John P.o.v

She was deathly sick and I didn't know what to do to help her. She as this point didnt leave bed unless she had to. She was weak and I just laid with her until today when she said words I never thought she would.

"Im gonna die anyways. So kill me."

I choke on my drink and look at her like shes crazy.

"John I want to be strong enough to hold the baby. I dont wanna slowly die anymore. I want you to kill me so I can wake up and be back to normal. It hurts so bad John." She tears up and I also feel as though I would cry.

"I can't love." I whisper well she pleads for death.

Finally I agree. Why make her suffer for another month.

"Im gonna stab you. Ok?" I say shakily and she leans her head on mine and closes her eyes.

"I love you john." She closes her eyes and as she kisses me I stab her so she dies on impact. I feel her body go limp and fall to the bed.

I sit there and wait for her to heel.

And wait..

And wait.....

And wait.........

I panic. Shes not waking up. I decide to do something just then that I regret now. I bit her.

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She wakes up after two days looks alarmed.

"I was supposed to die." She whispers and I turn my head to her. She then sees the bite.

"You didn't..."

"I couldn't loose you to.." I whisper and look down. It wouldn't have worked if she was immortal. She had given it away with the intent to die.

"You were just gonma leave me with our son?" I say mad. She would leave me with a child alone so he didn't have a mom.

"Its not my fault I gave it away then got sick!" She yells and I shake my head and go get the baby and sit on the couch feeding him. I wasn't going to go through all this shit. If she was mad I'll let her be. I want her to live. Shes not leaving me like the others. I couldn't let that happen. I loved her to much.

But she was set on leaving me wasnt she?

But why...?

(New books up by the way!"