"I want you" Zhan freezes for a second and then starts laughing loudly, shaking his head

"Wang Yibo, oh Wang Yibo, seems like I was really wrong about you, you're way too crazier than I thought. Here I'm in front of you, beat me up, kill me if you want, why talking this bullshit?"

"if I wanted, could do too, you know this very well. Why can't we, have fun like before?"

"We did never have fun" pain flashes in his eyes "you raped me" will telling it change anything? Not anymore

"I did" I can notice, hearing it from me hurts Zhan more and his grip tightens too

"Why me? Why it had to be me? There is too much guys around, who will willingly spread legs for you anytime, I struggled enough already, why did you have to destroy everything I worked so hard for? Do you even know Wang Yibo? What it take for me to live like this? With my mom's expectations, trying my best to be good son, to never disappoint her, never get dirt on myself, she worked too hard for me, she suffered too much cause of my dad already" Zhan pauses and glares at me "you know everything already about us, that is why you're here to threaten me. Are you proud of yourself? Are you satisfied? I always feared to become like him and...now cause of you, I'm no different"

the disgust in his eyes, makes me to lower my head "Only thing you need to do is staying next to me, I don't ask for anything else"

"I heard you never fuck again, why me? Cause I fought back? Is this exciting for you? does it makes you hard? Rich boy wants to get new toy? Snobs like you...who has absolutely everything, who lives in heaven"

"What do you even know about me and my life?" I yell and push him back, Zhan stumbles and I use chance to pull him down on the car "you don't even know yourself well"

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"This" I press my knee on his crotch and Zhan hardly holds his moan "you enjoyed that night"

"Shut up"

"Admit"

"Shut the hell up" he shouts and strong punch pushes me back, his chest moves up and down quickly as he shakes from anger. he looks like beast now and I smirk. that is it...what I like about him, what charms me this much, the duality in him, the way Zhan's eyes changes from pure to evil in seconds. the way he turns from prey to predator. I need him next to me, I can't let go off him anymore "I'll kill you, with my own hands"

"go on but it won't change the facts, deeply in your heart and mind you liked it, isn't that why you're this angry? you just can't forgive yourself"

"stop it, just leave me"

"doesn't forbidden fruit taste sweeter? maybe we have everything other but still want that one, dream about that one" I lean closer and sniff his scent, it can easily make one drunk from passion "do you even realize how tasty you're, how seducing, how desirable, you're born to be treasured and pleasured. and I can do it, I'll give you everything, I'll show you real world, I'll free you from this shields, I'll feed your desires" I'm still unable to believe how much his answer means for me, how much I'm addicted of him, how can his slim, tiny body carry this strong power. breathing heavily he frees himself from my grip and walks towards his house, all weak and exhausted  "you shouldn't come back after that night Zhan, there is no way back now"

*****

I come back into bedroom from the terrace after smoke and someone knocks on my door. maid looks in and hesitantly asks "young master, aren't you hungry? I brought some meal for you"

"is there something spicy?"

"you don't usually..."

"do you know how to cook?" I ask excitedly and she looks surprised 

"yes, I cook for my children"

"make something for me, spicy and fatty" I describe food eaten at Zhan's house in details and she smiles, after a while I'm sitting down in the kitchen and eat hungrily, licking my fingers. my phone rings and turn video chat on to answer Huai Sang

"what the fuck Yibo, you look like messy kid, do you want me to wipe your mouth?" his loud laugh almost makes me deaf

"wipe my ass"

"call me when you need it" gosh he is too annoying

"why are you calling?"

"to give you information about your drug, he is at the restaurant now"

"with who?"

"just stuff dinner, with a few employees"

"ok, send me the address"

"sure, bro good luck in dumping from him again"

"fuck you"

"thanks but I don't like dicks" he cuts the call and I sigh. I already gave you enough time Zhan to think...

***

restaurant is quite crowed and I hardly find the place where watching at him is possible. I slowly drink my wine, while he empties one after one. I remember his words "I don't drink" and smirk, you do already Zhan. the more he gets drunk, the more his cheeks starts blushing and eyes reddening, can I say he looks cute? he laughs to everyone but it isn't happy one, I know he fakes like me. after a while everyone leaves except Zhan and he moves in front of the bartender. secretly so he can't see me, I sit behind him and scan all his movements. when did you become his stalker Yibo? 

"hello pretty" someone joins him and even only after this two words i can notice Zhan's fist tightening

"you got something wrongly bro" he says with cold voice and drinks another glass

"we're both alone here, why not..."

"go and fuck yourself"

"playing hard to get?" as I keep looking at his gross face, my grip around glass tightens too and I'm about to do something, when suddenly knife stabs into counter right next to his middle finger, slightly scratching it. his terrified expression pleases me and Zhan calmly says 

"fuck off until I make you taste your own balls. you're barking up the wrong tree" Zhan pays and walks towards the exit, waiting for him to leave I slowly stand up and drag him with collar to the bathroom. he resist until my fist hits his face with full strength, he falls down on the floor with bleeding mouth and I kick his stomach few times. I breath in deeply, stopping myself from going farther, how he dared?

***

I quickly get in the car to chase Zhan and after a while I see him walking along the street, he stumbles few times and hugs the pillar to maintain balance. I guess it's first time he is this drunk and it isn't safe for him at all. waiting no more I stop the car and run to him,  Zhan feels arms around his waist and looks at me with blurry eyes, I wrap his hand around my shoulder and carry him to the car, when we're already in he starts hiccuping and moves hand on my body

"who are you?"

"didn't you recognize me?" I lean closer as my lips almost touches his face "it's me, your nightmare"

"Wang Yibo" he whispers and immediately knocks out, I drive to his house and stop car overby, at darkened place.  Zhan still sleeps when I release his seat belt and in the process of fixing, his burning lips suddenly touches my neck, causing me to shiver. he grabs my shirt and throws his head back, feeling him this close my body starts trembling with desire and roughly bite his milky skin. tearing his shirt apart I cover his whole chest with bite marks and suck on it hungrily, Zhan pulls my hair and moans "ahhh, it feels so good"

I stop on his words and he opens eyes, gosh how sexy and adorable he looks now "you know who I'm no? why won't you escape?"

"is there something worse you still can do to me?" leaning seat back I top him and run my tongue on his neck, my hands rubs his whole body and I press our bulges together too tightly he yelps, Zhan becomes moaning mess when i start licking his nipple and scratches my nape, his body burns me like fire and quickly slid hand under his pants, holding his already hard member

"ahh Wang Yibo" he calls with sexy voice and I hungrily watch his expressions while my hand teases and strokes it slowly, his cheeks blushes even harder, breath becomes heavy, keeps gulping and licking his pinkish lips. my touches becomes fast and fierce and he shivers under me, I nonstop move my hips and rub crotch on his body.  just the visible strong pleasure on his face and sounds of moans makes me crazy and without touching myself reach orgasm very soon, while he comes in my palm. unable to get enough I keep crushing him between my arms, hugging and holding too tightly until he says something what stabs me like sharpest knife

"Wang Yibo, I hate you...I hate you to the core" moving back I look at him and notice little tears dropping from his closed eyes "I want to make you disappear from my life, I want to erase you from my memories, I hate... I hate..." He murmurs and slowly falls asleep.

"That is good Zhan, hate connects people with thicker thread than any other feelings. I'll make you hate me more, hate me to death, if this is the only way to keep you next to me"  I stay awake for the whole night and listen to his breath, sun is about to rise, when Zhan moves and rubs his eyes, he looks at me without saying anything and then starts tidying his clothes.

"Did you really mean the words, told before?"

"I did" he replies without hesitation and I notice the door of his house opening. Zhan leaves the car and I get off too, with still messy clothes and naked chest. The moment his mom appears I pull him back and take in my arms. All I can hear is Zhan's loud heartbeat and his mom's desperate call.

Now... He has no other choice but come to me, I'll wait for you Zhan...

I don't really know what to say 😬 who hate and who pity, it's up to you.
maybe revenge again in next chapter 😉😅