Ch - 33

"I think there is something fishy going on between shehnaaz and sidharth sir." One of the crew members said to other after they saw naaz coming out from his vanity almost like running. "I also saw her be there most of the time, she is not even his personal makeup artist but still be around him." The other one stated.

Both shrugged and move from there leaving a raging Aditi behind, she fisted her hands in anger.

"I respect your feelings but i didn't reciprocate something like this ever. And about the marriage, it's none of your fucking concern what is going on in my personal life. But still, keep this on your mind that...i am very happy with my wife, and she is enough for me. So just forget all this, and good luck for your future." Sidharth's words revolve around her mind.

"He can be fooling around with that bloody makeup artist but not me." Groaning she punched the table near her in anger and leave from there with fury filled in her eyes......

Sana keeps biting her nails standing in a corner, all the flashes of kisses coming in front of her eyes making those cheeks turn redder by passing seconds. Her heartbeats are still jamming like some music concert, how could she kiss him? And above all why he kissed her?

She needs to take out everything inside her and there is only one person with whom her heart, mind just can speak anything inside without tension. After done with all her work she instantly leaves for her calm down and blabbering centre.

Already asked aastha to just tell druv that she stubbornly forced naaz to stay with her for tonight, today she speaks more lies than might speak in whole life till then. Coming out of the cab she literally runs inside aastha's apartment, thank god to the spare key because of which she doesn't have to knock and wait......

Gulping the whole glass of water she huffs by placing hand above her rapid heartbeats.

"Did you kill someone and run? Don't worry i will try my best to take you out, vivek is also there." Aastha said by staring at her with curious eyes.

Thumping on the couch sana held her head and sighs, "I did something you can't think of me to do." Nodded thinking few things, aastha shrugs, "Ya, killing. Otherwise you would kill many people who deserve to be dead. Assholes." She gritted her teeth at the end.

Taking a deep breath sana says by biting her nails, "I..i..Iekesem." Clearing her ear with a finger aastha leans to her and says after pulling her hand away from mouth, "First stop biting them and speak clearly."

Hummed she stare at her lap, rolling the edge of her kurti she says, "I don't know how but i kissed...him and now i want the earth to open and sallow me inside. It's so awkward to face him now, i..i can't aastha. I think I should run?

No..then he will circulate my picture and all will know about me, then what? You know, i lied to him that i didn't remember whatever happened. And i might be the first one who fall unconscious after a ki...ahann..i don't even want to remember this word.

Oh god why do you make my life so complicated, can't it be simple like i do makeup. It's hard for me to lie, don't know from how long i will be able to continue this. And the main question, why did he kiss me? Out of nowhere, but it was like so soulful. Ahann what i am talking about?"

Sana keeps blabbering things to herself, like she always does whenever get in a panic or nervous situation. Aastha simply smiles at her for sometimes but suddenly her face turns into a serious one, placing her hand over sana's she mumbles, "You love sidharth, you are in fucking love with him?"

Sana's nonstop blabbering suddenly stop, she stares at the glass in front of her with fidgeting fingers, breathing is heavy because of the blabbering. Her lips pulled between the teeth in order to control the restlessness inside.

"You..know..that i always in love with the idea of husband, or a partner. I was already in love with that empty place, the unknown face about whom i used to dream and prepared a person just the way i wish. I know , all this is stupid but i am..

Whatever i learn, know about relationships, love, a partner all from my baba. He might be not with me for a long time, but taught me everything i needed to live. He was also like me, maybe this was the reason didn't able to understand the bad things of life.

When the marriage was fixed, i accepted him with all my heart but that i don't know why he couldn't able to fill that place of love. I tried so hard for that but it was like that place didn't ready to accept him. And after all that i got married to a completely unknown person.

He hated me since the start, but from the moment i signed those papers somewhere inside without even letting me know i accepted him as my husband. The love that i have for my partner always, he suddenly starts filling up that place.

He shows his hatred all the time but couldn't able to hold his care, he care for me even after all the hatred thing, after whatever i did to him. His punishment about paying n all was also not punishment, he unknowingly helps me to become independent. For the first time in my life, i managed a complete one month with my own money.

There was never a punishment.. And he came to know about everything, all i could feel is that the care is just increases. He is successfully fitted on everything that i dreamt ever, that i wish and request. And because of him, i get two more friends, a family which i always prayed.

How it is possible for me to not give him the place of love, yes... I love him." She sighed with a slight amount of tears on her eyes which is not enough to hide that calming smile plastered on her lips. This is after long when she talked her heart out, without caring anything else.

Smiling aastha shook her head and pulled her into a hug, "And i love you. I am not sure babes, but know one thing that sooner or later he will definitely fall in love with you. I just hope that it won't take much time." She mumbled placing a kiss on her head.

Nodded in no sana pulled back, "I...i don't know but the main problem is i acted to forget all about the kiss. And now have to continue it because it's not possible for me to talk about all this. Please help me, you are my best friend right?" She asked with a pout......

Sidharth keeps moving from one corner to another corner of the room, in restlessness, he didn't realise when start biting nails like her, his brows caresses. Till the time came back from shooting he couldn't stop himself thinking about the kiss. His chain thoughts suddenly broke by a loud laughing voice.

"Hahaha...for the first time i heard that he drug someone by his kiss that the person faint.. Seriously! What did you do to her? Hahaha.." Vivek chuckled throwing a pillow towards him.

Druv shook his hand saying, "No no, i think it was like that movie..when an actress falls unconscious after the hero touches her.. Om shaanti om.. Hahaha.. Sidharth you are from this industry, but that doesn't mean you have to be so filmy hahaha..." This time he earned a slap of pillow on his face.

Sidharth pushed vivek aside and lay on the bed, his eyes are focusing on the ceiling. Both look at him and lay down beside him hands over their head. After a minute of silence, sidharth speaks,

"I...i don't know what happened to me at that moment, nothing came to my mind it just happened. Before i could realise anything, she fainted and then forget everything. All this is so fucking confusing, i think it's good because she remembers anything might not talk to me.

But no, wait..she also kissed me back so it's not completely my fault!" He exclaimed then look at both of his friends. Druv turn towards him resting his hand under his jaw and says, "First of all, tell me do you actually think the kiss is a fault or mistake?"

Sidharth glances at him with a confused frown, "Yes it is, i shouldn't have done that without her consent." He shrugged and sit on the bed crossing his legs.

Vivek hummed and asks, "Why did you do that? There must be any small tiny reason behind that, you can't just kiss anyone just like that in real life. And that too a person like you who is still...." He smirked and wink at druv in results received a slam from sidharth.

Running fingers on his hair he groans, "Don't ask me something which answers i didn't have. Maybe i was just...she was looking so damn cute, i..i just lost control i guess which is wrong but..but she forgets all." He mumbled on himself by tapping fingers on the bed.

"I don't know yrr, but she should remember this at least. I want to know why she kissed me back? Because i can feel that she isn't an expert, maybe it was her first? Shit, then i should feel more guilty. And why the hell she needed to stay with aastha today?" He keeps asking himself question..

When both of his friends roll their eyes and suggests together, "Maybe it was just an acting, she remembers all and trying to run away from you." Narrowing brows at them he nodded in yes after few seconds, they might be right.

Because how could it be possible? She not even hurt her head anywhere then how could forget all? He doesn't know why kissed her but one thing that his mind didn't let him admit but heart already accepts, that kiss was something he trying to find for a long.

He felt everything he wants to feel, but his mind playing games and did not let him see anything.

"This means she is ignoring me!" He mumbled by scratching the back of his neck. Both nodded then vivek says with a mischievous smirk, "Find out all soon bro, because i don't want my best friend to die a virgin. Who will believe that the romance king of the industry is waiting for that someone special? Hahaha."

Clenching jaw sidharth kick on him by throwing the pillow on his face in full force, "Shut up, what's so laughing in this? If you both can't solve my problem then please don't irritate you fuckers." He scowled by seeing his laughing friends.

He knows how odd and disbelief it sounds that an actor like him who is known for romance on the screen, having girlfriend rumours is a virgin but this is the truth. It's his personal choice, people called these things girly but he believes in love.

He always wishes for the love he saw between his parents, no one can guess by their depth of love that it was a arrange marriage when both were just eighteen. Since born all he saw is love, how could it be possible for him to not aspects the same for him?

This was the biggest reason he hated sana before, because she somewhere destroys his dreams of getting married to someone he loves. He indeed has girlfriends but most of the time the reason for break up was because he doesn't want to take another step.

It's not wrong if he wants something just for the person he loves. He always waited for that feeling, that sensation, that love for the person which he doesn't felt from any of his girlfriends. And now he is married suddenly, and don't know anything what will happen, what is happening and what will he do?

Right now it's better if he focuses on normalizing the situation with naaz, he hates this awkwardness.

Controlling his laugh druv get up and says moving his hands, "Ohk, come then let's go and solve your problem." Sidharth give him a confused look when druv pulled him by the hand saying, "We are going to aastha's place, let's find out she is lying or not?"

All nodded in unison and rush outside..

Sana look at aastha who complete applying some face pack on her then says, "I am enjoying this girls night out." She claps her both hands, Sana also smiles and put the spoonful of ice cream on her mouth when they heard a bell ring..............

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Thank you so much pyare readers for your support and understanding my situation. Mujhe tym mil gya between the study toh meine likh liya but still that exam gap is there.

Mko khud bura lg rha, this story already had so many gaps..pray to god or gap na aaye..

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