tonight i'll be a palmetto bug crawling on my desk. a lizard

slinking outside the house. tonight i'll slip behind my shadow

and trample yours. lock my door. cover myself in tattoos and caution

tape. tonight i'll be the gator's death roll and the rabbit's

heartbeat. i'll bathe in gucci shoes. act like i'm dead.

pretend i'm living on the sun. tonight i'll forget.

tonight i'll speak to my polaroids. crawl onto the ceiling.

livestream everything and take notes. scream for god

allah buddha momma. tonight i'll forget.

tonight you'll cry before. during. after. tonight you'll admit

you're sorry. admit you've done wrong. you'll repent.

you'll repent. you'll repent. tonight i'll forget.

tonight you'll stay the fuck away. get help.

get me help. tonight i'll forget.

tonight i'll smash all your things. feel the fire of bacardi

in my lungs until i don't feel anything anymore. stand on

the edge of the roof. tonight i'll forget.

tonight i'll stare you in the eyes and make you

watch the whole time. tonight i'll forget.

tonight.

forgetting.

tonight.