Mature.

Smooth winds,

Cloudy skies

Holding rough hands,

Twinkling eyes

So let's run away,

Hand in hand

While we steal secret glances.

(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

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17th July, 2022

"Am I too tall?" You asked, hopping towards the highest shelf of the cupboard to reach the books. Jungkook shook his head, walking over to you and lifting you up. Once you grabbed it, he put you back on the ground, staring at you with pursed lips."No, dummy. You're perfect"

"I am so much younger than you." You mumbled, bending over to reach the farthest part of the car trunk. "What?" Jungkook spat, frowning at you. "Aren't I too young for you?" You repeated, breathing heavily. "Are you an idiot?" he replied instead, walking back inside the house. You huffed, blowing the strand of hair away from your face.

"I'm so fat" you breathed out, plopping yourself next to him on the passanger's seat. He glared at you this time, not replying but instead switching on the air conditioner of the car. "I have such big boobs too" you shook your head disappointingly. At that he shot his head towards you, looking at you with an expression that screamed 'unbelievable'. "Y/N, What the fuck?" He asked you and you pouted.

"I am not your ideal type then. Your ideal type is short, thin, older than you, even flat chested and I'm n-" He slapped his hand on your mouth making you frown. "My ideal type isn't all this. My ideal type is you." He stated, removing his hand, pecking you quickly and putting on his seatbelt. "Whatever. That's what you said about IU." you mimicked him, your funny squeaky voice surfacing through. He snickered, selecting the best playlist he could find for the trip.

"Let's start, yeah?" He asked and you shook your head. "No no! Waiteu!" You said in a funny korean accent, grabbing a flower clip from your bag. It was a huge plastic flower attached to a clip and you quickly put it on the side of your head, admiring yourself in the mirror with a natural pout.

Jungkook giggled to himself, resting his hand on the car door as he watched you with his palm hiding his silly smile. Once you were done, you turned to him, smiling widely and cutely. "Now, ma'am? Shall we proceed?" He asked, resting his head on his fist and you grinned, nodding. He chuckled before holding the steering wheel as the car moved swiftly.

You squatted closer to him, leaning your body on his right arm as he drove with his left, closing your eyes. The two of you were off to the beach, the house you'd just left was Jungkook's parents'. Yes, you were in Busan, heading off to a beach and all those preperations were for that. It was a happy vacation, according to you. It had been months since your boyfriend had been way too busy after his debut, but as soon as Bighit got into a break, he was ready to spend all his time with you.

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You had reached the beach, now standing with each other in the water, enjoying the view and the cold winds. The two of you walked further into the beach, challenging the depth. You stopped at a point as you were sure you couldn't go further. But the man next to you, a bit too daring and adventurous than he should be, kept on walking to the deepest point he could.

You let him be because you knew he was stubborn and it was of no use. You admired his built, walking with those tattoos adorning his biceps and his toned muscles complimenting his abs. Too busy in gaping at him, you suddenly realized how deep he had reached, almost a few meters away from you. "Jungkook-ah!" You shouted calling him back. "Please come back! Too deep" You screamed like a maniac while giving him a no sign with your arms. From the corner of your eye, you could see a couple stare at you and giggle a little at your actions and your man's ignorance.

"God," you shook your head, turning around and walking away for you know if you kept looking you'll have a hear attack. You struggled through the water, walking towards the small set up you'd made and sat down on the towels. You stared at Jungkook with a straight face while you could feel him flexing about how deep he'd gone in the water. You fishes out your phone from your pockets and clicked a few pictures of him under the shining sun, and also of yourself.

Before you knew, you saw Jungkook coming back towards you while pushing his wet hair back and with a smirk on his face until a huge wave of water chased him from behind, turning his expression from cocky to panick as he ran away from the water and you laughed, clicking pictures of the scenario.

"Ugh" he groaned when you showed him the images and you giggled more, reaching out for his hand and entangling it with yours.

"You look too sexy today," you whispered, leaning towards his ear and leaving a small kiss on his earlobe. As you pulled away, you witnessed him trying not to look at you as his face flushed red, teeth clenched together. You laughed at his adorable reaction, giving another kiss on his cheek while he made himself more comfortable next to you.

You shifted and sat down on his lap, the cold wind hitting you every now and then as you rested your back on his chest. "This is perfect" you stated, sipping your mojito. "Definitely." He replied, looking at your face with eyes dropping with adoration. "I kinda don't wanna go home," you added, tracing the ink on your boyfriend's arm and pecking it once in a while.

"We don't need to go home if you don't want to, honey" He smoothly answered and making you purse your lips, trying to hide the mischievous smile. "I saw a motel on our way, baby" you told him and he chuckled a little, nodding along. "I would seriously love to take you right here and now, but that would be a little extreme." He whispered and you gasped, playfully hitting the arm that he'd wrapped around your neck.

You gulped, glancing at him with shiny eyes. He, however, was admiring the moon and failed to notice you staring at him from below him as you clingled on his arm. Honest? You asked yourself before breathing in. "Baby?" Your came out smaller than expected. "Hmm?" His throat vibrated as he glanced down on you. "I..." You gulped harsher this time, clearing your throat.

"I-I think have something to tell you."

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You looked at him carefully as he walked next to you, hand in hand, silent to death. You told him. You just told him the truth. "You're not taking it seriously." you snickered to yourself and shook your head, slow steps constant as you walked along the waves. You didn't want Jungkook to take it seriously either. You were fine with him being playful about your fairytale. "Well, my girlfriend trying to tell me that she just time travelled into my life is a bit unbelievable." he simply cleared his throat and you looked away, breathing out.

"It is, and I don't expect you to believe. It's... I just wanted you to know. I can't keep this to myself and I feel like everytime you touch me, I'm living a lie." You sighed, resting your head on his arm. Now that's what the journal was about. He bit his lip secretly, mind a mess. Your actions and that diary specifically proved that this was all true, but for his scientific mind, this was practically - yes, a mess. "Hey Y/N, stop talking about it or I'll go crazy with you." he simply mumbled making you chuckle. "You think I need a psychiatrist, don't you?" You asked in all seriousness and Jungkook shrugged.

"I always felt that" he replied and you looked at him with pursed lips and an annoyed expression. "Let's fuck some sense into you~" he laughed out, pulling you with himself towards the car and away from the sea. You smiled painfully, knowing how he'd taken this as a joke. Knowing that he'd taken your reality as a stupid daydream. Expected.

It had hardly taken five minutes to reach the motel and the time was too short to even talk, so you followed the silence. "It's windy." he voiced after coming to your side of the car. You admired his looks, a black leather jacket on his shoulders with some jeans he'd worn after the beach bath, while you were still in your two piece with a cotton nighty over it.

"I'm a potato" you told him and he nodded with his eyes dramatically closed. You got out of the car and followed him into the motel, quickly booking a room before getting into the lift and reaching your floor. Once you were out of the lift your boyfriend slung you over his shoulder, arm wrapped around your calves as you repeatedly hit him on his back, laughing out loud. He grinned at your rebellion, spanking your butt harshly and you groaned.

Finding the room he swiped the card and you patiently waited, slung over his arm and careful enough not to make loud sounds. He finally let you stand as he walked further into the room, throwing his jacket aggressively on the chair making you laugh. You walked to him and he turned around, grinning. He pulled you to himself, looking at you with those crinkled, korean eyes but bambi enough to make you melt. He looked like a baby no matter what he did.

One of your arm wrapped around his neck, the other travelled to his cheek, caressing it as you tilted your head to bite his upper lip. He kissed you with the same passion he always did, as if it was the last time, and you admired that. Giving you a little support and placing his hands under your thighs, he led you to hop on him, legs wrapping around his tiny waist.

Carrying you to the bed he let you loose, lips still attached with his tongue colliding with yours, heating up the moment. "Quick" he demanded and you parted. "Turn around" he raised his eyebrows and you frowned, nonetheless listening to him. He removed your little dress and pecked your neck to which you responded by sighing in satisfaction, closing your eyes.

"Bend over" he whispered to your ears and you blinked. You could almost here him smirking and honestly? this was the first time he was acting this dominant. Nevertheless, listening to him, you did what he told you to and he happily took off his clothes, eyes tracing the edges of your two-piece. His fingers skimmed across the lower garment before gripping it's edges and taking it off. "On fours!" he growled and you silently giggled.

"Okay..." You mumbled before drifting further away from him, crawling towards the headrest. He gritted his teeth and crawled to your naughty self, overlapping himself on you as he planted wet kisses on your back, getting you in a second. You loved it. You were sensitive with your back and he smirked at the fact, entering you without any information.

You gasped when you felt his tip inside of you, shutting your eyes close before biting your lower lip. You could almost feel his member twitching while he teased you and showered wet kisses on your neck. You pushed yourself backwards to increase the contact and let out a loud moan when you felt him completely inside of you before he started to move. Your fingers ached a little when you gripped the sheets, the discomfort of the position making you bury your face into the pillow.

"I'm not hurting you, am I?" He softly asked as he slowed down, wrapping a hand around your waist. "No," you almost whined as you grinded your body against his and he tried not to laugh at your desperate self. He stopped the movement, getting off your body and sliding next to you. "Jungkook?" You let out in a frustrated tone.

He shushed you, crawling underneath your body and sloppily bringing his lips to your breasts, lovingly latching onto your skin. "Fuck," you choked out when you felt his fingers circle your clit. His lips slowly moved downwards with his body, leaving small licks on your skin before his hands held the sides of your hip bone. Your breath hitched when you felt his tongue on your womanhood, the warm and wet feeling new to your senses.

As he kissed your lower lips, he hummed a little, leaving vibrations and making you moan even louder. "Sit up, do it." He mumbled and he knew you would understand what he was trying to ask you to do. You pressed your lips together before sitting down on his face, your thighs on either sides of his head. As the minutes passed and you turned impatient, he kept working his magic and you couldn't help but grab his hair tightly as you reached your high.

"Oh, shit." You panted after getting off him and he gave you a lazy smile, running his fingers over his lower lips. "That was—" you tried to find an appropriate word but ended up getting shy and hiding your face. "New. And I loved it." You mumbled and he sweetly laughed, shaking his head.

We catched his breath before standing up and taking you in his arms, walking towards the bathroom. You turned on the showers, the temperature as hit as your bodies could handle as your boyfriend rinsed his face. Walking into the shower booth, his hands immediately found yours before leaving a loving kiss on your lips while placing them around his neck. One of his arms slided down your body to grab your ass, making you gasp softly.

His heartbeat was as fast as yours, you felt it when he stood under the running water, bare in front of you, simply staring at your face with love and adoration. You returned his stare, body enveloped around his perfectly. You burrowed your face into his neck before he pushed your back on the wall and asked you to wrap your legs around him.

His thrusts were slower this time, but you could feel the naughtiness in his movements, he wanted you to suffer.  You could practically imagine Jungkook laughing if only his expressions were not taken over with lust and love, radiating an aura that made your mind disfunction. He loved to have his senses as numb as yours until his satisfaction reached its peak along with yours. 

Jungkook finally moaned out loud with his deep sound echoing in the shower, muscles weakening and leaning on you against the bathroom wall as he reached his orgasm with you. You adoringly rubbed his back as he panted with his head buried in your neck. A few seconds later you kissed his cheek, smiling at him as he stared at you from the corner of his hooded eyes.

You closed the taps, grabbing a couple of towels before wiping yourself and getting into purple pajamas with white RJs printed on them, making Jungkook giggle. You walked out of the bathroom while wiping your hair and he followed you in his lowers, closing the door and plopping himself next to you on the bed.

"I love you" you whispered to him, shuffling closer towards his body to feel all of his warmth. He smiled, pecking your head and letting his lips linger there. "I love you more," he whispered, the words throwing you into a sense of relief and comfort as your senses turned numb. After all, you had nothing to worry about. You were in his arms.

A/N

I TRIED, OKAY?

And you're not mistaken, it was a triple update.

It's all happening cause we're almost there, people.

This story has ended.

One chapter more ahead, and then we have an epilogue.
I am too excited and that's the sole reason I'm posting this today.
I don't wanna stop writing this story.

Oh my god, help, daydream is getting over.

OH MY GOD HELP AAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAEKDNSJXENXUNSZJJDDNDBHR S NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

*internal freakout session*

Be yourself anyway
-DiamondMaknae❤