Bache ... Sukh ji whispered it's been days now he is noticing that Sana does not even look at him ...

Ignored him like he don't even exist for her ... Though it pains her heart but maybe she is trying to protect herself ...

Protecting herself from getting hurt again ...

Ji ... Ji papa ....she snaps out of the thoughts even sidharth was there ....

Bache kuch din main tumhara dance competition hai na ... Taiyaari hui ? ....sukh ji asked ...

It happens when words doesn't able to join the heart ... Music and dance does ...

Hm ... Hn ... She looked at him ... While whispering

I don't know papa ...

But ab seriously Mera man mar gya hai har us cheez se jo kabhi mujhe achi laga karti thi ..

Chahe wo gaana ho ya dance ...she whispered... Her smile was forced whereas her eyes were misty ...

His heart scrunched up with immense pain ...as he looked at her ...

She got up from her seat going in her room ...where as sukh ji look at sidharth ...

He too tried smiling ... But failed neverthelessly got up from his seat making his way outside ...

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Pyaar bhi toh kitna ajeeb hai na ? ....wo cheezein cheen leta hai jinse hame pyaar hota hai ...

Pyaar ... Wo kahanio wala ...wo khoobsurat ehsaas ....wo jazbaat ... Par sabke liye pyaar ek barabar nai hota ...

Pyaar main dard hota hai ... Imtehaan hote hai.... Problems hoti hai ... Khone ka dar rehta hai har pal har waqt ...

Dil chahta tha main tumko apne pass mehfooz rakh pau ... Par tumne na chahte hue bhi tod hi diya ...

Jis mohobbat ke liye jis apne pan kr liye zindagi bhar tadpa ...

Bikhra hua tha
Kaanch ke jaisa

Tune chua toh main sawar gya 💔

Or wo jab Mila toh shayad main khud ko or tumhe sambhal hi nahi paya naaz ...

Sach kaha tumne ... Ek baar Jo hua ho wo galti hoti hai par dusri baar kiya gaya gunah ...

Saza do ....he whispered...

Chahe maar hi do ... Par aise ... Apne ap ko dukh dekar taklif dekar kuch nahi milega naaz kuch bhi nahi ...

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Kehte hai na ... Jab zindagi apse apki sabse keemti cheez cheen leti hai. .. apki mohobbat apse cheen leti hai ...

Apki khud ki hi mohobbat jab ap ko dhokha de ... Wo shaqs jisse apne mohobbat ki ho ... Har pal ... Har waqt ...or wahi jab apko kahe ke ap unke layak hi nai hai ...

Bachpan se ... Sirf apse pyaar kiya sidharth ... Apne kaha main paiso ke peeche hu ? ...

Paiso ke peeche kaise ? ... mohobbat toh apse tab se hai jab pyaar ka matlab bhi pata nhi tha ...

YE BOYFRIEND WAGERA YE TEMPORARY PYAAR ... YE SAB TOH CHORH KAR CHALE JATE HAI ...

BUT AAP TOH PERMANENT THE NA ?  ..

MUJHE LAGTA THA JO HAMARA RISHTA THA WO KABHI NAI TOOTEGA ... SHE CHUCKLES BITTERLY

kitni badi gadhi thi main ... She giggles teary eyes ...

Gadhi ....shayad wahi thi ... Pyaar kar liya ... Ye nai socha kitna dard hoga ... Apne upar reham nai khaya ...

Puri zindagi taras kar bhi reham bai khaya apne upar ...

Bachpan se lekar ab tak ... Koi nai tha sidharth no one was there ... To console me ... Toot ri thi ... Koshish ki maine marne ki ...

Kasam lage main nai chahti thi ye zindagi ...par kehte hai na upar Wale ke aage kisi ki nai chalti ...

Marne ki koshish ki ... Par Mari nai ... Jeene ki icha nahi thi ... Agar kuch tha ... Toh mera pyaar tha mere saath main ...

Wo ibadat thi ...wo shiddat thi ... Wo roohaniyat thi mere pyaar Mai ... 

Expectations nai thi ... Tears rolled down ... Nai thi kuch bhi expectations... Ek tarfa pyaar main expectations rakhna bewakoofi thi sidharth....

Maine toh apse pyaar bhi Chand ki tarah kiya ... Itne saal bina dekhe ... Bina jaane ...

Or apne toh mere pyaar ko beizzat kar diya yaar ...

Jab pyaar tha hi nahi toh itni ummedein nai deni thi. .. ..

Jo ab toot rahi hai toh main apne aapko sambhal nai paa rahi ...

Aankhon main tere saaye
Chahu toh ho na paye

Yaadon se teri faasla
Hayeee ...

Jaa ke bhi tu na jaye thehra tu dil  main hayee

Aise bhi na tum mujhko yaad aaya karo ... Phir man hi man na sataya karo ...

Log kehte hai dard e mohobbat bhi naseeb hai ... Ishq kiya hi tha toh phir haq bhi jataya karo

Yoon sirf yaadon main na aaya karo

Hasrat sa ban ke kyu bhala ... Kyu yaad karti hu .

Mitti hu banti hu
Mujhko tu laya ye kaha ...

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Maanta hu tumhe dard diya ... Zindagi bhar ka dard diya hai tumhe naaz ...

He whispered holding her hand ...

Manta hu tumhari mohobbat ke layak nhi ... Na tumhari nafrat ko main jhel sakta hu naaz ...

Chahta nahi tha tumhe kabhi hurt Karu ... Par shayad apni insecurities main itna kho gya ke samajh hi nahi aaya main baat kisse kar Raha hu ... Apne naaz se ...

Main janta hu tum mujhse naraz ho ... Galti meri hai ... Toh saza bhi mujhe hi milni chahiye naaz ko nhi ...

He whispered...

He sat back on his knees taking her ghungroo... He held her leg softly ... Tying it around ... His eyes filled while she looked at him lost in his sight ...

Even he suffered her heart knows but this time her mind didn't wanted her heart ... Her love and her emotions to get involved into it. ..

If this time she wants him to know how it felt ... Then he should know how much she suffered from.the pain ...

Even she too had insecurities... Insecurities about herself ... Fear of loosing him ...but that doesn't overpowered her love for him ...

Tum hi pagal thi... Jo har waqt sirf yahi sochti thi ki sidharth sirf tumhara hai ...

Wo tumhara toh kabhi tha hi nahi ...

Na kabhi ho payega. .. her mind mocked making her close her and twitch her lips to control her sobs.  

His heart broke seeing her whimpering silently ... The one whome he loved with his soul is now suffering because of him ... He is the only one at fault ... The only one who needs to be suffered not her ...

Deliberately whispered holding her hand ...

Naaz tum mujhe Jo saza dogi mujhe manzoor hai ... Par apne aap se us har cheez ko door mat karo jisse tumhe pyaar hai ...

Tum competition main part logi ... Tumhe tumhare sidharth ki kasam ...

He whispered... As the tear rolled down his eyes she opened her eyes looking at him ...with her deep brown orbs which still held alot of innocence
.yet the pain of the heart break ...

Apne sidharth ki kasam toh nai todogi na ...he whispered.... She blinked her eyes as his lips curled up in a small smile ...

He got up ... Going away whole she covered her face with her palms breaking down into sobs ...

Aise bhi na kariye sidharth ... Itna pathar dil nai mera ke apko apni aankhon ke saamne tootta tadapta dekhu ...

Aapki Kasam ... Mujhse nai hoga ...

After all loved him with all her might she can't even think to hurt him ...

But what about her? ...

Nai ... Maine unhe maaf nahi Kiya hai ... Main kon hoti hu unhe maaf karne wali .... Main nahi chahti ab unko .... Nai chahti ...

Her words were telling a different story but what about her eyes and her heart which still belongs to him ...

Saza mili hai bewajah
Wajah chahiye

Ankhiyan nu teri deed di
Panah chahiye

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Sana ... Party kaha hai ? .... Sanvi came home ....after when she got to know that Sana got her memory back ....

But still she didn't wanted to ask her about her past as it will definitely make her feel uncomfortable and conscious

Kis cheez ki party ? ... Sana said looking at her ...

Looking at t saavi Sana remembered mahi ...her eyes filled with tears .... it's been years ...

Haawwww kitni chindi hai tu ? ... National level par competition jeeta ...dusre competition main part lene wali hai abhi bhi koi party nai ...

Lelio bhyi party ...

Ajj raat hi ... Sanvi said ...

Clubbing karenge ....she said sniffing ...

Sidharth ... She looked at him ...

Ap bhi hum logo ke saath hi chaliyega ....

He smiled a little ...

But didn't had feeling to go to the party ...

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