He was the first one to wake up ... Feeling weight on his body he looked down seeing his wife sleeping cutely hugging him like hugging her life ...

Her baby hairs scattered over her face ...

She looked so cute while sleeping ...

He gently removes her baby hairs from her head smiling ...

When his gaze travels on her left hand wrapped in a colourful cloth

He gently takes her hand in his palm ... Holding it gently ..  opens the cloth ...

His eyes welled up ... Seeing the scars she made to kill herself ... They looked old but never left her skin ...

His whole body shivered at the thought of her killing herself ...

Tear rolled down his eyes as he felt it painful to look at her hand ...

His tear falls on her face as she squints her eyes ... Then slowly opens it ...

To look at hus teary eyes ... Worried immediately settles her weight on her elbow cupping his face ...

Sidharth?... Kya hua ? ... Whispered wiping his eyes ...

He opens his eyes hugging her ... Crashed her under his weight ...

She holds him ... Sidharth please ... Bataiye kya hua hai ??? ...

He didn't said anything nor broke the hug ... The image of her killing herself ... Never left his head ....

Broke the hug ... Wiping his tears ... She looked at him puzzled

He sat down on the bed ... She too got up ...

Sidharth... Bebu ... Kya hua hai ? ... Aap thik toh hai na ? ... She asked ...

He didn't said anything ... Just took her hand in his ...

Caressing her marks ...

She widened her eyes ... And tries to take her hand when he holds it more tightly yet gently ...

He immediately gets up ... Walking towards the big dressing table ... He gets the moisturizer

Sitting on the edge of the bed near her ... he opened the bottle squeezed it .. on his palm ... Getting moisturizer he takes her hand and gently applies it on her hand ...

Abhi bhi dard karte hai ? ... Whispered in low voice ... Caressing them ...

Nhi ... Bhar chuke hai ...

Yaha ke zakhm toh bhar gye ... Par kya wo jakhm bhare jo tumhare dil par lage hai ... Asked ...

Bohot dard diya hai na maine tumhe ? ... Tum maaf mat karo mujhe ... Saza do ... Chali jao chorh kar ..  jo karna hai Karo ... Chaho toh mujhe maar lo ... Par ajj ke baad kabhi bhi apne aap ko hurt mat karna ... Pls ... Chahe jo bhi problem ho ... Main hu ... Tumhare saath share karna apne aapko kabhi bhi hurt mat karna ... Pls naaz .... Said with his welled up eyes

She was looking at him ... Without blinking her eyes ...

Saza doon ? ... Aapko ? ... She asked

Haan ... Chahe jo saza dena chaho ... do ... Par apne aapko kabhi hurt mat karna ...

He said ... Repeating the same thing ...

Idhar aaiye ? ... She taps the seat beside her smiling ...

He did it without saying anything ...

She gently cups his face ... Wiping his eyes ...

Toh aapki saza hai ... Uhhmmm ... Uhmmm ...

Aankhein band karo pehle ... She said cutely ...

He closes his eyes like an obedient child ...

She leans closer to his face snaking her arms around his neck ... She whispered

Main ... Thik hu sidharth ... Or mujhe pata hai agar kabhi thik nhibbhi hongi na ... Toh aap sambhal loge mujhe ... Aap ko saza doon bhi toh kaise ? .... Aapko tadapta dekh kar mera dil .. mar jayega ... Jaise taise aapko khush dekh kar dhadak raha hai ... Aapko nhi dekh sakti hu ... Is halat main ...

Mujhe pata hai ... Aap apni galti realise kar chuke hai ... Ye bhi pata hai ... Ki ye misunderstanding create ki gyi hai ... Phir mera haq bhi kya Banta hai ... Aapko saza dene ka... Jab main khud hi aapka trust gain nhi kar payi ..

He nods his head in no ...

Mujhe pata hai ... Aap bohot ache insaan hai ... Bohot ache ... Or ye jo aapka dil hai na ... Bohot masoom hai ...

Par aapke paas na ... Ek or cheez hai ... Jiska aapko pata hi nhi ... Meri cheez ... Jo saalo se aapke pass hai ... Par aapko khabar hi nhi ...

She chuckles with a painful smile on her face ...

Kya .... He asked pushed his eyes were still closed ...

Mera dil ... She whispered he opened her eyes and looked at her face .. 

She cups his face ... With all the might she had ...

Leaning closer ... To his face ... She ruffles his hairs and gazed at his lips ...

She slowly leans closer ... Keeping her lips on his his ...

Both closed their eyes the moment their lips met ...

She didn't did anything as she didn't know how to kiss ...

So he took the initiative ... Keeping his hand on her neck he tilted her face ..  kissing her slowly ...

She just closed her eyes letting him kiss her ..

Soon their kiss turned wild as she did the same ... Accidentally bits on his lip ... He hissed ... Letting her insert her tongue in his mouth ...

She moaned as their tongues fought for Dominance ...

He won ... Tasting her mouth ...

After some moments they broke the kiss ... Panting ...

She joined their heads ... Blushing ...

I never knew you kiss so well huhh ... He said breaking the silence...

She blushed hard ... Listening his dirty talks ...

She gets up ... Blushing ... And walks towards the washroom when he calls her ...

Suno ....

Hmm ... She turns ...

Taiyaar ho jao hame kahi jaana hai ...

Kahan? ...

Aap taiyaar toh ho jao ... He said smiling ...

While she giggles at his tone ... While he goes in a different room to get ready ...

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Standing in front of the dressing table ... She looks at herself ...

She wore small earings in her ears .. and sets her hairs with her hands only

He comes in ready with simple turtle neck white colour tee and blue denim

He entered in the room ... And stopped at the entrance adoring her for a minute ...

Aap wahe se ghoorte rahenge ? ... Ya paas bhi aayenge ... She smiling ...

When did she noticed him ... He was surprised

Areyyy ... Ab wahi khade rahenge kya ? ... She giggles ...

I am surprised... Tumhe kaise pata chala ? ..

Walking closer ... she turns smiling ...

Bas ... Pata hai ... Ok ... Waise you are looking beautiful...

She blushed ...

Ohho naaz ... Tum toh compliment karne par bhi itna sharmati ho ...

Gadhi ... He holds her from her waist caressing her red cheeks ...

Chodiya na... Giggles ...

Kyu chodiye na ? ... Kyu chodiye na... He smiles ...

Making her laugh more ...

Waise aapne kaha tha ... Hum kahi jaa rahe hai ... She said making circles on his chest ...

Kaha Jaa rahe hai hum ... She asked cutely ...

Bataunga ... Par abhi nhi ... Lovingly kissed her head ...

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On dining table ...

Maa .. main or Sana kuch kaam se bahar Jaa rahe hai ... Wahe se lonavla Wale farm house nikal jayenge ... Kuch din wahe rahenge ... He said hesitated

Shukar hai tujhe akal toh aayi sidharth warna mujhe toh laga tha na ... Shaadi das saal baad hi kahi leke jayega tu meri beti ko .. she rolled her eyes....

Maaa ... He whines ...

While she giggles ... Along with fiza and deep ... He glared at all of them ...

While she kept quiet looking at her food plate ...

After breakfast they bid bye to everyone and left ...

In car ...

Sidharth... Aapne pehle kyu nhi bataya. .  maine kapde pack nhikite the na aapke mere ... She asked worried ...

Arey meri jaan abhi chalenge na shopping kuch der main ...

Par hum abhi kaha Jaa rahe hai ... Asked restlessly ...

Relax naaz ... Don't you trust me ? .... He asked looking in her eyes ...

Aisa nhi hai ... Bas out of curiosity i asked ... Sorry ... She looked down ...

Baby it's ok ... Just wait ... Ok ... Holds her hand making her smile ... Her eyes welled up seeing him ...pampering her so cutely ...

Honestly after her sinthi tayi no one treated her like this never ... But he ... He treats her like she is so precious for him ...

She smiled in her tears ... While when seeing her tears he panicked ... Stopping the car on the corner he took her face in his palms ...

Kya hua naaz ? ... Maine kuch kaha ? ... Naaz

She nods her head in no ... Keeping her head on his heart ...

Before you ... I had no one ... Jo meko pamper kare ... Meri care kare ... But honestly ajj mujhe sache main aapke saath rehke na ... Wanted wali feeling aa rahi hai ... I feel so ... Special ... Thank you ...

For making me feel like this ... She said ... Her heart ... She was not an expressive person but her heart will be heavy If ...she would not share her feelings ...

Tumhara last change nhi kar sakta naaz ... Par i promise ... Tumhe kabhi bhi unwanted feel nhi karaunga ... Kabhi bhi nhi ... He kissed her head ...

She smiled ... And drives towards the destination reaching the place he stopped his car from a distance ...

He comes outside... He was actually scared of her reaction but ... It is necessary for her ...

He opens her door and helps his hand for her like a gentleman... She smiles ...

And comes out he walks with her towards the clinic

She stopped outside. .. froze on her place ... Looking at the clinic ...

"PHYCHIATRY CLINIC"

She looked at him hurt but didn't said anything as he holds her hand taking her in ...

They met with the phychiaterist... She was sweet... Her name is kriti ... She asked some normal questions with Sana trying to make her comfortable but ... Sana was too silent.... She said anything just replied in nods only ...

Ok Mrs. Shukla ... You can wait outside... Mr. Shukla ... Aap yahi rahiye ... She nods getting up from her seat ... Going out ...

Mr. Shukla ... I think something is disturbing her right now that's why she didn't said anything from the time she came here ... Kya wo ghar par bhi aise hi rehti hai ? ...

Actually doctor i didn't told her about the therapy kyuki ... Agar main usse batata toh wo ... Yaha kabhi bhi nhi aati ...

She is insomniac from ... I think years... But from past some days.... She didn't had any problem in sleeping. ..

Or aapko pata hai ke wo depression main kabse hai ? ...

No ... But doctor said that she is in last stage of depression

What ... Did she have panic attacks and anxiety ... Breathing problems

He nods his head in yes ...

Did she tried to kill herself ? ... She asked .. 

He again nods ...

I wonder Mr. Shukla wo abhi tak .. zinda kaise hai ...

What do you mean ... Asked in his stern voice ...

Mr. Shukla this is not a normal case ... Wo depression ke last stage Main hai.... Is state main log apne aapko bhi sbhal nhi paate ... She is actually recovering but ... You have to soft towards her ... Kyuki wo bohot sensitive hai ... Zara sa bhi hua ... She will be back to square one ...

Aapko unhe...khush rakhna hai... We will again meet in the next therapy after three weeks ... Said kriti he nods going outside ..

She was lost ... In her own thoughts when listening his voice got up ... Walking outside towards the car ... He tried calling her ... But she was not listening to him ...

He felt ignored ... Getting the car ... He tried holding her hand but she takes it back ... Looking outside sighing he drives towards the mall ...

Reaching ... He was about to get outside when she stops him by holding his wrist ...

Mujhe kuch nhi chahiye na mujhe aapke saath kahi bhi jaana hai ... Aaap mujhe ghar le jaye bas ... Pls.... She whispered 

He huffs ... Naaz yaar.... Plss ... I promis e main baat karunga tumse par abhi nhi ... Abhi hum shopping karenge phir farmhouse chalenge bas ... Plsss ... He said so cutely that she didn't had anything to say ....

Getting in the shop ... She buyed some clothes ..  and dresses ... Still didn't talked to him ... Making him huff ...

She was silent the whole way until they reached their farmhouse in the midnight

He showed her the way to their rooms ... She was still hurt from him ...

He leaves her in his room ... And goes to get freshen up next room ...

She got freshen up ... Combing her hairs... She stood infront of the window from where she can clearly see moon ... She loves seeing moon ..

Her eyes welled up .... He thinks that she is mentally ill ...

That broke her heart ... She knows that ..  her condition is not that good .. but ... She is not mentally ill ... She is fine ... She knows how to control herself ...

But again ... He broke her poor heart ... Looked at the moon drowned in her sorrow when he came from behind and hugs her ...

She flinched a little ... But he didn't backs off ... Holds her in his arms more cozily ...

She wriggles in his arms ...

Naaz ... Mera baby ... Naraz hai mujhse ? ... Baat nhi karoge ? ... He asked in baby voice trying to coax her ...

Nhi karunge main aapse baat .. her voice cracked ...

Kab Tak nhi karoge ... He turned her around ...

Nhi karunge ... Kabhi bhi nhi karunge main ... Bilkul baat nhi karungi aapse ... Aapko lagta hai main pagal hu ? .. main mentally ill hu ? ... Toh thik hai ... Aapko nhi rehna padega is pagal ke saath ... Main ... Main aapse baat hi nhi karunge kabhi bhi ... Dekh lena ... She said continuously hitting his chest

Ouch ... He backs off dramatically keeps his palm on the place where she was hitting ...

Lagi kya ? ... Asked frowned like a little kid ? ... with her teary eyes ...

He giggles ... Making her cry more ...

Or tumhe lagta bhi kyu hai ke main aise sochta hu ? ... He cups her face holding a blank face ...

Toh phir aap mujhe phychiaterist ke pass lekar kyu gye ? ...

Boliye ? ... her eyes welled up ... As she said with her breaking voice ...

Naaz ... He felt vulnerable seeing her like this. ..

Nhi hai na aapke pass koi jawab ... Aap ko lagta hai main pagal hu ?....

She steps back from him ...

He nods his head in no ...

Toh phir jawab kyu nhi de rahe sidharth she whispered

Jawab kyu nhi de rahe ? ... She asked ... She felt her breaths getting higher dur too the stress she is taking from last some hours ...

He takes some steps closer to her ... When she stops him ..

Main mentally ill hu toh phir pass kyu aa rahe hai sidharth? ... Chod aaiye mujhe ... Kahi bhi ... Pagal toh aap mujhe samajhte hi hai ... Her heart broke ... She felt difficult to breath ... Turns taking the support of table ... She cried ...

Jaane kiski hame lag gyi hai nazar
Is sheher main na apna thikana raha 💔

Tum mujhe galat samajh rahi ho naaz ... She stayed quiet ...

I had taken you there taki .. tum apne depression se bahar aa sako ... Kyuki main nhi chahta ... Ke phir kabhi bhi tum apne aap ko hurt karo

His voice ... Breaked ... As he remembered her scars 💔 his heart broke ... As he felt ... The pain ... When the one whole you love misunderstands you ...

Main chahta hu ..  tum bhi khush raho ... Apne trauma se bahar aa sako ... Mera intention tumhe hurt karne ka kabhi bhi nhi tha naaz .. he whispered stood there ...

Where as she opened her eyes. .. and looked at him with her doe eyes which had tears...

She hugs him ...

I am sorry ... She whispered tears rolled down ...

Main aapko hurt kar diya na ... Sorry ... She whispered

Sachee ... Sorry ... Ajj ke baad nhi hoga ... choroge toh nhi na ... She whispered

That's when he holds her in his arms ...

I am sorry ... He whispered

Mujhe ehsaas hua ke kaisa lagta hai jab ... Koi aapko galat samajhta hai ... I am sorry ... Naaz ...

She nods her head in no ...

And breaks the hug ... She cups his face ... Main aapko hurt nhi karna chahte thi sache ..  main aapko ye feel nhi karana chahte thi ... Maine aapko bhi hurt kar diya na ... Pls bebu .. mujhe maaf kar do ...

Ajj ke baad nhi hoga kasam lage ...

Kuch nhi kiya tumne naaz.... Stop blaming your self sab thik hai ...

Naraz toh nhi ho na ... She asked like small kid ...

Bilkul bhi nhi ..  bhala sidharth apni naaz se naraz ho sajta hai ? ... He asked ...

She nods her head in no ... Kissing his whole face ...

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