The water is unnaturally deep, oddly aggressive.

Where have the stars gone

For all I see is the never-ending dark.

Is it okay for me to step forward

Knowing you're still back there.

It felt as if just the other day

Everything was cool

Now I don't think I can live

Another night alone.

Running back to you

Isn't it all a little too much

I promised that I wouldn't

But I don't think I can hold on

I apologize for walking away

It felt as if there weren't any more options

Perhaps I'm being selfish

Deep down, I know you cared for me

Deep down, I know I'm wrong

And deep down, I know this isn't the answer

I know it all, yet the water still pulls me closer.

I'm not sure how the world saw me.

Maybe I wasn't the kind person I thought.

Mayhaps all I seeked was attention.

Quite possibly, I was a fiend for validation.

My thoughts slowly drifted to sleep

Along with my conscious

As I sunk

Only one thought remained

Would anyone have noticed

I passed them by