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One last thing I do NOT own the Teen Titans they belong to DC comics. So anyways lets get back to the story.

Raven's POV

"Slade!" I jumped up and got into my fighting stance.

"now now Raven is that anyway to treat a friend" he said starting to walk forward.

I held up my hand my dark energy flowed around it "you are not my friend" I shoved him against the wall but he didn't seem phased at all.

He grabbed me arm "your coming with me" he said opening a portal and trying to pull me in.

'I'm not going to let him win!' ( these '      ' mean thought)

"Azarath Metrion Zinth- " He placed something over my mouth and kicked me hard and I fell to the ground.

"Your coming out way or another" he hissed his hot breath on my ear. He continued trying to pull me. I continued to resist him and managed to get the 'what was that... A dirty sock... ewww' out of my mouth. "Help!" I screamed as I gave on last pull to attempt to get free.

Regular POV

"Help!" The Titans heard Raven scream and ran upstairs. BB broke down the door and the titans rushed in.

"Slade!" they all said at once, while Slade just looked at them not caring that they to were in the room.

Slade dropped Raven "she'll betray you, she's evil, I was doing you a favor by taking her, but I guess you just want her to kill you all herself"

BB growled "Raven would NEVER do that to us!!!" he glared at Slade, his eyes burning in anger.

"Beast Boy's right, Friend Raven would not do such a horrible thing!" Starfire said, holding up a green glowing starbolt.

"we'll see" Slade stepped back in the portal and disappeared.

"what was that all about" BB looked at Raven, who shrugged and looked away, pulling up her hood.

"It doesn't matter all that matters is that we find Slade and put an end to this" Robin said, the other titans nodded in agreement.

Raven stood up 'their going to get themselves hurt and it's going to be my fault, is it true am I really falling back under my father's influence? No... That can't happen... Slade's just trying to mess with my mind...'

"Raven?, Raven?" Starfire called to Raven, Raven shook her head.

"what Starfire?" Raven said snapping out of her thoughts.

"we were just asking if Slade hurt you, you are ok, yes?" Star asked looking at her friend with a worried look on her face.

"yeah... I'm ok he didn't hurt me" She lied truth was her knees were still burning from where Slade had kicked her but she had other things to worry about right now.

Star nodded believing her "do not worry we shall find him"

"I'll start the scans right now" Cyborg went downstairs, Robin followed and Star followed behind him. Beast Boy stayed in Raven's room.

Beast Boy's POV

The other's left but I didn't I couldn't leave Raven after what happened. What if Slade came back and what if she needed help.

'Raven doesn't need help have you seen her powers!? she could beat Slade easily'

I shook my head whatever part of my mind said that was right she could handle herself but there was even some things she couldn't. I had a feeling this was one of those times. Whatever Slade wanted and whatever happened to Raven earlier somehow they were connected and I wanted to figure out what was going on.

She stood up brushing herself off. "I suppose you're worried about what happened" she said in her normal monotone voice.

"well yeah, we're all worried about what happened to you and. we-" I got interrupted by Raven's glare.

"you shouldn't worry about me Beast Boy, I know how to handle myself and I don't need any of your help" She crossed her arms "this doesn't concern any of you and you all need to stay out of this" She looked at me but didn't meet my eyes.

"Raven you saw what happened! Slade wanted you!, and he's going to come back!" I yelled but then calmed down. "We want to help you, you're our friend and we're worried about you, even if you don't want us to" Thoughts raced through my mind... I was the one worried about her... I didn't want to see her get hurt... or killed.

"Beast Boy I just need you all to stay out of this I..." She collapsed and I caught her in my arms as she cried out in pain and closed her eyes tight. Fear shot through me. "Raven!?!, Raven!?" I screamed in fear there was something wrong.

She screamed and started to cry in pain. I've never had such a feeling of fear before. I picks her up bridal style and carried her downstairs. "Guys quick there's something wrong with Raven!"

They ran to us and we all hurried down to the infirmary, where all our medical stuff was, which I can't explain what half of it does. I laid her on the bed. She was still screaming, a look of fear was on her face, tears fell from her eyes. "Cyborg please help her!" I yelled in complete panic, Star put her hand on my shoulder.

"Beast Boy come Cyborg knows what he's doing, but you need to let him help her right now" She said it in the nicest way and I let her lead me out of the room.

REGULAR POV

Hours passed and Raven's screams started to quiet down and eventually stopped. Everyone hurried into the room to see how she was doing.

Cyborg was looking at a heart monitor "she's ok now, whatever caused that is over and she's going to be ok after she gets some rest.

All of them looked relieved to hear the good news Raven was ok. Beast Boy sat by the side of the bed as the others gathered around. They weren't sure how long Raven would be out but they hoped that whatever had caused her so much pain and fear was gone.

Raven's POV

I opened my eyes everything was blurry, it was dark so it must of been late. I wondered what happened and started to look around and met a pair of dark green eyes. "Ahh!" I jumped back, nearly falling off the bed.

Beast Boy smiled sheepishly "sorry didn't mean to scare you"

I crossed my arms "You didn't... what happened Beast Boy?, why am I in here?" I asked him.

He looked down "Raven, we don't know you collapsed and we brought you in here, you looked terrified and you were crying and screaming"

I didn't remember any of it and I looked down "oh" I tried to figure out what was more humiliating that fact that I collapsed in Beast Boy's arms or the fact that I was crying and screaming in front of everyone, I was supposed to hide any emotion.

Beast Boy looked at me "we were worried, Raven really worried..." he paused and added something else which I couldn't hear. "when you collapsed I felt afraid, and helpless like I couldn't do anything and it terrified me... I wanted you to be ok... you're my friend" He looked scared, was he remembering what happened?

"Beast Boy" I began in a soft voice "I know you were worried but you shouldn't be I'm ok..." he nodded but still looked a little unsure.

"do you need anything?" he asked

'why is he suddenly so worried about me lately?'

"Can you help me back to my room?" I asked. He nodded again and helped me up. We walked down the hall. I lost my balance and wrapped my arms around Beast Boy and he caught me. I felt the heat rise to my face, then something broke down the hall 'stupid powers wait why am I blushing?, no I'm not' "sorry" I said quietly and his eyes met mine.

"it's ok" he said as we stopped in front of my door.

I went to open it "thank you and goodnight BB" I smiled a little at him and went inside my room to lay down. 'Why does he make my feel so weird... I couldn't be well maybe... No that's impossible... there was absolutely no way that I was starting to fall for Beast Boy'