Is it bad for me to want to feel you?

To touch you?

To lay my body in your embrace and let your lips touch every inch of me?

I cant help the drool on my lips and the numbness of my own mind when I see you.

Can I touch you?

Please can I touch you?

I'm sorry but I can't help myself.

I just want to make you feel good.

.. I want to feel good..

Can you make me feel good.. I bet you could..

Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself when I think of us. We have no label and we both aren't ready for one but I know in my heart I wanna make you feel good. I wanna touch you and let my fingers dance across your skin. I yearn for a connection but fear it just the same.

Hook up culture is so ugly for what I hold myself to be and yet I consider if we could spend one night together..

Just one night for me to satisfy my need..

I'm sorry I'm getting ahead of myself again. I'm not thinking straight. I might be losing my mind.

I feel like an animal in heat more than I feel human.