Ch - 39

"What the hell did you do to her?" Aastha yelled by grabbing sidharth's collar. He is still sitting in the same place, not move an inch after reading the letter. Every word of her letter keep roaming on his mind in repeat, it seems that her each pain and suffocation hit him through the letter.

Vivek informed the others about the incident, but to his shock not even aastha have a single idea about all these. Shaking his head in disbelief he pulled aastha back and asks to sidharth by making him stand,

"I was out for just a week and you jump on the opportunity to do something worst, which we don't have any idea, what? Are you even listening?" Yelled he shook him with a force. Druv pulled him back, "Calm down guys, we won't able to understand anything by yelling."

He made sidharth look towards him by grabbing his jaw slightly, "Nothing going to happen by this blackout face, you have to spit out whatever you did that lead Sana to leave like this without even informing any of us."

At this moment, none of their voice or actions bothers him a bit he is still in the situation where he thinks to be alone in the room. The words are not ready to leave his side, she never opens much although he always wants her to but never wished this would be the way.

All the moments he ignored or avoid her after that night is flashing in front of his eyes, and it feels worst painful than when someone scribbles deliberately on your wound every time imagine himself in her situation.

He shamelessly left her alone on that morning when he should have at least asked how is she? The message on a note would be good, then by not just stop there, he ignored her presence like those jerks who left one after completing their lust. He throws her out from every work related to him, almost treated her not less than trash.

When in reality he deserves all the things, and now he deserves the worst. He knew she already had some issues, that affected her at night but still, he prefers his bloody confusion and guilt above everything. Left her waiting for him that day outside the set without informing, storm the door on her face.

Every action of his forced him to hate himself more, he made her feel suffocate when she should be comfortable with him. He gave her the pain which becomes unbearable for her when he should give her all the happiness, he made her feel worthless for him.

The word she even scared in dream, also, all this feels someone squeeze all his nerves.

He came back from the blackout zone when feels a hard punch on his face which make him fall on the bed.

"Vivek!" Druv yelled by moving his hands on air.

"What? I don't know what he did but definitely deserve this and anyway there is no other option to bring him back from the zone out." Vivek scowled by looking at sidharth who sat back on the bed by rubbing his jaw.

"She should have done the same instead of going like this." Sidharth mumbled.

Gritting teeth aastha again grab his collar, "This means you definitely screwed in the worst way possible, damn you man she is already broken in a way you can't even imagine you did nothing just remove her last hope of living again. I somewhere knew that loving you will give her pain.

I should have stopped her, i fucking should stop her." She groaned and thumped on the floor sobbing. Rubbing palms on face druv takes a deep breath then asks, "Please sidharth just tell what happened? We are hell tensed about Sana, no one knows anything about her at this moment. We need to find her."

Looking at the letter sidharth mumble, "I..am beast, the worst person and definitely don't deserve the soul like her. She trusted me and i made her feel worthless, not less than trash whom people use and lef.." Before he could complete received one more slap from aastha.

"It was my fault i thought i saw something in your eyes for her, trust me. None of you have to find her, she will be good away from all the shit, from fucking jerk like you." She yelled and going to punch him again when druv hold her back.

"Calm down aastha." Jerking his hands of she sobbed, "No, i can't.. Why in the whole earth my sanu have to face all the worst things people didn't even imagine. First from her own people and now from the person she loved, only and her first love. Why she?

A person like her who didn't even abuse anyone ever, she didn't even curse the people who did so wrong to her, still thinking about them and the same she did with him. She..." Aastha sobbed loud by placing her head on druv's chest, Vivek gestures him to take her away for some time.......

"I love her.. " Sidharth mumbled. Vivek settles beside him and sighs, "Everything." Closing his eyes he tells him all that happened in the whole week, which did nothing but he receives one more punch from Vivek.

"I always treated her like the little baby, like the sister i always wished for. These punches are from a brother sidharth and trust me when i saw that i love her more than you. And now as a friend,.." Said Vivek again punched on his stomach.

"Do you seriously love her or it's just a guilt?" He asked with a stern face. Groaning sidharth sighs by holding his stomach, "No, i was a stupid to realise it late. In reality i fall for her in the very first sight when she came in front of me in that wedding attire like a goddess, but situations never let me realise it.

I..i came to confess when saw that letter. I love my naaz a lot."

Nodded Vivek get up from the bed, "Fine, then as a friend i will give you a chance to win her back in her own conditions whatever will be that. We will find her and then your hard time starts. But after all if she says no, i won't let you come close to her as a brother. Deal done?"

Folding the letter sidharth stand in front of him, "Done.".......

Aastha glare at him with her red angry eyes, " If she say no even for once, i am with her. And you druv dare not to convince me." Druv nodded simply without saying anything then all settled on the living area together. According to the security guard, sana left the house at noon, and sidharth came near 6 and now they wasted more than three hours.

She has definitely left the city till now.

"Naaz told me once she loves cold places and wants to make a home there and settled for forever." Sidharth suggested picking his phone. Aastha nodded and says, "Hm, she love hill stations. Shimla...she might be there, it's her favourite one out of all."

Taking out his phone druv went on a side by saying, "I can check is there anyone by her name on the flight today or not?"  All sit there in silence, sidharth keep chewing his nails in restlessness he doesn't know what will happen but do everything he can for just one chance.

He promises to treat her like a queen, love her in a way that she will feel the most comfortable place on his arms. Pinching the bridge of her nose he looks at aastha and asks, "What happened in the past?"

She rolls her eyes, "It's not my thing to tell."..

After sometimes druv come with a smile, "We got it, she is in shimla. I booked the first flight tomorrow morning, let's do the packing."................

Sana opens her arms outside the window, try to feel the soft cotton balls that touching her skin. A soft smile refects on her lips when the chilled air caresses, shivers run to her spine with a different calmness that only the beautiful nature can give her.

She is feeling nothing, no burden, all blank for a second when the sound of waves hit on her ear. She wants this feeling of not feeling anything for all the time, wants to forget all pain, betrayal, love everything. Just a blank mind as if she was just born.

But she doesn't have any fairy-like Cinderella who will move her magic stick and all wishes come true and neither she has that prince. Again, his face flashes in front of her eyes.

From the moment she left that place trying to not think about him but, seems her poor heart didn't love to take a beat without his memories. But she doesn't want to think anything at this moment, her heart still pains like someone piercing on it by reminiscing all.

Shrugging all thoughts she tried to fall asleep, but that was also long gone.

The next morning all went towards the car when druv come from the back and turn sidharth harshly by grabbing his shirt, "Are you fucking cheating on Sana also?" His sudden question cause everyone to raise a brow including sidharth.

"What? No, you know i could never do that." Sidharth mumbled with a confused face.

Shaking head druv huffs by throwing his head back in frustration, "Congratulations you are again on the news mr. Sidharth shergill."

All snatched the phone from his hand, the picture is enough to widen their eyes in shock. It is sidharth and aditi kissing each other on his vanity, "Sidharth shergill having an extra marital affair with his co-actress behind his wife's back", " The superstar is back on controversy again."...

The headlines are enough to make them scowled in anger, running hands on his hair sidharth glance at the angry aastha and says in a defending tone, "She pounced over me suddenly, i didn't do anything simply pushed her away. Trust me, i swear to my mom. I can never cheat her yrr."

Twisting lips aastha sit inside the car, druv come to him and asks, "What about the news?" Sidharth settles inside the car by saying, "I don't give a damn about anything for now, i need to find her first."

All heading towards flight when Vivek mumble suddenly, "She might be know about the controversy, i am not sure." He shrugs causing sidharth to slam his head in frustration, he is praying about this not be true. Things can be more worst if this will happen....

Sana is moving towards the stores, her eyes are still swollen because of the sleepless nights. She came here for thinking according to the letter but in reality, she just wants to forget all for sometimes. Her feet automatically stop in front of a shop when eyes fall on the lucky charm.

A past memory hit her mind..

"You need to open that." She mumbled softly to herself by saw him getting ready according to the look. Sidharth stares at the bracelet then winks at her with a smile, "Come i will show you a trick."

Narrowing brows she went near him, he wears the bracelets giving to him for the shoot and hide the Lucky charm inside in a way that none was able to figure it out. Sana smiles at him with amusement eyes,.

He pinched her cheeks then chin and mumbles, "You are too cute.".....

Sidharth smiles by looking at the lucky charms bracelet on his wrist, placing a kiss on it he smiles, " I am coming naaz.".........

She smiles sadly at the memory when suddenly heard something.

"See sidharth shergill is having an affair with aditi...omg that's a breaking news."

Narrowing brows sana sneak into the phone beside her, and the picture is enough to broke the last inch of her heart. The things she never imagines, the history she never wishes to repeats, the memories of the past is again came back like a storm.

Again, she faces betrayal by the person who is closest to her. Again, it proves that she is the worthless person one never wants in life. Her scariest dream again comes true,.. The pool of dreadful tears roll down from her eyes........

Sidharth sighed after not finding any trace of her, they search on almost ten hotels that are nearest for the tourists. He doesn't know why but his heart does not stop beating like it can come out anytime for a second, a weird kind of restlessness, panic is capturing his heart.

Running a hand over the hair he looks around the market, they think split and find. He comes to look for the hotels which are nearest to the market,  his breathing is heavy. The look on his pale face is enough for finding his situation..

Groaning he slam on the poll beside him when eyes fall on her, it took a second for his eyes to soften and the smile to reach his lips. Without thinking he rushes towards her..............

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