The day I saw you, it all went to hell
The day I saw you, I wanted to kill myself
If only I did, if only I was strong
I wouldn't be here, at this cold ass fall

Oh the night, I'll never forget
The dances in the moonlight, the midnight kiss
The meeting in the corners, where none would see
If only I knew, we weren't meant to be

The lies that you spun, the stories you told
Made me a outsider, before I grew old
That stares that I got, the coldest I felt
Yet I ran back, oh so heartfelt

Oh how you played this fuckin' game
Like I was your toy, something to gain
I gave you my heart, the better half of me
You smash it like nothing l, thinking your a king

The day I met you, I should have known
From the chill of the air, to the filling in my bones
It was never going to work, I needed flee
Yet I stayed, and begun blaming me

The fights that we had, the stories you told
You made me suffer, while I watched you upon your throne
You broke me till I  was nothing, like a shatter glass
You made me sweep to the pieces, while you laughed

I finally snapped, and tried to flee
But all your strings were holding me
Stuck in this hell with not way out
I decide to kill you, and dig my way out

To poison your drink, that'll be nice
To cut your throat, you'll never learn
I wanted to make you suffer, make you cry
Beg on your knees, as I say goodbye

But instead we got here, the end of the line
Both to stubborn to let go, but not wanting to fall
We held on to all we had, watching it burn
Knowing it was are fault, it only

The day I saw you, I walked away
The day I saw you, I just died
If only I was strong, and ending it all
I wouldn't be here, at this cold ass fall