He sat there in the office but his mind was with her ...

He was not able to concentrate on anything .... Thought to call her

That blank expression on her face was coming infront of his eyes ... everytime he closes his eyes ... Making him gasp ...

He tried calling her but her phone was going off ...

He was anxious... Wrapping up his work ... He made his way towards home ...

Driving reached home ... Sana yells as soon as he gets in ..

Seema : sir mam toh apne purane Wale room main hai .. jab se aayi hai wahi par hai ...

Sid : ok .. kuch khaya hai unhone ...

Seema : nhi sir ... Unhone subha se kuch nhi khaya hai ...

Maine pucha unse par unhone mana kar diya ...

Sid : ok .. thanks .... Walks towards her room ... Knocks ... Then peeps in ... The room was dark ...

He remembered he saying in her dreams that once she was scared of darkness ...  Then what just happened that she stays in darkness ...

Sana had taken Riya's words on her heart ... She had always had that insecurity that she don't match his standard and today when Riya said that it broke her heart ...

She turns around and looks at him standing there near the door the lights were still off ....

Her eyes filled with tears as she felt him near her ...

What if he thinks the same of her ...

Yes he thinks the same of her that's why he doesn't accepts her as his wife ...

Why ... I she that undeserving

She deserves the same love ... The same affection she has for him ..

They looked at each other ... In silence he tried to understand her sorrow

While she tried to find the affection in his eyes ...

Coming back on the earth he switches on the lights and goes towards her ... Sat down near her ... While she just looked at him ...

He turns his face ...

Tum office kyu aayi thi ... naaz ..

Nahi aana chahiye tha na ... Mujhe pata hai ..  maine aapko bhi embarass kar wa Diya ... Sorry ... She sobs ...

Abey ae gadhi ... Kuch bhi mat socho ... Bas ye batao office kyu aayi thi ... Holds her face in his palms ...

She stayed quite ...

Sid : naaz .. office kyu aayi thi baby ... He just can't see her sad even he don't know that he is giving her hope ... The hope which will be shattered soon ..

She looked up with her doll eyes ... Making hus heart melt ...

She don't know why but she just kept her head on his heart holding him ... He tooo holds her in his big arms ...

Making her sob more ...

Main ... Main jaanti hu sidharth... Aap mujhe apni wife nhi maante ... Mujhe pata hai ..  main .. apka standard match nhi kar sakti ... Shayad kabhi bhi nahi ... Mujhe pata hai ... Main aapke layak nhi ...

Phir kyu mil gye aap mujhe ... Jaise bachpan se aapka intzaar kar rahi thi ... Bina kisi ummeed ke ... Aage bhi kar leti ... Magar jab aapujhe apni wife maante hi nhi phir kyu is dil ko ummeed de rahe hai ... Ye dil toh pagal hai ... Ummeedein lagaye rakhta hai ... Par agar wo toot gyi toh ...

Mujhe pata hai main apko deserve nhi karti ... You deserve more better than me ... But .. i don't have any damn control on my heart ...

Wo sirf aapko chahta hai ... Wo sirf aapke pass rehna chahta hai ... Wo chahta hai ... Aapka pyaar apka saath ... Mujhe pata hai main bohot jyada demand kar rahi hu ...

Par main ... Kya karu main ...

She sobs more in his arms ... Thinking all of this ...

Acha chlo shhh ... Mat roh na. Naaz ... Bas kar ...

Abhi bhi bataya nahi waise ... Naaz ... Tum kyu aayi thi office ? ...

Sana : aapka lunch leke aayi thi ... Merko kya pata tha ... Apke wo receptionist itni rude hai ...

Sid : toh tum kuch bol nhi sakti thi usko ...

Sana : kya bolti main

Sid : yahi bolti na ... Tumhare sir ki wife hu ...

Sana : acha ... Kis haq se ? ... Aap mujhe biwi toh maante nhi ? ....

She said making him quite ...

Sid : lunch leke aayi thi phir ruki kyu nhi ...

Sana : man nhi kiya ... Waise apne lunch Kiya ? ...

Sid : nhii ... Mujhe pta tha na tumne bhi nhi kiya hoga toh maine bhi nhi kiya ...

Sana : aise thodi hota hai ... She whines ...

Sid : aise hi hota hai na ... Said in the same voice just like her

Sana : aap change Karo main khana lagau ? ...

Sid : acha baba ruko.... Tumhare haath main lagi hui hai ... Main Seema ko bol deta hu ... Thik hai ? ...

Sana : thik hai ...

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After they had dinner ...

He started to work and she laid down on the couch covering herself with the duvet ...

He was observing her from past 15 minutes she is just staring the ceiling ...

Thought to ask her ...

Naaz ... Why were you not sleeping ... Neend nhi aati ? ...

She came back on the earth listening his voice ....

She nods her head in no ...

Sid : par kyu ? ... Hesitates a little but wanted to know about her ...

Sana : main kaise so sakti hu ... I am insomniac ... I can't sleep ...

Sid : what ? .... I mean ... From when ? ...

Sana : it's been years ...

Sid : sleeping pills?

Doctor strictly denied to use them ... Warna it can lead to death ... Khair .. marne ki halat toh ho hi gyi thi ... Phir bhi Bach hi gyi ... Chuckles painfully twitching her lips ... Looking at the ceiling ...

Naaz are you fine ? ... He thought in his mind ...

No ... I am not ... But i know how to mask my emotions ... She thought ...

Both stayed quite after the conversation

Sidharth's pov

I don't know what is truth ... Kabhi lagta hai ki usme mujhe dhokha diya hai ...

Kabhi lagta hai jaise wo kabhi mujhe dhokha de hi nhi sakti ...

Kyu hai aisa ... Kya main .. main usse galat toh nhi samajh baitha na ... Jo ladki ... Khud itni hurt hai ... Itna tooti hui hai. .. wo kisi or kaise kuch bhi kar sakti hai ...

Nhi ... Mera dil kehta hai ki ye sab jhoot nhi ...

Ye sab uska natak nhi ... Kyuki hoth chahe jhooth bol le ... Aankhein nhi bol pati ...

Mujhe nhi samajh aa raha ...

Kyu ... Agar dard hi dena chahta hu phir uske dard mainujhe dard hota hai ...

Kyu ajj usse dukhi dekh kar acha nhi laga .... Kyu jab wo muskurati hai toh dil ko chain milta hai ..

Itne sawal hai ... Par jawab koi nhi ...

I don't know what's happening with me god ...

Ye kya ho raha hai ...

Jitna koshish karta hu usse nafrat karne ki ... Utna hi usse pasand karne lagta hu ...

Agar dhokha hi de Rahi hai wo mujhe phir kyu Dil Manta nhi ...

Phir kyu usse pehchanta nhi ...

I don't know ... Why all this is so complicated ...

All i need to do is to make her leave me ...

Phir kyu wo jaati nhi ... Main na usse hurt kar paa Raha hu... Na Apnr aap ko hurt hone se rok paa raha hu ...

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Sana's pov

Jab door hi karna chahte hai sidharth... Phir kyu kareeb aa rahe hai ...

Kyu sidharth .... Ajj mujhe realise hua ke mere dil ne jiski ummeed lagayi wo shayad Mera hokar bhi mera kabhi nhi ho sakta ...

Mujhe pata hai sidharth ... You don't accept me as your wife ... Par phir bhi ...

Shayad main hi jyada expect karne lag padi hu ...

Apko time chahiye aap Lelo ... Main apka intzaar karungi ... Us din ka intzaar karungi jab aap mujhe accept karenge ...

Par agar wo din kabhi aaya hi nhi toh ? ...

Meri kismat main toh chain ki neend nhi nhi ... Kahi main ... Apko bhi ...

Nhi ... Sidharth ko meri wajah se koi taklif na ho pls .. babaji ... Jo bhi taklif ho wo aap mujhe dedena mujhe toh adat hai ... Unhe na dena ...

Bas yahi wish hai ke wo hamesha khush rahe hamesha ...

Maine Tera naam dil rakh diya
Maine Tera naam dil rakh diya

Dhadkega tu mujhme sada
Maine Tera naam dil rakh diya 

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Next morning

Both of them had their breakfast quietly ...

He left for his office. .. while she just sat alone in home ...

He instructed her to lock the door as the bodyguards were on holiday today ...

At evening he came back way from the office ...

All he was thinking is that should he leave her home alone or take her on the buisness... He should have take her with himself

First of all for her safety ... And secondly the owner of the party has specially mentioned that one should come with there partners ...

He reached ... She opened the door and smiled softly looking at him ...

Sana : aap agaye sidharth

Sid : hmm tum thik ho na ? ...

He felt something weird ... So asked ...

Sana : main toh thik hu mujhe kya hua ...

He gets in ...

Sid : naaz wo na ... Ajj ek buisness party hai toh ... We need to go there together ...

Sana : main kaise ... I mean main kabhi gyi nahi ... Aise parties main ...

Toh ... She hesitates

Sid : toh ajj chalna thik hai ... ye tumhare liye ... Holds a box infront of her ...

Sana : mere liye ? ... She takes it from his hands ... Opens it

Beautiful off white saree was kept in the box ...

She looked at him ..

Sid : ye pehen lena ... You will look good in it ...

Sana : hmm ...

He thinks that I don't even have good clothes so that I can match his standard ... She misunderstood

While coming back from the office ... His eyes stuck at the saree ... He imagined her looking heavenly beautiful In this one and he wanted to see her ... So he bought it for her ...

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Let's see what happens at the party

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