Im so fucking pathetic. All i do is cry and be depressed and im sick of it. I just wish i wasnt such a fuck up. I wish i was good enough. I just want to be normal. I dont want to be depressed,  to have scars lining my wrists and thighs,  the have every single breath a battle,  and every tear feel like acid. Im such a fuck up and im to scared to open up to anyone bc im so scared thar if they see how broken i am theyll leave. Im just a fuck up and im so pathetic. Im so ready to give up,  i just qant to give up already. But if i gove up,  ill hurt so many people. But isnt it better to just hurt for a little bit ratger than for an extended pwriod of time? Im sorry. Im sorry im not good enough. Im sorry im so fucked up. Im sorry. Im so sorry....