Ch - 23

Sidharth opens his eyes by the vibrating sound under his pillow, blinking rapidly he looks outside. It's still dark outside, these early morning shootings are not at all comfortable. He looks at the time, it's two and they have to leave soon unless will miss the sunrise.

Rubbing the back of his back he sleeplessly darted towards the washroom without seeing the sleeping sana. He almost forgets about having someone else in the room due to sleep and also because not habitual of it.

He came out after the shower and move towards the luggage when eyes fall on her suddenly. The light of the room is still dim but things are visible clearly, her silk-like hair are scattered all over her reddish cheeks, those slightly parted pouted lips makes her look like a cute little fish.

Shaking his head he slams his forehead for the little staring session, he switches on the lights and takes out the clothes. But she is in so deep sleep that didn't affect a little,

"Seems like someone having a beautiful sleep." He murmured smirking by wearing his shirts, then look all around and drop a metal vase on the floor.

The sudden loud sound causes sana to open her eyes and sit on the bed in a jerk, she is in so deep sleep that it took her few seconds to realise the surroundings and whatever happened last night, also remember the way she shouted at him.

Biting her nails she glances towards him, folding the sleeves of his shirt he says by moving towards the mirror, "Get up and leave in my count of five, before I throw you out."

She narrows her brows towards him when heard him counting, making a face she gets up saunter towards the door.

But stops near the door and turn back, "Thank you." She mumbled.

Rolling eyes he simply setting his hair without saying anything, sighs she shook her head with a smile. She doesn't have any idea but always noticed him ruffling with his own hair, he must love them a lot.

Busy in thinking she doesn't realise when start gawking at him by leaning to the door, loves the way his fingers run over the hair. Her heart secretly wishes to replace his fingers with her, a crazy weird wish don't even know from where it comes.

Her staring session leave by his voice, "Stop gawking at me and leave."

Closing eyes she turns to leave when mistakenly her head bumped into the door because forget to open it. Cursing herself in all way she hurriedly unlocks the door and leaves before do any other stupidity.

Looking at the mirror he huffs, "Dumbhead, she successfully confused me all the time. Only one cunning act she shows in the whole time, all rest are full of stupidity." His own words suddenly forced him to think in the other way, he doesn't know anything but this is strange.

Her acts and things she does even when no one is around, is not at all matching to the act she put on that night. Maybe his friends are right about knowing the whole thing, that reporter also didn't mention anything clearly. Whether directly or indirectly but now it's the time to know the truth behind whatever she did.

He knows it's for money and he is ready to pay her more money but today have to know the whole story and about the mastermind...

This time sana reach on time she doesn't want to miss the bus anymore, because hell excited about watching the sunrise. The crew reach before actors because of other preparations, she is also helping all when sidharth's makeup man calls her for help.

Reaching there she found him standing by opening all buttons of the shirt, she turns to her boss who says they have to do some wounds near his chest and the corner of his lips, he should look like an injured. She took a glance at him by the corner of her eyes and found that smirk back.

No no, she doesn't want this, for now, already she lost all senses in front of him, those crazy heartbeats start beating at the highest speed and then the feelings start hitting on her heart. The feelings which she tries to hold on the cage is always starting flying whenever she is near him.

Taking the brush she slowly moves towards him without looking yet when her boss says, "Sidharth insisted, to call you. He said you are too good."

She looks at him with collided brows, smirking he opens his shirt by looking at the other side.

All this is his doings, he deliberately wants to trouble her and like always she doesn't have any choice. Taking a deep breath sana move towards him without making any eye contact, it's really impossible for her to stand in front of a shirtless sidharth.

But this is her profession, she have to do this maybe in future also. Sidharth stares at her face, last time he can feel that this thing trouble her in real, he remembers the goosebumps and shivering. This will be a nice idea to trouble her, ...

After a few seconds, she starts the makeup near his chest, an unknown sparks run inside his veins as come in contact with her touch. He doesn't have any idea about this, what are these sudden shivers for? Many times before he does this with different artists, nothing is new for him but this strange shivering feeling never comes before.

Pressing his lips into a thin line he stands straight, keeps maintaining the not affected face when from inside he is having a weird ticklish feeling. Sana somehow finished doing the half work without being faint, his closeness is affecting her in all ways.

And there is nothing unknown to her, because she knows this stubborn feeling which is not ready to leave her side and keep making entries without knocking. Closing her eyes she takes few long breaths before lifting her head for doing the makeup near his lips.

For a second he almost stumbles when her gaze falls on his lips, this is really going out of his mind now. Why are all these new things happening with him? He found his gaze lingering on her lips for sometime, he hates her always but this time hating her more for pulling those plumpy lips like her teeth.

He is the romance king of the industry, give so many romantic scenes but this unfamiliar feeling, the rush of blood inside veins never happen before. Sana is going to touch the corner of her lips when he looks at the other side suddenly.

Bending towards her he whispers yelled at her, "Stop seducing me, non of your cheap tricks will going to work."

Her eyes flickered towards him with furrowed brows, this is going far for her now. Why all the time it's necessary for him to look at her every act in another way? She knows he hates her and she accepted that but knowing that he thinks so cheap about her, she isn't able to control the warm water filled on her eyes.

It hurts more than one can think when the person you have feelings for, is looking at you like this, thinking so low about her. This is the reason she doesn't want these feelings but they are too stubborn to go, closing her eyes she looks at the other side and takes few steps back from him, don't want to look weak again in front of the wall.

"What happens shehnaaz? Do it fast." Her boss said from behind.

Sidharth keep his eyes closed and says, "What will this woman do in future?" He had a little cruelty in his tone.

Sighing she looks back at her boss then says by applying makeup on his lips, "I am comfortable with others."

Don't know why she said this but right now for the first time she wants to fight with him. Sidharth frowned at her but she did not take a single glance not interested in any more baseless blames.....

In the blue like ocean sky, a slight tint of pink spreads all around which is reflected behind the soft cotton balls, the orange rays mix with yellow is slowly opening their arms on the sky, the chilled smooth wind of the hills is enough of rejuvenating new energies on the surrounding, the greeneries spread refreshment.

A bright smile is plastered on her lips, nature is holding the capability of bringing a smile to your face even in difficult situations. All are set for the shooting, she stands quietly in a corner, the view is feels like she is standing between the clouds in the sky.

Her eyes travel to sidharth when the director says start and she really hates her eyes right now. Her heart almost dropped to her knees by experiencing the scene in front of her eyes, her legs stumble back in shock, hands literally shivering by seeing something like that again in life.

Layers of continuous tears start escaping from her eyes continuously without even her noticing, her senses are all in other ways. The dark memories of that night flash in front of her in a repeat, lips trembled for sometimes she feels having breathing problem.

Her heart, soul everything almost crunched in the worst way by seeing sidharth like this.
His half shirt is open, hands placing around aditi's waist their bodies collide together and their lips are smashed with each other in a way that is enough to bring her old memories back in a jerk.

The night with Kabir and her mother in the same position and then sidharth and aditi's face all starts mixing in front of her eyes. She doesn't have any thought about where they are, what is happening, why this is happening, or even about the shooting.

All she can feel is looking at the history repeating in front of her eyes, first her fiance and now her husband. She never wished to see both in this way ever, her mind put a complete full stop in every single thought.

Just two similar scenes repeating, all dug emotions, betrayals, pain every single thing start welcoming on her mind stopping her ability to thinking or doing anything. The hidden trauma hit her again, she was trying to be strong all the time but in actuality she is still on the effect of that night.

The scenes blocking their place at her heart and after seeing something similar suddenly she lost all her controls. Her silently digging everything inside is causing secretly a problem that she doesn't even know. The pain, betrayal, hatred and now again something which for her mind a betrayal is broke to her to the core.

She suddenly felt a shook from someone but her mind is still not ready to look or hear anything, her visions are blurry because of the tear. "Sana." Joy shook her in confusion by seeing her sudden tears.

After the cut sidharth don't know why but his eyes instantly start looking all around for her, he feels some weird type of thing from inside like rapid heartbeats which never happen before. The moment his eyes fall on her, it narrows in shock mix with confusion. He is so much into looking at her, that didn't even hear anything what other's saying.

Her face is all red, she is crying but why? First of all, he is never able to figure out between drama and reality, this is the reason he doesn't know how to react. For this have to find out the actual reason anyhow today but before anything, he just doesn't like the way she is right now.

In the vanity also he saw the tears and now she just looks devastated. If this is acting then she is the gem, this does not at all looks like acting. He is busy with his thoughts when saw her suddenly startled and leaves the place, actually she runs.

Without thinking anything he going to rush behind her but the director comes in between, he was saying something about the shot but his eyes fix on her until she goes far from his vision. Where is she going? Because she ran far from the bus, in a completely different direction.

"I am sorry, I need to go." Said he simply rush towards her direction, his only motive today is to find out the reason behind everything.
Stopping outside he runs fingers on his hair, "Why is she running like an idiot?" He settled inside his car and drive in the direction, thankfully there is only one way.

Sana doesn't even know that she is running, only she can feel is the voices and both scenes. Voices that saying that

"you are so worthless, none will ever love you, you are made for cheating, a worthless woman."

Her mind playing games, she can hear the voices in Kabir's voice, her mother's voice, Sidharth's voice. Her mind is exploding from inside, it always took people time coming out of any trauma in her case the come out was never there, she dug them but was not able to remove them.

She was emotionally unstable at this moment, she was always but none able to know ever that she is not fine all the time. Her legs suddenly stop in halfway, all swirled near her eyes, she stumbled and going to fall when someone gripped around her back and pulled her back on the hard chest.

"I am not worthless." She mumbled by clinging on the arms.... "What?" Sidharth said in shock by seeing her in a sudden panic attack and move towards the car by pulling her in his arms.......

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