunho screamed. "I already agreed! What else do you want from me?"

"I want to know your loyalty toward me. If you do as I said then I can let your lover and Yoochun's little lover free, but if not, both of them would be killed." Boss said, "I know you are the best fighter, but I also know if you are not loyal to me, then you can turn my whole gang against me. I don't trust you unless you follow my order."

Yunho: "Okay, what do you want me to do? Don't hurt Jae!"

The boss smiled an handed the gun to Yunho then said: "Now, don't try to get smart with me, there is only one bullet in this gun and my gangs all have a gun with them. Just listen to my order.. understand?"

Yunho nodded and held onto the gun, then the boss smirked as he pushed Jae forward a little while he said with the evilest voice: "Shoot him!"

Yunho widened his eyes and Jae looked up at Yunho with fear in his eyes..
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Chapter 42The evil plan

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" Yunho yelled, "ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND? YOU SAID YOU WILL NOT HURT JAE!"

The boss smiled a little: "Did I ever say kill him?"

Yunho: "But you.."

"Shooting him doesn't mean you have to kill him." The boss said, "Let me see your skill with the gun."

Jae looked over at Yunho and cried: "Yunho ah.."

The boss walked over to Jae and slapped him hard on the face: "Stay quiet or I will really kill you."

Jae looked away but suddenly a voice called: "Wait.."

Everyone looked back and it was Kibum, Jae looked over at Kibum as he stepped forward: "Boss, I don't think hurting him is a good idea."

"What are you talking about Kibum?" The boss said.

Kibum: "Can I talk to you outside?"

The boss looked at Kibum for a second and he knows Kibum is serious when he needs to say something to him personally. The boss nodded and stepped out with Kibum after a few minutes they came back, and everyone looked at him.

"Yunho and Yoochun, you two are free to see your lovers now, but don't leave this building." The boss said and everyone left the room.

Jae looked at Kibum and Kibum looked at Jae but quickly turned away as he walked out from the room..

Jae looked over at Yunho and quickly rushed over to him: "Yunho ah.. I thought I was going to die.."

Yunho hugged Jae back and sighed: "I am sorry Jae, I broke my promise.."

Jae cries: "No.. it's okay.. I know you didn't mean to.."

Yoochun stopped them: "Wait, can you two stop for a second? I still don't know where is my Su!"

Jae and Yunho quickly let go and said: "Yea, where is Junsu?"

Yoochun rushed out from the room and Jae and Yunho followed, Yoochun rushed down the hallway and yelled: "JUNSU AH! WHERE ARE YOU?"

They rushed down the hall and opened every room in their way, and in the last room the door was locked.

Yoochun yelled: "Junsu ah! Are you in there?"

Yoochun leaned on the door and could hear noises from inside the room.

"Ahhh.. let go of me.. please.. help me.. Ahhhh.." Junsu's squeaking voice.

Yoochun yelled: "WHAT THE FUCK? WHOEVER IN THERE, YOU LET GO OF JUNS RIGHT NOW OR ELSE I WILL SERIOUSLY KILL YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY."

Yunho: "Yoochun! Let's break the door.."

Yoochun nodded and Yunho asked Jae to step back, then both of them kicked on the door hardly as the door swings open widely. Yoochun rushed in and found a guy holding onto Junsu and pined him against the wall.

Junsu cries: "Yoochun ah.."

Yoochun grabbed the guy and punched him hard on the face. Yoochun: "I HAVE WARNED YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM! WHAT WERE YOU DOING? HUH?"

Junsu cries and collapses on the ground as Jae quickly helped him up. Yoochun kicked the guy hard, and the guy yelled: "Aish! Do you know who I am? How dare you hit me like this?"

"Who are you? Do you know who I am?" Yoochun yelled.
"What is going on in here?" The boss heard the noises and walked in the room. "Yunho and Yoochun.."

"YAH!" Yoochun yelled and dragged the guy toward the boss: "What the hell is wrong with you? Why did you ask your guy to take advantage of Junsu?"

The boss looked at the guy in Yoochun's hold and walked up to him, then he snapped his finger as the gangs from his back walked forward. The boss: "Take care of him."

The guy widened his eyes: "Boss.. no.. I didn't know.. I.. I am sorry.. please.."

But he was already being dragged outside, boss smiled at Yoochun: "Are you satisfied now? I already told everyone to let Jaejoong and Junsu free but I guess the guy didn't get my message."

Yoochun hugged onto Junsu: "If you want Yunho and I to work for you, then you better do what you promised."

Boss nodded: "Of course I will, and you two better work for me willingly."

Yoochun looked over at Yunho and Yunho asked: "What do you want us to do?"

The boss smiled and said: "Come with me.."

Yunho and Yoochun didn't move at all. Yunho: "We are not leaving anywhere without Jae and Junsu."

"Don't worry, no one will hurt them." The boss said, "I promise."

"Your promise values nothing in front of us." Yunho said.
The boss looked back: "Kibum.."

Kibum stepped out, and the boss said: "You take care of Jaejoong and Junsu, if anything happens to them, then watch your head."

Kibum nodded, then the boss said: "Okay, you two come with me."

Yunho and Yoochun looked back at Jae and Junsu, but Kibum said: "Don't worry.. they will be fine.."

Yunho and Yoochun the gave Kibum one last look as they walked out from the room. Jae looked over at Kibum: "Kibum.. what did you say to the boss in the other room and make him stop.."

Kibum looked up at Jae and didn't say anything..

Jae: "hey.. I am talking to you.."

Kibum said: "Make yourself comfortable and if I were you I would stop talking.."

Junsu looked at Jae: "What is wrong with him?"

"I don't know.." Jae looked confused..

Kibum then walked over to Jae and handed him a piece of paper, then went back to his place: "Just stop talking, if you want anything to drink or eat then tell me."

Jae slowly looked down at the paper and Junsu looked over. Jae opened the paper and it says 'Try to contact your parents as soon as possible.'

Jae looked up at Kibum, and Kibum pov- I can't say anything right now, because there are secret cameras in every room. But actually I said to the boss..

Flash back..

"What was that all about Kibum?" The boss said.

Kibum: "Do you know the guy you just asked to shoot was Kim Jaejoong?"

"Kim Jaejoong.." The boss was trying to think, then he looked at Kibum: "Who is that?"

"The Kim's company was developed in Japan first, and they were very well known in Korea also. Jaejoong's father knows many people in our business too. I think he is busy looking for his son right now." Kibum said.

"Busy looking for his son? What are you suggesting?" The boss asked.

"Maybe, we should just let Jaejoong and Yunho go. So, we don't get trouble into our gang." Kibum said and hoped that the boss would listen to him.

The boss thinks for a second then looks over at Kibum: "I have something better in mind."

Kibum looked at the boss and he walked back into the room..

Flash ended..

Kibum looked over at Jae pov- I hope he knows what I mean, but I can't event think of a way that he can contact his parents right now. I don't know what is boss planning in his mind but I know it is not going to be good..

Back in the Kim's mansion..

A guard walked into the living room and bowed down: "Mr. Kim."

"Did you find my son?" Mr. Kim asked.

The guard nodded: "yes, we already have a clue and I believe he is kidnapped by a gang in Korea that we have never gotten in touch with before."

Mr. Kim nodded: "Do you know their location? I will call up my friends and see if I can figure something out."

The guard then handed Mr. Kim a piece of paper and left the room. Mr. Kim looked at the paper then placed it on the table was he went up stairs to make some calls.

Changmin who was hiding behind the door slowly walked into the living room. He looked at the paper and then nodded to himself, Changmin pov- JJ Hyung, you better be safe.. I will go find you right now..

Changmin then jumped into the car and drove as fast as he could..

The boss turned around to look at Yunho and Yoochun, "I am happy that you two are willing to work for me. Don't worry, I won't kidnap you like this forever. After the first mission, if I got what I wanted then your lovers would be free to go."

"What do you want us to do?" Yoochun asked.

The boss paused for a second, and then he said: "I am not going to hide anything. My gang is different from the others, and I do run businesses also but the money don't come from me or any other guys in my gang. We started our business by.."

"Robbing.." Yunho said, "We know about your reputation already.."

"Smart.." The boss said, "So, this is going to be our first mission."

"What? You want us to go rob someone?" Yoochun said and laughed a little.

The boss looked at Yoochun and said: "Yes.. so we could grow our business bigger.."

"Who is it?" Yunho asked impatiently.

"The Kim's.." The boss said and stared into Yunho's eyes.
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Chapter 43Seeking freedom

Yunho and Yoochun walked back to the room where Jae and Junsu stayed dumbfounded and Yunho didn't know how to tell Jae the mission at all..

Yoochun opened the door and found Jae sitting next to Junsu, and Kibum was sitting far away from them.

Kibum looked up: "Oh, you two are back, then I will be leaving now. Don't worry, none of them are hurt."

Kibum then waked out from the room but when he was walking in the hall way he saw from a window something strange going on in the backyard..

Changmin looked around at a house in front of him pov- Could JJ Hyung really be in there? Grr.. there are guards at the front door, how am I supposed to get inside? Is there a back door by any chance?

Changmin parked the car far away from the house and walked lightly toward the back yard of the house. Just like he thought, there was no one at the back door but he couldn't really find a place to enter. All the doors at the back are locked.

"God damn it, what is this place?" Changmin cursed and looked up at the house and suddenly he heard some sounds coming back.

Changmin quickly hides behind a tree as he saw a guy walked back and looked around then he took out a cigarette and started smocking.

Changmin pov- He looks like one of the guard in here, then maybe I can find some keys on him.

Changmin then looked around and grabbed a rock in his hand. Hardly he throws the rock to the left.

"Who is there?" The guard yelled and turned to the left. Changmin quickly walked out from the tree and grabbing a thick stick from the tree, he hits the guy on the back of the head hardly.

"Ahhh.." The guy touched the back of his head and fainted.

Changmin: "Phew.. that was easy.."

Changmin then searched the guy's pocket and lucky he did find keys, but not just one key. Instead he found a chain of key's in the guy's pocket.

"What the heck? Which one is the back door then?" Changmin cursed underneath his breath, "Do I have to try everyone of them?"

"It's the golden key with number 5 on it."

"Oh.. the golden key with number.." Changmin suddenly stopped and turned around saw a guy standing right behind him with a gun in his hand.

Changmin widened his eyes and dropped the keys on the ground. The guy smiled at Changmin but didn't point the gun at him, "What are you doing? Stealing?"

"Erm.. I.. I.." Changmin stuttered and didn't know what to say.

"Who are you?" The guy asked and dropped his smile.

"I.. I.. I.." Changmin was still stuttering.

"Your name is I.. I.. I..?" The guy said, "Stop stuttering and tell me who you are!"

"FINE! I AM SHIN CHANGMIN!" Changmin yelled and was pissed at the guy's attitude, but he remembered the guy had a gun in his hand, "I.. mean.. I am Shin Changmin.. I just passed buy and.."

"And knocked a man done, then stole his keys to try to get into the building?" The guy asked and looked up at Changmin with a face as if he already know everything.

Changmin sighed: "You know what? If you want to kill me then do it, stop giving me that face anymore.. I am feaken sick of it. If I can come here then I am not afraid of getting hurt or die. I worry about my Hyung more than myself."

"Your Hyung?" The guy asked and looked at Changmin.

Changmin: "Stop asking me questions.. just shoot me then.."

"Why would I shoot you?" The guy said, "If you tell me the truth, then maybe I can help you."

Changmin widened his eyes: "Huh?"

The guy then grabbed Changmin's hand and dragged him behind a tree. Changmin was really confused, but the guy whispered: "Shh.. they might hear us.."

"What are you.." Changmin wanted to ask, but the guy covered Changmin's mouth with his hands.

"Are you here for Jaejoong and Yunho?" The guy asked.

Changmin nodded..

"Okay.. good.. I need you to contact Jaejoong's parents as soon as possible and tell them to be careful because some gang is having an eye on their business and money." The guy said quickly yet softly, "Also, Jaejoong is in the gang's hands, and tell them don't do anything too obvious because then Jaejoong's life might be in danger."

Changmin pulled the guy's hand away from his mouth: "Who are you? How can I trust you?"

"You can choose not to trust me, but think about it, did I hurt you when I saw you knock down a guy in my gang?" The guy said, "And my name is Kim Kibum.. if you trust me now, then do as I said as soon as possible because I don't even know when will the mission start."

"Why are you doing this?" Changmin said, "I know why are you helping me?"

"Because, Jaejoong shi was right.. I have the choice to choose something I don't want to do instead of feel like being forced into doing it." Kibum said with a warm smile on his face, "I don't want to live like this anymore. Maybe doing so, I will have to end up in jail for a few years, but it is all worth for the freedom right?"

Changmin stared at Kibum and suddenly he had a warm feeling in his heart. Even though, it is the first time that he had seen Kibum, but he felt that his heart was beating faster seeing his smile.

Changmin slowly nodded his head: "I trust you.. I will do as you said.."

Kibum nodded and handed the gun to Changmin: "Take this, you might need it later. Also, don't worry about Jaejoong shi.. I will try my best to make sure he is safe in here.."

Changmin nodded and run away from the house toward his car. Kibum pov- I can see that he likes Jaejoong shi.. because he is so brave to come here alone and search for him alone.. but I can see that Jaejoong shi only loves Yunho shi.. poor Changmin..

"What is wrong Yunho?" Jae asked.

Yunho shakes his head and sighed hard..

Yoochun hugged onto Junsu and looked at Yunho: "Yunho ah.. we have to tell them sooner or later.."

Yunho looked up and then looked away..

Jae: "What is it? What do you have to tell me Yunho?"

"Yunho ah.. this is the only way to make sure Jae and Su are safe.. I am sure Jae will understand.. if you don't say it then I will.." Yoochun said.

"OF COURSE YOU THINK IT'S ALL OKAY! BUT IT IS NOT TO ME! DO YOU KNOW.. I.." Yunho bits on his lips.

Yunho pov- It is my family too.. I have just found my Umma.. how can I go rob my own home and kill my own Umma?

Jae widened his eyes and hugged onto Yunho to calm him down, Jae: "Yunho.. don't yell like that.. just tell me what is going on! Yunho, whatever it is, I am not going to get mad. I know you are forced!"

Yunho sighed hard and hugged onto Jae: "Jaejoong ah.. what should I do? I can't do this anymore.. I can't.."

Yunho cries silently and Jae hugged Yunho back, Jae: "Yunho ah.. what is happening? Tell me.. what is going on?"

Yoochun sighed, and Junsu whispered: "Is it really bad?"

Yoochun nodded lightly, and Junsu sighed: "Why is it always so hard?"

Yoochun kisses Junsu lightly on the forehead: "No matter how hard it will become, I will make sure you are safe and no one dares to hurt you."

"Chun.." Junsu whispered and leaned his head on Yoochun's shoulder.

"UNCLE! AUNTY!" Changmin yelled as he reached him.

Mr. Kim and Mrs. Kim turned around to look at Changmin, Mr. Kim walked over: "Changmin ah.. where did you go? What happened? Why are you yelling?"

"Uncle.. I found JJ Hyung and Yunho Hyung.." Changmin said.

"What? How did you find them?" Mrs. Kim rushed over and grabbed onto Changmin.

"Aunty, some kind of gang kidnapped them, and I found them because of the address a guard gave Uncle. JJ Hyung and Yunho Hyung are really there, and a guy told me there is going to be some kind of big mission for the gang that's why they kidnapped them." Changmin said.

"What mission?" Mr. Kim asked.

"Something about destroying the Kim's company." Changmin said.

Mrs. Kim widened her eyes and looked over at Mr. Kim, then Mr. Kim sighed: "That is what he wants.."

"What is going on honey?" Mrs. Kim asked.

"Don't worry, I will handle it!" Mr. Kim said.

Changmin: "Uncle, the guy warned me don't do anything too obvious to make the boss realize, because JJ Hyung is in their hold so they can hurt him."

Mr. Kim: "don't worry Changmin, I will handle everything from now on. You.. don't ever do anything like that again, how can you go over to gang's area all by yourself? What if something happened to you?"

Changmin nodded: "I am sorry.. I was just worried.."

Mrs. Kim held Changmin's arm, then looked at Mr. Kim: "Do you think.. everything will be okay?"

Mr. Kim: "Don't worry, JJ is my son and Yunho is like a son to me now.. of course I will do anything to save them.. and he thinks that Kim's company is that easy to destroy? Maybe he really didn't learn much about my company and me."
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Chapter 44Rescue

Jae cries and looks up at Yunho: "What did you say?"

Yunho looks away from Jae and said softly: "That was his plan and otherwise he will kill both you and Junsu."

Jae: "But Yun.. *sniffs* how can we do that?"

Yunho sighed and hugged onto Jae: "I don't know Jae.. I don't know.."

Junsu looked over at Yoochun: "Is that true, Chun? Did the boss really ask you two to destroy the Kim's company?"

Yoochun: "We have no choice now."

Yunho suddenly stood up: "NO! I AM NOT GOING TO WATCH THIS HAPPEN! I AM GOING TO FIGHT MY WAY OUT OF HERE!"

"ARE YOU GOING INSANE? STOP THAT YUNHO! I KNOW YOU ARE GOOD AT FIGHTING, BUT THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE HERE AND ONLY TWO OF US." Yoochun yelled and held onto Yunho.

Jae hugged onto Yunho also, "Yunho ah.. stop that! You are going to get yourself killed. There is going to be another way out of this."

"No Jae! There is no other way. The bastard is driving my crazy, how can I do that to my own family? And.. I can't let you get hurt either. If I die, then everything would be solved."

"No! Yunho! You can't die.. if you die what am I going to do?" Jae cried and hugged onto Yunho tightly.

The door suddenly opened at this time and everyone looked over.. it was Kibum..

"Yunho shi.. calm down please.. you are too loud.." Kibum said and looked at Yunho.

Yunho suddenly rushed over to Kibum and grabbed onto his shirt: "I AM NOT GOING TO QUIET DOWN! HE WANTS TO KILL ME THEN COME KILL ME!"

Kibum pushes Yunho away hardly and Yoochun held onto Yunho, Kibum glared at Yunho and yelled: "YOU NEED TO GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF RIGHT NOW. DON'T FORGET WHERE YOU ARE AT!"

Kibum then suddenly quiets down and whispers: "Don't do anything stupid.. just wait.."

"What do you mean?" Yoochun asked.

"I can't say anything more.. don't do anything stupid.." Kibum whispered and then yelled, "Yunho! You stop yelling!"

Kibum then stepped out from the room and giving looks to everyone of them in the room. Kibum pov- I hope the Kim's is getting something done right now. The mission is going to be tonight as I just heard! But I know the Kim's isn't easy to deal with either.. I think boss has really under-estimated this time..

Jae helped Yunho to sit down again and whispered: "Yunho ah.. don't ever think about killing yourself again.. I will not let you leave my sight!"

Yunho looked over at Jae and kissed him on the forehead: "I am sorry honey.. I am sorry.."

"What did that Kibum mean?" Junsu asked.

Jae looked at Junsu: "Actually, I don't think Kibum shi is that bad of a guy. I think maybe he is planning something to help us."

"I don't trust any gangsters!" Yoochun said and felt suspicious about the whole thing right now.

The four of them sat there and didn't say anything to one another, and finally the night had came..

"Yunho and Yoochun!" The boss walked into the room and called their names, "I think you two can trust me enough that I didn't dare to hurt you two's lovers right? Now, it is time to fulfill the promises that you two made with me."

Yunho and Yoochun stood up, and Yunho wanted to protest but Kibum was giving him stares at the back.

Yunho then stopped what he was going to say and looked away, the boss continued: "Tonight is the night for our mission! You two's lovers will stay here and once the mission is accomplished then I will let them go as I promised."

"Tonight?" Yoochun asked, "You just talked about it earlier tonight, how can you make it tonight? There was no preparation at all."

"Don't worry, all my man have been protecting daily and I am sure with you two, this will be a piece of cake." The boss said with a smile, but then a guy walked up to him and said, "Boss, a man wishes to see you down-stairs."

"What? Who is it?" The boss asked.

"I don't know, but he said you will want to see him." The guy said.

Then the boss said: "Okay.. *turns back to Yunho and Yoochun* I will be right back.."

The boss walked down the stairs and he saw a man wearing suits with a case in his hands. The boss asked: "Who are you?"

The man smiled to himself then turned around to face the boss..

"Nice to meet you!" The man said, and the boss widened his eyes as he said, "Kim.."

Mr. Kim smiled and placed the case on the table as he opened it and a whole case of cash was displayed in front of the boss's eyes.

"What do you want?" The boss said.

"I want to buy my son out of here." Mr. Kim said.

"Your son?" The boss acted dumb, "Who is that?"

"Kim Jaejoong and Jung Yunho!" Mr. Kim said.

Boss pov- What? Yunho is his son also? How come I didn't know about that.. whatever.. how can I let them off that easy?

"I don't know who are you talking about?" The boss said.

Mr. Kim: "I think you know what I am talking about and I also believe you will let me see them. Let's not play dumb here, trust me, you wouldn't get any money from me if you ever hurt my son!"

The boss then smiled and nodded: "I did hear about you.. you know a lot about my business also right? Okay.. I will let you see them.. *snaps finger* bring them down here!"
Mr. Kim looked up at the stairs and after while, Yunho and Jae walked out together..

Jae looked down the stairs and yelled: "Appa.."

Mr. Kim: "JJ.. are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?"

Some guards held onto Jae and Yunho so they couldn't get close to Mr. Kim, Jae: "I am fine Appa!"

Boss: "Look, both of them are healthy and fine. Now, let's discuss the deal!"

"Discuss?" Mr. Kim smiled.

"What's wrong with that?" The boss questioned.

Suddenly, Mr. Kim turned the case over and took out a gun as he pointed at the boss. The boss was a little surprised, but he smiled: "Are you insane? Do you know your son is still in my hand?"

"Oh really?" Mr. Kim smiled, "Maybe you should look around!"

The boss looked around and saw bunches of guards from different rooms down the stairs and surrounded the boss.

Suddenly, the boss grabbed over Yunho and pointed a gun at Yunho's head: "DON'T DO ANYTHING OR ELSE I WILL BLOW HIS BRAIN OUT!"

Jae: "YUNHO!"

"JJ! Come here! Let Appa deal with this." Mr. Kim yelled and Jae is free right now since the guards already got the gangs from the boss's side.

Jae looked over at Yunho: "No! Let me exchange with Yunho.."

"Jae! Don't be stupid!" Yunho yelled, "You go over to Appa's side!"

"No Yunho! Let me exchange with you! Let me repay you everything you lost when you were young! Let me pay back to you for taking your Umma away from you when you were a kid and made you cry so much! Let him kill me!" Jae yelled an cried out.

"JJ! STOP THAT! COME OVER HERE!" Mr. Kim yelled. "I WILL SAVE YUNHO! DON'T WORRY!"

"You are not going to save him.." The boss yelled and pressed the gun on Yunho's head. Yunho bits on his lips as he suddenly stepped hard on the boss's feet. Then Yunho knocked him down with his knees and then threw a punch at the guy's face.

Yunho: "I think you forgot that I know how to fight!"

Yunho then grabbed Jae's hand and said: "Come on!"

Yunho pulled Jae toward Mr. Kim but when Jae looked back he saw the boss trying to get up and pointed a gun at Yunho..

Jae: "NO! Yunho!"

Mr. Kim yelled: "DON'T LET HIM SHOOT!"

*BANG*

Yunho and Jae closed their eyes and both thought the other got shot, but when they opened their eyes.. nothing happened to them..

Jae and Yunho looked around and found Changmin holding a gun and stood behind the boss's body.

"Min!" Jae yelled.

Changmin: "Hyung!"

The boss held onto is wound and cursed: "HOW THE HELL DID THIS HAPPEN?"

Kibum walked out behind Changmin and said: "Now, I can have my freedom back.. boss.."

The boss looked up at Kibum and pointed at him: "You.. you betrayed me!"

Then the boss dropped deadly on the ground. Kibum looked up: "Thank you everyone! For giving me my freedom back.. Jaejoong shi.. you are right.. I have the choice to choose what I want to do and have to do.."

Jae: "Kibum ah.. thank you for helping us.."

Kibum smiled and walked toward the front door, Changmin looked over at his back and suddenly he rushed over to him, "Kibum ah.."

Kibum who just stepped out from the house turned around, Changmin: "Kibum.. thank you for everything.. where are you going right now?"

"I don't know.." Kibum sighed, "I don't have any relatives in the world, but I think I will be able to survive.."

Changmin pauses for a second then asked: "If you don't have any relatives left, do you want to go to Japan with me?"

Kibum looked up at Changmin surprisingly, Changmin: "I think.. I already found that someone else who is worth of my love.."

Kibum smiled at Changmin and slowly nodded his head, and Changmin smiled back..
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Chapter 45Our Story

"Yunho! JJ! You two are finally home!" Mrs. Kim rushed toward Yunho and Jae when they just entered the house.

Mrs. Kim hugged Yunho: "Gosh! Yunho ah.. don't ever leave Umma again please.. you just came back to me and I don't ever want to lose you again."

Yunho hugged his Umma back: "I am sorry Umma. I am very sorry to make you worry.."

Jae looked at Yunho hugging with his Umma and he felt very happy, but on the other hand, he knows that his parents still didn't approve of their relationship yet. Jae looked down and felt Mr. Kim walked over to him.

"Appa.." Jae looked up, "Thank you Appa.."

Mr. Kim: "JJ.. do you know how worried I was? I don't want you to have anything to deal with any gangs in Korea again."

Jae: "Appa.. I am really sorry.."

Yunho looked back at Jae and both of them sighed knowing that they might have been safe now but hey have lost their freedom in relationship again..

Jae bits on his lips, and Yunho looked hurt seeing Jae like that. Then Yunho turned to Mr. Kim: "Mr. Kim.."

"You should call me Appa, if you don't want to then call me Uncle.." Mr. Kim said and looked at Yunho.

"U.. Uncle.." Yunho said, "I want to explain about our run away.."

"Go take a shower first.. both of you.. and I already ordered the maids to cook you two's favorite foods in the kitchen. Get clean and eat the food, then come to my office.. we will have to sit down and talk about this." Mr. Kim ordered.

Yunho and Jae looked at each other, and they both bowed down as they walked up the stairs..

Mrs. Kim looked at their backs and turned to Mr. Kim: "Honey.. are you going to go harsh on them again? What if they run away again? I don't ever want to lose Yunho."

Mr. Kim hugged onto Mrs. Kim: "Do you think I want to lose JJ? You don't understand how scared I am when I saw JJ with that bastard in that kind of place."

Mrs. Kim looked up at her husband: "Do you mean.. you agreed to their relationship then?"

Mr. Kim sighed: "But.. both of them are guys.."

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Jae looked over at Yunho who is taking off his clothes. Jae: "Yun.."

Yunho looked over at Jae and saw Jae's sad face. Yunho then hugged onto Jae: "Are you worried Jae? Don't worry, we will be able to talk them out from it. I love you and I am not going to leave you again."

Jae kisses Yunho on the cheek: "I love you too.. and you scared me so much today.. do you know that?"

Yunho kisses Jae on the forehead: "I won't let anyone hurt you."

After Yunho and Jae showered and ate some food.. both of them walked up to Mr. Kim's office..

Before walking in, Jae held onto Yunho's hand: "Yun.. if they don't agree.. then this is the end of us right?"
Yunho hugged onto Jae as if the end of world was in front of them. Yunho: "Whatever it is.. I don't leave you.. I know that for sure.."

Then, Yunho opened the door and both of them looked down at the ground as they walked into the office..

Mr. Kim: "Are you two feeling better now?"

Yunho and Jae nodded..

Yunho then looked up and held onto Jae's hand: "Uncle.. Umma.. I know you two are very disappointed in us for running away, but we really couldn't accept being brothers from now on."

Mrs. Kim: "Yunho.."

Jae then looked up with tears in his eyes: "Umma.. Appa.. I am sorry, but I love Yunho. I love him more than anything in this world. I have known Yunho ever since I was little and before I left to Japan. I have promised Yunho that I will love him more than anything but I left him to Japan, so I broke my promise once.. but finally I found him back, I don't want to break my promise again."

Mr. and Mrs. Kim looked at Yunho and Jae in disbelief. Mrs. Kim: "JJ.. you.."

"Umma.. you lost Yunho once right, and you know the feeling of finding him back again right?" Jae asked and tears were already flowing out from his eyes.

Yunho hugged onto Jae and trying to calm him down..

"No matter what, I can't agree with this.." Mr. Kim said, "Both of you two are guys, and how can I let two of my sons get together?"

Jae cries hard: "Appa.. please.. Umma.. I don't want to lose Yunho again. I can't bare to see Yunho with someone else in front of my eyes, and I know I won't love anyone other than Yunho."

Mrs. Kim looked over at Mr. Kim: "Honey.. just let them be please.. I really don't want to lose any of them. Look at them, they are both in so much pain right now."

Jae: "You have to understand Appa.. Umma.. Yunho has always been so sad when he was little because Umma left him, so I promised him to replace Umma in his heart. And we fall in love with each other.. Appa, this is what you owned to Yunho. You took away his Umma when he was little, then let me repay everything you owned to Yunho."

Mr. Kim stared at Jae and was speechless..

Jae then ripped himself out from Yunho's hold as he suddenly got on his knees, "Appa.. please.. let me repay back to Yunho.. let me use my love to ease his pain."

Yunho: "Jaejoong ah!"

Mrs. Kim cries silently and Mr. Kim sighed as he looked down..

Slowly, Mr. Kim looked back up at his two sons right now and slowly he said: "Yunho ah.. do you hate me for taking your Umma away from your family?"

Yunho looked away and didn't say anything..

"Maybe, I did ruin your life and maybe JJ's feeling for you was he meant for my repayment to your pain." Mr. Kim said, "I thank you for not taking revenge for your Appa on me, and.. I thank you for not doing what the boss had just ordered you to do."

Yunho looked up at Mr. Kim..

Mr. Kim then stood up and walked over to Yunho as he stared at Yunho in the eyes: "JJ is my one and only son and right now.. I give him to you.. I hope you take care of him and.. love him."

Yunho and Jae widened their eyes. Mr. Kim then patted on Yunho's shoulder then helped Jae to get back up: "I wish you two happy."

Mrs. Kim smiled and rushed over to hug onto her sons, "This is perfect! This is great! I knew you two would be able to be together.. I love both of you.. and I am sorry to both of you for what I have done before, but Umma promise that I will love both of you equally for the rest of my life."

Mr. Kim: "Yunho and JJ!"

Yunho and Jae looked over, then Mr. Kim walked over to the window: "Come here.."

Yunho and Jae looked at each other confusedly. Mrs. Kim smiled to herself and whispered to Yunho and Jae: "There is a surprise for you two.."

Mr. Kim then pulled away the curtains. Yunho and Jae both widened their eyes and stared at a big tree in front of them..

"The tree.." Jae gossiped.

"This is our tree right?" Yunho asked Jae and was shocked, "How did it get to our backyard?"

Mr. Kim smiled: "I know known you two's story a long time ago. I decided to take JJ away for Japan was because I found out that he fall in love with a guy. I thought maybe he would change but in fact JJ never dated any girls when he was in Japan. After we came back to Korea, I really didn't think JJ would actually find Yunho again.. but it looks like if the two are fated to be together then no matter what obstacles are in front of them, then they would end up together anyways."

Jae had tears rolling in his eyes: "Appa.."

Mr. Kim: "This tree is the beginning of you two's love right? Then it will be planted in our backyard from now on. This is you two's memory and love and it is going to be very securely protected by you two, your Umma and me."

Jae and Yunho stared at the tree, and then suddenly Jae hugged onto Yunho tightly as tears burst out from his eyes none stop. But this time, it is the happy tears. Yunho hugged Jae back tightly and said: "Thank you.. Umma and.. Appa.."

Mr. Kim smiled and hugged onto his wife..

A month later..

Jae and Yunho sitting under their tree and looking up at the peaceful sky and Jae was reading letters..

Jae: "Yunho ah.. Changmin said he is together with Kibum.. this is great! He has finally found his happiness."

Yunho smiled: "Yeah.. I am glad he finally let go of you!"

Jae hits Yunho lightly: "Stop that.. why are you still jealous of Changmin?"

Yunho pouted: "Because I love you!"

Jae smiles at Yunho and kisses his cheek lightly: "And I love you too!"

"You two can get mushier!" Mr. Kim sad and startled Jae and Yunho.

Jae stood up: "Appa.. why did you appear out of nowhere?"

Mrs. Kim smiled and looked over at Jae and Yunho: "Your friends are here to see you! Remember.. it's Yunho's birthday today.."

Yunho stood up: "My birthday.. I haven't celebrated my birthday for such a long time."

Mr. Kim: "Umma will celebrate your birthday with you every year from now on.. and JJ too!"

Yunho smiled and Jae: "Wait.. you said our friends are here? Who are.."

Before Yunho asked he was cut off as Yesung and Ryeowook rushed over: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

Yunho didn't know what was happening yet and he was already covered with color ribbons and balloons.

"What the.." Yunho looked around himself and Jae was busy brushing the ribbons off from his face.

Yoochun and Junsu smiled as they walked over hand in hand: "Happy birthday man!"

Yunho looked at Yoochun and smiled: "Thank you! How have you been Yoochun?"

Yoochun smiled and hugged onto Junsu: "I am doing great.. I love this peaceful life right now!"

Yunho then hugged onto Jae and smiled also: "Yeah.. it is great.."

Yesung yelled: "LET'S SING HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG!"

Everyone smiled and clapped their hands in harmony was a happy birthday could be heard through the entire house..

Jae smiled at Yunho as he looked over at the tree pov- People say when a story ends then another one will start.. I believe that this isn't the end of our story but the beginning of our story..

The end..
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Chapter 46Thank you!

Hey! I want to thank everyone dearly for the support on this story. I know i haven't been updating much for this story, but i still finished it! ^^ I am very happy that i finally finished this story with so many people's support.

I hope the ending didn't disappoint any of you, and i am already planning on a new story. Once i post it up, then i will post a link on this story! ^^

I am sorry, i didn't type up everyone's name for the thank you list on this one! But i want to thank all my readers including silent readers! I love all of you dearly and i hope you all will continue to support me in the future!!

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-Autumndreamer