04:00

I woke up with so many nightmares.
I got up, grabbed my phone, opened WhatsApp.
"Nick, why did you block me .."
I started to cry.

"Esmeralda, what the hell are you doing awake at this hour?"

Beatrix?

"I thought."

08:28
I left Nora's house, greeted everyone and decided to go home.
I sat down on the desk, grabbed the papers and my fountain pen.
I'll write a diary ...

I began to write, word after word my desire increased and I wrote more and more.

Nora's point of view
"Hi girls!"  I greeted everyone
"Well, now I have to clean everything ... by myself ..."

Incoming call from Matt
Reject

Whatsapp
17 messages from a chat

Mattia, stop it, I beg you ...

I went downstairs to do some shopping.

"Hey, why don't you answer?"
"Matt, leave me alone."
"I just wanted to be with you for a while."
He hugged me and an Andrea Xhani witnessed this scene
There in front of me.
Yes he turned and ran home
"Andrew!"
Now I could very well understand how he had felt long ago.
I joined him.
"Andrea I beseech you, stop!"
I couldn't keep up with him, he was too fast.

I arrived at his house and pressed the doorbell so hard I almost broke it.
"Get in Nora."
I hurry up to join him upstairs.
"Andrea, I can explain to you ..."
"I don't want explanations, I just want to end it here."
"Listen to me, you let Mia kiss you in front of me, Matt just hugged me and he's been harassing me with messages all day, I have absolutely not calculated it, I only love you Andrea, do you understand?"
"I have nothing more to say to you"
Her behavior was absolutely pointless, it was just a hug, it was bullshit compared to what Mia did.
I decided to let it go.
"It doesn't matter, have a nice day."
I started to leave and he didn't even say hello.

Corinne's point of view
"It's mine!"
Playing tennis was the only thing that could cheer me up, too bad that tennis and basketball training were held in the same place and so I was always forced to see Jessy.
Although I loved him I couldn't tell him anything, he blocked me.

"Esmeralda, be more careful!"
"Oh yes, sorry"
I have to stop thinking so much and focus more.

After training I sat down on a bench.
"It's hot huh?"
I heard a familiar voice
"Ah it's you, Jessy"
"Yeah, I just wanted to tell you that when you play tennis you look beautiful."
"Thanks."
We didn't speak for a few minutes when ...
"Hey, look at that thing over there," he said pointing to my right
I turned myself
"But there is nothing-"
He kissed me
I didn't know how to react and then ..
I gave him a slap
"Ouch! Are you crazy ?!"
Yes, he got up and started to leave
Initially I did not regret but immediately put my hands to my mouth

What have I done ...

"Shit."

Jessy's point of view
But what the fuck was wrong with her, I just gave her a kiss.
I went back to the now empty field, grabbed the bag ..
"Hey!"
I turned and saw a short girl, blue eyes, blonde hair and a wonderful smile
"Hi!"
"Pleasure Lejla"
"Hi Jessy"
"Would you like to make some baskets with me?"
"Of course"
We also decided to count the points.

After the -game- Lejla came up to me and ...
He kissed me.

I saw Corinne freeze from the bench, I was sure she had also stopped breathing in that moment.
He got up
He came over to me and Lejla and kicked her in the leg.
"Hey! Leave my Jessy alone and see you disappear or I'll swell your face."
Lejla ran away crying and I stood there staring at Corinne who was almost crying and Lejla running away crying

Corinne's point of view
What have I done.
Jessy looked at me
I didn't know what to do and ..
I ran away
"Cora wait!"
I ran away crying, I stopped breathless.
Jessy joined me shortly after.
"Corinne, what the hell are you getting today?"
I did not answer
"Corinne?"
I couldn't say anything
"Cor-"
I threw myself in tears in his arms and cried.
I cried until the end
Until I let it out.

He walked me home but I didn't say a word the whole time.

Esmeralda's point of view
Incoming call from Daniel
"Ready?"
"Hi Esme, would you like to go to the library this afternoon?"
"Honestly I don't feel like going out Daniel, let's do it again okay?"
"Can I come to your house at least? I want to spend time with you."

Time with me ...

"Esmeralda? Are you still there?"
"Oh yes yes, come on this afternoon, I'll wait for you, bye."

To Beatrix: BEATRIXIA, I WILL SPEND THE AFTERNOON WITH DANIEL.

From Beatrix: What?  I'm glad it will do you good.

I locked my cell phone and threw myself on the bed ...

Andrea's point of view
Nora was right, it was just a hug, bullshit compared to what Mia had done.
"To forgive me, I'll prepare a dinner!"
But how do you cook ...?

Call in progress
It is ringing
"Ready?"
"Beatrix hi! Ehm ... I should do a little thing, could you join me at my house?"

We prepared a great dinner, everything was perfect, even the atmosphere
Now I just had to get Nora to come to me ...
"Call her"
"Okay Bea, I'll call her"

Call in progress
It is ringing
"Andrew."
"Eleonora could you come to me?"
"If you still call me that, no."

Oh no ...
"Stupid, I'm on my way"
Beatrix and I jumped for joy for a while, then she went home and decided to leave me alone with my anxiety.

The doorbell rang
"Who is it?"
"I'm Eleonora Sheqeri."
My heart started beating faster and faster.
It was lovely
I walked over to her
"Eleonora, I beg your pardon, you were absolutely right."
"I know, I'm a woman, now stop calling me that, otherwise you hurt very badly."
I looked at her badly
We burst out laughing.

We spent the whole evening together

Beatrix's point of view
"Males don't know how to do anything, just think that Andrea asked me for help for a dinner, a dinner that is, let's understand."
"Yes, yes, meanwhile ... Are you and Alex together?"
Kamila never knew how to mind her own business, I just shook my head and didn't answer anything
"I knew it."
She affirmed proudly
I looked at her badly
She was so silly
But I loved her.

Esmeralda's point of view
I had a wonderful evening with Daniel, he always managed to cheer me up even though I still thought about Nick.
Although my feelings for Nick were still as alive as ever, he managed to distract me from the pain I was feeling
I loved him very much.
But I will never feel for anyone else what I have felt, feel and will feel for Nick.