Ch - 24

"Doctor it looks like a panic attack, i..I don't know what to do?" Sidharth asked in the call, after settling inside the car he called mishra and asks him to drive to the hotel, his own hands are shivering by seeing her like this. Never before in life handle this type of situation ever.

They are in the back seat, his both hands are clutching her in his embrace tightly. Her body is still shivering badly, lips continuously repeating the same words, her eyes are closed but tears roll down nonstop since he found her. This time there is no doubt that she is acting because it's not possible.

His heart beats quicken each passing second by seeing her like this, despite all hate he never in dreams wanted her to found like this, he never wishes this for a second also. The doctor said few things to him, he simply nodded and move sana a little bit in a way that her half body lay on him and he can see her face.

"All my..fault..i..worth..no.." She keeps mumbling the words.

Taking a deep breath he cupped her face from one hand the other one is keeping rubbing her back, "Hy, listen..open your eyes.."

Even after talking with the doctor, he really not able to understand what to say, the most important thing is he never talk to her before normally and now suddenly comforting seems quite tough for him. He is lost in his own thoughts when suddenly she starts breathing heavily.

It looks like she starts having problems in breathing suddenly, widen her eyes he patted her cheeks in panic, "Fuck, shit sh..naaz breath, calm down please.." He utters taking a little pause, calling her by name is also new and not easy for him, but right now he doesn't have time for thinking all this.

"I..am..wort..." She stammered by breathing fast, shaking head he unknowingly placed his lips on her forehead, one hand caresses her cheeks, "No you are not, ohk..naaz are you listening. You are not worthless, calm down for god sake please." He pulled her on him as much as he can, this is what the doctor said, to comfort her.

He doesn't know the reason behind all these, but not at all feeling good by seeing her like this. A constant restlessness run inside his veins, he can feel her hand fisted on his shirt. Maybe this is working, running fingers on her hair he keeps placing kisses on her head and mumbles,

"Everything is fine, you are not worthless, you are..." After a pause, he somehow says, "You are beautiful, very beautiful, more than anyone I ever saw." He wanted to find out the truth but the day is holding other things for him, he was all fine in the morning then what might happen suddenly that leads her to this condition.

For the very first time, somewhere his mind questioning his own accusations,.. Is it possible that his friends are right about her, all these she is doing since a month was not any acting. Shrugging the thoughts away he focuses on her sometimes, keeps repeating his words.

He can feel her nuzzle more into him, her one hand gripped so tightly on his arms that is absolutely going to leave nail marks. Twisting lips he mumbled on himself, "Nice way of taking revenge." After sometimes he aside her hair from face and found her sleeping peacefully with the same pouted lips, but the face is not glowing like morning.

She looks pale, with dry tear marks all over. Closing eyes he leans his head back, "Drive fast mishra."..

He lay her down on his bed, going to move but her hand is still fisting on his shirt tightly. He decides to not do anything for now, don't want her to go into a panic situation again and the doctor also suggests her to sleep. Having no option he lay beside her by taking her in his arms, eyes roam over her grips it seems like her life is depending on this shirt.

Closing eyes he put his one hand over her head with a little hesitation, this is really getting awkward for him now. He doesn't know what he is doing, why but there is no other option, he can't leave her like that. Especially when her actions are too close for proving his own doubts.

"Tell everyone I am not well, cancel the shooting for today. And don't let anyone come inside." Sidharth said mishra on call then close his eyes with a sigh, he is waiting for her to wake up and give all the answers about everything including this attack and he is too intended about not leaving her without any answer.

Sana rubs her face over the hard surface she feels, still in half-sleep holding the thing whatever it is she slowly opens her eyes by blinking it rapidly. But soon it widens by seeing his face so close to her and especially the way he is staring at her, she suddenly gets scared don't know why.

"Aahh." Sana immediately sits on the bed and look all around, it took her a minute to remember what happened at the set but don't know everything just the shot and then she was lost. What happened after that? How she came here? All she was able to recognize a soothing voice and the warmness.

Her eyes travel to sidharth who get up and sit in front of her, "What do you like to eat?" She narrows her brows at him then turn her head to the other side, nodded he mumbled "fine" and order something. She doesn't remember anything clearly but doesn't want to stay with him for now.

Going to get down from the bed when his hand pulled her back and says rolling the sleeves of his shirt, "This is what you have done to me, now sit here and give me all answers and reasons for this or else forget to go out." She scrunched her eyes on the nail marks, didn't remember doing anything but still don't want to talk.

Lowering her head she starts fidgeting with her fingers, she had a panic attack maybe but it never happen before and don't even know what she has done, how he came there and how she ends up sleeping on his arms.

Their silence broke by the knock-on door, taking a glance at her he opens the door and comes with the food. Placing it near her he orders, "Eat first." Twisting lips she looks at the other side, she hates the way he is ordering around.

Scratching the back of his neck he rests one hand on his waist and says, "Last time I am saying, finish the food otherwise I will use my ways and trust me you won't like them. I can also call amma and no one in the world has the power to decline her. Now eat, we will have a long talk then."

She scowls at him in irritation but nothing works, sighed she simply start eating without a word. Sidharth unknowingly smiles a little at her constantly making faces, he have to admit that she is looking so cute even with this pale face.

Wiping her hands she lifts her eyes towards him in confusion when found him staring at her curious eyes. Taking a deep breath he aside the plate and asks finally, "Why did you lie that night?"

Her brows collided in shock, eyes almost popped out like sockets never imagine him asking this question so suddenly and like this. None of them ever before talk about that night, he keeps taunting, blaming her for all and she simply accepts everything but never tries to initiate the talk about that.

But she always wishes for a day, the time when he will be ready for listening to her side of the story but she is shocked to see the day too fast.

Looking at her reaction he says, "Who ask you to do this? I want to know the name of your boss if it is money I can pay you more. Just tell me the truth." He doesn't want to be rude at this time, she just becomes normal and he have to take care of this thing. Also, she needs to see the doctor for once,...

Sana looks at him blankly, not able to understand what money and boss he is talking about. Shaking head she speaks finally, "Boss? I don't know any boss."

He rolls his eyes in irritation, "See, I will pay as much as you want just tell me the fucking name. Who asked you to do all this?" He asked again, this time with a little anger in his voice.

She sighs in confusion, "I know you don't trust..me but I am clueless..about what you are talking. No..no one asked me to do anything,..i..I did all myself." She stammered, this is the time she was waiting, for him to listen to her but now she is totally confused about what he is saying.

Sidharth frowned at her, "What do you mean by that? I don't even know you before that night, see I know everything single thing is planned. The controversies, the act that you pulled all are done to ruin my career..I just need to know the name behind all this. And I never gave you any reason for taking revenge from me."

Sana mumbles, "I am..not taking any revenge..but I don't know any plans, controversies. Yes it's true I don't know who you are, we never met but...i..I am forced to do whatever I did that night."

Pinching the bridge of his nose he huffs, "That what I am asking dumbhead, who forced you? The area around my vanity was vacant that night, it was planned to, media was planned, you were planned.. Please tell the truth shehnaaz."

Her heart is almost successful in losing all beats, the sudden sparks rush inside her blood. Her name from his mouth, he addressed her by name for the very first time. She is habitual of the dumbhead but her name, it feels like she is going to lose her all senses.

"Hy, where are you?" His voice again brings her back from the thoughts, she can see the pleading in his eyes. In all these he is also a victim, have every right to know about the whole thing. She will tell him, not the complete story of her side.. it's still not possible for her to share with anyone.

Closing her eyes she rubs her face and says, "I am telling the truth.. I don't know anything about the plan you..are talking about. That night.." Taking a breath she look at him, "I.. I ran away from my..my wedding."

"What?" He mumbled with a shocked face.

Nodded she continues, by trying not to remember that incident, "Something happened, that..leads me to run from my..home. I..was running from them, didn't know..about you being there..I thought to hide there. They were,..dangerous."

He feels like the floor is almost snatched away from beneath his feet, things come out completely opposite from the things he thought. Still don't know about trusting her or not but he needs to listen to the whole story, "Then why didn't you tell me when I asked, I could help you simply."

She nodded in yes by lowering her head, "I.. I know..but I was scared..don't know what to do.. I know I did wrong, the reason I never asked you to not blame me. But I was not in my senses at that time, all I could think is to come out from that city as fast as I can. They..were very powerful, it's impossible for fighting with them in their own city.

"I am sorry..I am so sorry for ruining your life with me, you are right about me being a dumbhead.. I am I agree, the reason I am ready to give you d...divorce without asking for anything..but you put that taking blame clause. I am sorry..but please trust me, his family was very dangerous."

He just simply look at her the whole time, if this is the truth then it's really hard for him to digest. Her face somewhere telling him that everything she just said was the truth but he can't trust her words, it's not easy for him too.

After a minute he takes out his phone and asks, "See, I can't just trust you after whatever you did but I am not blaming you also. What's his name, if he is too dangerous then might be famous also? Give me the details."

She doesn't want to remember the name, neither the face but this time she have to because this is the only way to proving that she is not the cunning person he thought.
"Kabir Rajvansh, he is one of the big businessmen in Kolkata."

Sidharth nodded and dails druv's number, he has few connections and people there. After the call sidharth look at her, they have to wait for the information a little. She keeps stealing glances at him, he looks really impatient.

Sidharth continuously roaming on the room, his heart feels like exploding anytime due to restlessness. If she is right, then he doesn't know what to do? All the taunts and things he said to her is flashing in front of his eyes, especially her panic attack.

After sometimes a message popped out on his phone, taking a look at sana he opens the phone and eyes almost widen in shock, he lost all senses for some time.

There was Kabir's picture with shehnaaz, the engagement pic then a news about. His runaway bride on the day of the wedding, about his uncle losing the election because of the big controversy and many more. It's exactly on the day they get married, all that simply means..she is right.......

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