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She hummed in response. Abir left and Mishti started her self talk

"Abir, Kunal, Maa,Kuhu sb mere liye itna kuch kr rhe hai,aur me hu ki useless Maine aaj tk unke liye kuch kiya hi nhi hai.

Maa mujhe apni beti jaisa Pyaar krti hai, Kunal bhi mujhe apni behen manta hai,kuhu nhi hoti to mera Kya hota aaj bhi wahi narak wali Zindagi jee rhi hoti me.

Abir to Mera best friend hai mere Bina kuch kahe hi sb samajh jata hai, Meri saari cravings puuri krta hai, Kal to mere Mana krne pr bhi mere pairo ka massage kiya, in SB ki concern dekh ki mujhe complete family waali feeling aati hai phir yaad aata hai ye family Meri nhi hai pata nahi kaise aur kb in sbke ehsaano ka badla Chuka paungi bhi ya nhi.

Me aur aap baby hum dono iss family ke ehsaanmand (indebted) rehange"

"Mishti" shouted Abir on top of his voice. His eyes were red due to anger.

(Except main door all other doors are sound proof)

Abir came back to take his phone which was on dining table but he heard Mishti's self talk,then he couldn't just control his anger and bursted out

Mishti flinched at the pitch of the voice. She was so scared that she started shivering, she remembered her past 2 years , but Abir didn't pay any heed to it and in a Stern voice said

" Tumhe mera, Maa, Kunal aur Bro ka concern,Pyaar ehsaan lgta hai seriously Mishti, Matlab hum Jo bhi kr the hai wo sirf aur sirf tumhare liye ehsaan hai, humara care love affection sbkuch kuch mayne nhi rakhta sb sirf ehsaan hai"

Mishti was in tears now her tears were not stopping she was continuously nodding in no

"Nhi Kya nhi Mishti????

Pyaar aur ehsaan me zameen aur aasman ka farak hota hai Mishti . Ye baat samjha samjha ke thak gaya me pehle bhi tumne ye hi kaha tha kuhu se tb bhi Maine tumhe dono word ke difference bataye the.

Aaj tum us nanhi si jaan se Jo abhi tk duniya me bhi nhi aayi usse tum ye keh rhi thi.

Mishti maine tumhare pregnancy me padne ke liye bohot acchi acchi kitabe la kr rakhi hai wo pd ke uss bacchi ko sunao ye ehsaano wali baate nhi aur agr wo pasand na aaye to mere shelf se le Lena but plz ye baate my krna usse I beg you for this"

by the end tears started rolling down his cheeks

Mishti's head is hung low feeling guilty. Abir turns to go he walks few step then turn around and says

"Mishti mujhe mere concern, Pyaar,care,time ke badle me kuch nhi chahiye na hi tumse aur na hi"

Pointing towards her baby bump

"uss nanhi si jaan se kuch nhi chahiye, kuch bhi nhi chahiye"

the last words came out as whisper

Hearing this Mishti looks up and found Abir in tears.

Both stare at each other, tears were rolling down from both of there eyes.

She saw pain anger and hurt in his eyes. She shut her eyes feeling guilty.

Abir saw pain and guilt in her eyes yet decided not to say anything to her further.

Both of them eyes were holding pain , pain of being hurt and the pain of hurting.

Abir couldn't take it anymore so leaves Mishti alone in the hall.

Mishti slowly sat on couch thinking

'She never meant that Abir and family wanted something in return for their love, but whatever she said unfortunately meant only that. She was wrong here and once again she hurted Abir by her stupid behavior and nonsense talks.

The sight of Abir in tears was the first time she saw he was always smiling and a jovial person but this time he was in tears and the reason was none other than her. How can she do it, how can she compare their incomparable with debt.

How ridiculous and foolish it sounded. And yet she did the same foolishness.

How bad mother she is , instead of teaching good values she is teaching him/her about debt, ehsaan, what words are these how stupid of you Mishti'

Abir went to his room sat on his bed took few long breath, drank some water and with a calm mind thought

' what did you just do Abir, shouting at a women that too a pregnant women it's soo just out of character how could you, if she was wrong you could have make her understand by talking politely but what you did behaved rude with her, what she might be thinking of you what's the difference between you and him. How could she just call our love for her as ehsaan, how could she ???

Abir you just opened up her old wounds, how she will be now what if she takes stress that might affect child, you bloody idiot who told you to shout at her... '

Both were broken from inside.

' Once Destruction is done you can't reverse but you can create something new from the destruction.'

Abir comes out to see whether she is alright. Mishti is going towards her room . Both were standing in front of each at some distance both shared an eye lock Abir quickly turned around and was about to go.

She smiles thinking

'despite how much she hurted him he still cares for her this feeling overwhelmed her, she was dancing inside'

Smiling through tears she called out him

"Suno" with hope ful eyes

Abir turned

Her smile widened at this seeing her smile he felt relief

"Kuch nhi jao"

Both were battling inside their heart, feeling guilt and pain for what they did yet were with each other whenever needed.

Both were in their respective bedroom analyzing events took place today

How a beautiful day ended with battle.

"Pain brings you strength and makes beautiful things happen"

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