November 17, 2018

Today I must return to Barcelona.
I went out for a walk a bit, I avoided doing it since I arrived in Berlin. In fact, when I arrived, I went back and forth without looking to the sides, in a straight line, a little more and walked with my eyes closed. I always wanted to deny the fact that even if I didn't run into you, I could find your presence everywhere ... in the most unexpected places.
Today I went for a walk, with my eyes open without restrictions, and indeed, I was not wrong ... you are everywhere.
You changed slightly in some features, but it could be said that you are almost the same. I think I changed more than you.
I got as close as I could to one of your photos in a Berlinale ad, I think a couple of people gave me weird looks ...
Conclusion: The eyes never change. You have and will have the same eyes as when you were twenty years old. Your eyes are brown and intensely calm, I think they have established their cunning in recent years, and deep down ... a melancholy.

Now I must go. I know that everything will pass.
I don't want to know more about you. Is enough for today.
Now we have to work, and I have to call my sister. Anyway, there are so many things to do ...